The days passed so plainly. Soon she had a full confinement, returned home, and found him again: "Xiaogang will leave it to you first, I don't have time to take care of him."
The tone is so natural, it really is a nanny, he promised, and nodded with a wry smile.
"Xiaogang didn't know what was going on either. I gave birth to a child and didn't come to see my brother." She complained to him again, as if it was his fault that Xiaogang was not sensible.
He was taken aback and asked, "I really didn't go."
"I didn't go." She raised her eyebrows, her tone gradually becoming colder: "How did you teach him?"
"Oh… "
Suddenly he didn't know what to say, he only showed a perfunctory smile, but in his heart, he was overwhelmed-he knew Xiaogang, his brother was just born, but he didn't look at it. This is absolutely abnormal!
Then...
what happened
"What's wrong with you?" In private, he asked the child.
The child blinked, with an adult's cautious expression on his face, and his eyelashes kept blinking like a butterfly about to fly away. After a long while, he raised his head and said, "I have a younger brother, will I take my position?"
"Rumble."
There was a sudden explosion in his heart, and his eyes were dizzy, but he was comforting, because such a child is growing up as he wants, isn't it
"Oh..." He swallowed and was about to explain, when the child suddenly said, "What can you do for me?"
"What?" he asked in surprise.
"Oh..." The child made a gesture with a solemn expression on his face: "It is... to prevent babies from becoming as good as me. I have read in a book a way to degrade IQ..."
He opened his mouth wide and listened to the child in a daze. After a long time, he finally said: "Xiaogang, he is your brother anyway."
"He is a younger brother and a competitor." Xiaogang's face was gloomy, and he clenched his fists and said: "A compatriot like me, maybe as smart as me and more competitive."
"You are crazy." He finally couldn't help it, vomiting badly.
The words finally angered the child. He raised his head, his little face was full of contempt: "What qualifications do you have to call me? You are just a dog in our family."
"Boom Rumble"
"Boom Rumble"
Thunder again rang out in the sky, like lightning after lightning, splitting all his life--
"You are just a dog of mine."
"You are just a dog in our family."
"You are just a dog of mine."
Is this the truth of all his life
He was trembling slightly, staring down at the child who has been educated for many years, slowly supporting his shoulder with his hand, and whispered: "What are you talking about?"
"I said you are just a dog in our family."
The child seemed to know that this was very irritating, but he was not afraid, his head held up, his face pale, and his tone was like affirmation and warning.
Hearing this, his hands finally hung weakly. He lowered his head and looked at the child’s shoes. The sun came in from the outside, and the horrible beauty was reflected on the ground. Fangcun’s home, he would never be able to step forward. It's a psychological shackle, but so what.
"it is good."
After a long while, he said this with great effort, and slowly nodded: "You are right, Xiaogang, I... will always be a dog in your family, once your father’s, later your mother’s, and later ,is yours."
When Xiaogang heard this, he suddenly giggled, stretched out his hand, patted his arm, and imitated Hong Kong's rich young master's tone to the old servant, saying: "Aber, I can see your loyalty. Don't worry, I won't be in the future. I'll treat you badly, as long as you help me seize the position of heir."
"Okay."
When he agreed again, he no longer saw the weight, but relaxed with a smile, stood up on the shoulders of the child, patted his back gently, and said with a soft smile: "I will help you, Xiao Gang , I will help you win your father’s world. It’s just that, your first obstacle at the moment is—your newly born brother.” As he said, he leaned down and stared at the child’s rebellious eyes. Verbly: "Do you understand?"
The child blinked slowly, as if reacting, nodded and said; "I understand."
"Then what should I do?"
"Oh..." He rolled his eyes, smiled suddenly, snapped his fingers: "Now, stare."
"Staring?" The child looked up at him in surprise: "What do you mean?"
"It's not interesting, just stare at your brother, stare at any time, observe him, and then... see if he will be smarter than you in the future, and will become your opponent." He grinned, his small eyes showing The sharp light, but soon drowned in the smile, no trace.
"Oh… "
The child was young, scratched his head, thought about it, and nodded.
Staring at...
What does that mean
In fact, he doesn't know what will happen. If the child stares at the baby, he stares at the child, he doesn't know.
After the baby came out, Li Fang naturally did not have the mood to look after the baby, so he hired two babysitters to take care of him. However, it was pleasantly surprised that his eldest son suddenly learned his mind and took the initiative to take care of the baby. This surprised Li Fang very much. .
"How did you persuade him?" Li Fang asked him on the initiative, and for this reason he also hinted that he could go in and be a bed partner at midnight. Who knew he was not interested, just waved his hand and said, "I didn't say anything, probably the age of the child. When you get older, you will naturally be sensible."
"Uh, uh, uh." When Li Fang heard this, she naturally ignored it. In fact, in her life, including the children is not worth it. If she wants to cherish anything, it is probably her status, power, and immediate pleasure. , As for the others, she didn't think so much.
After Li Fang was here, the child took care of his younger brother justifiably. Of course, there was a babysitter watching, but he didn’t need to take care of him much. What he did was to go to his younger brother’s room to do his homework after school every day, and then stare. With.
That's right, just staring at it with two eyes, as he ordered, to see if this younger brother will be "smarter than him."
Regarding the benefits of staring, he was actually not sure. He just went to the child when he had time. When he saw that the child had been doing homework in the nursery, he was in a daze. He was also a little curious. After a few days, he asked him: "You stare out What's coming?"
"No." The child shook his head to a rattle: "Nothing."
"Really?" He didn't believe it.
"Really." The child nodded sternly: "It's really nothing. Really."
"Okay." He shrugged: "Then you continue to stare." After saying that, he was actually a little unconvinced, and turned around to say to Li Fang: "The children are still young, so you can save some time and energy to take care of them. "
When Li Fang heard this, he snorted: "Their father doesn't care about it, it's my business."
He wanted to say that the reason for being perfect is that the child is not perfect, but he didn't say anything, just smiled.
After a while, one day, the child suddenly asked him: "Do you say that my mother likes me, or does he like my brother?"
"I don't know. Don't you ask your mother about this?"
He seemed to sense that "that time" was coming, his eyelids jumped in excitement, but he didn't care about his face.
"Oh." The child nodded in an exploratory spirit, and sighed for a long time: "Well, this seems unclear."
"Speak clearly." When he said this, his excited voice became muffled, and his voice turned into a mutter: "Actually, it is clear."
"How can I say it clearly?" The child raised his head, his face was pure and innocent.
"You will understand after a long illness." He smiled and patted the child on the head, kindly like a father.
Suddenly appeared on the child's face.
Within a few days, the baby suddenly got asthma and became very ill. It was his own life. Li Fang was anxious, and left the lover, and went back to take care of the baby. After half a month of busy day and night, it was too late to apply heavy makeup Dressed up, people are haggard a lot, the beauty is gone, and the looks are ugly, but in his eyes, it is more pleasing to the eye, because after all, there are people who look like.
"Mom still loves my brother."
When the baby's condition is getting better, the child draws a conclusion to him like this.
"That's nothing." He patted the child on the head and sighed: "Mothers like younger sons. This is a rule. You will understand when you grow up, but it doesn't matter. Fathers like older sons."
"Oh, yes." The child kept nodding, but he didn't believe it at all on his face. The corners of his mouth were tight, and his eyes became gloomy.
Seeing such a child, he couldn't help feeling proud, but this pride was shameless, so he didn't want to show it, and just pretended to look outside the glass door. This is a two-story villa with a courtyard outside. Some flowers and plants were planted in it, but it was the end of winter, and the flowering branches were bare, swaying dry in the wind, facing such a bare landscape, he actually laughed in a relaxed and happy manner.
The hearts of the people polished this day are so weird. He is looking forward to what is coming, and of course, he is a little guilty and can't tell.
And finally, that day arrived. It was a night after a few months. Li Fang suddenly invited the appointment diligently. He wanted to remember the child, but he didn’t refuse. The private meeting in the middle of the night, after the lingering, he was going to see the child. , Suddenly found that the child was standing at the top of the stairs, staring blankly at the direction of the baby room.
"Why are you here?"
He blurted out to ask, but somehow he blocked the words. He quietly stepped back and went back to Li Fang’s room. He said to Li Fang, “Xiao Gang is standing downstairs and doesn’t know what he’s going to do, just so dumb. It's weird to stand still."
Li Fang was covering the quilt and was dizzy. Hearing this, he actually didn't care. He just mumbled: "Whatever."
"Oh, by the way, the nanny seems to be on leave today." He spoke again, sitting on the side of the bed and pushing Li Fang's body a bit, "I don't know if they gave the child medicine."
For this baby, Li Fang did his best. Hearing this, he remembered, hurriedly sat up and put on his clothes, cursing and saying: "These bastards, if they don't take medicine on time, they must be fired." After speaking, Kicked and kicked the wooden slippers and walked to the door, and went downstairs.
He didn't leave, just followed out the door and stood against the wall. At this time, the child downstairs was gone, which made his heart beat faster. He took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and took out one to light it, but For some reason, his hand kept trembling, and he couldn't click on it. He couldn't tell whether it was excitement, nervousness, or pain.
just…
just…