One thing that Li Wan'er must have never imagined: at this moment, Xu Tingsheng actually wants this child more than she does, a secret, unknown child who will inherit his blood.
In Xu Tingsheng's thoughts, he retained the most important traditional concept of the Chinese people for thousands of years, the continuation of blood, which was also one of the biggest shortcomings in his previous life.
If the previous life was actually another world, then that him would never be able to explain to his late father—the only son could not inherit it, and the line was cut off.
So, what about rebirth
Being reborn in this life, Xu Tingsheng has always been afraid. He was not a person with an extremely strong heart, otherwise he would not have given up and flinched due to all kinds of past lives.
First of all, Xu Tingsheng was afraid of being discovered and exposed...
In that case, his best result may be to be under house arrest and isolation for life-this is only the best result. With a ninety-nine percent chance, he will be drained of value and then destroyed.
He is cautious, but still unavoidable fear, I do not know one day bad luck will suddenly come.
For this reason, Xu Tingsheng is even prepared. One day, when he has enough foundation, he will make some wrong decisions and experience some failures, so as not to be noticed by those who are interested in him. He does nothing wrong and does nothing wrong.
Secondly, Xu Tingsheng was afraid of a point in time, 2015, the point in time when he was reborn from his previous life.
He didn't know what would happen when his rebirth steps to that day, at that time
Is it an irreversible death as a different kind that should not exist? Disappear out of thin air? ... is still the lightest, after losing his predictive ability, will he become mediocre again...
Then he may not be able to keep everything he has obtained in the past ten years, or even be in danger because of the crime of pregnant Bi.
So, when Li Wan'er brought up this matter, she asked Xu Tingsheng to have a child, which was like reminding Xu Tingsheng that you still have one important thing that you haven't done - leave a bloodline inheritance.
And when she described the relatively free but secret life of her and the child in Milan, Xu Tingsheng no longer hesitated. To be precise, he had already decided at that moment that he wanted the child.
He will give this child a lot of secrets as much as possible, and this child will be a secret forever.
In Xu Tingsheng's fleeting plan, besides himself and Li Wan'er, there is only one person in this world who should know, and can know, the existence of this child, Xu's father Xu Jianliang.
The rest include Xu's mother, younger sister Xu Qiuyi, Huang Yaming, Fu Cheng... Xu Tingsheng will not tell them. The fewer people who know, the better.
Xu Tingsheng couldn't find a more suitable person and a more suitable time than Li Wan'er.
She will live abroad for a long time; her current situation means that she has no relatives, and will not be disturbed or influenced; she does not plan to remarry, she is used to and is willing to be lonely and ordinary; she has nothing else to ask for...
Moreover, she is a very good woman, her appearance, personality, quality... all aspects are impeccable.
Moreover, she loves Xu Tingsheng, and having a child together is such a wonderful thing for her. And to a certain extent, Xu Tingsheng also likes her, it would be a pity to miss her...
Moreover, it is very important that she will hardly affect or hurt Xiang Ning. Apart from the fact that Xu Tingsheng has to bear a secret, there may be some sense of guilt.
As for Xiang Ning, she is fifteen years old.
On the one hand, Xu Tingsheng doesn't want her to completely break away from her own life as an ordinary person, such as getting married and having children before she is eighteen or twenty, don't...she should go to high school, go to college, except for life The uncle who cared for her appeared earlier, she should live freely and happily like in her previous life.
On the other hand, before that time in 2015, even if Xiang Ning was willing, Xu Tingsheng would not dare to let Xiang Ning give birth to their child. Because Xiang Ning and the child are destined to not be able to be hidden like Li Wan'er, and Xu Tingsheng will not do so either.
If something really happened that day, Xu Tingsheng would rather Xiang Ning be sad, and then have such a long period of her own life after that. Instead of bringing Xu Tingsheng's child with him and being burdened by him for life.
So, at this moment, Xu Tingsheng wanted this child.
…
But now, they encountered a problem.
The problem that Xu Tingsheng and Li Wan'er encountered, the matter of pregnancy, is often when you don't think about it, or even worry about it, and when you are afraid, you will hit it in a daze, and then you will be in bad luck, causing a lot of trouble.
And when you finally start to seriously look forward to one day, get ready, and work hard... Maybe you won't respond for half a year...
In fact, no one can be sure about this.
Li Wan'er's several suggestions seem to go against her own original intention... Wouldn't that be considered a lover
Xu Tingsheng took advantage of Li Wan'er's pondering on the profound topic of "life creation", retreated to the side and lay down again, calmed down a little, then suddenly thought of it and asked, "By the way, have you counted the time yet?"
"Ah? What?" Li Wan'er came back to her senses and turned her head... Looking at her expression, she seemed a little surprised by this question.
"You, that... time, and then the safe period, the dangerous period and so on." Xu Tingsheng said gloomily, "You don't understand this, do you, and then you came here to prepare for having a child, so you didn't count it?"
"I, I didn't think about having a baby before, I didn't want to, and then ran out shortly after getting married... Just, I didn't pay much attention to understand this. Just now, I forgot."
This woman seemed to feel that she could conceive as much as she wanted, and give birth as soon as she wanted. The decision has just been made.
"...", Xu Tingsheng was speechless for a moment, and then said, "Then you do the math now."
Li Wan'er was really concentrating on thinking, pondered and calculated for a while, and said, "It seems to be coming in a day or two."
Xu Tingsheng said helplessly: "Then, the safe period... how to conceive?!"
Men are always worried about the dangerous period, this time Xu Tingsheng called the safe period to kill him... and it will come in two days, it will be better for a few days, and then the safe period...
Xu Tingsheng was depressed.
Li Wan'er lost her position to be brave.
This night, her psychological construction has had setbacks and changes, but one thing has never changed, that is, it is all based on "having a child", without this standpoint, continue...
It violated Li Wan'er's original intention of not being a lover.
She was not a brave person.
After a moment of embarrassment and hesitation, Li Wan'er sat up hugging the quilt, and said embarrassingly: "Then, then I will go back first. Will you... Will you come in the future? I mean, about the child. In fact, I, I seem to be Reluctantly. You won't come in the future, will you?"
There is always annoyance and bitterness, but the situation is like this, and I can only blame "luck".
Xu Tingsheng smiled awkwardly.
Li Wan'er looked at him in a little surprise, and didn't understand what he meant, so she continued without understanding:
"I know, you may... don't want to because of her. But I'm sorry, I think this way, and I know it, but I still plan to force you. Because I just thought about it that way, and I think there is one of our children with me... that might be me The best state of life in the future.”
"I know, in fact, I also long for that kind of beauty, just like what you described. I just listened to it." Xu Tingsheng said sincerely, "I like children very much."
"Well, I've seen it a long time ago. Although you are still so young... I can't figure it out...but I can see it." Li Wan'er said with some pride.
Xu Tingsheng continued with some embarrassment: "So just now, actually, what I thought... I hope to have a child. With you."
"... What you said, is it true?"
Li Waner was overjoyed and shy, only to realize that what Xu Tingsheng said was just now, so she said:
"Then what should we do now? Will you come again? And... is she okay? Don't worry, I won't affect you or hurt her. I can stop seeing you... At most, you have been here for half a year or a year Once, just look at the child."
Regarding Xiang Ning, Xu Tingsheng actually couldn't explain this question to Li Wan'er, neither he nor himself could explain it clearly.
Xu Tingsheng avoided the topic of Xiang Ning, and said seriously: "Now I've calmed down a bit, but my decision hasn't changed. I just heard what you said, and you seem to have made a hasty decision. I was thinking..."
Xu Tingsheng stopped and calculated the time and arrangement.
"What do you want...?" Li Wan'er asked.
"It is now November 2004, and I will come to Milan again around July 2005. If Wan'er, you still think exactly the same as now, give me a child." I can't guarantee time and companionship, but I will do my best to take care of you and the child under this premise."
"...Well. Then I'll wait for you. I don't think I'll change my mind. I won't." Li Wan'er responded with a smile. She didn't ask questions about time. It's not right now, and she needs time to think about it. What Xu Tingsheng said is reasonable .
With an agreement on this matter, the atmosphere in the room became awkward... What should I do next
continue? Li Wan'er lost her position if she continued to talk about it when she was definitely not able to conceive, and went against her original intention, Xu Tingsheng was actually the same... Could it be possible to tell yourself, let's do a drill first? Break in
Li Wan'er spoke first, and said, "Then, then I'll go back tonight. My... clothes... help me."
When it comes to clothes, Li Wan'er lifted the quilt and covered herself up tightly. The clothes actually made her very embarrassed, especially in the current situation. She pointed to the shirt and coat at the foot of the bed. She couldn't get up to get them by herself, so she had to ask Xu Tingsheng for help.
Xu Tingsheng sat up and thought for a while, looked at the time, and said, "It's past three o'clock...how about you stay here."
Li Wan'er looked at Xu Tingsheng, hesitated for a while, lowered her head, then shook her head, and said in embarrassment:
"No, I told you... I'm not a lover, I just want to have children. Don't laugh at me, I know it's like self-deception and stupid, but I really can't convince myself. "
Xu Tingsheng explained with a smile: "I didn't mean that, I mean, just sleep, you lie in my arms and sleep for a few hours, and then the sky will dawn. Didn't you say you want to rely on it, you haven't."
Li Wan'er looked into Xu Tingsheng's eyes.
"I want to treat the woman who is going to bear my child in the future and feel sorry for me, is that okay?" Xu Tingsheng said with a bright smile.
Li Wan'er also laughed, the sense of happiness was simple and obvious, she nodded silently, then retracted her body under the quilt.
Xu Tingsheng then lay down and spread out one arm.
Li Wan'er didn't come closer.
"What's wrong?" Xu Tingsheng asked warmly.
"My... clothes." Li Wan'er whispered.
"...it's pretty good, I've seen it just now." Xu Tingsheng said with a smile.
Li Wan'er glared at him angrily, and said, "I forgot to bring my pajamas, what should I do?"
"I brought two sets. I'll give you one set. It may be a little too big. You can make do with it."
Xu Tingsheng got up, rummaged through the bag for his pajamas, and asked casually, "By the way, when did you prepare this suit of yours?"
He had noticed before that Li Wan'er seemed to be different this time.
She has learned some things that she didn't know before, although she still can't let go, but if compared with herself in Shenghai that time, this time she is simply a "goblin"... No matter from the clothes, movements, tone, everything is there. No small change.
"My cousin bought it." Li Wan'er whispered.
Xu Tingsheng caught new information, Li Wan'er had mentioned her cousin twice this night.
"Aside from buying clothes, what did my cousin teach you?" Xu Tingsheng asked curiously.
"Ah... no, no." Li Wan'er said no, but her expression clearly said yes.
After a while, it seemed to be brewing for a while, and a decision was made.
Li Wan'er said: "Actually, there are..."
Xu Tingsheng said, "What else?"
"Some...movements." After speaking, Li Wan'er looked up at Xu Tingsheng, first changed from supine to prone, then beckoned him back to the bed, and carefully reached out to grab Xu Tingsheng's hand.
The hand was placed on the waist.
Then, with ten years of yoga skills, the person under the quilt is like a boat in the waves, undulating and swaying with the wind and waves... Jerky twists and turns... The boat is swinging and swinging in the wind and waves...
She originally thought, used to him who is young and hot-blooded, just once, if she can't show it, let him feel it...
However, the silky quilt slipped off her body...
Li Wan'er looked up at Xu Tingsheng, he was watching.
Li Wan'er's face was blushing, she was in a difficult... embarrassment, but, biting her lip, resisting the shame and humiliation, she let the boat continue to rock, shaking people's hearts.
Xu Tingsheng said in a voice suppressed in his throat, "Cousin is really good at teaching."
Li Wan'er stopped suddenly, hurriedly pulled up the quilt to cover herself, stretched out her hand to pinch the soft flesh on Xu Tingsheng's waist, and said, "Don't laugh at me. You are so old...to do this kind of thing."
Xu Tingsheng said, "I didn't laugh. Is there any more?"
Li Wan'er looked at him, hesitated for a while, and nodded.
... After a while, she stopped panting delicately.
Xu Tingsheng said, "Why did my cousin teach you to do this?"
Li Wan'er buried her head in Xu Tingsheng's arms, and said, "Help me and other women to rob you. I won't rob you now..."
"Don't grab it anymore, and..."
"I want to treat the man I'm going to bear a child with in the future, and feel sorry for him, is that okay?" Li Wan'er raised her head, imitating Xu Tingsheng's tone of voice just now, and said with a bright smile.
"Cousin is amazing," Xu Tingsheng said, "Then... is it because she taught you the tone of your voice and expression before?"
Li Wan'er nodded a little embarrassedly.
"Then, is there any more?" Xu Tingsheng's eyes were burning.
"Others are talking... I can't talk about those." Li Wan'er said nervously.
"Like bullying me, is this right?" Xu Tingsheng asked.
Li Wan'er shook her head: "This, I thought about it myself, what she taught is not this, what she taught is much more embarrassing..."
"For example?"
"Destroy me." Li Wan'er struggled for a long time, then said three words in an aggrieved tone.
It turned out that the hot and ambiguous atmosphere suddenly changed. Xu Tingsheng couldn't hold back, he laughed out loud, and said, clutching his stomach, "This... your cousin and your cousin's husband are both lively enough. Are there any more?"
Li Wan'er angrily stretched out her hands to pinch him, pursed her lips and shook her head resolutely, expressing that she would never speak again.
Xu Tingsheng pushed her and said, "Auntie Wan'er, don't be so mean, let me laugh."
Li Wan'er stared at him for a while, then quickly said angrily, "Treat me."
This time, Xu Tingsheng almost rolled to the ground laughing. Raise your hand in surrender and say, "I am conquered by your cousin."
When he calmed down, Li Wan'er seemed to have lost the embarrassment just now, and took this as a light and fun topic, and continued: "You are right, there is conquest, taught by my cousin, and conquest of me... I... I."
She said the last two words.
Xu Tingsheng's breathing became disordered.
These two words were still not that high-end, they were actually very vulgar, but Xu Tingsheng's breathing became heavy.
He looked at Li Wan'er for a while, and then Li Wan'er came out of the funny mood just now, looked at Xu Tingsheng who was a bit weird, and whispered, "What's wrong with you?"
Xu Tingsheng directly stretched out his hand to hug her back, pressed her to his ear, and said as if giving an order: "I want to hear you say those last two words."
Li Wan'er looked at him, making sure that he was serious, not the joking expression just now.
"...me." After hesitating for a while, Li Wan'er pressed against Xu Tingsheng's ear, and whispered, slowly, repeating the word.
After speaking, Xu Tingsheng's whole body seemed to be set on fire.
Li Wan'er felt as if she had also been ignited, embarrassment, shyness, impulsiveness... all came together, the time when I said this word just now, and the time when I said it now, the feeling it brought was a world of difference.
Unable to restrain herself, Li Wan'er gasped, and slowly whispered another word into Xu Tingsheng's ear: "...me."
This woman, she is shy, and sometimes even seems to be out of the world, indifferent, quiet, and elegant... At this time, she suppressed her shyness and said the most vulgar words to a man eleven years younger than her.
Blasphemy... Goddess.
Xu Tingsheng gritted his teeth, threw off the quilt, and said, "I'm going to take a bath."
Li Wan'er knew what this meant, because in Shenghai, once, he went to take a bath. After hesitating for a moment, Li Wan'er stretched out her hand to hold Xu Tingsheng, and said in a low voice, "No need to go, I, I'll help you."
Xu Tingsheng was stunned for a moment, and said, "You don't know...this, cousin also taught me?"
Li Wan'er suppressed her shyness and nodded: "Yes."
"how about you?"
"Ah? I didn't..." Li Wan'er shook her head fiercely.
"Ha, let's sleep well, we don't have much time."
"… Um."
It was almost dawn, and there was no time, so Li Wan'er turned off the light.
"Come here and be nice to the woman who will bear my child in the future." He said.
"Be nice to the man I'm going to have a baby with in the future," she said.
One room is dark, half of the room is spring.
Until it gradually calmed down.
"We seem to be deceiving ourselves." Li Wan'er said.
"Yes." Xu Tingsheng said.
"Remember not to be too nice to me."
"The same to you."
"Go to sleep, lean on." He said.
"Um."