State of Mind

Chapter 310: 4. Xiaocheng

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"This one has been sold a lot. Take a look at my skin. It is smooth and hydrated."

Su Jia leaned to the camera, pointing to her skin and smiling: "If you think it's good, please give me a thumbs up."

However, after saying this for a long time, nothing appeared on the screen. It was just blank. There were only two or three people in the live broadcast room, and one of them was typing on it: "You are so boring. The skin is fake at first sight. Right..."

"Papa." Su Jia couldn't help it anymore, turned the screen off at once, stared at the screen for a long time, and suddenly lay on the table and started crying.

Just yesterday...

Yesterday... Zhang Li broke up with himself!

"Xiaoyun is sick, I found that I can't live without her, so... I'm sorry, A Jia, I'm really sorry for you, let's break up." Zhang Li shook Su Jia's hand, heartbroken.

"What?" Su Jia heard this, tears streaming down, staring at the handsome man in front of her, shaking her head and saying; "No, why? I don't want to break up."

"I still love Xiaoyun." Zhang Zhang was heartbroken and said with a heavy face: "When she was lying on her face very ill, I found... I can't live without her, ooooooo." As she said, Zhang Li's eyes flowed out. Tears come.

"You..." Su Jia stared at Zhang Li and shook her head gritted teeth: "I don't want to, I don't want to break up, I don't want to." She said, tears flowed down again.

"I'm sorry." Zhang Li patted Su Jia on the shoulder and said: "I'm really sorry." After speaking, he sighed, turned upstairs, closed the bedroom door with a "click" and never came out again.

"I do not want-"

Su Jia roared loudly, but saw that the door was coldly closed, and there was no breath. Su Jia stood there for a long time without any ups and downs. Only the next door opened and Zhang Cheng poked his head out and stared. Su Jia said: "Aunt Su, why are you still not leaving?"

The child has always been hostile to Su Jia, but Su Jia has been showing good intentions in order to maintain the relationship. At this time, when he heard this, his face couldn't help it anymore, his lips trembled, and he stared at Zhang Cheng and said, "What the hell, you bastard. Shadowy kid, get out!"

When these words were spoken, Zhang Chengsensen suddenly smiled: "Aunt Su, you are just a nanny. Don't take your son too seriously. Now my dad doesn't want you anymore, so you don't want to get out of here."

When Su Jia heard this, tears flowed down unconvincingly, but Zhang Cheng shrugged and said: "You don't want to go, okay, I will call the police." After that, she dialed the phone and said; "Hey, 110?"

When Su Jia heard this, she knew she couldn't stay, touched the tears on her face, turned around and walked out. When she went out, the sky was blue and white clouds were floating. Such a beautiful day was actually the day of the breakup. Su Jia looked up at the sky blankly, only feeling that the sky was spinning, everything was dark, the sun was dazzling, and she didn't know what to do or what to say.

"Gala."

Suddenly, there was a sudden brake, Su Jia was taken aback, stopped to look at the car, saw a face sticking out of the car, and yelled angrily: "I'm looking for death." As he said, she drove away in the wind.

Su Jia stroked her face and suddenly knelt down, covering her face, tears raining down. How could I have worked so hard... How could I have such a result? Woo woo woo.

How can this be done

Su Jia stared at the live broadcast screen in front of her, with an old face reflected on her face, which looked like she was more than ten years old. She stroked her face, and Liu Yun's face suddenly flashed before her eyes. The face is naturally not as charming and gentle as oneself, just such an ordinary face, why can I get the love of a male god? She doesn't want it!

Thinking of this, Su Jia clenched her fists and bit her lip. No matter what, no matter what, she must... grab it back!

But how to grab it

Just when she was ignorant, suddenly Liu Yun called.

"Xiaojia, this weekend, I got two tickets for a rafting project in Montenegro. Would you like to go with me?"

"Yes." Su Jia stammered. For some reason, she couldn't help but blush when she thought of breaking up with Zhang Li. After a while, she hung up the phone and stood dazedly. Suddenly thinking of something, she trembled and took it. He picked up the phone, dialed Liu Yun's cell phone, and trembled: "Sister Liu."

"Oh, what's the matter?" Liu Yun seemed a little surprised, and asked: "What's the matter? Xiaojia?"

"Oh, I want to ask, are we the ones who go rafting on the weekend? I mean, are we the only ones?"

"Right." Liu Yun nodded without thinking: "It's the two of us."

"Oh, good, great." Su Jia nodded, hung up the phone, pondered for a while, turned on the phone, and began to look for the drifting environment...

A few days later, they sat on the rafting boat. Because the place was remote, almost no one came to sit. The two of them called for a long time before the staff came out and yawned and asked if they had bought tickets, Liu Yun After taking out the pass, the staff inspected, ordered them to wear protective clothing, let them sit on the drifting boat, and told them: "Don't get off the boat, the water here is a bit deep."

"It should be okay." Liu Yun sat on the boat, leaning on the rickety side of the boat, looked at the clear water, a little scared, raised his head and asked: "You should have lifeguards here, right?"

"Yes or yes." The staff member was a little impatient, waved his hand and said: "Yes, there must be, but he didn't come to work today."

Su Jia laughed at the words, "Is that so? That's great."

When Liu Yun and the staff heard this, they glanced at each other, with surprised expressions on their faces.

Su Jia seemed to be aware of her mistake, her face flushed, and she waved her hand: "I was wrong, I mean, oh, your lifeguards should be away often?"

"How do you know?" the staff member asked in surprise.

"Oh..." Su Jia stammered and hesitated for a long time, and didn't say why.

"Okay." At last, the staff rounded up to her: "You sit down, I'm going to start." Then, he pointed to the valve next to it.

When Su Jia heard this, she hurriedly sat on the bow, closed her eyes, and said, "Go ahead."

Before the words fell, the boat rushed down like crazy, Liu Yun let out a startled scream, Su Jia did not speak, just opened his eyes to the sound of pouring water, and saw that Liu Yun was closing his eyes, just listen. The water next to him hit his body and screamed loudly. At this time, the flat boat was rushing down along with the mountain, and finally following the mountain current, it hit the shore and stopped. .

"Ahhh-"

Liu Yun was screaming loudly, feeling Bianzhou stopped, opened his eyes in surprise, looked around, looked around, saw Bianzhou spinning in a whirlpool, and hurriedly said, "Where is this?"

After talking for a long time, when I saw Su Jia who was opposite, she didn't speak, she couldn't help but raised her head in surprise, and suddenly saw Su Jia smile, walked to her, and pushed her into the water.

"what-"

Unprepared, Liu Yun fell into the water, struggling constantly, and saw: "Su Jia, Su Jia, what are you doing? Su Jia?"

Su Jia didn't speak, but looked at Liu Yun quietly. Seeing Liu Yun was like a fish falling into the whirlpool, fluttering on the water, Su Jia's face flushed and she was shaking. I closed my eyes.

She knew she was murdering, but what about it? Zhang Li is his own. If Liu Yun is there, he will never be able to get him. This is more uncomfortable than killing her, so... Okay, kill someone. She can’t do anything about it. Sorry, Sister Liu, I’m sorry, Liu. sister.

Su Jia closed her eyes, tears streaming down her face, wanting to wait for Liu Yun to fall into the whirlpool and never see him again, but no matter what, Liu Yun kept making a voice. Su Jia couldn't help but look up at Liu Yun in the water. Yun kept stretching out his hands, struggling constantly on the surface of the water, no matter how unwilling to sink, he couldn't help becoming nervous, looking back at his surroundings, for fear of being seen.

But seeing the surrounding voices were faint, there was no movement at all. After the sound of the crashing water, the lake was silent, Liu Yun fell silent, and there were no more waves. Su Jia looked at the lake for a while and wiped her face. She was in tears and started calling: "Hey, are you a lifeguard? No, my companion fell. I'm very scared. Come and save me."

When I heard this, I was surprised and responded quickly: "Okay, we are here, don't worry..."

A few days later, Su Jia knocked on the door of Liu Yun's house. It was Zhang Li who opened the door. She was wearing a black suit with white flowers on her chest, and her face was haggard. Seeing Su Jia standing in front of the door, she couldn't help but startled and said: "Su Jia."

"It's me." Su Jia wore a black dress today, her face turned to the sky, her eyes were crying red, she saw Zhang Cheng, tears flowed down again, hoarsely said: "I think... I am here today, in fact, I want to talk to you Apologize."

"Apologize?" Zhang Li was taken aback, looking up and down Su Jia.

"That's... That's... I'm not good." Su Jia wiped her eyes with the kerchief and sniffed: "Can I come in and talk?"

Zhang Li hesitated for a moment, nodded, and opened the door. Su Jia turned and walked in. She looked up and saw that the room was gray and white. There was an altar in the middle of the living room with a portrait of Liu Yun hanging on it. There was burning incense on the table, and tears fell again. He threw himself at the table and cried, "My sister, oh oh oh."

Huu cried for a long while, turning his head and leaning against Zhang Li, seeing Zhang Li standing there quietly, motionless, as if stupid, wiped his face, hoarsely said: "Brother Li, how did you eat these days? Are you tired?"

Zhang Li blinked and looked at Su Jia intently. He smiled bitterly and said, "Make do with it, my wife is dead, so I'm not in the mood to eat."

"Then I will cook some noodles for you?" Su Jia stood up, wiped her face, coughed, walked into the kitchen, and skillfully picked up the lid and kitchen utensils...

"Now, let's eat."

Soon, Su Jia cooked the meal, put the fragrant meal on the dining table in the living room, and pointed to the mouth.

Zhang Li stood there in a daze, looking at Liu Yun's photo in a daze. Hearing this, he stood up, walked to the dining room and sat down, staring at the food on the table, and sniffed: "I'm sorry to trouble you."

This was very strange. Su Jia felt a pain when she heard it, but she didn't show it on her face. She raised her head with a strong smile and looked around and said: "By the way, where is Xiaocheng, where has he gone?"

"Because of Xiaoyun's matter, I sent her to grandma's house." Zhang Li picked up the chopsticks and started to eat. The movements were slow, but she also started to eat. Su Jia stood there, watching Zhang Li start to eat, and squeezed. He pursed his mouth and turned around and said: "It hasn't been cleaned up here for several days, I'll clean it up for you."

When Zhang Li finished eating, seeing that Su Jia had cleaned up the house, went to the bathroom to take a shower, and walked out, wearing a bath towel, her face was soft and touching. Seeing Zhang Li finished eating, she pursed her mouth and pointed. Pointing to the bath towel on his body, he said, "I'm sorry, Brother Li, I just cleaned the house, I was tired and sweaty, so I took a shower."

After saying this, he saw that Zhang Li had already walked over, with fire in his eyes, and he hugged Su Jia...

From then on, Su Jia lived in Liu Yun’s house. Well, she finally realized her dream of a big house. She lived in the big house she dreamed of, enjoying Liu Yun’s cosmetics and jewelry clothes, and following what she wanted. The male gods get along, everything is so coveted, so far, Su Jia is satisfied, although occasionally feel guilty towards Liu Yun on the altar table, but thinking about the glory and wealth in front of him, he closed his eyes and passed, until one day, Zhang Cheng Go home.

After staying at grandma’s house for more than ten days, the little boy became a bit fat, but his expression became more gloomy. He returned home and opened the door. After seeing Su Jia, his face was covered with a dark cloud, standing there staring at her and said:" Why are you at my house."

"Oh,..." Su Jia had already spoken, and smiled reluctantly: "That's it, Xiaocheng, after your mother's death, I will stay here to take care of your father and son, otherwise who will cook."

"Oh." Zhang Cheng lifted his eyelids, stopped talking, lowered his eyes, walked to the dining table with the schoolbag on his back, climbed onto the stool and sat down, and threw the schoolbag on the ground. Su Jia hurriedly came over to pick it up and pull it up. He said with his sleeves: "If you want something to eat, I'll make it for you."

Zhang Cheng lowered his eyes, didn't look at it for a long while, and said at last: "Whatever."

Hearing this, Su Jia was relieved and walked into the kitchen with cheerful feet, and got busy "ding and ding". You see, Zhang Cheng has accepted me. From now on, this home will be mine. Su Jia's side Fried rice, thinking with a smile...

Midnight

"Xiao Jia, Xiao Jia."

Suddenly, there was a human voice in her ear, Su Jia rubbed her eyes and whispered: "Who?" As she said, she raised her head and suddenly saw a woman's face, pale skin, and dark eyes. It was Liu. Yun's face couldn't help but screamed "Ah". After screaming for a long time, he sat up, looked up at the surroundings, and saw that the surroundings were quiet, and the surroundings were silent. Today, Zhang Li worked overtime, and she was alone in the bedroom , She looked around and saw that the curtains were blown up by the wind, making a "soaring" sound, besides, there was nothing left.

Is it a nightmare

Su Jia stared at the window, feeling a little annoyed by the wind blowing the curtains, she hurriedly opened the quilt, walked to the window, closed the curtain with a "click", then shrank into the quilt and stared out of the window. This is a villa. Outside the wind was blowing the tree branches, swaying, making a "squeak" sound. The shadow of the tree branch was shaking outside the window, as if beckoning. Su Jia felt uncomfortable, rolled her body and closed her eyes.

"Xiao Jia, Xiao Jia."

Suddenly, Liu Yun's voice rang in her ear again. Su Jia shuddered, bit her lip, closed her eyes, and forced herself to fall asleep. However, no matter how she closed her eyes, she couldn't fall asleep. There was no way, Su Jia. Sit up, opened his eyes, and saw that there was nothing quiet around him. Su Jia looked over the window. Outside the curtains, the branches were still swaying and the wind was rustling.

Su Jia slowly lay down, looking sideways at the window, biting her lip, Liu Yun? Why does Liu Yun's voice always ring in my ear? What's the matter? As I was thinking, suddenly, outside the window for some unknown reason, a figure appeared and stood quietly outside.

"what."

Su Jia covered her mouth, staring at the figure outside the window, and tremblingly said: "Who? Where is who?"

However, no matter how Su Jia shouted, the figure had been standing quietly outside, silent.

"Who's where?" Su Jia couldn't help but roared. Suddenly, the figure giggled like a ghost smile, "Ah—" Su Jia couldn't help it anymore, turning over the quilt and turning quickly. I ran to the door and ran out, and I saw someone in the sky above the corridor, and there was a warm yellow light in the hall downstairs, which made people feel a lot better.

Su Jia looked down at her feet and found that she couldn't wear it for writing. However, she didn't dare to turn around and enter the door and put on shoes. She bit her lip, walked slowly down the stairs, and walked to the sofa. On the sofa, with his head down, his arms trembling tremblingly, suddenly felt as if there were eye pupils injecting himself, and he couldn't help but raise his head, facing Liu Yun's portrait, under the gloomy eyes, and grinning at himself. .

"what-"

Looking at such a face, Su Jia couldn't help getting scared. She walked down from the sofa, slipped upstairs in slippers, and walked to the bedroom, but she did not dare to push the door in. She just stood outside the door while holding the door handle. Panting, thinking of the figure outside the window, could not help but feel cold.

"Forget it."

Su Jia dropped her hand from the doorknob, stood outside stagnant for a while, turned around and looked down at the living room, feeling that the photo on the altar table over there was smiling at her, and she couldn't help feeling uneasy and bit her lip. I walked to the door of Zhang Cheng's room, held the doorknob for a while and wanted to push the door in, but suddenly thought of Zhang Cheng's grim expression towards him, frowning.

Zhang Cheng doesn't like herself, she knows very well, but in such a scary place, she really doesn't want to be alone. Okay, Su Jia put her ear to the door and listened to the movement inside, biting her lip and pushing the door. And into.

The door opened with a "creak", Su Jia looked up and was startled—

The light in the bedroom was on. Zhang Cheng was not asleep. He was standing in the room, wearing a strange women’s nightdress, with makeup on his face and a cigarette in his hand. He was smoking his head and listening. At the moment, he turned his head and revealed a face with heavy makeup, which was extremely terrifying under the light.

"what-"

Su Jia covered her mouth for a moment, stared at Zhang Cheng with wide eyes, and said tremblingly: "You...what's wrong with you? Xiao Cheng, what's wrong with you?"

Hearing this, Zhang Cheng suddenly showed a surprised expression on his face, as if he had heard strange words, and looked up and down Su Jia and said, "Xiao Jia?" That tone was obviously Liu Yun's tone.

Su Jia shivered suddenly, staring at Zhang Cheng and covering her mouth.

Seeing that Su Jia was like this, Zhang Cheng hurriedly walked over and said leisurely, "Xiao Jia, is that you?"

"You... You..." Su Jia felt the fear of extinction for the first time. This was the first time she saw someone who could really "resurrect the soul". She couldn't help but tremble and said: "You...you are not Xiaocheng?"