Jun Jingxing said: "You don't want to die?"
Sui Yan looked at him with the eyes of a beast, and said, "I won't do anything out of the ordinary. Where do you want to go? Dirty!"
Jun Jingxing almost vomited out a mouthful of blood: "I'm filthy? I just said that if you don't take a medicated bath today, you're going to die. I don't care if you want to sleep with the Crown Prince!"
Sui Yan: "…"
After Jun Jingxing finished speaking, he suddenly realized that he had lost his words, rubbed his brows, and felt a great headache.
Sui Yan looked at Jun Jingxing for a long time, and then whispered: "You are dirty..." Jun Jingxing: "..."
Jun Jingxing didn't want to discuss with him about whether it was dirty or not, he tried his best to keep his face sullen, and said coldly, "The poison on your body is still happening, don't suppress it with a medicinal bath, you might be in mad pain in the middle of the night, what do you want to do? Is the Merry Ghost still sleeping peacefully?"
Sui Yan's embarrassed appearance Duan Ming Chong has seen almost, he really doesn't want to be embarrassed any more, so he can only say: "It's done, you can do it."
Jun Jing Xing sneered and poured the herbs beside the tub into it again, those who didn't know thought he was decoction.
Sui Yan pinched his nose and soaked in the tub for a long time before rinsing it off and putting on his clothes back to the room.
Duan Mingchong did not return to Suiyan's side courtyard until after the same year old Xun exchanged greetings.
As soon as he opened the door, he saw Sui Yan holding the quilt on the bed.
Duan Ming Chong said: "Ayan?" Sui Yan turned around and said, "Your Highness is back."
Duan Mingchong smiled and said, "What are you doing?"
Sui Yan rolled up the two quilts on the couch, and said honestly, "Put a quilt for Your Highness."
Duan Mingchong was taken aback: "I... sleep here?"
Sui Yan nodded and said, "There are very few people staying in the Hou Mansion. The guest room has not been cleaned for some time. Your Highness can make do with me."
As soon as he heard this, he was talking nonsense, and Duan Mingchong looked at him helplessly, not being able to pierce him, so he had to nod his head.
Suiyan and Duan Mingchong had some meals in the outer room, and when they had nothing to do, they dragged Duan Mingchong off his robe and went to bed.
Sui Yan originally wanted to clean up the room for Duan Mingchong because of the smell of medicine on his body, but after thinking about it, he finally left him. .
Sui Yan wrapped his body tightly and said, "Your Highness, when do you usually go to bed in the palace?"
Duan Mingchong sat on the edge of the bed and was raising his hand to take out his hair crown. Hearing this, he tilted his head and thought for a while, and said, "Hai Shi."
In winter, Sui Yan wanted to grow up in bed. He couldn't understand Duan Mingchong's habit of resting at Hai Shi and getting up in the morning before dawn.
Suiyan sat up and helped Duan Mingchong take off his hair crown, pushed Duan Mingchong to lie down on the bed, and helped him pull the quilt up, very diligent.
Duan Mingchong smiled helplessly: "Just take care of yourself, don't worry about me."
Suiyan said: "His Royal Highness is a guest, it should be!"
As he spoke, he leaned forward and blew out the candle.
On weekdays, Sui Yan usually goes to bed after eating and reading a book, and the hour will never exceed Xu.
But now, Duan Mingchong was lying beside him, and the faint scent of sandalwood came from the green, which made Suiyan feel a little moved.
He turned over and looked at Duan Mingchong with half-open eyes.
Duan Mingchong has always been silent, never talking to him on the couch.
Suiyan watched for a while, and felt that Duan Mingchong's breathing became much more stable, and whispered, "Your Highness, have you slept, Your Highness?"
Duanming Chongyu's eyelashes moved slightly, opened his eyes, and smiled at him: "Not yet." Sui Yan: "..."
Sui Yan said dryly: "Oh, then, your Highness, go to bed, and you will have to get up early tomorrow."
Duan Mingchong said "um": "You too." After speaking, he closed his eyes again.
Sui Yan waited patiently for another half an hour before letting out a soft voice and saying, "Your Highness?"
He only called once this time, because he suspected that his voice was a little louder and woke Duan Mingchong.
Duan Ming Chong, who seemed to be sleeping soundly, moved and opened his eyes a little funny: "Ayan, I haven't fallen asleep yet. If you have anything to do, just tell me, or am I squeezing you?"
Sui Yan: "…"
Sui Yan shook his head incomprehensibly: "His Royal Highness, go to sleep."
Sui Yan originally wanted to take advantage of Duan Mingchong's sleep and cuddle in his arms for a while, but who knew that Duan Mingchong seemed to play cards out of common sense, and he hadn't fallen asleep for so long.
The third time, Sui Yan waited patiently for more than an hour, during which his eyelids kept fighting, and finally at the moment of Hai Shi, he yawned, leaned gently in front of Duan Ming Chong, and said, "Your Highness?"
This time, Duan Mingchong was probably really asleep, and his eyelashes didn't tremble.
Sui Yan was frightened by him, and did not dare to burrow into his quilt. He wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and gently leaned on Duan Ming Chong's pillow, staring at Duan Ming Chong's handsome sleeping face without blinking. .
Tian Huang was a noble man, and he seemed to be born with an air of nobility. Even when he fell asleep, Sui Yan did not dare to do some wrongdoing.
Sui Yan watched for a long time before finally making up his mind.
He lowered his eyes slightly, his eyelashes were trembling all the time. Then, Sui Yan made a move that even he felt daring - he leaned forward and gently placed a kiss on the corner of Duan Ming Chong's lips.
It might not be a kiss at all, it's a slight touch.
Sui Yan only touched it and quickly retracted his quilt, pulling the quilt over his head, not daring to come out again.
Sui Yan went straight to sleep until he was about to fall asleep.
Early the next morning, Jun Jingxing came to knock on his door.
Sui Yan rubbed his eyes and sat up sleepily: "Come in."
Jun Jingxing came in with hot water and asked casually, "Did you sleep well last night?"
Sui Yan was stunned for a moment, then glanced at the neatly folded quilt beside him - Duan Mingchong had already left.
Sui Yan suddenly recalled the rebellious stealing kiss last night, and immediately hugged his head and threw his head on the pillow.
Jun Jingxing warmed Sui Yan's clothes by the charcoal basin, threw them to him, and said, "Don't be a quail, get up quickly."
Suiyan thumped the pillow, and said in pain, "I'm really rebellious and insulting Sven..."
Jun Jing Xing frowned: "Don't you just get up, why insult Sven?"
Sui Yan thumped the pillow for a while before getting up in clothes with disheveled hair, and said, "When did His Royal Highness leave?"
Jun Jingxing said: "When the sky was still dark, you entered the palace with your brother." Suiyan looked sad: "Oh."
Jun Jingxing looked at his sleepless appearance, hesitantly said, "Last night you and the prince..."
Before he could finish speaking, Sui Yan suddenly jolted and looked at him in horror: "I'm not, I don't!"
Jun Jingxing: "… "
Jun Jing Xing looked at him faintly: "Nothing? I haven't said anything yet, what are you in a hurry to deny?"
Sui Yan hurriedly covered his mouth, but his ears were a little red.
Jun Jingxing understood: "Oh, I understand, you..."
Sui Yan cut off his mouth and said, "You don't understand!"
Jun Jingxing looked at him mockingly.
Sui Yan put down his hands, looked down at the ends of his hair, and said softly, "I'm a little scared."
Jun Jingxing was stunned, he always felt that Sui Yan was not afraid of the sky and earth, and with his temperament that he even dared to covet when he was the Crown Prince, how could he be afraid of anything.
But when he said the emotionless "I'm afraid", Jun Jingxing suddenly couldn't figure out what he was thinking.
Sui Yan tidied his hair, turned his head to look at himself in the mirror, and muttered for a long time, "I just... touch him, I'm scared to death..."
But what is he afraid of
Sui Yan didn't even know what he was afraid of
Is it because they are afraid that their ethics will not be tolerated in the world, and they will be discouraged and reviled by others? No, Sui Yan didn't care about that at all.
That's because Duan Mingchong has no so-called admiration for himself at all, it's all just his wishful thinking.
Sui Yan stretched out his hand towards the bronze mirror, his fingertips lightly touched his somewhat blurred face in the mirror, and said softly: "If his feelings for me are not that kind of love at all, then the ambiguous things I do In his opinion, will his actions and words be a joke?"
If one day, Duan Mingchong knew what he had in mind for him, would he think he was disgusting, and would alienate him and hate him from now on
As long as Sui Yan thinks of this, his whole body becomes cold.
Jun Jingxing grabbed his hand on the bronze mirror and said, "Have you liked him for so many years, do you regret it now?"
Sui Yan looked up at him and shook his head gently: "I will never regret it."
For things that make him regret, he will choose to forget; for those who resent, he will never communicate with each other. No one can make him regret it.
Jun Jingxing reached out and rubbed his head and said helplessly, "Then what do you want now? Give up on him?"
Suiyan handed him the hair crown and asked Jun Jingxing to help him tie his hair: "I don't know yet."
Jun Jingxing tied his hair and said casually: "This road is a wrong way, not everyone is willing to accompany you to the end, didn't you prepare well from the beginning?"
Sui Yan looked at the increasingly unfamiliar face in the mirror, and lowered her eyes slightly: "I don't."
At first, Sui Yan just wanted to rely on Duan Mingchong's faint light to talk for comfort, so that he could find a reason to live here sadly.
But before he knew it, the bigger fire added to the fire, and it gradually burned into a fierce fire.
And Sui Yan has experienced the sorrow and loneliness of the world, and he is even more unable to resist this kind of warmth. Moths to the flames are not without reason.
After Suiyan got up, he lay down on the soft slump and basked in the sun.
Sui Yan has not been sick for a long time. At first glance, Jun Jingxing felt a little uncomfortable. He coaxed Sui Yan to drink half a bowl of medicine just in case. After thinking about it for a long time, he still asked Haitang to call Suixun. coming.
Sui Xun was going to go out to find Jiang Ning, but when Haitang said that something was wrong with Sui Yan, she went to the side courtyard with a frown.
Sui Yan was sleeping with his eyes closed, when Sui Xun stepped forward, reached out and touched Sui Yan's forehead.
Sui Yan opened his eyes, saw Sui Xun sitting up with his body propped up, and said with a smile, "Brother why didn't you go out today?"
Suixun said, "Are you feeling a little feverish?"
Suiyan tried to touch it himself, then shook his head: "It doesn't seem like it."
Suixun was relieved and said, "I'll go out later."
Sui Yan nodded.
Suixun looked at him hesitantly.
Sui Yan said, "Brother, just say anything if you want to."
Only then did Suixun say: "After spring starts next year, I will take you to Jiangnan for a while. The ancestral home of Sui's family is in Jiangnan. The birds and flowers are fragrant throughout the year, which is very suitable for playing and recuperating."
Sui Yan was taken aback and said, "Jiangnan?"
Suixun said: "Well, I don't have to go to the frontier for about three or four years. We can live for a long time, what do you think?"
Sui Yan's eyes moved slightly, and his heart sank sharply. He was not sure whether Sui Xun knew something, so he let him leave the capital at this juncture.
Sui Yan was silent for a while before saying, "Let's talk about it during the New Year."
Suixun said, "Okay, we'll wait."
Sui Yan was about to nod his head when he raised his head as if he had reacted and looked at him blankly: "We?"
they
Suixun said: "Well, Jiang Ning said that he wanted to go to Jiangnan to see the landscape. I have already agreed. I'll take you there just by the way. If you don't go, it's not a big deal. You can also watch the house in the mansion."
Sui Yan: "…"
Sui Yan lifted the blanket over his head, and said in a muffled voice, "Gong send brother."
Sui Xun didn't know where she said the wrong thing, so she was forcibly sent off by Sui Yan with some doubts.
Sui Yan slept on the rattan rocking chair for a while, and there was a faint sound of footsteps in his ears.
Sui Yan shouted confusedly, "See you in the moon..."
Someone chuckled in his ear: "It's me."
Sui Yan stiffened, and suddenly lifted the blanket, with a happy expression on his face: "His Royal Highness!"
The dilemma just now, sadly swept away at the moment Duan Mingchong appeared in front of him.
Sui Yan said in his heart, "Go away from his abandonment, I have lived a new life, I didn't let myself live so constrainedly."
Sui Yan stared at Duan Ming Chong's handsome face and murmured, "This is mine."
Duan Mingchong wondered: "What?"
Sui Yan dared not to do anything, so he shook his head hurriedly.
Duan Ming Chong rolled up his wide sleeves and looked at him with a smile: "Why are you still sleeping? Are you not getting enough sleep all day long?"
Sui Yan touched his nose: "I have nothing else to do, so I have to sleep."
Duan Mingchong helped him up with a smile and said, "I'm just going to the Xiangguo Temple outside the city, do you want to go with me?"
Sui Yan: "Xiangguo Temple?"
Xiangguo Temple is more snowy…
Sui Yan felt a little reluctant to go. Three years ago, he felt a little uncomfortable after meeting the monk who seemed to be familiar with his present and past lives, lest the monk would blow his innocent life into a bubble if he didn't agree.
Sui Yan was a little embarrassed: "I'm not very..."
Duan Ming Chong said: "On the twenty-seventh year of the new year, there is a ceremony to worship the heavens. I have to fast for three days in Xiangguo Temple to copy the scriptures. I was not used to the food in the temple, so I brought a few cooks from the East Palace to do vegetarian fasting. …”
Suiyan said: "Does it need to be said, I'm really bored in Hou's Mansion. It's so interesting to go to Xiangguo Temple, walk around, I'll pack my things."
Duan Mingchong: "…"