State of Mind

Chapter 133: 20. Hatred

Views:

A month later, they met again, like the ending of all online dating, drinking, going to bed, and becoming lovers.

Before he took possession of her, he was full of expectations. After all, "she" is a perfect woman. Possession of him represents a kind of weird victory, and his long green leaf career desperately needs such a victory to prove his worth. However, after he got her, he was suddenly dull, because victory was so easy, but he seemed to use too much force-you know, perfection can completely overwhelm his god in all aspects, and the woman of god should also have magical powers, but-no, She was mediocre like any ordinary woman, without any surprises, which made him frustrated in his pride.

However, he also has moments of comfort, because he is still a perfect shadow. As a perfect special lawyer, he has to deal with all kinds of cases and troubles for him. In this process, Perfect is still used to the previous command spirit, and he , Got a kind of compensation in the fornication of his wife.

But this illusion of success was quickly broken. One day, oh, or, suddenly, one day, the gentle and virtuous woman suddenly made a request-"My husband has been absent all day, probably cheated, let's be like this. It’s not safe either. You go take a look and see if he has any other women. If there are, we’ve leaked the wind and we can also have a bargaining chip to deal with."

Hearing this, he was startled, because he never thought that such a gentle and well-behaved woman would have such a trick, but...

That's pretty good too, isn't it

Thinking that he could further betray "perfection" in this way, he felt excited for no reason, so he did go, of course not himself. After all, the relationship between two people is too close. If perfection is discovered, it will all be ruined. He is a private investigator hired with money to track Perfection and see if Perfection has derailed. Soon, the result came back and it was perfectly derailed, and there was more than one, including photos, addresses, and everything.

When he got these materials, he was unexpectedly excited, because in front of perfection, he was overwhelmed by all aspects, but now, he seems to be able to beat him completely.

"Now, this is his cheating information."

During the private meeting again, he gave the evidence collected by the private detective to the woman. The woman looked down and turned off the video, which made him a little unhappy: "Why, you don't want to watch it?"

"Of course not." The woman replied with a smile, cunningly like a fox, with her eyebrows bent, her bright red lips pursed lightly, and a sweet smile: "Okay, with these evidences, I will be safe."

"Yes." Hearing this, he felt better again. He stretched out his arm to hold the woman, but was pushed away by the woman. Then, he made a request that thunderously thundered him—"Now, I want to live. Child, can you find me some small pieces of fresh meat?"

"what?"

He thought he didn't understand.

"Find some fresh meat." The woman made an analogy with a calm face.

"Boom Rumble"

Maybe he was suspicious, but he heard the sound of an earthquake in his heart again, which shook before Perfection not long ago, and now it shook again.

"What are you talking about?" He was a little suspicious of his ears.

"Find some small fresh meat, I want to have a baby."

The woman's face was taken for granted, with eye scrolls in her hands, blowing the 氤氲 in front of her eyes. The face behind her was indifferent, charming and absurd.

"Rumble."

There was a vibration in his sky again, so that when he came out, he didn't even notice it was raining outside. It was pattering and drenched all over his body. The people around were hurrying and occasionally gave him surprised eyes. Mou, because there was only one decent man in suit and leather who was standing in the rainstorm.

However, he couldn't remember anything. He only remembered that he stood in the rain for a long time, but the coolness outside was not as cold as the cold inside, because sometimes the human nature was so absurd that he looked like a clown against him. You see, He has always been a perfect foil. He originally thought he could stay in this shell forever. Who knows that Perfect told him that his existence is just to enhance his self-confidence.

Then, in revenge, he found the perfect wife, thinking that he could get the other's heart, but such a gentle young woman from a good family actually directed him to find Xiao Xianrou. Is there any mistake? Could it be that I was fooled again

Have you been fooled again

This feeling is too bad.

That night, he stood in the pouring rain, watching the muddy traces under his feet, watching the torrent of sewage in the ditch, and clenched his fists.

He made up his mind-went to find some small fresh meat.

After that, the days flowed by. The woman gave birth to a child, and the child grew up slowly, perfection continued to be perfect, he was still his shadow, by the way, he was cuckolded by the way, in such a left-right balance, the woman's eldest son gradually grow up.

At first, he never paid attention to the child. After all, the father of the child was unknown. In his heart, he was somewhat contemptuous, but later, the child gradually grew into a five or six, seven or eight year old, probably because A certain kind of guilt, he also meant to compensate the child, so the child gradually became acquainted with him, and he meant to regard him as a father.

The attachment to this child is actually from the perfect head. He knows how many women are perfect, so the so-called wife in front of him is nothing, and the child is nothing, but this is the only thing he can get close to. So he will be there. As he approached the child, one day, he suddenly said to the child: "Xiaogang, will I be your father in the future?"

Xiao Gang was eating the marshmallows he bought. He was startled when he heard this, and looked up at him with watery eyes, seeming to be very surprised.

"Oh, look at me walking so close to your mother..."

Such a word that blurted out, in fact, has been planning for a long time, but it made him embarrassed. He rubbed his hands, like an embarrassing and lame interview. Ai Ai said in anticipation: "We have been together for so long..."

"Of course not!"

The child suddenly intercepted his mouth, his little nose wrinkled, a bit of contempt appeared on his delicate face, he suddenly threw the cotton candy on the ground, stomped his feet up, and snorted: "You What a thing, it's just a dog in our family." As he said, he turned and ran away.

"Boom Rumble"

It was sunny and sunny that day, and on such a sunny day, inadvertently, five thunderstorms happened. Such an earthquake has disappeared for several years. He has forgotten the feeling, but it suddenly appeared again, slashing himself. His body and mind splits all the truths of this life.

He lowered his head with difficulty and looked at the marshmallows on the ground. The white marshmallows were already dirty and turned into mud by those feet, and then rolled around by the wind, like his duckweed life. .

Oh, I'm just a dog, ha ha.

Suddenly he thought to himself, whether his destiny has been destined to be a dog ever since he met perfection, and he wants to be a dog for their family's life forever

if so…

if so…

if so…

It was dark in front of him, the sky was spinning, and the rainy night that day resurfaced again, how did he make up his mind... made up his mind...