Familiar
Speaking of home, Chen Huishan's mood was a little low, perhaps because she had just finished drinking, and she was also more emotional. Chen Huishan's expression was somewhat uncontrollable: "Home? I don't have a home," he explained after a pause. : "My mother is of Chinese descent, and my grandfather and grandmother are all intellectuals who came back after the founding of the People's Republic of China. Later... it was all gone. When I was four years old, my parents also parted ways."
Zhang Feng was a little stunned when he heard the words, Chen Huishan was very vague, but Zhang Feng could also guess a little clue, and shook his head secretly. It was not only Chen Huishan's personal misfortune, but also the misfortune of the entire era. He did not persuade Chen Huishan, but went instead. Sit down on the bench by the lawn, and Chen Huishan also sat on the bench next to him.
He took out a pack of pandas from his pocket and Zhang Feng handed it to Chen Huishan. He had known for a long time that Chen Huishan not only drinks but also smokes, but only drinks high-end alcohol and smokes only ladies' cigarettes, but Zhang Feng handed it over This kind of extended special offer cigarette did not refuse, and he took it and put it elegantly between his fingers, and lit the cigarette with the lighter that Feng had handed over.
Chen Huishan spit out a faint smoke. The three-dimensional facial features are looming in the hazy night, and the faint lights in the distance are reflected here, adding a bit of hazy mood, Zhang Feng from Looking at Chen Huishan's profile like a fine craftsmanship, the softest string hidden deep in my heart was touched.
Chen Huishan was silent for a few moments before continuing: "I grew up with my mother abroad, and although I went back to China on and off several times during this period, but all the time added together, it was less than five years," he paused and then again. He added: "I still count the childhood before going abroad, so you say that I am more like a foreign Chinese, it is not wrong."
In Zhang Feng's heart, many mysteries in his dream memory were also solved at this time. In that period of dream life, Chen Huishan was one of the people closest to him, but she never confided these things in front of him. Chen Huishan was more like a dream in his mind that was suddenly far and near and inaccessible, but at this moment it suddenly became real.
Chen Huishan’s voice is very unique. The pronunciation is very different from the Mandarin accent of Beiyuan. There are a lot of southern accents. This may be related to her mother or the environment in which she grew up abroad. It is difficult for unfamiliar people to distinguish what she said. Where is Mandarin? From time to time, one or two weird dialects pop out of the accent, which can be heard from south to north, but it is absolutely understandable.
In Zhang Feng’s dream life, there are too many memories about Chen Huishan, so for him, Chen Huishan’s accent gave him a long-lost warmth. That feeling is really hard to describe. Listening to Chen Huishan’s words, Zhang Feng’s However, his consciousness drifted farther and farther, and the countless pictures in his mind flickered interactively, making him a little confused about himself.
Chen Huishan seemed to have opened up the chatterbox all of a sudden, no matter if Zhang Feng listened to it or not, perhaps, all she needs at this moment is just a dedicated listener, even if only a tree or a piece of stone is sitting next to Chen Huishan. In other words, it didn't make much difference, she just unconsciously vented the frustration that she had accumulated in her chest.
Zhang Feng stared at Chen Huishan's profile madly, his eyes were already tender, but he himself didn't realize it.
Chen Huishan talked for a long time. Once the frustration in her chest was vented, the whole person was invisibly relaxed. With a flick of her fingertips, the cigarette butt turned into a red arc, flew to the garbage dump by the lawn, and rolled twice on the ground, slowly After extinguishing, she let out a sigh of relief, Chen Huishan turned her head, Zhang Feng's obsessive eyes full of tenderness immediately overwhelmed her.
When Zhang Feng turned his head to the side of Chen Huishan, he seemed to be hit hard by something in the bottom of his heart. An unspeakable emotion suddenly burst out uncontrollably. He subconsciously reached out his hand and gently touched Chen Huishan. On the hair of the scented shoulders, the movements are so natural and gentle, as if they have been repeated millions of times, nothing unusual.
Chen Huishan's chest moved a little, and a very familiar feeling appeared in her heart. The scene in front of her seemed to be familiar, which made her fall into a strange emotion for an instant, and she unknowingly leaned towards Zhang Feng gently, slowly Snuggling together, let Zhang Feng gently embrace his shoulders, and then naturally one side of his head, his face pressed against Zhang Feng's shoulder.
Zhang Feng embraced Chen Huishan's shoulders, and the two of them cuddled together like this, without saying a word, as if they were feeling the silence of this moment between the world and the earth. The occasional insect sounds from the bushes made the surroundings seem to be quieter. People subconsciously leaned closer to each other. Zhang Feng lowered his head slightly. The nose was filled with the faint fragrance from Chen Huishan's body. It was a kind of orchid scent with extremely high character. Zhang Feng couldn't tell whether it was fragrance or body. Xiang, just subconsciously took a deep breath.
Time slipped past the two of them unconsciously. Chen Huishan didn’t know when she fell asleep quietly. Zhang Feng gently untied her coat and wrapped Chen Huishan’s body in it. Sitting on the edge of the lawn hugging each other like this.
The night is heavy, and the twelfth lunar month is particularly obvious. Although it is not acceptable for ordinary people to sit in the open for a night with a full stomach of shochu, Zhang Feng and Chen Huishan do not seem to be the slightest strange.
When the eastern sky was white, Chen Huishan opened a pair of beautiful eyes and found herself lying quietly in Zhang Feng's arms, but Zhang Feng held her arms motionlessly, and just sat there until dawn with a look. Although there is a trace of exhaustion, more of it is the kind of sincere affection that she felt last night. She doesn't know why Zhang Feng has such care for her, but she really enjoys this feeling in her heart. How many years have not Ever felt this way? Chen Huishan speculated to herself, but she was a little dazed.
Although the movement in his arms was small, it still caused Zhang Feng to wake up. He lowered his head and glanced at the familiar and unfamiliar beautiful face in his arms. An imperceptible touch flashed in Zhang Feng's eyes, but his expression was soft and natural. : "Woke up? I didn't expect you to be so big, but so light, not a hundred catties yet, right?"
With a ridicule, the glamorous atmosphere between the two was immediately dispelled. Chen Huishan glared at Zhang Feng and said, "Let you hug you for the whole night, but you haven't hugged enough? Do you want to go back to the house and continue?"
Zhang Feng laughed, but his arms tightened involuntarily, and he said, "Although I really want to, but for the sake of my life, I should save it for the next time." Then he released the hands holding Chen Huishan and lifted her from her arms. Li stood up, and very naturally helped to stroke the hair of Chen Huishan's temples, her movements were gentle and smooth, as if she had done it countless times.
Chen Huishan stayed for a while, Zhang Feng’s little movement gave her a strange sense of deja vu in her heart. There was no resistance at all psychologically, and her body accepted this detail very naturally, which made her very confused. He shook his head, and temporarily threw the confusion behind his head, but he still got close to Zhang Feng, kissed him lightly on the cheek, and laughed softly: "Thank you," and then he arranged his clothes casually, and said: "Shall we go out for a tour?"
Zhang Feng looked at the sky and said, "Hungry so soon?"
Chen Huishan smiled and said, "I drank everything last night, and I didn't eat much at all."
Zhang Feng pondered and said: "I'll go out to buy something, let's go back to eat, there is nothing wrong today, let's talk."
Chen Huishan said: "It's okay, I will go out with you. When I was in the United States, I had to go out to exercise every morning. I was not used to it in China. I only insisted on taking a cold shower in the morning. I will accompany you on the street today. visit."
Zhang Feng and Chen Huishan did not return to the office either. After standing up from their chairs, they turned around and walked out of the field. Zhang Feng said, "Our pharmaceutical factory has enough floor space, so we can set up a gym to come out, and it will be convenient to exercise in the future. many."
Chen Huishan shook her head: "There is no need. I took a look. The east side of the land can be opened into a medicine garden, and then a circular fitness track can be built in the middle, and then a small square will be built. It is an excellent natural fitness place, and then according to needs. Just add a few pieces of equipment, our company, there are usually not many people."
Zhang Feng was startled when he heard the words: "Well, you have a good idea. You can ask Zhongsun to find someone to plan."
It was just before dawn, but the morning market stalls were already open. Zhang Feng and Chen Huishan bought porridge steamed buns at a breakfast shop and made some kimchi. They didn’t eat them outside. Instead, they packed them and brought them back to the experiment. room.
The small office outside the laboratory has become a living room and kitchen for the two of them. After all the porridge, steamed buns and kimchi were bought on the table, Zhang Feng said, "What do you think about the proposal last night?"
Chen Huishan held the kimchi with chopsticks, put it between her lips and teeth, and slowly tasted it for a while before nodding: "This kimchi tastes very good, so I will go to learn some other day to see how it is made," he took it after a pause. Zhang Feng’s words: “Did you talk about the R&D center? Didn’t you talk about it last night? I also agree very much. Although the changes in China are getting bigger and bigger, many unspoken rules can’t be changed by changing them. It’s normal to worry about it. Even if you didn’t say it last night, I planned to mention it.”
Zhang Feng couldn’t help feeling a little ashamed when he heard that, but still said: “I’m not asking whether you agree or disagree, but want to know, do you have any ideas?” After a deep conversation with Chen Huishan last night, Zhang Feng vaguely felt that Chen Huishan did not agree. I didn't plan to stay in the country for a long time, thinking about the memory of that life, so I asked about this.
Chen Huishan pondered, "I think, it's not without it," she pondered for a while before she said: "I think it is more appropriate to put the R&D department abroad, such as Hong Kong or the United States. Maybe it is my personal problem. I always feel that there is none in China. A sense of security, no matter what you do, you have the feeling of binding hands and feet, but it is better to place the manufacturing in the country."