When Xiao Fang heard this, he slapped his thigh and said, "That's right, then sister Ren, I'll read it to you."
Ren Ping nodded and said: "Okay." After speaking, he took Xiaofang's diary and turned on the flashlight in the phone. After accepting it, the light of the flashlight was very weak, and there was no way to read the handwriting on the diary. , Ren Ping and Xiaofang looked at each other.
"Now, Sister Ren." Xiao Fang suddenly pointed to the pull on the table, Ren Ping stood up hurriedly, walked over, took the lighter from his arms, lit the candle, and walked to Xiao Fang, saying : "I hold it, you read it out."
Xiao Fang glanced at the candle, feeling the flame of the candle weird, shook his head, no longer thought, pulled the diary closer to the candle light and began to read—
"I remember when my grandfather let me join the army, he proudly gave me the saber he inherited from his family. He told me that fighting for the country is an honor. I hope I will die on the battlefield and be a qualified military doctor. However, Now, I didn’t expect that one day, I would become like this...
When did it start
In fact, our family has always been a military family. My grandfather is a soldier, and my father is a soldier. Since I was born, it seems that I am destined to be a soldier, but I probably have a rebellious temper. After graduating from high school, I did not choose to go to military academy. After studying medicine, I remember that when I was admitted to a medical college, my classmates were envious, but only my grandfather was unhappy and asked me why I didn’t choose a military school.
Choose a military school
Hehe, I laughed secretly in my heart, I don’t like the kind of murder, I like to save the dead and heal the wounded, I like medicine, I like to use my scalpel to support one life after another, and I like the decisive character of grandfather and father. , And the "Bushido" spirit they are proud of, I disdain it very much.
What is Bushido
I used to think that I didn’t need to understand this cruel and bloody thing for the rest of my life, but now I have to go back and reflect on what Bushido is. It seems that since the Meiji Restoration, the samurai class has admired this thing. The so-called "", every time grandpa When I’m drunk, I like to talk about it the most, such as "", such as ""
But what is that
I don’t understand, I only know that when you go ahead and achieve something, you will always have to pay a cruel price, and these cruel costs are the wailing of history, and such wailing is often with blood, as a person People who don't want to kill even chickens, I don't like these cruel preaching, and even more impatient to go home and listen to grandpa's rants.
In college, studying medicine was painstaking, but it was also happy. Because of my interest in autopsy, I often deal with corpses, which made me hate life-stuffing things even more so that I stayed in the laboratory all day. , But on the university campus, because the atmosphere of war is getting stronger and stronger, everyone is talking about the word "war", "war, war, occupy China, and establish a greater East Asian co-prosperity circle." Whenever I go to the cafeteria When we were cooking, we often heard such shouts, and everyone's faces showed excitement, as if it were such a joyous thing.
Isn't war just killing people
Thinking of this, I kept shook my head and made up my mind. No matter how much they can fool around, I will never go to extremes like them. I will join the army and kill people. As a doctor, I have to save the dying and heal the wounded as the main responsibility. Others , Regardless of justice and injustice, in my eyes, there is no difference, all beings are equal, are they
However, Grandpa didn’t seem to want to let me go. Because of the Empire War, he was very excited. He couldn’t help but signed up for me. However, because of the medical examination, I was brushed off again. When I went home and told Grandpa, Grandpa was very angry and said he wanted to. I asked them to settle accounts, and I said, "That can't be done, grandpa, people say I am color-blind, what should I do if I get the wrong shot on the battlefield?"
"Is that something wrong?" Grandpa raised his eyebrows with anger and waved his hand: "No, I don't believe it."
I spread my hands, made a helpless gesture, and went back to school to continue school.
However, Grandpa didn't seem to plan to let me go. After a month, he signed up for me for the second time and let me join the army. However, I failed the second medical examination again. The reason this time was knee joint inflammation.
"So many diseases from your place?" Grandpa stared out with anger.
"I don't know." With a wry smile, I spread my hands together: "Grandpa, it seems that I have no relationship with the soldiers, so don't bother."
"That can't be done." Grandpa kept shaking his head and said: "The imperial war has begun. As a glorious medical student in the empire, you should serve the country."
"But there is no shortage of people in the empire, isn't it?" I smiled bitterly, knowing that in the empire wars in the past few years, young people were very active in joining the army. Everyone was rushing to become soldiers, so there was no shortage of people at that time. I don't participate, and there is nothing to complain about.
However, Grandpa seemed to have made up his mind. After a few months, he signed up for me again. This time the quota is said to be very cherished, and the qualifications are very high. You must be a high-ranking imperial student to enter the corresponding level. It was also very high. Grandpa asked a lot of people to get me a place. After signing up, he asked someone to let me go home.
"Grandpa, don't you want a physical examination?" I asked in surprise with the glorious post.
"No need, this time." Grandpa sat on the tatami with a smile on his face, proud.
I frowned, staring at the glorious post, lost in thought, a month later, my quota was cancelled again.
"What's the matter?" Grandpa furiously took the repost, spit on my face, I wiped my face with my sleeve, and spread my hands with a wry smile: "I can't help it, grandpa, people don't want me. , It's not that I don't want them."
Grandpa didn't say a word, but looked at me up and down with suspicious eyes.
"Really, Grandpa." I shrugged and said, "It's people who look down on me, it's not that I look down on them, really."
Grandpa didn't make a sound, but stared at me with gloomy eyes for a long time, then sighed and said, "Then you go back to school."
I walked out with a sense of relief and saw many people marching on the street, holding various flags with the words "Long live the Great East Asia Co-prosperity Circle" on them, and every face was filled with excitement. , It's boring as if you have won a big prize.
I stood on the street and watched for a while, shook my head, took the car back to my university, and just returned to the dormitory, I saw my roommate was packing.
"What's wrong?" I asked curiously.
My roommate is also a top student of Imperial Medical University, Tian Ye, whose research in virology is no less than mine. Hearing this, he shrugged and looked proud: "Tengyi, do you want to join the army with me? I report It is a secret project of the empire. It has passed the test."
When I heard this, I was taken aback and asked: "But the code name is 731?"
Tian Ye heard this and asked in surprise: "How do you know?"
I smiled bitterly: "I also participated, but failed."
"Failed?" Tian Ye cried out in surprise: "Why did you fail? Qi Tengyi, you are the number one in our empire medical department."
"That's something that can't be helped." A faint smile was wiped from the corner of my mouth, like the smile of a fox.
Tian Yejun said "Oh", his face was full of sympathy, and he patted my shoulder and said: "Really... I'm sorry, I didn't expect it, it's a pity."
"Haha." I almost laughed, but quickly held back, with a regretful expression on my face; "Yes."
Tian Yejun talked to me for a while, and then left. I stood in front of the window of the dormitory, staring down at the window. The playground was crowded with many people. A college student was giving a speech, impassioned and excited, and below was thunderous applause.
"The responsibility of our college students is even to contribute the last drop of blood to the dream of the empire." The college student's voice came vaguely.
"Long live the empire."
"Long live the Greater East Asia Co-Prosperity Circle."
Many people were cheering, chanting slogans, and the crowd was jumping for joy, like a lit grassland. I didn't want to look at it anymore. Instead, I turned around, walked to the desk, picked up the book, and sat down to review my homework.
I don’t know how long it has passed. When I was palming the lamp, I suddenly heard a sound outside. Many people were clapping, cheering, and chanting slogans. I was a little impatient. I touched my arm and felt a little cold all over. I stood up and walked to the window, watching the light below. The light was brightly lit, and the crowd had not dispersed yet. I was playing militarist pictures. The pictures were full of "heroes" fighting scenes, which made people excited. , And the university student who gave a speech still stood there to give a speech, fooling everyone into signing up for the army.
I frowned and was about to close the window when I suddenly saw the college student glance at me and waved to me: "You... are you signing up?"
"I?"
I was taken aback, thinking that this is the fifth floor, so far away, how can he see himself
"No!" I instinctively shook my head.
The college student frowned when he heard this, and suddenly pointed at me to everyone: "He... grab him, he is a traitor."
When everyone heard this, they all raised their heads and stared at me.
I blinked, feeling a little in a daze. How could it be so good that I became a traitor? Where did the traitor come from.
"He refused to join the army." The college student continued.
Hearing this, everyone's faces suddenly showed weird expressions. In the end, the expressions turned into the faces of beasts. Some looked like wolf heads, some looked like foxes, some looked like bears, and some looked like tigers. They roared and rushed towards me.
I rubbed my eyes, what's the matter? Are they crazy? How does this person see himself? What is a traitor, and how did these bastards become monsters
As I was thinking, suddenly, a wolf head appeared in front of the window, facing my hand holding the window sill. Take a bite viciously.
"what-"
I was so frightened that I sat on the ground, but saw more ferocious beasts pouring over, tigers, lions, and wolves. They seemed to be crazy, pouring over from the windowsill and rushing towards me together.
"what."
I was so scared that I turned around to run, but they pressed my head and bit myself with countless mouths.
"Ahhh-"
"Qi Tengyi, Qi Tengjun, what's wrong with you?"
There was a sound next to me, and I opened my eyes suddenly, and saw Tian Ye-kun's face at a glance. The chubby round face was full of anxiety and said: "Saito-kun, Saito-kun, what's wrong with you?"
"I… "
I shook my head blankly and looked around, only to find that I fell asleep while sitting in the chair and reading the book.
"Sorry, I slept." I scratched my head, yawned and asked, "What time is it?"
As I was talking, suddenly, someone knocked on the door, I got up hurriedly, walked to the door, opened the door, and saw the governor Obasan standing outside, with an anxious expression on his face: "Saito-kun, Saito Lord."
"Yes." I said hurriedly: "What's the matter?"
"You call from home, saying that your grandfather is in an accident." The governor Obasan said.
"What happened?" I was taken aback.
Obasan didn't say much, but kept shaking his head and said: "You go and have a look."
"I'll be right now." I turned around and grabbed my coat, got the ticket, went downstairs, and hurriedly ran home, because it was a different city. When the train arrived in Osaka, it was already past three in the morning. As soon as I got home and opened the door, I saw a room of people standing there, all dressed in police uniforms. Seeing me, they all looked at me.
"Master, master is back." When the maid saw me, she hurried over and cried to me: "Master, master, it's not good, go and see the master."
"I'll go and see, what's the matter? Is my grandpa having a myocardial infarction?" I looked at the police in a room, in a daze. If grandpa has a heart attack, it should be a medical staff. How come there are so many police officers
"No." A police officer headed over came over and reached out to me and said, "Hello, I'm Officer Kaga."
"Oh, hello." I stupidly stretched out my hand and looked at them and said: "You...what are you doing here?"
"We are here to investigate your grandfather's death." At this time, police officer Kaga said with a gloomy face, and asked: "Where were you at ten o'clock last night?"
"Me?" I pointed to myself, suddenly a little funny in my heart. Could it be that they thought they were the murderer
Oh, by the way, where was you at ten o'clock yesterday? Seems to be reviewing homework
"I'm alone in the house." I replied nonchalantly.
"Anyone else to testify?" Officer Kaga took out his notebook and reporter seriously.
"Not yet." I shook my head, then paused and said: "Why, do you suspect that I am a murderer?"
Kaga is probably a professional relationship, his face doesn't move, and he just said indifferently: "We are just investigating the death of your grandpa, don't worry."
"Okay." I nodded, sank, and then asked, "My grandpa...what's wrong? Was it assassinated?"
"It's hard to tell." Kaga shook his head and said, "It's difficult to make a final conclusion."