State of Mind

Chapter 40: 19. Harassment

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"You don't use it as a testimony, I'm not afraid." When I saw them denying them, I was a little bit cold, frowned, and said in a sarcasm: "I said I would admit it, but I can't run away. What are you worried about?"

These words seemed to touch everyone, and everyone lowered their heads in shame.

"Brother Kai, what should we do next?" Li Li said cautiously, pointing to the closed iron door and saying, "Sister Ying is right. They won't let us off easily, and they will definitely come back again. , What shall we do then?"

I looked back at the iron gate. The iron gate had just been closed because the gunpowder and the dust had not yet completely subsided. The air was filled with a strong smell of soil, and there were messy gravel all around. It's so strange, it's obviously the end of the world, but it's still tearing and killing each other, alas.

"Still as usual." I sighed: "I can only keep resisting, so that they dare not come in, until one day, they give up here."

"Give up here?" Li Liqi said: "Are they willing? We have a lot of people, enough for them to eat for a long time."

"Ali, can you say something normal?" Sister Ying suddenly spoke, looked up at me, and smiled apologetically: "She's young, she's scared and confused, don't mind."

"Why would I mind?" I smiled and shook my head. I looked at the crowd and saw that most of them were suspicious, and some even kept shaking their heads, obviously not supporting my decision.

"It's true. Once you resist, you must resist to the end, otherwise we will all be killed by them." I saw that everyone was beginning to be timid and threatened.

"Don't talk nonsense." The middle-aged man said again: "The little girl said just now that they treat us as food. If they are food, of course it is better to eat fresh, right? If we die, we will all become corpses. , It’s not good for them, so after they came, they must first punish the first evil, catch the resisting one and eat it, and the others will behave. This is what I want you to say."

With that said, the uncle looked around triumphantly and looked at everyone, with a serious disaster on his face: "Actually, I am doing it for your good."

"So this is ah."

When everyone heard this, they nodded.

"Then if we push this man out, can we escape?" A black-faced man slapped his thigh.

"Yes, yes, that's what I said." Someone raised their hands in favor: "As long as we launch this Yu Kailai, others will spare us, right?"

"Yes, it must be the case. As long as we offer Yu Kai, we will be safe." The middle-aged man seemed to know the secret of peerless martial arts, and his face was unsatisfied: "Maybe we still get food to eat. It."

food!

For a person who has been hungry for several days, what a desire!

When these words were spoken, everyone looked at me, staring at me with a bad expression.

"Okay."

Seeing that the situation is not good, I shrugged, took two steps backwards, and leaned against the posted door and said: "They will definitely come back, then you can offer me. After they eat me, it will probably last for two days. , And then these people will come back and choose one of you who are half-dead and eat them one by one. Oh, at that time, I am afraid they will not be used to destroy you, you will be starved to death."

These words seemed to awaken everyone, everyone looked at each other, and there was a little hesitation on their faces.

"That can be delayed for a few days anyway." The middle-aged man continued: "If you delay for a few days and count as a few days, if you pay your debts, we can live a few more days. That's worth it." As he said, he threw up on the ground. One bite, eager to come over.

When everyone heard this, they seemed to be persuaded. After looking at each other a few times, a few stronger men followed him towards me.

"What are you doing?"

I suddenly thought of Li Li's cry behind him: "Are you crazy? He saved you. If he doesn't resist, one of us will make food again. You are crazy, crazy!"

"Ali." Seeing Li Li's eyes were frantic and her hair was erected, Sister Ying seemed a little scared. She took Li Li's arm and kept shaking her head to signal her not to irritate everyone in this situation.

At this moment, suddenly, there were footsteps outside the door, and everyone looked shocked, and suddenly panicked.

"Catch him quickly, catch him and offer it, and we will live two more days." The middle-aged man yelled.

However, no one cared about it at this time, and they ran backwards for their lives.

"Brother Kai, Brother Kai." Seeing only one person leaning on the iron gate, Li Li was so frightened that she stood there and stamped her feet: "Come here."

I didn’t move. Of course it’s impossible not to be afraid, but...

If I retire now, I only have to make food. Those people will not let go of themselves. The first thing they do when they come in is to find themselves, and then grab themselves and go back to cramp and peel them? Thinking of the words Sister Ying described "Take off my clothes and throw them in boiling water", gritted my teeth, I turned around and lifted the stone next to me—it's not like being made into food, it's not like perishing!

The footsteps behind the iron gate were getting closer and closer, and finally stopped in front of the iron gate. I moved the stone and held my breath, watching the shadow in the crack of the door, shaking and swaying, it seemed to be all destiny. The home of Zhimen, I don’t know why, I suddenly think of my own life, after thinking about it, I feel like Murphy’s law in this life, from one bad thing to another bad thing, basically never better, oh, I can’t say that. Before I decided to expose the truth, it seemed to be normal, but in the back, I was framed and calculated by others, and finally fell to this point...

Ha ha.

I smiled bitterly, and suddenly, the long-standing harassment sounded in my ears:

"Is he regretting this?"

"It's not like."

"Then go ahead."

What sound

While staring at the foot in the door, I thought about this in a daze. Regarding this sound, I knew it should be the key to my own door of destiny, but I didn’t know it suddenly opened because I couldn’t get rid of it. Can pretend not to exist.

"what-"

Suddenly, Li Li's screams rang from behind, and soon Li Li was seen running towards her, grabbing her arm and pointing at the iron gate and said, "Brother Kai, Brother Kai, look, what is this?"

I was stunned and saw that those people did not open the iron door. On the contrary, they were injecting an opaque colloid into the gap of the door. The transparent colloid quickly glued the gap of the door, like stitches on the four sides. It's all sewn up.

"They are going to seal the door."

Suddenly, a cold voice rang from behind. I looked back and saw Li Kai, who had never been here. He was holding his chest, looking up, looking at me with a sneer, and then came one after another. Some people who watch the movement.

"Close the door?" Li Liqi said: "Why did they close the door."

"Because of him..." Li Kai stretched out a pointed finger and pointed at me: "He led us to resist. The people over there, in order to save trouble, simply sealed the door directly, and didn't want us to be food, right when we were dead. …"

"Then what to do?"

The middle-aged man behind him jumped out and said with a sad face: "What can we do then? Didn't we get cut off by him?"

"What are you talking about?" Li Li couldn't help it anymore when he heard this, and said angrily: "What broke the way? He saved us obviously, okay? You go out to make food, you think there will be A way to survive?"

These words made the middle-aged man dumb. He shrugged, took a step back, hid behind Li Kai, and smiled flatteringly: "Brother Kai, what do you say?"

Li Kai shrugged and looked at me with a sneer: "What can we do? We are the meat on the glued board. Now people don't need it, and we only fend for ourselves." He said, smiling at me meaningfully. : "You are right, dear lone hero."

I moved my lips, as if I wanted to say something, but didn’t say it, only a wry smile. This situation is exactly the same as before—there was a problem with the feeding bottle, and I came forward to expose it. In fact, I saved everyone, but people were not grateful at all. Instigated by the bad guys, they turned their attention to me, attacked me, and framed me. Now, there are a group of bad guys and bandits outside the door. I resisted and avoided their fate as food, but they were not grateful at all, but instead accused me and attacked. I…

However, what can be done

If thankless things happen again in the future, I think I still do it. As for why... I haven't thought about it.

"Do you hate them?"

When all the dust settled and everyone knew they were safe but they were sealed off, they all looked for a place to sit down, lie down, and fall asleep like deflated balls. This feeling was weird, and the imminent survival crisis was solved. However, the vitality seems to be desperate with the blockade. Although there is water but no food, under this half-life and half-death situation, people quickly lose their motivation to survive, so most of them lie lazily and silently.

Li Li found a remote corner to sit down, and asked me the first sentence.

"Hate?" I blinked, remembering the moment when I was framed, that I was for their good, but the people never seemed to be grateful. They vented their dissatisfaction with their naive emotions, and they could only endure the loneliness silently. fate.

"I don't hate it." I closed my eyes, leaned against the wall, and said indifferently: "I'm used to it."

"Get used to it?" Li Li's voice was a little curious, and whispered: "Brother Kai, have you encountered this before?"

"Yeah." Perhaps there was too much emotion today, and I slowly said what happened before I went to prison.

"Tsk tusk, you are really wronged." Li Li leaned her body on my shoulder and sighed: "You are really different from me."

"What about you?" I suddenly remembered what she said about killing my father, and my heart moved. Li Li really looks like a brave and lively girl, and very upright, but how could such a good girl do such a thing

"You want to ask me what happened in the past, right?" Li Li put her head on my shoulder and giggled.

"Yes." I'm really curious, and there seems to be nothing I can do right now.

"Then I'll tell you." Li Li changed her posture, leaned her entire back on me, looked up at the ceiling and said: "Actually, it's very simple. My dad found the mistress, and the mistress bullied my mother and moved blatantly. I came to our house and bullied my mother into a neurosis. As for me, although I was young at that time, I was so angry when I saw the actions of my dad and Xiaosan, so I poisoned their food."

"Poisoned?" I was taken aback: "How old were you at that time?"

"Probably high school." Li Li stretched out her hand and dashed in the air: "young, adolescent, not very sensible, looking at the arrogance of Xiaosan, it is really hard to see. At that time, our high school chemistry class, you You know, our chemistry teacher talked about an element called phosphorus. A little bit can kill people. At that time, I was young but courageous, so I ran into the teacher’s office and stole some of it and put it in dinner. , And then dragged my mother out to eat KFC, just to poison Xiao San, but Xiao San did not come back that day. My dad came back and ate dinner by mistake and was poisoned to death."

"Oh."

Hearing this kind of story really makes people...

"You are justified." I sighed.

"But after all, it was murder. It was still a murder of the father. It's a rebellious thing." After saying this, Li Li suddenly sat up, straightened out her messed hair and said: "My mother is afraid to delay me, insisting that the poison was given by her. As for me, I didn’t want my mother to commit the crime, so I confessed directly, so I was detained here.

"Where's Sister Ying?" I suddenly remembered that she knew that Sister Ying and the women they were keeping together. They seemed to be familiar with each other: "Could Chengdu be your family member?"

"Oh ha." Li Li raised her head, searched around for Ying's figure, and said, "Of course not, not at all. This is what I met after I was in prison. They were all in a female prison, so I just recognized my relatives. , But now, alas." As he said, he suddenly turned around and grabbed my arm, and asked in a low voice, "I don't know how they are doing outside? Maybe it won't be better. You know, Sister Ying said..."

As he spoke, a blushing disgust burned across his face.

"In the last days, even eating human flesh, these things are nothing." I faintly said, scanning the people lying on the ground, I don't know why, a trace of anxiety suddenly flashed in my heart, and I didn't know what it was, and I suddenly asked. "By the way, the water room... I mean, the drinking room, I don’t know..."

As he was talking, suddenly, there was a scream not far away, and then the gunfire sounded!