State of Mind

Chapter 23: 2. What to do

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Now, I am sitting in the hotel’s room, watching the beauty go out of the bath, walking towards me graciously.

Xuexue Saishuang's skin, frowning Danfeng eyes, and angular lips, Chu Chu Fengzhi was somewhat charming and timid, this is Dong Jian's fiancee, the daughter of the daughter, Alan.

"Ajian, what's the matter with you?" Alan saw me shrinking, as if trying to avoid contact with her, couldn't help being surprised, tilted her head and looked at me.

"Oh, it's not very comfortable." My face flushed, and I moved my body back a little bit to tell the truth. Such a lively scene would be a test for a determined party member. Oh, no, it was torture. Torture, 5555, what can I do

"Not very comfortable? Where is it?" Alan's voice was charming and charming, and she stretched out her beautiful fingers and stroked my face. When she looked at me with big watery eyes, she was affectionate and tender...

"It's—"

I suddenly stood up, no more, I can't take it anymore!

Staring at the open breasts in Alan’s bathrobe, I gritted my teeth and waved to Alan: "I’m sorry, Alan, oh, there’s something wrong with business. I just ran into a friend who was... When we just moved in, A business friend saw me. He called me just now and said something is urgent, cough cough, I want to go down."

Alan nodded when he heard this, but suddenly said, "Brother Dong, you... haven't you been studying abroad? Why did you suddenly meet some business friends?"

I buzzed my head, rubbed my hands, thought for a while, and explained: "That's it, Alan, you know, I went to an Ivy League school abroad, you know? Ivy League is the most advanced kind of school. Business universities, foreign schools... Oh, unlike in China, they are open, so I also do business abroad, and now that one happens to be back home, so, ha ha ha."

"That's it." Hearing this, Alan seemed very comfortable, put her hands on her knees, nodded, and smiled: "Then I'll wait for you, you go."

As if I was amnesty, I took a long breath, turned around, and left the room. When I closed the door with a click, I leaned against the door and closed my eyes.

This is how to do ah

Since taking over Tung Chee’s suggestion and pretending to be another one of him, he traveled with Alan. Three or four days have passed. Every time Alan asked for a room naturally, this is killing me. A big beauty is in the same room and can't do anything yet. Isn't this toss people? A few days ago, it was dragged over because of physical fatigue, but today...

Alan’s suggestion is already obvious, deliberately dragging me to take a bath, I refused, she came out of the bath like that...%

Emma, I'll go out to cool off.

I walked out of the hotel’s promenade and went downstairs from the safe passage. This is a five-star hotel. Although at night, there are still people coming and going in the lobby. The front desk clerk is talking, and a few people are sitting on the sofa in the lobby. , Looked at me from time to time, and there were a few beautiful girls standing beside the side door, winking at Sao Zi.

Will the Tung Chee supervise me

Looking at the few people sitting in the hall, this thought suddenly popped out of my mind. When I was staring at them, they subconsciously avoided my eyes, turned their heads, and started chatting on their own.

Hey.

I rolled my eyes, turned and went out from the back door of the hotel. A cool breeze blew over, extinguishing a lot of lust in my body. I looked up, and the moon was thin and bright as jade. I sat down on the steps of the back door. , Took out a cigarette point, blowing waves of smoke, closing his eyes and thinking about what I did...

Is it really wrong

Instead of getting along with other people’s fiancées, this, this, this, it’s just...

As I was thinking, suddenly, there was a conversation in my ear:

"How should we proceed in the future?"

"Who knows, this is his free choice, and the brain waves don't have much expression."

"Then why doesn't he do with that woman?"

"I don't know, the brain waves don't have much expression."

What the hell

I was so scared that I stood up, looked around, and looked around, the bright moon was in the sky, and the green orchids all around, except for dragonflies and butterflies, everything was quiet and silent.

but…

I obviously heard someone talking just now, so I frowned, stood up and was about to search for the sound. Suddenly, "jingle bell", the phone rang, it belonged to Dong Jian.

"Hello?" I connected, my heart beating fast.

"Hey, Brother Yu? Are you okay? Oh, no, I mean, are you and Alan okay?" Dong Jian's voice was very relaxed, and he was still smiling.

"What a shit." I was suddenly annoyed, because I regret it. This fucking job is not a human job, guarding a big beauty, the same room, the same bed, and nothing can be done, this girl It’s torture: “It’s okay to pretend to be you and Alan, but how to treat the same room?”

Dong Jian seemed to have been prepared for a long time, "Ah" said: "Brother, it's okay, you can go."

"What?" My head buzzed.

"This is a welfare." Dong Jian didn't mind: "If I let you pretend to be me, I have this preparation, right?"

"But..."

I am dizzy. I am a substitute, but I can't use this name to deceive. If Alan finds out one day, then am I not guilty of seduction

"It's okay, I'll carry it for you." Dong Jian seemed to see my hesitation, with a somewhat seductive tone: "This green hat, I was ready to wear it, don't worry, brother, I will take care of it. Enjoy it, after all, Alan is also a beauty, hehe."

"Asshole!"

Hearing this, I became furious and said angrily: "I'm not doing it!"

"What's wrong?" Dong Jian seemed to be taken aback, and his momentum dropped.

"What are you?" I was really angry, not for Dong Jian, but for Alan. After getting along these days, I can't see the others, but I understand Alan's affection for Dong Jian, cheating so. An innocent woman, I cannot do it, my conscience cannot do it.

"Alan has a deep love for you, you find a fake to trick her into bed, you are a beast, you." I started cursing.

Dong Jian finally stopped talking, and was silent for a long time. He said in a painful tone: "You are right, Brother Yu, you are right, I can see that you are indeed a good person, but... if you are not like her, Let her see what to do? I can't help it, I can't leave Ayan, I can't live without Ayan, oooooo."

Speaking of later, Dong Jian actually cried.

I frowned, hearing him cry out of breath over there, thinking that he had thrown off his wealthy daughter for a Cinderella. It was so affectionate to say it, such a character, I can't even tell him. Despicable, but Alan's side...

"Brother Yu, Brother Yu, please, I know you can do it, please help me, I don't know what to do." Dong Jian begged hard, and didn't know what environment he was in. Growing up, such a young man, but his temper is very weak, he does not kneel or cry at all times, but I eat this set raw, seeing him like this, gritted my teeth: "I'm done, I will come to think of a way. "

"Thank you Brother Yu." Dong Jian was overjoyed and apologized over there again and again. After a long while, he hung up the phone.

I looked down at the phone, shook my head, and turned into the hotel. I saw the front desk clerk still joking, but the few people sitting in the lobby were gone. I turned around and took the elevator upstairs. I reached the third floor and walked to Alan. In front of his room, he hesitated for a long time, then quietly opened the door and went in.

To be honest, when I came in, I was holding a cold sweat in my palms, lest I see Alan sitting alive again, that was really unbearable, but no, Alan was already asleep, beside the bed. Her light was turned on very dimly, she closed her eyes, her long eyelashes were curled up, and she made a slight snoring sound, really... fell asleep.

Oh, great, I was relieved, took off my coat and shoes, slipped into another quilt, wrapped my clothes tightly, closed my eyes, smelled the body scent of Alan, and thought what the hell was this day It's a big head at the time.

Have you suffered alive? By the way, what the hell was the sound you heard downstairs just now

I remembered the dialogue I heard when I was smoking downstairs. The voice was very clear, the content was clear, and it was not vague at all. However, it was so clear that the distance must be very close to myself, but... No, not at all, no one around me No, where did that come from? It's amazing.

I turned over and was thinking, suddenly, another voice came from my ear:

"Is he asleep?"

"No, it seems hesitated."

"Didn't you do it?"

"No."

"Simply an eunuch."

"Hahahaha, it's just such a person."

"Who?"

I sat up, looked around, looking around, reading lamps, carpets, TVs, computers, desks, cabinets, where is anyone in the unobstructed space? But... who was the conversation just now? Why is it so clear, is it possible that the TV is not turned off

"Brother Dong, what's the matter?" Alan was awakened by my actions, rubbed her eyes, and spoke softly.

"It's okay, it's okay. Hahaha." I lay down hurriedly and turned off the bedside lamp with a "patter". The room was finally plunged into darkness. The darkness was mixed with Alan's body fragrance and turned into a kind of Qi Meng, I was afraid that I would be impulsive again, covered my head under the quilt, and fell asleep in a daze.

When I woke up, the sun was shining and I turned around and saw that Alan was no longer there. I yawned and sat up. Suddenly I saw a "dingdong" and a text message from the mobile phone. It was Alan's: "My dear, I'm waiting in the restaurant. With you, you come soon."

"Okay." I returned the text message, went to the bathroom to wash my face, changed my clothes, and walked out.

The hotel’s restaurant is on the left side of the lobby. Because everyone gets up late, there are not many people in the restaurant. Alan is sitting in the corner by the window, drinking coffee with her head down. The morning light reflects her face, it is as bright as jade. There is a kind of chic and pure beauty on my face. To be honest, I like Alan like this. How can I say it, Alan has always been a charming lady, and her temperament is too soft and charming, and at this moment, powder Nothing, with a ponytail, wearing a light blue shirt, a long black skirt underneath, and a pair of white sneakers, it looks particularly comfortable.

What a wonderful girl, but Tung Chee didn't want it.

I sighed in my heart, walked to Alan, took a chair and sat down, smiled and looked at Alan and said, "Morning, what did you order?"

"It's your favorite." Alan looked at me affectionately and pushed a dish of fried dough sticks in front of me and said: "Hey, you are always abroad, you can't eat this, I remember you used to love it the most. Eat fried dough sticks, eat quickly, eat quickly."

I looked down at the fried dough stick, smiled, grabbed it and stuffed it in my mouth, suddenly listening to Alan said; "After eating, I have something to tell you, Brother Jian."

"What?" I was shocked, and I couldn't eat anymore. Putting down the fritters, staring at Alan's innocent and beautiful face, smiled awkwardly: "What are you going to tell me? Alan."

Alan's face was stern for the first time, a little serious, her lips moved as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she couldn't bear it, and pointed to the fritters in front of me and said, "You eat first."

"You speak first." This is the first time in these days that Alan has been so serious, and I am terrified to see it.

"Oh fine."

Alan bit her lip, stared down at the coffee in front of her, took a sip, and suddenly raised her head and smiled: "Brother Jian, don't you... don't like me?"

"What?" When I heard this, my head buzzed, and I only felt dry and dry, as if someone had exposed a lie on the spot.

"Yes, you don't like me anymore, do you?" Alan's eyes flushed when she saw my look, and tears squirted down.

"No." I instinctively denied it, shook my head and said: "Why? What do you think? Alan, why don't I dislike you."

"You just don't like me." Alan was very sure, gritted his teeth and said: "You are different from before, really. "

"Where is it different?" My eyelids twitched.

"Many differences." Alan's face flushed, and her eyes suddenly became ambiguous.

I immediately knew what she meant. I thought that this matter really couldn't get through. I was trying my best to find a reason. Suddenly, Alan laughed and said, "I'm kidding, Brother Jian." As he said, I wiped quickly. He wiped the corner of his eye and said: "I'm kidding, it's not like that, really."

"Oh..." I think it's time. I can't pretend it anyway, and it will catch fire if it continues like this! No matter, let's confess!

"Cough cough cough." I coughed. I was about to open my mouth to tell Alan the truth. When I was about to speak, Alan stopped talking and said, "How can you not like me? Who do you like? Right? I don't care. I can't live without you anyway, so be it."

"What are you talking about?" I was a little frightened when I heard the last words.

"Anyway, I can't live without you." Alan said without hesitation, with a bit of decisiveness on his face. He looked up to see me with a weird look, and blinked: "Brother Jian, what are you going to say?"

"No... nothing."

I quickly lowered my head, quickly stuffed the fried dough sticks in my mouth, and ate it "creeping", feeling confused—

How to do

How to do

If you tell Alan the truth, will life be killed? I'm sorry, if Alan has something wrong, I'll be done, Dong Jian, asshole, how did he come up with such a bad idea, he is also confused, how can he accept such a bad idea, what can I do

While in a hurry, I suddenly heard Alan say: "Brother Jian, aren't we going to Zhangjiajie to see the glass sky bridge today? You eat first, I'll go back and clean up." She seemed to be in a better mood again, and blinked playfully at me. Blinked, stood up, walked over and touched my head, then turned away.

"Hello? Tung Chee, Tung Chee."

When Alan disappeared, I immediately called Dong Jian.

"Hello? It's me." Dong Jian's voice shook the sky, he didn't know what he was doing, he yelled.

"I'm not doing it anymore." I said.

"What?" Dong Jian did not hear clearly, still pulling at the latter.

"I'm not doing it!" I suddenly yelled.

The whole restaurant was taken aback and looked up at me.

"Hey, what did you say?" Dong Jian finally understood, and the voice over there was quiet: "You quit? Don't be kidding, Brother Yu, you are crazy, this plan is halfway in progress, don't you Did it?"

"I won't do it anymore." I said very firmly: "Alan has a deep affection for you, so I can't lie to her anymore. My conscience can't get through."

"Conscience?" Dong Jian suddenly sneered over there, as if I said something very strange.

"I'll say it again, I won't do it." Hearing his sarcasm, I finally turned my face completely.

"Really?" Dong Jian seemed to hear my seriousness and hurriedly apologized: "Brother Yu, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm just... Oh, I thought you were kidding? You just wanted to have sex with Alan, right? Oh, no, No, look at my brain, I mean, are you very troubled about having sex with Alan, right? I teach you a trick, and you just say, oh, what about you in a foreign country, is sick and temporarily inhumane. Oh, I mean, do you understand?"

"Get out!" I heard the more angry: "Stop nonsense, I'm serious, Alan has a deep affection for you, I don't want to mix up, who do you love with whom, in a word, I don't do it anymore."

"All the money is given to you." Dong Jian saw that I was serious and changed his face a little.

"Money back to you." I said confidently.

"Oh, isn't it?" Dong Jian dragged his voice.

Suddenly my heart jumped violently, paying back the money? It’s easy to say, the company’s bosses chased and killed the hundreds of thousands of debts, that’s not what I said I would pay back. If I don’t do it, I have to live a life of darkness and escape every day, the same way I am now. Compared with the vivid colors and fragrances... a heaven and a hell.

How to do

For a moment, I hesitated. The price of justice is chasing and killing, but the price of conscience is deception. Which one to choose

At this moment, suddenly, another conversation came from my ear:

"He hesitated."

"Yes, he hesitated."

"This is true humanity."

"Yup."

"Who?" I suddenly yelled: "Who is talking where?"

Dong Jian was taken aback and hurriedly said, "Brother Yu? Brother Yu? What's wrong? Is the signal bad?"

I stood up abruptly, looking at the people in the dining room staring at me, a terrifying thought suddenly appeared in my mind—

Is it possible that the growth period of depressive life makes me... schizophrenic

No, I'm grass.