Telling his father the news that he is a congenital master, Qin Yu was filled with excitement, he wanted to be affirmed and praised by his father. Now, he can finally let his father know that he is not a useless person!
"no!"
Hearing Qin De's words, Qin Yu's body was shocked, and his face turned pale immediately. His eyes staring at Qin De were full of disbelief and anger: "Why? Why not..." Qin Yu kept talking, as if he couldn't accept it at all. Qin De's answer.
Qin Yu's eyes were blurred, and he started to work hard since he was eight years old. He worked hard day and night, and every day was continuous extreme training. There is no happiness from peers, no care from parents, not even a peer partner.
For ten years, with hard work and a little bit of luck, I have finally reached my present strength.
After ten years of hard work, Qin Yu didn't complain a single word. What was the reason
It's not for being able to cultivate to the innate realm, to be able to help his father, so that his father is happy, so that his father is proud of himself, proud of himself.
"Father, didn't you just say that the congenital realm is fine? My strength now far exceeds that of ordinary congenital masters. Even if I am a congenital Dzogchen realm master, I can fight. Why, why are you still not allowed to go with you? ?” Qin Yu stared at his father, with anger and unwillingness in his eyes.
Qin Yu's angry and unwilling gaze made Qin Yu's heart tremble slightly.
"Yu'er, calm down." Qin De said coldly.
Qin Yu took a deep breath and said, "Okay, I'll calm down. Father, tell me what the reason is. If you can't convince me, I won't give up no matter what."
"Okay." Qin De immediately said, "Once I want to cross the robbery, I will definitely choose a hidden place, and your Uncle Feng will follow me. Of course, the news that I want to cross the robbery will be kept very secret. There are only two situations, one , if Xiang Guang and the others can't find out the news of my crossing the catastrophe, and no one disturbs me, that's a good thing. It doesn't matter whether you go or not. Second, if Xiang Guang finds out about my crossing the catastrophe, the two great immortals will come together , Yuer, although your strength is good, but the immortals who have gone through four or nine days of calamity and become cultivators, the strength is beyond what you can imagine!"
Qin De sighed and said, "Although it's only four or nine heavenly tribulations, compared with ordinary innate Dzogchen masters, they are like heaven and earth. A simple flying sword attack by a cultivator can easily cut you off head, you go, it won't do anything, it will just die innocently!"
"So... in both cases, it won't help you to go, but you may die." Qin De stared at Qin Yu, "Yu'er, that's why I don't let you go!"
After hearing this, Qin Yu fell silent.
However, the silent Qin Yu exuded a chaotic aura. The stronger the soul, the stronger the aura generated. Although Qin Yu had no intention of doing so, everyone could feel the aura generated at this moment. No one knew that Qin Yu was at the moment. what to think.
"Xiao Yu." Both Qin Zheng and Qin Feng looked at their younger brother.
"Father, do you still remember?" Qin Yu ignored his second and second elder brothers at all, but said to himself, "Before I was six years old, you cared so much for me and often accompanied me. At that time I So happy, carefree. In my heart, my father is the most wise and powerful. However, when I was six years old, I was sent to Yunwu Villa." Qin Yu lowered his head, his voice was low, as if he was talking to himself Talking to himself, it seemed that he was talking to Qin De again.
Everyone fell silent.
"In Yunwu Villa, I was the only six-year-old child, and the others were servants or guards. No one played with me, and I was alone. At that time, I watched the dawn and the sunset, hoping that when my father would come to see me. I don’t know how many times I have experienced disappointment, finally my father came, but he left soon, and then I continued to look forward to... But I didn’t wait, for two years, my father only came to Yunwu Villa once.” Qin Yu remained the same. He spoke slowly.
Everyone present thought of a six or seven-year-old child watching the sun rise and set, looking forward to his father's arrival, but disappointed again and again.
Qin De's lips moved slightly, but he didn't say a word. He has nothing to say! Of the three sons, he felt the most guilty about the third son, who spent the least amount of time with Qin Yu, cared the least, and spent the least time together.
"I was just thinking, why didn't my father come to see me? Did my disobedience make my father angry, or was I too annoying? If I didn't do something well enough, couldn't my father tell me? It can be changed... But I'm not stupid, the elder brother practices martial arts, and the second brother studies some political matters. My father often guides my elder brother and my second brother, and often visits them. I finally know... My father thinks that I can't become a talent. So leave me alone." Qin Yu bit his lips, his eyes sparkling with light.
"After much deliberation, I decided to cultivate to become a master. But my dantian can't store internal energy, so I can only practice external energy. In the first year, Teacher Zhao Yunxing taught me to start practicing every day from the dawn of the sky. Extreme training is indeed The training beyond the physical limit, every time I am in pain and exhaustion, I am tired, I really can't hold on, but once I think in my heart that I can make my father happy in the future, I will grit my teeth and continue to hold on..." Qin Yu said slowly.
And Qin De's eyes were moist.
"When I was sixteen, my father told me some secrets. I finally knew that my father didn't love me, but that he had his own affairs and he didn't have time to take care of me. Looking at my father, my eldest brother and my second brother, they I am busy working for future events, but I, a descendant of the Qin family, is not busy at all, so I can only watch from the sidelines. That night, my father said that I would not be allowed to lead troops to kill the enemy unless I reached the innate realm. I decided at that time that no matter what, I would become an innate master!"
A smile suddenly appeared on Qin Yu's face: "Ten years, a full ten years, I finally succeeded. I have luck, but also have hard work, but no matter what, I finally reached the current state!" Qin Yu suddenly raised his head Suddenly, a fierce aura emanated from him, "Throughout the ages, people have said that external skills have no future, and they can't reach the innate realm at all, but I don't believe in evil, I have been working hard, and sure enough, I finally made it!"
There was a hint of arrogance on Qin Yu's face. How could a person who was only eighteen years old and cultivated to the level of a congenital Dzogchen internal master not have arrogance? Moreover, what Qin Yu practiced was known to be much more difficult than internal skills.
"I am a congenital master of external skills, and I have improved a lot since I just stepped into the congenital realm, and my strength is much higher. I want to tell my father this news, because I think that once my father knows that I am a congenital master, he will be very happy. I will be the same as the eldest brother and the second brother, and I will be reused, and I can also help the father." Qin Yu stared at Qin De, and suddenly his face turned pale, "Haha... I was wrong, I was wrong, it was outrageous!"
Qin Yu suddenly became emotional, and said loudly to Qin De: "Father, when I was weak, you didn't use me or let me help. I don't blame you. I gritted my teeth and worked hard, but now I have far surpassed Generally speaking, if you are a congenital master, and you have achieved such strength, you still won’t let me help you, or let me hide aside and watch you go through danger, while I sit back and relax, Father, do you think this is because you care about me, no, not at all , I feel sad instead!"
"Haha, hard training every day and night, abandoning the entertainment of my peers, abandoning everything, and devoting myself to cultivation, ten years, haha, ten years, what am I doing for these ten years of cultivation? I have cultivated to the present state What's the use?" Tears flowed down Qin Yu's face uncontrollably.
The goal, the goal of the past ten years, now Qin Yu finds out that the most steadfast attachment in his heart for ten years is in vain, how sad he is.
"Father, I know how powerful the Four or Nine Heavens Tribulation is. Once you fail to cross the Tribulation..." Qin Yu's body trembled. He couldn't imagine what a huge blow it would be to him if his father died, "If you I'm gone, so what's the use of my ten years of persistence? I cultivate, but it's useless at all. Anyway, father, at least let me play a little role, so I won't regret it when I die gone."
"But... you didn't give me a chance, you didn't give me a chance. You just said, it's useless for me to participate. Father, you didn't even give me a chance. Why are you so sure that I'm useless? Why, why Ah!" Qin Yu shouted hoarsely at Qin De with red eyes.
Suddenly Qin Yu laughed sadly: "I know, father, my third son has always been useless in your heart, right? No matter what I do, I am useless at all. Useless. It was useless in the past, and it is useless now, Father, I think, even if I raise troops in the future, I am a natural master, I guess you will not value it too much!"
Qin De had nothing to say.
Indeed, even if there is a big battle in the future, it will be an army battle with a unit of 100,000. An innate master is indeed of little use in such a big battle. Qin De never cared about the role of Qin Yu in the future war.
Seeing Qin De's expression, Qin Yu smiled.
"Haha... I am useless, the most useless one, no matter how hard I try, no matter how far I practice, I will always be the most useless. Funny, all these years, what I practiced, what I practiced for, I What's the use of practicing?"
Qin Yu laughed loudly, but then wept silently, tears streaming down slowly.
Qin De looked at Qin Yu in front of him, his third son whom he had never cared for, and suddenly felt extremely guilty and heartbroken, but he opened his mouth, but he couldn't utter a word at all, he didn't know what to say at all. .
Indeed, in Qin De's heart, Qin Yu was completely useless in his plan, and there was nothing wrong with what Qin Yu said.
"I'm stupid, really stupid." Qin Yu shook his head and smiled wryly.
"Xiao Yu." Just as Qin Zheng and Qin Feng were about to say something, Qin Yu stretched out his hand to stop them. Qin Yu took a deep breath, looked at Qin De, and said calmly, "Father, I'm sorry, I lost my composure." For the first time, For the first time in so many years, the suppressed emotions in my heart completely exploded.
"Yu'er, Father King..."
Seeing what Qin De wanted to say, Qin Yu smiled wryly and said, "Father, I'm in a mess right now, and I need to calm down. Father, don't worry, I won't bother you, at least half a year before crossing the catastrophe. , I won’t come back to bother you.” Qin Yu looked at Feng Yuzi and said, “Uncle Feng, can you help me to release the restrictions around me?” Feng Yuzi immediately sent out a series of true energy to lift the restrictions.
Qin Yu raised his head and let out a howl, and then a black lightning swooped down from the sky.
Qin Yu's figure is like lightning, leaving behind several afterimages. He has already climbed on the back of the black eagle at an altitude of ten meters. Qin Yu sat on the back of the black eagle, and suddenly leaned slightly to hug the neck of the black eagle. , Xiao Hei has been by Qin Yu's side all the time, hugging Xiao Hei's warm feathers, Qin Yu's heart calmed down.
He patted Xiao Hei lightly, and said: "Xiao Hei, let's go back to Yunwu Villa." Xiao Hei also felt Qin Yu's sadness at the moment, his wings trembled, a strong wind picked up, and the black eagle flew high into the sky , just for a moment, it disappeared into the sky.
Qin De's face was extremely pale, like a sick and weak person. Qin De looked up at the sky. He knew that Qin Yu had left, and he would not leave for at least half a year. This half year might be the last half year of Qin De's life.
Qin Yu's words were engraved on his heart like a knife, but Qin De knew that his son was in more pain than him. Although Qin De was sad, he was more guilty, extremely guilty. But in this life, will Qin De still have time to make up for it
(Tomato spent a lot of effort in this chapter, I hope everyone will read it carefully and understand Qin Yu's emotions carefully.)