For a moment, Xu Tingsheng felt that "heartbreak" was not an abstract word, but a concrete word, which could be felt, heard, and even seen. He should have opened the door and rushed out, desperate.
However, when he thought about it, Dad Xiang said, "Uncle, please", and "Give me a promise". He saw that because of the rain, Apple was concentrating on moving down the pots of flowers on the windowsill one by one.
Apple shouted: "Xu Tingsheng, come and help."
Xu Tingsheng walked through the room and walked to the balcony, only to realize that the rain that night was so heavy. Therefore, it was Xinyan Middle School in a heavy rain, and the outdoor public phone might be installed in a corner... She dared to cry like this.
The wind and the rain would keep the cries from getting out, and then she'd make it through the storm and go back and put a smile on her face.
That's what Li Linlin said: "Very good, I see her smiling all day long, very polite and hardworking."
It's like she used to be bullied by her uncle and cried, but her roommates and girlfriends in college didn't know it at all, and still thought that she had met an uncle who had always been infinitely tolerant and spoiled her.
"We need to help you establish a good image in front of them. In this way, if one day we have conflicts, they will speak well of you and persuade you to make peace. You don't understand, sometimes the words of your girlfriends have a great impact." she said then.
When Apple turned around, his face was covered with rain, the front of his clothes was completely soaked, the hair on his forehead was wet and stuck to his cheeks, and his face was anxious and worried.
Xu Tingsheng said: "You don't have to work so hard, do you? It's just a few potted flowers. Don't catch yourself a cold."
Apple said: "You don't know how hard it is for them to survive in my hands. Of course I must cherish such a tenacious and hard-working life. Don't just talk, help."
Xu Tingsheng poked his head out, then retracted, pulled Apple away from the windy and stormy balcony, then took off his T-shirt, rushed into the rain, and moved the shelves full of flowers and plants to the base of the wall one by one.
The rain covered his head and face, one after another, washing down his face and body.
"Why do you look thin, but you are still a little strong. Especially now that you are washed by the rain, it makes people..." Apple leaned against the door and said.
"What are you asking?" Xu Tingsheng asked loudly, wiping the rainwater off his face.
"It makes people want to peek at you in the shower." Apple replied with a shout.
Xu Tingsheng was speechless for a while, and said with a wry smile, "Stop making trouble, go and dry yourself, and I'll move it in a second."
"Hmm." Apple turned and went to the bathroom.
When Xu Tingsheng returned to the room after moving the flowerpot, Apple threw a bath towel over his head. "Give it a quick wipe," she said. But after speaking, he changed his mind with a smile and pursed his lips, went forward to get the bath towel and wiped it for Xu Tingsheng.
With the palm of your hand across the bath towel, stroke the top of your head, your cheeks, then your ears, your neck...and your chest. Her movements suddenly began to slow down unconsciously, becoming weak.
Apple is still wearing a wet suit, and the clothes are tightly attached to the body, outlining a beautiful and attractive arc.
Both of them were breathing heavily.
The bath towel had fallen to the floor, and Apple's palm was pressing on Xu Tingsheng's chest.
"What should we do? Xu Tingsheng", Apple breathed heavily, leaned into Xu Tingsheng's ear and said, "Stop? I'm not pretending this time, I'm really panting and I can't control it."
Xu Tingsheng stabilized his mind and said, "How about talking about something else?"
"Well, you want to. Be quick," Apple said.
"I think, think," Xu Tingsheng patted his cheeks and said, "I... I think those flowers, they grew in a natural environment, have to experience such a heavy rain? And they may have to experience countless times. Why did they originally grow I can survive it all, and now I have better nutrition and care, but it doesn’t work anymore?”
This seems to be a preaching that is very suitable for his previous teacher status.
But Apple took the topic off topic, she diverted her attention and said: "Just like me. I used to be the strongest kind of wild flower, I grew alone for so many years... Then with your warmth, I became unable to be independent and strong gone."
"Regret? Tell me, if I hadn't carried you that day, wouldn't the story be like this?" Xu Tingsheng said.
"It will still be like this. You don't know, I know." Apple smiled and said: "Actually, I have been thinking about one thing during this time. You had a high fever that night and told me in a daze that you had actually Died once, and that time, I had my own life and lived it well. Is that a dream of yours?"
Xu Tingsheng was always afraid of what happened that night. "That's right, it was a dream. At that time, I was so burnt that I was dazed, so I took it as if it was real." Xu Tingsheng said.
"Well," said Apple, "but then I kept thinking, in your dream, do you love me? Do I love you? If I love you, why do you die and I can live well?"
"In the dream, I didn't love you, and you didn't love me either. We were just classmates for a short year, and we lived our lives separately." Xu Tingsheng said.
Apple thought for a while and said: "But, you can know that you don't love me, how do you know that I don't love you? Maybe it's just in your dream, because I lacked a certain opportunity, I didn't show it like reality."
This question troubled Xu Tingsheng.
"Did Apple like me in the previous life?"
"That kind of closeness has also happened in previous lives, that is to say, the plots before that night and that scene in the past and present lives are basically the same. It turned into love in this life, so in the previous life, it was just a purposeful love. Approach without any emotion?"
"Or, is it really as she said, just lacking an opportunity and not showing it in the end? The only thing that is certain is that even if there is any affection, it is definitely not as profound as it is in this life."
"So if she shows up, if we keep in touch, will I understand her and fall in love with her? Then, what will the story be like after that?"
Apple waved his hand in front of Xu Tingsheng and said:
"Are you fascinated? Or are you distracted? Actually, I just want to tell you that I love you. Xu Tingsheng, I love you when you think I love you, and I love you when you think I don't love you. "
Xu Tingsheng said, "Thank you. How about we pretend we didn't stop just now?"
Apple dodged and said with a smile: "It's a beautiful idea."
Throwing the T-shirt back to Xu Tingsheng, he said, "Actually, I've always regretted that I didn't ask you that day when you had a fever, do you love me or not? Actually, I know I'm sick, so I'm afraid you're just because of this, to accept me."
Xu Tingsheng said: "Some things are like this, you don't have to do it, but you are willing to do it."
"What's the meaning?"
"The premise of willingness is that I love you too."
Apple jumped for a while, and said: "No matter what happens in the future, Xu Tingsheng, I will remember this, remember what you said now, you love me. Remember it forever."
After all, the young girls didn't have much time to be serious. The happy Apple started to chatter, and she said, "Hey, Xu Tingsheng, I've always been curious, are you a virgin?"
"Huh? Why? I mean why are you asking all of a sudden?"
"Because your self-control is so good, like someone with a lot of experience."
This is a difficult question to answer. Xu Tingsheng himself couldn't figure it out, but regarding the current situation, he said, "Yes."
"Is it rich experience?"
"Yes, Department, male."
Uncle Xu Tingsheng... in embarrassment... slammed the door and went out.
Apple laughed behind him.