Tang Yufei actually hit a lot of things.
Taking Apple as an example, Xu Tingsheng spent the most time alone with her before, and the relationship between the two is also the closest. In other words, two people are the most likely to have something happen, but the fact... no.
Almost none of this is the case.
Xu Tingsheng couldn't handle Li Wan'er, and he did bad things to Lu Zhixin, but he couldn't do it to Apple, who was closest to him.
The reason is actually what Tang Yufei said, the responsibility is too great, Xu Ting is afraid, so afraid that he has no idea. As for Apple, if Xu Tingsheng touched her, in his conception, he would marry her...
He will accompany and protect her in her most difficult time, but he is not ready to fully assume this responsibility.
Therefore, when there is a distance, Xu Tingsheng can be unscrupulous towards Apple, and he will have thoughts, which have appeared in his dreams, but when they are together, he carefully restrains them, and in the end it is almost natural and not too impulsive.
Another similar situation is Wu Yuewei.
Of course, the two of them are as pure as if they were still in the classroom of the junior high school, and there has never been any charming situation.
And if that happens, the answer will be the same as Apple, Xu Tingsheng will be afraid and will restrain himself. It's the same with this girl. If he touches her, he has to marry, and he will marry.
As for Lu Zhixin, she is different from Apple and Wu Yuewei.
In the case of Apple and Wu Yuewei, if Xu Tingsheng really asked for it, they would give it. As for Lu Zhixin, she was independent and rational, and she was actually more able to control the situation than Xu Tingsheng.
That's why Xu Tingsheng dared to let himself have trouble with her occasionally, knowing that nothing would happen. If something happened, she would kick him to death, or call the police...
As for Li Wan'er, she is the most special.
If she hadn't said that sentence that time, Xu Tingsheng would have been unable to restrain himself... To a certain extent, it can be said that Xu Tingsheng had a concept shared by many men. At that time, he had almost never thought of the word "responsibility" for Li Wan'er.
She had experience and was married, so Xu Tingsheng's psychological burden was much lighter.
Moreover, it is undeniable that Li Wan'er is indeed the most attractive and alluring woman Xu Tingsheng has ever met in terms of age and other aspects.
Xu Tingsheng could resist the little girls in his eyes, but it was difficult to resist Li Wan'er.
The word Li Waner used was actually very accurate: bullying.
Li Wan'er said: "Xu Tingsheng, you can bully me, you can bully me in any way."
These words alone are enough to make Xu Tingsheng's blood spurt...
Now add her expression, tone...
And that tulle dress...
The cousin's vision is actually not very good. The set of sexy underwear she chose is very vulgar, but some clothes are more vulgar and more criminal. At this time, who wants sophistication and elegance? The more vulgar the better.
Such a "vulgar" dress is worn on Li Wan'er, who is as elegant and gentle as a banished fairy...
Li Wan'er's expression and clothes formed an extremely strong contrast.
Her expression was shy, difficult, embarrassing, and there was a sense of humiliation of submissiveness and forcing herself, and the tears on her face were still wet...
Her clothes, charm, debauchery, shame...
If this scene had happened half a month ago, Xu Tingsheng would not have thought about anything. It's not that he doesn't intend to take any responsibility, it's just that it's not that serious after all...
However, in the past half month, the most beautiful thing happened after Xu Tingsheng's rebirth. He knew what little Xiang Ning wanted, and his Xiang Ning was coming back.
And Apple, she seems to have completely come out of the shadows.
Xu Tingsheng was preparing to welcome Xiang Ning back to his side.
…
Li Wan'er leaned on the bed in a daze, looking at Xu Tingsheng who was sitting at the head of the bed panting.
She finally pulled up the quilt to cover her body.
Li Wan'er's courage was also exhausted.
There are actually two people she has to face and confront, one is Xu Tingsheng, she wants to let go of her self-esteem and shyness in front of him, and the other is herself, the one who holds the original position, the one who cannot accept this kind of behavior.
Another voice in her heart, the voice belonging to her original position, was already whispering, talking about her, accusing: "Li Wan'er, what are you doing? You, shameless..."
"Aren't you shameless?... But I really like him, and he's leaving. I want to fight for it once. If I'm wrong, I'm wrong."
Li Wan'er was defending herself. Only she knows that if the person in front of her is allowed to leave like this, it will have nothing to do with her from now on. She would rather... be accused by everyone.
If Xu Tingsheng hadn't wanted to leave, if she hadn't seen that ticket, plus the two people's previous experience and psychological foreshadowing, including that time when they almost crossed the line... Li Wan'er would never have done this.
She is a woman who is reserved, introverted, calm, even overly reserved, and she is used to it.
After so many years, she has become as dull as water, and even her self-restraint has become natural and gone.
Perhaps there is another reason, from the cousin. The things she instilled in Li Wan'er, taught her, made her blush every time she thought about it, full of shame.
But seeing is believing, Li Wan'er can see the obedience, loyalty, and love of her cousin-in-law in front of her cousin, even to the point of "submissiveness". , cannot do without.
Li Wan'er did not dare to expect Xu Tingsheng to be obedient, but she also wanted to fight for it, she had no other way.
Xu Tingsheng turned his head when he heard sobs.
"Last time... this time, you didn't like me anymore, are you still angry with me... or do you think I was married dirty?" Li Wan'er pulled the quilt up to neck height, clasped her hands tightly, and asked with a difficult expression.
Xu Tingsheng went around to the head of the bed and squatted down, wiped her tears, and said, "No, you are the most attractive woman I have ever met. You have seen my reaction last time and just now..."
After finishing speaking, Xu Tingsheng smiled awkwardly.
Li Wan'er said, "Well, then why..."
"Tell me why first, you will suddenly... You just said tonight that you will never be a lover." Xu Tingsheng said.
"I", Li Wan'er hesitated for a while, and said, "I'm not a lover, in fact, in fact... I thought today, if I can give you a child, I can keep you by my side. I'm not a lover, I Want to be your wife."
Li Wan'er just confessed like this, the word scheming is really far away from her.
Xu Tingsheng smiled wryly, not knowing how to respond.
Li Wan'er said, "It's up to you."
Xu Tingsheng said: "I remember I told you that I gave up on the person I cherish the most, she..."
Li Wan'er said, "She's back?"
Xu Tingsheng said, "Well, it's coming soon."
After being lonely for a while, Li Wan'er gritted her teeth, as if she had made up her mind, she moved to the side of the bed and said, "Lie down, okay? If you say that, we will definitely not do it. I It's just... I want to lie on your back. I haven't done it before."
Xu Tingsheng looked at her eyes and heard her say "I have never done it", he wanted to refuse, but now he hesitated a little.
Li Wan'er moved inward again, and made a mark in the middle of the quilt, saying: "This way... separated. Not close together."
Xu Tingsheng nodded, lay down and covered himself with the quilt.
The two had a conversation.
Xu Tingsheng regretted it, he overestimated himself too much, but Li Wan'er didn't lie there at all as she said, she leaned into Xu Tingsheng's arms, just like that through a layer of tulle... against him.
"I tricked you into coming here." Li Wan'er was embarrassed, but she was obviously a little proud, like a student who was always so honest and suddenly skipped a class one day and lied to the teacher.
While talking, she reached into Xu Tingsheng's pajamas, and stroked his chest with her delicate fingers.
"I thought you were thin, why are you... so strong." The voice was almost whispering.
Xu Tingsheng was about to explode, and said reluctantly, "Wan'er, so, I just told you about my situation, and you also said that you would never be anyone's lover, right?"
Li Wan'er said, "Yes."
Xu Tingsheng said: "So, it's not worth it. Even if you really gave birth to me, we will..."
Li Wan'er shook her head, interrupted him and said: "I know. But I changed my mind, I want a child now, your child, I will not use him to fight for anything... I will not be your lover either. I will never see you again."
Xu Tingsheng was confused, and said, "Huh?"
Li Wan'er said firmly: "I won't marry again, Xu Tingsheng, I just want a child, your child and my child. I will take him, he will accompany me, just me and him, don't worry about it. Then I will If you are not alone, you will have a meaningful life. I can take care of him by myself, and we will live a very good, happy, happy life. You will treat us as if we do not exist, and we will never see each other again."
Children, bloodline, these words have an extremely powerful impact on Xu Tingsheng, because of his two lives, because of his experience, because of his mental age, because he really likes children so much.
Waiting for Xiang Ning... It may take another ten years.
In fact, it may take longer. If it is the same as in the previous life, Xiang Ning will not consider having children before the age of 29. She said she was still a child herself.
But Xu Tingsheng never dared to force her.
Li Wan'er continued: "He (she) must be good-looking, because you are so good-looking, and I am also good-looking. It doesn't matter if he is a boy or a girl. Xu Tingsheng, you, give me a child."
After finishing speaking, Li Wan'er looked at Xu Tingsheng without flinching at all, her eyes were earnest, pleading, without any deviation, she was rarely so brave.
Her slender hands moved along Xu Tingsheng's body.
Xu Tingsheng's mouth was parched, he was struggling and hesitating, there were both physical and psychological reasons.
"If there is really a child, I can't see him and leave him alone." Xu Tingsheng struggled.
"Then you see the child, you come, I'll go... I won't pester you, we will never see each other again." Li Wan'er said.
"That's impossible. I actually like you too. I won't deny that."
"Well, I know. I'm very happy. If I was ten or five years younger and never married, no matter how good she is, I wouldn't give up just like that. But now, Xu Tingsheng, I'm thirty-one years old , I don’t want to be alone, ten years, twenty years, and die alone. I only liked you alone, and I won’t marry again...give me a child.”