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Chapter 375: Embarrassed

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Embarrassed

Perhaps because of the National Day holiday, Zhang Feng didn't see a figure from the mountain until he stepped into the school gate. The mountain village in the distance had faintly revealed a few lights, and there was a faint smoke in the air. There were a few sparse dog barks in his ears, and occasionally loud original ecological folk songs rippling in the void. Zhang Feng suddenly calmed down when he walked into this quiet mountain village campus.

An oncoming window was pushed abruptly from inside, and Yang Xiaolan stood in front of the window, staring at the man on the playground in amazement, her eyes getting blurred.

Chewing grass roots in his mouth, lying on the hillside, looking at the sky full of stars, Zhang Feng and Yang Xiaolan did not speak, so quietly nestled together, more than two hours have passed, a bright meteor passing by the sky , Dragging the long tail, lighting up half of the night sky, the two eyes were involuntarily attracted by the meteor, Yang Xiaolan closed her eyes subconsciously, her soft lips moved, and when she opened her eyes, the meteor slowed down. Slowly faded.

Zhang Feng glanced at Yang Xiaolan amusedly, and said, "What did you wish for?"

Yang Xiaolan smiled, looked at the man next to him like water, and said, "I won't tell you!"

Zhang Feng sighed softly, took out the cigarette from his arms and took a cigarette into his mouth, but Yang Xiaolan didn't know where to take out the lighter. She expertly helped Zhang Feng light the cigarette, and then held the stainless steel lighter in her hand. Playing repeatedly, said: "You haven't told me yet, how did you find this place?"

Taking a deep breath of cigarette, Zhang Feng smiled and said: "I just found a ravine to come out to relax, I never knew I would meet you."

Yang Xiaolan snorted softly, and said, "Don't say it!" After a pause, he said, "I called you that day, why didn't I reply?"

Zhang Feng said: "What day? Why didn't I know that you called me?"

Yang Xiaolan tilted her head and glared at Zhang Feng: "It was the time Jiang Zhen answered your call. Can't you call again?"

Zhang Feng sneered, and said, "Who knows that it was your paging? Everyone said it was a public phone, and I was fine. Why did I keep coming back?" Recalling more than a year, Yang Xiaolan There were only two or three pages, and he didn't connect even once. Zhang Feng felt a little dissatisfied in his heart. He didn't believe it. Can Pei Qi really treat his daughter as a prisoner

Yang Xiaolan's lips twitched slightly. She naturally knew that Zhang Feng had resentment, but in the past two years, has she ever had a moment of peace of mind? But there was no way to tell Zhang Feng what kind of temper her mother was. She knew in her heart that from beginning to end, Pei Qi would not agree with her to continue to associate with Zhang Feng, otherwise, she would not go directly to divorce.

Secretly sighed, she didn't want to think about this unbearable day again, turned the subject and said: "When do you plan to go back?"

Zhang Feng said: "After the National Day, how about you? Do you plan to stay in the ravine, or go back with me?"

Yang Xiaolan pondered for a while before saying: "I want to stay quietly for a while, here, it's very fulfilling."

Zhang Feng smiled and shook his head gently: "With that crazy? Huh, if you really want to stay here, you will regret it sooner or later."

Yang Xiaolan sighed lowly, and said, "Not only me, but also my family members need to calm down for a while."

Zhang Feng said: "Are you too wishful thinking? Your mother has been making trouble in the city a long time ago, and she will be crazy if she doesn't go back."

Although Pei Qi is an out-and-out bastard in the marriage between the two, it is undeniable that Pei Qi really loves this only daughter very much, and almost treats her as an eldest son. If Yang Xiaolan is never found Zhang Feng felt that Pei Qi might really go crazy. In that case, he might suffer from Chiyu. After all, the root of this matter was still on him, and everyone knew in their hearts.

Yang Xiaolan was silent for a moment before saying: "If I go back, I will be crazy."

After watching her mother as a prisoner for nearly two years, she has broken up a marriage alive. Yang Xiaolan can bear it now. She is already very tough. This is not to say that she has committed suicide twice. Of course, She did not mention these things to Zhang Feng. After this reunion, although there were only a few hours and the two did not say a few words, she still keenly realized that Zhang Feng had a great deal from the past. Variety.

Many things buried in her heart, after seeing Zhang Feng, she didn’t know how to say it. She even felt that there was no common language between the two. This feeling made her very scared, so Yang Xiaolan Trying to find some topics and want to break through the faint barriers formed between the hearts, I really missed this opportunity, perhaps, the two will never have the chance to reunite again.

Zhang Feng didn’t notice Yang Xiaolan’s anxiety. His mind was more chaotic than Yang Xiaolan. After seeing Yang Xiaolan, the anxiety in his heart disappeared, but his mood was confused. In the sense that the two reunion this time, it seems to be too plain, not like a former lover, but more like ordinary friends, vaguely, there is already a gap between them.

He didn’t know how this estrangement came about, but he did feel the estrangement. Zhang Feng didn’t think that this disharmony was due to Pei Qi’s resignation. In fact, he never took the resignation in his heart. Otherwise, At first, he would not keep the pager for more than a year. Deep down in his heart, in fact, he had always hoped to be able to contact Yang Xiaolan, although it was not realized in the end.

After finding Yang Xiaolan's whereabouts again, Zhang Feng actually had deep expectations deep in his heart. The memories of the two lives overlapped, and he still believed that Yang Xiaolan was the most suitable candidate for marriage, but his relationship with Yu Mei The transformation completely overturned his plan. Zhang Feng even analyzed his own heart in a serious and in-depth manner, and was shocked to find that besides his fascination with Mei, his mind was actually much more profitable than before.

In other words, what motivated him to give birth to the idea of marrying Yu Mei was mainly due to the utilitarian thought deep in his heart, and even planned to give up the idea of marrying Yang Xiaolan for this reason. Not long afterwards, there was another relationship with Xiao Tang. In the event, the bottom line that Zhang Feng had been guarding was finally torn apart, and his feelings for Yang Xiaolan also showed a change that he hadn't noticed.

If there is no memory of the previous life, Zhang Feng would have forgotten Yang Xiaolan, and would not bother to find Yang Xiaolan's whereabouts.

Before coming, he was full of expectations for the situation after seeing Yang Xiaolan, but when he really met, after the excitement of that moment, what was left was hesitation and confusion, and his thoughts became more and more chaotic. He was only slightly concerned about his future love life. However, Zhang Feng is a little bit undecided about who he chooses to be the marriage partner. Although he knows that random thoughts will not work, this time he still cannot stop thinking about it.

Zhang Feng even felt that he was a little shameless, holding Yang Xiaolan's fragrant shoulders, looking up at the sky full of stars, but thinking of other women in his heart. He didn't know what was wrong with him. Since when did his mind become so realistic and realistic. Utilitarianism unexpectedly opened up the comparison involuntarily, and subconsciously chose how to do it in order to be most beneficial to one's future and destiny. Putting it in the past, this is absolutely impossible to make.

Although Yang Xiaolan was talking to Zhang Feng without a word, her thoughts were all on Zhang Feng's body. Her worries and fears were not without reason. After nearly two years of separation, this was the deadliest. The point, time, is always the biggest killer of feelings. She has been cut off from news for two years. Although her feelings have not changed, and it can even be said that it will become stronger over time, she cannot guarantee that Zhang Feng will be like her.

In the past two years, Pei Qi has taken Yang Xiaolan very seriously, and has almost severed her communication with the outside world, especially with Zhang Feng. However, in order to make her completely give up on Zhang Feng, Pei Qi still does it from time to time. Tell Yang Xiaolan some of the "inquired" news that Zhang Feng was with a certain woman. Although the news is true or false, the people involved are all true. I am not afraid that Yang Xiaolan will not think too much about it.

Therefore, although Yang Xiaolan dismissed the reported news on the surface, after a long time, she had already thought in her subconscious that Zhang Feng already had other women, and she did not even dare to verify with Zhang Feng. From meeting to now, how many As the hours passed, Yang Xiaolan didn't tell Zhang Feng a topic about other women. The more so, the more worried she was actually in her heart.

Zhang Feng was silent for a while, perhaps sensing Yang Xiaolan’s loneliness and anxiety, and finally turned his mind back, and said, “You did this, haven’t you considered the feelings of your family?” He thought about it, anyway, You can't allow Yang Xiaolan to leave silently. Now that you know it, you must at least notify her parents. Otherwise, it will be her own trouble in the future.

Pei Qi is a complete lunatic. If she transfers her grievances to Zhang Feng regardless, no one knows what kind of crazy things she will do. Zhang Feng is not willing to get into a commotion because of this. It will become a stain on yourself and lose face, that’s for sure.

Yang Xiaolan said quietly: "Who has considered my feelings?"

Zhang Feng sighed and smiled bitterly: "Auntie is always for your own good. Although she has done a little too much, the starting point should still be for you."

Yang Xiaolan sneered and said, "Do you mean you want to divorce me?"

Zhang Feng let out a "Uh" and said, "How could it be? Why don't you go back to Zhou'an County with me."

Yang Xiaolan stared at Zhang Feng quietly for a long time, making Zhang Feng feel a little nervous before saying: "You are not telling the truth," after a while, "Don't you know, every time you say something insincere, you His eyeballs will always stare at other people’s eyebrows, and it’s the left eyebrow."

Zhang Feng stagnated when he heard the words, but there was a ray of inexplicable emotions in his heart. Whether he was in the past or in this life, the time with Yang Xiaolan ended the time before he went to prison. He never knew that Yang Xiaolan knew him. At this point, his problem has actually been there since he was a child, but no one has discovered it. Someone has said this sentence in his previous life. He thought that he was the only one who knew him, but Yang Xiaolan had discovered it a long time ago.

He smiled awkwardly, Zhang Feng didn't explain, and said casually: "I'm here this time just to take you back."

Yang Xiaolan teased: "Didn't you say that you can find a poor ravine at will to relax?"

Zhang Feng hummed twice and said, "You really don't plan to go back? What's so good about this poor mountain valley? I really like to go to the mountains to support education. There are so many places like Zhou'an County, and it’s more difficult than here. It's better to go back to support the education." Anyway, Yang Xiaolan can't be allowed to stay in Dongyang anymore. He doesn't like the feeling of being out of control, especially after rebirth.

Although she had no intention of marrying Yang Xiaolan in her heart, she would not let her fall into the arms of other men. Although she felt that this idea was very selfish and shameless, Zhang Feng had no intention of changing this idea at all. I was wondering whether to collect all the women who had experienced in the previous life. As for how to deal with the relationship between these women in the end, I couldn't care about it now.

You can win over a lot of beautiful women in the same way in your previous life. Becoming a civil servant in this life is countless times better than the foundation of the previous life. If you are so mixed up that you are not as good as your previous life, how can you be reborn? Not only do we have to make up for regrets, but we have to do something bigger.

Yang Xiaolan sighed, and said: "I don't know how you are a deputy gangster if you talk nonsense all day."

Zhang Feng said "Oh", then said: "Do you know my situation?"

The two actually didn’t say much after they met. Zhang Feng hadn’t even thought about his changes over the past two years. When Yang Xiaolan talked about this, he couldn’t help being a little curious. If he could know the changes in his position, what would happen to Pei Qi? Maybe Yang Xiaolan was placed under house arrest for nearly two years? To be honest about this matter, he still felt a little unbelievable. He admired both Pei Qi's methods and Yang Xiaolan's endurance. He hadn't become mentally ill for so long.

Yang Xiaolan let out a "huh" and said, "I didn't know the time yet, and it was not very detailed. My dad went back a while ago and went through the formalities of leaving me without pay. Later, I simply resigned." After a pause, he continued. "It's because I knew your situation, and then all took the files and ran to Hainan to do a new job. It is considered to be going to the sea. Um, I bought out my working years and added the savings at home to start a small business in Hainan."

Zhang Feng was a little curious when he heard the words, and said, "I went to Hainan to do business? There are many coconuts and pineapples. Well, what else is there for three mosquitoes and one dish, two mice and one sack, what business can be done?" He had been to Hainan Island in his previous life. Although it has been decades later, the general situation there hasn't changed much, and it's the same.

Yang Xiaolan smiled slightly when she heard the words, and said: "How can you say so exaggerated, but there is a lot of business that can be done, and they are all speculating on land now."

Zhang Feng froze for a moment. This is not the first time someone has heard people say that land is fried in Hainan. Ye Qing has talked about this topic more than once. Hearing Yang Xiaolan talk about this again today, he couldn't help but shook his head secretly and said, "Your parents Wouldn't you do this too? I heard that many people are speculating on uncompleted flats."

Yang Xiaolan let out a "huh" and said, "I'm doing real estate. I also hired an expert in this area to raise a sum of money."

Zhang Feng said: "Doing this...you get a lot of capital, your family is really rich."

After all, the previous relationship between the two of them lies there. Zhang Feng still has some understanding of the economic situation of Yang Xiaolan’s family. The house of the two of them in Jinxiuyuan has the investment of Yang Xiaolan’s family. Yang’s family is just such an only child, old man. Both of them are engineers in the factory, and they have accumulated a lot of money, but they used it for real estate speculation, even if they bought out their seniority, they were too far away from the problem, and it was impossible to come up with a few large sums of money.

Yang Xiaolan smiled, and said: "Grandparents left a lot of family property, and some borrowed money to make up one million. Judging from the current situation, you can make money for both young and old. According to the current trend, we will continue to develop next year. Things will be better."

Zhang Feng shook his head and said, "Don't be happy too early, otherwise, you will cry everywhere when the time comes."

Yang Xiaolan fell silent after hearing the words, and said after a while: "This has nothing to do with me anymore. If there is no money, it's better, let them toss."

Zhang Feng frowned slightly, thinking that Yang Xiaolan’s mentality seemed to be very problematic, and pondered: "Your parents are just you assholes. Isn't it for you to work so hard? If you don't think about it, they don't need it. At this age, I quit my job and went to the sea to do business, right?"

Yang Xiaolan flipped her arms slightly, changed a more comfortable position, leaned into Zhang Feng's arms, rested her head on Zhang Feng's shoulders, and whispered, "What are you trying to say, just say it." "Although she has a weak temperament, she is extremely strong in her heart, and she is also extremely intelligent, and she doesn't understand anything. Zhang Feng followed her around in circles, but her heart was like a mirror.

Zhang Feng subconsciously tightened Yang Xiaolan's building a little bit, thinking: "Go back with me, this is not for you."

Yang Xiaolan didn't say a word, but she curled up into Zhang Feng's arms, closed her eyes lightly, and took a few deep breaths, as if she wanted to breathe all Zhang Feng's taste into her lungs, her arms were also in her arms. On Zhang Feng's chest, his fingers buckle and draw aimlessly.

Zhang Feng sighed in his heart and softened unconsciously.

I saw Jiang Zhen in the morning of the next day. Jiang Zhen, who broke into Yang Xiaolan’s bedroom, uttered a piercing scream when she found Zhang Feng lying in her arms, and knocked Zhang Feng out of dreams. Waking up in the middle, the two met for the first time. When Zhang Feng first arrived here yesterday, Jiang Zhen was not at school because she went home to visit. When she came back in the evening, Yang Xiaolan and Zhang Feng were outside again, so they didn't meet either.

When he learned that the man in front of him was Zhang Feng, whom Yang Xiaolan often talked about, Jiang Zhen took great interest in the Times, and began to inquire endlessly, like a matchmaker, which made Zhang Feng difficult to fight, and her vernacular, let People can hear neck cramps, so Zhang Feng had to find an excuse to drag Yang Xiaolan away, and the two went into the mountain together.

In the afternoon, Yang Xiaolan and Zhang Feng left Sanxing Village together with Zhou Yong. Although Jiang Zhen tried his best to stay, Yang Xiaolan decided to leave. The three took a jeep and went all the way down the mountain. They rushed to Dongyang City that night to find I stayed in a hotel and planned to fly back to Beiyuan Province the next day. Zhou Yong also returned the borrowed military jeep.

Yang Xiaolan didn’t know until this time that Zhang Feng had already been sent to guard her. The village of Sanxing was so big that it was rare to see outsiders. Zhou Yong had lived in the mountains for so long, and he drove a jeep in and out of the mountain. Yang Xiaolan had seen things in the village countless times a long time ago, but she didn't expect Zhou Yong to go to the mountains to protect her, and she couldn't help being touched again.

Originally, Zhou Yong had to go back early, but Zhang Feng had asked Zhou Ruiying to help solve Zhou Ting’s troubles, so he didn’t rush away. Fortunately, Yang Xiaolan didn’t hesitate too much, it was just one night. He made a choice, otherwise, Zhou Yong would not continue to wait here even if he didn't worry anymore. He had not only the sister's business, but also Jiang Yingxia's problem.

Because it was the ticket for the next day, Zhang Feng asked Yang Xiaolan for advice when he was in Dongyang City at night. Whether to notify Pei Qi, Yang Xiaolan pondered for a while and said, "Don't let it go, wait for a while." If this is the time to inform. Now, Pei Qi is bound to not allow Yang Xiaolan to follow to Zhou'an County. What will happen in the future, Yang Xiaolan really can't tell, she still wants to live in Zhou'an County for a while before talking.

But Zhang Feng also has his own worries. There is no impermeable wall in the world. If Yang Xiaolan went back to Zhou'an County with him, it would be strange for Pei Qi not to worry about him when he learned about it. With his current status, I am afraid it would be a joke. However, since Yang Xiaolan disagreed, he had no choice but to think of another way.

After pondering for a long time, Zhang Feng finally did not call Pei Qi or Yang Zhi, but it was not easy to bring Yang Xiaolan directly back to Zhou'an County, and simply settled her in Huaqing Garden in Xinyang City and let Yang Xiaolan live there. Entering Zhou Ruiying's home, Zhou Ruiying does not necessarily come back once in ten and a half months anyway, and only this place is the safest, not to leak the news, the most important thing is that Zhou Ruiying can take care of it.

In the office of Yumizhixiang, Zhang Feng was smoking a cigarette and looking at Zhou Ruiying and said, "How are things going on with Zhou Ting?"

After coming back, Zhou Yong had already visited her sister for the first time. Zhang Feng hadn’t bothered to ask Zhou Ruiying because she settled down with Yang Xiaolan. Only then did she see her at the Yunhai Hotel, so I asked on the way. After all, Zhou Yong was involved. He didn't want to make any mistakes. For Zhou Ting, Zhang Feng was naturally very impressed, until her lethality to some people, if no one was jealous of fighting for the wind, it would be abnormal.

Zhou Ruiying smiled bitterly: "Naturally, it was handled properly. Although the matter is not big, it is just a little trouble, but those people do not have a fuel-efficient lamp. It is not too light to handle it, and it does not work if it is light, and it does not meet the standard when it is heavy. , And more or less have some background, there will be trouble in the future, um, or you can’t tell if you have a way."