"Saito-kun, it's your turn."
Yamazaki-kun pointed to the frostbite Shina and gestured to me, which meant that I would give him a frostbite test.
I nodded and looked around. I saw that many assistants were standing by and looking at me with bad eyes. They hesitated and stepped forward. Because it was a frostbite experiment, only the lower body of the man was frozen, and the upper body was well. Because of this, he was in pain, lying there, moaning in pain.
"Please slice him." Yamazaki-kun commanded that way, his voice was gentle, the same as usual, but he shouted a weird intimidation in his tone.
I nodded, and walked to China with a knife, and the man immediately made a more painful voice, and there was fear in his eyes.
Seeing such eyes, my hand holding the knife hesitated.
"Saito-kun!" Yamazaki-kun's sharp voice came from over there.
I shivered with fright, closed my eyes, stretched out my hand, and cut a slice on his leg, "Ah—" the man made a painful sound, like a cry from hell, I gritted my teeth, The muscle slices were taken under the microscope, and the assistants rushed to observe.
"Aren't you going to take a look?" Yamazaki-kun asked beside him.
"Let them observe first, I last." I replied coldly.
"That's all right." Yamazaki-kun chuckled twice, looked at me deeply, and smiled slightly.
I didn't say a word, staring at the research of those assistants, the man's wailing came from behind, like a sledgehammer, knocking on myself constantly.
"Saito-kun." Suddenly, Yamazaki-kun said next to me: "You fainted yesterday, how are you feeling today?"
"It's okay." When I heard this, my eyelids jumped wildly, bit my lip, and said for a while: "I was just taken aback, Yamazaki-kun don't think too much."
"I didn't think much about it." Yamazaki-kun's haha smile reminded people of a snake spitting a core, making a "hissing" sound, making the scalp numb.
"It's okay if I don't think too much." I sullen and didn't speak again. After a while, the assistant finished the research and wrote out my own research observations. I went over again and wrote research observations.
"So how to treat?"
Yamazaki-kun heard our report.
"That's it." I lifted my eyes and whispered softly: "Need, this is enough, but it is prone to sequelae, but since the patient's frostbite is very serious, I recommend amputation."
"Patient?" Yamazaki-kun laughed when he heard this, and the assistants also laughed.
My face suddenly became red, and the face of that sexy girl jumped in front of my eyes. The horror of trembling because of the pain made people feel painful...
"That's it." Yamazaki-kun said; "Go, and have a look at that Shina pig."
"Amputation?" I was taken aback: "Is it so amputation?"
"Yes." Yamazaki-kun showed a smirk at the corner of his mouth. He looked at me deeply, but he ordered his assistant: "Saito-kun is a humanitarian, and all beings are equal. He must wait for the China pig to be treated as a human being. Yesterday It's just because of dismembering a Chinese pig and fainting. This time, we don't want to embarrass him. You can dismember him."
When these words were spoken, several assistants looked at each other strangely, and nodded to each other. One assistant rolled up his sleeves to go over, while the other assistants walked towards me, looking ugly, one of them actually put his hand in his pocket...
An ominous premonition hit my heart. Out of my instinct to protect myself, I immediately shouted: "Yamazaki-kun!"
"What?" Yamazaki-kun turned around with the assistant.
"I... I will dissect him." I said loudly in a trembling voice.
The assistant with his hand in his pocket stopped and looked at me coldly.
"I'll dissect it." I trembled, but my body was trembling.
"Okay." Yamazaki-kun turned around and didn't laugh this time. Instead, he looked at me with cold eyes with a bit of coldness, and said: "Let's start then."
I bit my lip and walked straight to the operating table, staring at the person on the operating table. The person was looking at me with a pained expression, because the lower body was frozen and the cut meat did not bleed, only one and another. A hole, like an eye from hell, looked at me gloomily.
"Anatomy." I said to myself, walking up to him, holding a scalpel in my hand, and looking down at the man.
Behind him, Yamazaki-kun and several assistants were staring at him, as if shooting at my muzzle. Because of this, I didn't hesitate to pick up the knife and cut it on the man's stomach.
"what-"
The man made a scream, like a call from hell. My body shuddered. In fact, as a medical student, the screams of patients are not unheard of, but most of them are treated with anesthetics. Or, it was some kind of last resort, but the current situation is solid, and there is no pain from anesthetics at all. The man is rolling on the floor with pain, and he can’t move his lower body, so he can’t stop. The ** was twitching, because the stomach was broken open, blood rushed down the operating table to the trash bag...
At this moment, I couldn't help it anymore, raised my hand, and cut to the lower body of the man-the lower body has been frozen stiff, the pain is not so strong, and the man seems to know that I can't bear it. Whispered: "Kill me, kill me."
I gritted my teeth and looked back at Yamazaki-kun, and saw that Yamazaki-kun and several assistants were staring at him. They could only close their eyes and stabbed the man's stomach with a knife. The man "ah" With a cry, the cry became more and more stern, but still not dead, only moaning constantly.
I won't say more, I started to dissect him systematically according to the procedure, and finally finished the dissection of the person. The man swallowed his last breath, as if he couldn't catch his eyes.
"Papa."
Everyone applauded.
"Report to Captain Yamazaki that the dissection task has been completed. The model of the frostbite section has been completed." I took a plate of sections and sent them to Yamazaki-kun. Yamazaki-kun looked down and looked up at my face. Seeing my indifferent and no painful expression, he nodded. At this time, several assistants who had inspected the corpse came up: "Report sir, the China pig died at the last moment. He didn't die before."
Yamazaki-kun showed a satisfied smile, patted me on the shoulder, and laughed loudly: "Congratulations Saito-kun, you have passed the test and have become a qualified military doctor, hahaha." The others also laughed in agreement. Up.
I grinned for a while. After returning to my dormitory, I breathed a sigh of relief. I walked to the window and opened the window. The cold wind from outside blew in, causing people to chill, and before my eyes , But from time to time the face of the Chinese man appeared. Unlike the girl last night, he was alive and dismembered under the premise of his own consciousness. This was unimaginable before. As a doctor who saves lives and heals the wounded, I Doing so is enough to kill myself, but...
but…
I often sighed and closed my eyes, and the assistant was about to reach out into his pocket again. I knew that if I hesitate a little bit today, I should dissect myself and take out the things. , It should be a gun, ha ha ha, Yamazaki-kun has lost patience with himself, or...
"Deng Deng." Suddenly, someone knocked on the door. I hurriedly closed the door and window, walked to the door, opened the door, and saw my colleague Tian Yejun standing in front of me.
"Mr. Tian Ye?" I was pleasantly surprised: "Why are you here?"
"I've been here long ago." Tian Yejun's face didn't look good. He looked around and went straight into the room and said: "I arrived yesterday and participated in an anatomical observation show together. I didn't expect the protagonist to be you, Qi Fuji-kun."
I grinned, opened my mouth, wanted to say something, but couldn’t say anything. If this incident were moved to China, it would be a terrible crime, but this is in China and in China. A show, a competitive game, a show off, ha ha.
"I have to say, I'm still very surprised." Tian Ye-jun sighed, walked to the chair and sat down, slapped his thighs and smiled bitterly: "When I saw you, I almost shouted out in surprise. Later I saw you. I didn’t hesitate to dissect a beautiful girl, and I found it incredible. Only the last scene made me feel that you are still you."
"Oh, you mean, you fainted?" I made a cup of tea for Tian Ye-jun, handed it to him, stepped back two steps, and sat down.
"It's a faint." Tian Ye-kun picked up the tea cup, took a sip, and smashed his mouth: "When I saw you see the truth, when I fainted, I was the Saito-kun who rescued the wounded. , Even in this army, there is still no change in nature, but..."
He put the tea cup down, sighed, and said, "But you are in a dangerous situation, do you understand?"
"What?" I was actually not surprised, but rather calmly said unexpectedly: "I know, because I fainted?"
"Yes." Tian Yejun's face became very serious, and he coughed: "There were rumors at the time that you had always sympathized with the China man, but now you are really sitting down, but you are dissecting a China pig, and you fainted with distress So everyone was very suspicious, and then Yamazaki-kun asked to test you again. If you can’t get past the hurdle, you will be shot on the spot. I was very anxious at the time and wanted to see you, but I never saw you. Now But I saw you."
"It has been tested." I gestured.
"Really? Is it okay?" Tian Ye-kun's face suddenly changed from worry to surprise, his eyes widened, and he looked at me up and down: "So, Saito-kun, you passed the test safely."
"Yes." I smiled bitterly, and recounted the morning process.
"Great." Tian Yejun patted his thigh in surprise and said: "You don't know. Hearing this news, I worry about it. I have been thinking about coming to you, but I am afraid of making people notice."
"Oh."
I smiled bitterly, said the process in the morning, and finally said: "Fortunately, the reaction was quick at the time. Otherwise, if you come to see me now, it has become a corpse."
When Tian Ye-jun heard this, he seemed to have a lot of emotions, and he was silent for a long time, and sighed: "When I joined the army, I was full of enthusiasm, but in the end I really didn't expect... how to put it."
"Regret it?" I asked.
Tian Yejun shook his head with a painful expression on his face. After a long silence, he suddenly raised his head and asked: "By the way, how did you feel when you dissected that person?"
I opened my mouth.
"I mean, the one in the morning, that is to say, under your conscious premise, you have dissected a similar species alive." Tian Yejun bit the word "similar" heavily.
Hearing him say this, I gritted my teeth and said: "I could only do it hard-heartedly at the time, and I knew that if I killed the patient early, Yamazaki-kun would definitely execute me, and I couldn't help it. , But... I think when he died, it was not that painful."
"Oh?" Tian Ye-jun seemed to be taken aback, his eyes flashed: "Why not in pain?"
I hesitated and made a gesture: "You are a medical student, you know, when a person’s pain reaches the limit, he will become numb, that is, when the pain is greater than the nerve endings. , It becomes numb, do you understand?"
"Of course I know." Jun Tian nodded; "I know this."
"That's it." A sly smile appeared at the corner of my mouth: "They stared at me dissecting this person, watching me cut the other's vital parts with a scalpel over and over again, and that person was also yelling sternly, but What they didn't expect was that this kind of cutting only caused this person to lose the pain. When he completely lost the pain, he actually didn't have the pain anymore."
"Hehe, it turned out to be like this." Tian Ye-kun suddenly laughed in relief and patted his thigh. "That's good, that's good, this is the Saito-kun I know." After a pause, he smiled bitterly: "I At that time, I heard them flicker to join the army, but when I saw these cruel things, my heart was still repelling. I thought at the time, Saito-kun was really wise and refused to come, but I didn't expect you to come anyway."
"My grandpa committed suicide." I said flatly.
Tian Yejun's eyes widened.
"My grandfather committed suicide and used his death to coerce me to serve the motherland." I said with a wry smile.
Tian Yejun was stunned for a long time and nodded. "I can understand that your father is also a soldier, and your grandfather is a soldier, so they think it is a glorious thing for you to join the army."
When I heard this, my grandfather appeared to have an abdomen cut. He knelt there, his intestines were peeled, blood ran all over the floor, tatami mats were soaked, and in front of me was the admission notice from Unit 731. Because it was stained red with blood, it has become purple-black...
"Some choices are very helpless, but this does not mean that we have to surrender to destiny. No matter what the environment, I think I still want to be an individual." After thinking for a long time, I came to the conclusion to Tian Yejun.
When Tian Ye-jun heard this, he nodded with approval, and said, "You are right." After speaking, he suddenly smiled at me weirdly.
I was stunned, not knowing what he was laughing at. The next day, I finally understood what he was laughing at.