I stood there quietly without saying a word. In fact, there is nothing to say. In this world, everyone has a path for everyone. I can't stop it. This is the place where I have the deepest understanding in this world. So I didn't say anything, I just looked at those few people, kept kowtow to Li Kai, bowed their heads and proclaimed courtiers, then turned around and left "this place."
Note that I am talking about "this place". What does this place mean? It is a chasing ground for fame and fortune, a place where resources are fighting for. No matter what resources are used, they are actually fighting for resources. As an idealist, I left and completely cut off, so I hid at the end of the corridor. That is the place where Li Li and I were hidden.
that place…
How to put it, it is actually a small cave dwelling, which is more primitive than the place where the Taoist monks, and the place of external observation is limited to a wall. However, I am very relieved because I know that it is probably a long time, a long, long time. Since then, I will be with them-because Li Kai wants to eat people.
This is not a joke. According to the information that Li Li transmits every day, Li Kai has controlled the remaining dozen people. These people have completely taken refuge in Li Kai and have become Li Kai’s lackeys. The others, It became Li Kai's food.
Do you understand the meaning of food
It is food, food in the literal sense. Since leaving and grasping the key to the water room and the gun, almost everyone has succumbed to his power, including Sister Ying.
"Sister Ying also became Li Kai's lover in one day."
On that day, Li Li told me the news, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, as if this matter was very interesting, and giggled at me: "Do you understand? Sister Ying made this decision almost instantly. "
"I know." I nodded, licked my dry lips, and said, "You can do it too."
A cloud of flame suddenly appeared on Li Li's face, as if she was so embarrassed that she stomped her feet and said, "What did you say."
"You can do it when I am." I repeated this statement, with a calm expression. Actually, of course I know Li Li's mind, and she actually desires to be Li Kai's lover. After all, this way not only obtains food, but also can be anytime. Taking water, in this dehydrated environment, human morality, human nature, everything is insignificant.
"No!" Li Li licked her dry lips, gritted her teeth, and suddenly whispered: "Actually, Li Kai is not that cruel. There are a few who refuse to take refuge in him. In fact, he also gives water to drink, that is... It's..."
"Just need to make food, right?" I sneered.
Li Li nodded slowly.
"Ali." I saw her aggrieved, sighed, and put my hand on her shoulder and said: "I understand, you go, you are a woman, Li Kai must treat you differently, you I can understand what we do. After all, we are all thirsty now, and we can't just die of thirst. Go ahead. I beg you."
Li Li raised her head abruptly, a hint of surprise flashed in her eyes, but soon became a kind of embarrassment, and she trembled: "This..."
"Go." I smiled bitterly, pulled her out of my "little cave", patted her hand, turned and got in again, sat cross-legged against the wall, closed my eyes, thirsty, The extreme thirst made me dizzy. I began to reflect on whether I was doing the right thing, and whether I gave up the right to survive because of the so-called "morality." After all, under such extreme conditions, Li Kai's behavior is not too excessive .
Everyone wants to survive, right
but…
Ok.
I feel that I have no energy to think about something, because I am too thirsty and my consciousness is gradually blurred...
"Brother Kai."
Suddenly, there was a voice calling me, and I barely opened my eyes. Suddenly, I felt the coolness of water on my dry lips. I swallowed it in a hurry, and I felt the water splashing in my throat. I opened my eyes and saw Li Li is holding a wet wipe and dripping water on my lips.
"Where did it come from?" I asked in surprise.
"He gave it." There was a blush on Li Li's face, and soon a layer of haze was covered.
I smiled bitterly, and stopped questioning. I drank the water in the wet wipes, and finally my thirst eased somewhat, but I hadn’t eaten for three days. I was so hungry that I was dizzy and weak. I looked up. Looking at Li Li, seeing sporadic blood stains on the corners of her mouth, she suddenly didn't want to look anymore, moved her body and said, "Thank you."
"No thanks." Li Li didn't know why, suddenly became angry, stood up, bit her lip and said: "You won't be grateful to me, on the contrary, you will hate me."
"Will not."
With the nourishment of the water, I don't know why, but I feel that I have no strength. I don't bother to open my eyes again, and only replied vaguely.
"Well then." Li Li's tone was obviously disappointed, and she turned around and I closed my eyes tightly.
Hungry, very hungry, because I was too hungry, but I couldn’t feel that kind of hunger. I just felt a little bit of loss and loss of strength in my body, but because there was water, it seemed that I couldn’t die. The feeling was very uncomfortable. In the cave dwelling, tossing and turning, from time to time I heard terrifying screams not far away, it must be because of hunger, and someone else served as food.
In fact, these people are stupid. When they are Li Kai’s lackeys, they just allow themselves to live two more days, but they still cannot avoid the fate of being killed. They kill people and eat their heads, and strive for the "right to live" to live two more days. , This concept, I really can't accept it.
I turned over, facing the wall, feeling the damp from the wet wall covering, my heart was blurred and bumped, and finally I fell asleep.
In the dim, I suddenly heard the sharp screams and cries. I turned over and pretended not to hear. These days I heard too many screams and cannibalism. It seemed like a nightmare when I thought of it. It happens around, so I can only pretend that I can't hear it, because I can't do anything, and I have no intention to stop it.
However, this kind of cry seemed to last a long time, and there was constant crying. I was a little unable to sleep, so I opened my eyes, only to see Li Li coming back, crying in front of me.
"What's the matter?" I was taken aback and rubbed my eyes. The hunger made me weak and unable to sit up immediately. After struggling for a long time, I stood up against the wall and stared at Li Li. I saw that her hair was disheveled and her face was covered with blood. , Almost out of shape, could not help frowning: "Li Kai he..."
"He's crazy."
Li Li sobbed and said intermittently: "He...today was going to kill again, but that person fought with him, and then someone joined, and then he started fighting, and then he went crazy and took out his hand to kill everyone. , Woo woo, terrible."
"Everyone?" I was taken aback: "Then... You..."
"Only I and Sister Ying are left." Li Li shuddered, she seemed very scared when she said that, leaned over and muttered: "He is crazy, really completely crazy."
"It's okay." I patted her shoulder comfortingly and said: "He has so many corpses, he must eat for many days. You and that Ying sister are safe for the time being."
"But... he is crazy, do you know that he is a lunatic?" Li Li seemed a little frightened, nagging non-stop.
I sighed, took her waist, patted her back and said, "I know, well, don't be afraid."
"Yeah." Li Li leaned on my back, not knowing what was wronged, and started crying again.
I know that she only needs to vent, so I just patted her on the back and didn’t speak. Li Li cried for a while, gradually stopped breathing, and slept on my body. However, her body was very fragile to me. Heavy, I leaned on my side and leaned her body against the wall. She murmured, but didn't wake up, only turned over.
Because there was one more person in the cave, it was extremely crowded. I couldn't fall asleep while lying on the side. I had to sit up and stare outside. The cave was formed by the collapse of the earthquake. The dim light came in from the entrance of the cave, and the entrance was ticking. The sound is ticking, and the air is filled with the smell of blood. I want to fight, fight, and eat human flesh not far away. If there is hell in the world, it should be here.
however…
I will soon become a corpse and be eaten. I don’t feel sad to think of this. It’s probably because I’ve been hungry for too long and my body has lost strength. So many times, life and death suddenly become less important, and I am powerless. Leaning against the wall and closing your eyes, I heard that in Tibet, after death, people will go up to the burial platform and be eaten by eagles in the sky. This is a life concept of being born and attributed to nature, so be eaten. It seems that it is not so terrible anymore.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but laugh, and suddenly, another voice came from my ear:
"He is not afraid."
"Yes, the point is, why doesn't he give in?"
"who knows."