State of Mind

Chapter 141: 28. Memory

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Heroine:

When did her life begin

She can't remember, really can't remember, she only remembers that she had a vague and not very good childhood. Her parents divorced early and lived on her mother's meager salary. Because of her poverty and flimsy appearance, she I have been cautiously hiding in the shell and staying steadily, until one day, suddenly... Suddenly, a boy fell off the stairs.

Oh, about this matter, after she became an adult, she still needs to try hard to remember, but now she can't smile, but at the time it was earth-shattering—young Muai was probably entangled by a boy who had a little background. Messing with the gangsters outside the school, pestering her endlessly, she avoided like a frightened deer every day, and finally one day, accidentally, the boy rolled down the stairs to his death.

Wait, it's not right, it seems... There is also a boy, she can't remember.

In a daze, oh, yes, it should be like this. The boy who was pestering him was pestering him one day, and he was reprimanded by a boy passing by, and then the two fought, and finally the bad guy rolled down the stairs to death. Then, there was a lot of trouble, and the passing man was arrested, and she became an eyewitness.

This is really an embarrassing thing.

Whenever she thinks about it, she always feels so emotional. It is clear that others have helped herself, but she ended up so badly. However, she also has reasons to forgive herself—the passing man didn’t intend to help herself, and the two boys fought and ended up with herself. It's just a meeting, isn't it

Ok.

The past as a teenager is nothing more than a glass of wine. When she comes to adulthood, whenever she thinks of this, she always lifts the wine glass in the air, and then drank it to express a toast to the past.

Then when she was drunk, she would remember some memories, fragmented, like a dolphin jumping out of the sea of life, smiling ill-intentionally at her—

In the interrogation room, two black-faced police officers asked aggressively:

"Do you know the dead?"

"Oh, I don't know him very well."

"Don't you know what it means?"

"He is from the class next door, I don't have much contact with each other."

"But how were you present on the day of the crime?"

"It's passing by."

"Passing by?"

"Oh, let's count it."

"What do you call it? Make it clear."

"That's... That's... He fell in love with me, wanted to date me, and followed me. I refused to agree."

"Didn't you say passing by?"

"I... I mean... I did pass by."

"What the hell is going on, make it clear."

"... I think about it, it's like this. We don't know each other very much. He pursued me and said that he wanted to play friends with me on the road. I disagreed. At this moment, that... That Li Qiang happened to see that there seemed to be a relationship between them. When I was grieving, I quarreled, clamored and moved his hands, and then I didn’t know what was going on, and people rolled down the stairs to death."

"Is that right?"

"Yes."

"Are you sure."

"I am sure."

After saying this, the trembling body of the girl suddenly became quiet, and she sat there quietly, with her head down, clutching her skirt on her knees desperately, and she kept fucking and rubbing until she heard the police. They left after whispering, and then looked up, the table in front of the interrogation room was flat, flipping through the file, the split side was the photo of the two boys, smiling at themselves together, the girl’s panting began to rush. Suddenly she heard a "creak" sound not far away, like a broken radio cassette, creaking, and like a rat chewing, "creaking", she suddenly wanted to stand up , But found that she was being handcuffed to a chair. This restraint made her sober, her rapid breathing gradually subsided, and finally returned to calm, and finally she often showed a weird smile...

What does that smile mean

When she drank too much in adulthood, she lay on the sofa and remembered the past vaguely. She always asked herself this way, but after asking for a long time, she couldn’t think of a reason, only knowing that since that point, that The rat's gnawing sound has always been with him, and every night when he wakes up at midnight, he "creaks".

Of course, in the eyes of normal people, everything seems to be normal. She was successfully admitted to a prestigious university and became a prosperous female college student. She lived a new life and made new friends, such as the girl named Xiaokui. .

Xiaokui’s life seems to be the opposite of hers. Parents are affectionate, high-knowledge family, superior in life, cheerful and self-confident, and she looks bright and beautiful. It is in sharp contrast to her quiet and quiet. Two people met because of the same dormitory. After eating, going to class and going to the bathroom, they became friends who talked about everything. The days seemed to go smoothly, but only she knew that the sound of rats gnawing at night had never subsided. On the contrary, with the new Life is smooth, it becomes more intense, "creak", "creak", "creak"...

After a long time, it seemed a long, long time, the voice kept stirring her up and down again and again. This anxiety seemed to be in contrast to Xiaokui’s ebullient smile, making her tossing and turning in anguish and suffering. Then, until one day, she suddenly saw an envelope from Xiaokui. It was the living expenses that Xiaokui's parents had just deposited for Xiaokui. She didn't know what was wrong, and she took the sheep and took it away.

That night, the "creaking" sound really disappeared. She finally knew how to eliminate the sound. Soon, Xiaokui began to keep missing things, learning machines, voice recorders, study notes, everything that could be stolen. She took it all away, of course, because of a dormitory, she couldn’t take it out, and in many cases she didn’t need it, but she just wanted to steal, or in other words, just want to hear Xiaokui’s helpless cry under the bed sound.

"What the hell is going on, why am I so unlucky." Xiaokui complained to her one day.

She was startled, with a weird smile on her face, without speaking.

"Well, I don't want to forget about these messy things, now, my dear, it's almost New Year's Day, I have good news for you." Xiao Kui patted her shoulder.

"what?"

She was stunned and looked at Xiao Kui with a little frustration. It was obvious that things were being lost continuously, which could not completely eliminate the smile on Xiao Kui's face.

"Oh, then you'll know." Xiao Kui winked playfully at her and smiled.

then…

Then she encountered something that could change her life-she met Xiao Kui's boyfriend Xu Dong, the rich and handsome man who began to shine brilliantly.