In Xu Tingsheng's original plan, there was another question he wanted to ask Xu's mother: Did he borrow the 100,000 yuan at that time, or did he actually sell it for himself
Now this question can be omitted, because the person in front of him is Ye Yingjing. If he really wanted to sell it for some money, Xu Tingsheng would definitely not be as valuable as Miss Ye.
Ye Yingjing is a girl that Xu Tingsheng admires but doesn't have much contact with. In the past life, the two of them didn't seem to have said a word. In this life, the period of the closest connection between the two is just a few phone calls before and after the announcement of the college entrance examination results, and the rush on the day when the application form was handed in.
Later, although they said they were friends, apart from the polite SMS greetings during the festival, the two had actually not been in touch for nearly half a year.
Ye Yingjing is always so graceful, with a calm smile. There was a kind of contagious power in this kind of smile, which made Xu Tingsheng relax, and just after greeting each other, Ye Ma came over.
Mama Ye's tough Xu Tingsheng has seen it before. When they first met, Auntie arranged for her to change her choice.
This time Mama Ye was not ambiguous, she came over and said directly: "Look at the smiles and enthusiasm of the two children when they meet, Tingsheng's mother, we don't have to bother, go upstairs to drink tea and wait to hear."
Xu Ma and Ye Ma went up the stairs arm in arm, and they didn't forget to turn around and say: "You two go for a stroll by yourself, walk around the embankment."
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Twenty-year-old Xu Tingsheng and twenty-year-old Ye Yingjing, what a wonderful time they were. Stepping on the embankment, the thin ice from last night has not melted away, and there are still tiny creaks.
The clear and crisp sound is pleasant to hear, and the scenery of peach blossoms on human face is also beautiful. It's just that the two of them were interrupted by Ye Ma earlier, but now they felt a little uncomfortable, and they walked back and forth in silence.
Ye Yingjing's feet slipped, Xu Tingsheng naturally reached out to give her a hand.
This time, the two mothers at the window above the teahouse became excited. "It's started." Ye Ma said. "Unlucky kid, I'm in a hurry." Xu's mother said. "It's okay, it's okay, I agree." Ye Ma said.
On the embankment, Ye Yingjing's "thank you" broke the brief silence between the girl and the "uncle".
"First time?" Xu Tingsheng said.
"Huh?" Ye Yingjing asked.
"Are you nervous?" Xu Tingsheng asked again.
"What?" Ye Yingjing opened her mouth slightly, a little puzzled and a little surprised.
"Uh, I mean blind date, first time? Are you nervous?" Xu Tingsheng quickly explained, after all, the previous question is easy to misunderstand.
Ye Yingjing's face was hot, she fanned the wind with her hand, giggled and said, "Well, what about you?"
Xu Tingsheng said: "Me too. It's the first time I've lived for half my life. I was really flustered just now. I felt better when I saw you... By the way, you were also tricked by your mother?"
"Half life?" After smiling, when she should have pretended to cover up, Ye Yingjing said straightforwardly and generously: "No, I know, I think it's quite fun."
Naturally, the two of them didn't know that the two people in the teahouse were about to start combining horoscopes and picking their dates. The next topic, from high school to college, chatted much more smoothly.
Xu Tingsheng looked like an uncle who cared about the children, so he asked gossipingly, "Did you fall in love in college?"
Ye Yingjing shook her head like a rattle: "No, what about you?".
When shaking her head, a few strands of long black hair fell on her white and rosy cheeks. Miss Ye raised her hand and pulled her messy hair behind her ears. With a simple movement, the amorous feelings wrapped in youthfulness, if When Xu Tingsheng, who was at this age in the previous life, saw it, he fell into it as soon as he saw it.
It's a pity that he is an uncle now, and he is still an uncle with people in his heart.
It was time for Xu Tingsheng to answer the question. "I haven't talked about it yet, but I like one." Xu Tingsheng said, "I like it very much." Although he couldn't say it clearly, when talking about little Xiang Ning, Xu Tingsheng smiled happily.
Seeing this smile, Ye Yingjing was slightly taken aback, but quickly took up the topic well.
Perhaps because of lack of contact, Xu Tingsheng became more courageous when speaking in front of Ye Yingjing.
He asked Ye Yingjing a question, a question he had thought about many times and wanted to ask many people, but he had never asked it.
"If you were suddenly reborn one day. What I mean is, suppose you suddenly went back more than ten years ago, but you kept a complete memory. In the whole world, you were the only one who knew the future. How would you choose?"
From the perspective of personality, Ye Yingjing has the kind of personality that Xu Tingsheng admires, or simply put, it is the personality that makes him envy.
This is actually how people live in the world, how you look at things, how things will respond to you, how much tolerance you give to the world, how much the world will tolerate you.
"With Ye Yingjing's personality, how will she face her rebirth?" This was what Xu Tingsheng was curious about, and it was also what he longed for answers and inspiration. Half a year after his rebirth, he was trapped in loneliness, with nowhere to confide in.
Faced with this strange question that came out of nowhere, Ye Yingjing raised her head and thought for a while with interest, then asked Xu Tingsheng, "You mean...a prophet?"
"Prophet." Ye Yingjing gave the most appropriate explanation based on ordinary people's common thinking. The regenerated life is similar to that of the prophet, but there are actually differences.
The biggest difference between rebirth and prophets is that prophets are only foreknowledges, while reborn people have already experienced, encountered good things, and left regrets, some of which may be heart-wrenching.
Therefore, relatively speaking, the purpose of rebirth and the sense of urgency in the heart are much stronger than those of the prophet.
"Even if it is a prophet."
Xu Tingsheng nodded and looked at Ye Yingjing expectantly. This was the first time he asked this question to someone. At this moment, she was in the sunlight, while Xu Tingsheng was in the half-light, longing for guidance. Although Ye Yingjing didn't know.
"In that kind of life, it's easy to lose yourself." Ye Yingjing said while thinking.
"Lost? Why?" Xu Tingsheng asked.
Ye Yingjing still maintains the state of expressing while thinking, what she says is the thoughts in her heart. She said: "The ability to predict the future, too much power, may not actually bring happiness, I think, the most likely result, it will make people lost."
Xu Tingsheng fell into contemplation, lost, and reborn in life. Because of his ability to predict, perhaps wealth, power, and many things that he once looked up to have become within his reach. As a result, his heart grew bigger and bigger in the process of climbing, and he was immersed in wealth and power. China goes further and further away, and then what? …
Ye Yingjing continued: "Let's think about it this way. The word you just said is 'rebirth'. If after rebirth, you completely change the trajectory of your life, or even completely change yourself, is it still rebirth
For example, people who were originally soft and warm became cold and ruthless, people who could have kept a small happiness and a stable life, were full of desires, and only had the pinnacle of power and wealth...
I guess that's not rebirth, because in fact, after everything changes, that person is not you or me, but a completely different person. He just has the same name and appearance as you and me, but he is no longer you and me.
That person may be a complete stranger to us, or even a person we would feel terrified of thinking about. "
The word "daigo empowerment" comes from Buddhism and refers to instilling wisdom and making people fully enlightened. At this time, Ye Yingjing's words made Xu Tingsheng sweat coldly, he walked very blindly all the time, perhaps, he was not lost for the time being.
But what about the future if everything is left unchecked
"Thank you." Xu Tingsheng said.
Ye Yingjing had no way of knowing the ups and downs in Xu Tingsheng's heart. To her, although this was a question worth pondering, it was only an interesting hypothesis after all.
"Actually, I would be very happy if I could be reborn. It can make up for my regrets." When Ye Yingjing spoke, her eyes were looking into the distance with brilliance.
"You also have regrets you want to make up for? Can you tell me about it?" Xu Tingsheng asked curiously.
Ye Yingjing looked at Xu Tingsheng, turned her face, and murmured: "Actually, I have been living a very happy and satisfied life. If I have any regrets, maybe, maybe... I would like to meet someone sooner. I will go to him earlier, appear in his life earlier... before he falls in love with anyone."
"Meet someone earlier?"
"Yeah, it's too late. What was originally beautiful and should be cherished has become a pity that can only be hidden in my heart."
After Ye Yingjing finished speaking, she smiled brightly, turned around and said, "Let's go, Xu Tingsheng, let's go back."
This blind date ends here. Ye Yingjing inspired Xu Tingsheng with her wisdom and brilliance, but perhaps Xu Tingsheng would never understand what she said about regret.
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Rebirth, the trajectory of life must be different, but in my thinking, if you become a completely different person from the inside to the outside, even the true nature is different, then it is not rebirth, but a prophet appeared in the world, if that... that People, not Xu Tingsheng.