Xu Tingsheng's family lives in the suburban countryside. Like most of the rural children in Libei Middle School, he is a boarding student.
The bedroom conversation that I missed for many years was going on in a low voice. Xu Tingsheng put his hands behind his head, stared at the ceiling in the darkness, listened, and heard something about himself.
For example, Huang Yaming said: "That school girl hangs out with a group of gangsters all day long."
Xu Tingsheng thought for a while, "Who?"
Huang Yaming jumped up: "I'm going, it's too merciless. On the first day of our sophomore year, we stopped your first-year freshman on the road! What's her name?... Forgot, anyway, I'm asking if you still remember her."
The voice became louder, and the housekeeper, Lao Yao, knocked on the door outside and shouted loudly, "If you make more noise, I will set fire to you."
Then there was the sound of the lighter roller sliding, "Chi..." "Chi...", the whole dormitory was terrified.
Lao Yao looks like Huoyun Cthulhu, but at this time "Kung Fu" has not been released yet, and everyone has not discovered this. He likes to come out with a big tooth jar to inspect the sleeping situation. The tooth jar is full of high-strength liquor, and he inspects while drinking.
Lao Yao would patrol all night when he was drunk, he could say anything and do anything.
The school leaders thought about dismissing him, so he hung the hanging rope at the door of the principal's office, and then stayed.
Xu Tingsheng remembered that he and Huang Yaming had thrown a bunch of firecrackers into his duty room the night they graduated from high school.
There was no movement outside the door, Huang Yaming came alive again, threw a cigarette to Xu Tingsheng from the opposite shop, and said, "Liqun, I bought two at the shop today... Do you remember that? Don't care?"
Xu Tingsheng recalled that at that time the small shop in the school did sell loose cigarettes. It is said that the owner was a relative of the principal, and the teachers here were catching up on smoking like a raging fire, while he was selling them blatantly. In the last few years of Xu Tingsheng's previous life, his addiction to cigarettes was as high as one pack a day. After his rebirth, his body seemed to have got rid of the craving for nicotine. For several days, he never thought about smoking one.
Xu Tingsheng asked for a lighter and lit his first cigarette after rebirth.
When Huang Yaming threw the lighter over, what about your own? Xu Tingsheng said I couldn't find it. He really couldn't find it. Can you find the lighter you hid ten years ago
At this time, there was a rumor that smoking affected that aspect of function. This rumor caused a lot of panic among the boys. Xu Tingsheng discussed this matter with Huang Yaming in private.
Facts proved that he was right, Xu Tingsheng had witnessed him getting married and having a child in his previous life, and it was a hit, and the child was married. If you have seen a man who is a husband and a father at the age of 30, and then he is a fool at the age of 19, you will find it amazing.
Huang Yaming said again: "Have you remembered?"
Xu Tingsheng finally started to think about that girl and remembered. He almost fell in love once when he was in junior high school. The girl was a very simple and pure rural child, and her ability to wear the ugly school uniform to a very beautiful effect was enough to prove how outstanding her appearance was. She was a year younger than Xu Tingsheng, and the two of them made an appointment in high school before officially starting their relationship. At that time, they felt that they were too young in junior high school, and they would grow up in high school.
Xu Tingsheng went to high school a year earlier, and at first they still corresponded with each other, but later Xu Tingsheng entered the stage of "obsessed with boyish girls", and stopped writing her back.
The girl wrote several letters and saw no response and did not write again.
Later, she also came to Libei Middle School. On the first day of school, she stopped Xu Tingsheng on the road, bit her lip with tears in her eyes and said, "Xu Tingsheng, do you still remember me?"
Yao Jing, the short-haired girl Xu Tingsheng had a crush on, was by his side at the time, so he said, "Sorry, I don't remember."
Does she hang out with a bunch of gangsters all day now? Xu Tingsheng thought for a while and said to Huang Yaming: "Don't worry, she can score 60 points behind the first place in the junior high school entrance examination, and she can go to Jianhai University in the future."
In the previous life, Xu Tingsheng met her again later. Many years later, he met her unexpectedly. At the wedding of a distant cousin, she had just graduated from Jianhai University and was the bride of that wedding.
Jianhai University ranks in the top five in the country. When two people get married, the man has wealth and good looks, and the woman has talent and good looks. Everything is fine, really nothing to worry about.
By the way, Xu Tingsheng still remembered her name, her name was Wu Yuewei.
Huang Yaming said: "Fuck, you are so cold-blooded... It seems that you are really committed to Yao Jing, and I think her side is almost the same. Do you decide to start after the college entrance examination or now?"
So Xu Tingsheng thought of Yao Jing again, she was a boyish girl, many boys have gone through a strange stage where they would be attracted to this kind of girl.
In the previous life, Xu Tingsheng had been with Yao Jing for a month after the college entrance examination, and then found that the two were really incompatible, so they broke up peacefully.
The current Xu Tingsheng, in fact, the 31-year-old Xu Tingsheng, actually doesn't like this type anymore. He said: "She is obviously the same sex as us, okay? She is a whole man, no breasts and no butt, I don't want it."
Huang Yaming seemed to be choked by a fishbone, paused for a while, and said, "Are you really withdrawing? Isn't it good for you to make people feel like this?... Forget it, it suddenly became strange for you to go out and come back. Sleep .”
Xu Tingsheng shivered suddenly, and said to himself: "Be more careful in what you say and do in the future. I don't know if there is a butterfly effect, but it's scary. People's hearts are even more terrifying."
Of course Xu Tingsheng didn't think that Huang Yaming and Fu Cheng would harm him, just like he knew that his parents and sister would never harm him, but he believed in this sentence: If you really love your relatives and friends, don't put those Give them something deadly.
It's like you have a gun now, which can be used to protect your relatives and friends when necessary, but you don't need to show them the gun at all, let alone give them the gun... Such a result is very likely It is harming others and oneself.
What Xu Tingsheng owned was not just a gun, it was more terrifying than an atomic bomb.
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After the morning reading, Huang Yaming left with his girlfriend Tan Qingling. The two had just been together and they were very hot.
Of course Xu Tingsheng knew that they didn't get together in the end. Tan Qingling dumped Huang Yaming soon after he went to the north to study at university, but Huang Yaming's old love was unforgettable, so he was miserable and decadent for a long time.
Even many years later, Huang Yaming would call Tan Qingling's name when he was drunk, saying, Tan Qingling, you are the love of my life... ah... ah... I miss you so much.
But Xu Tingsheng didn't intend to sabotage or persuade anything. Even if things develop the same as in the previous life, so what, isn't it just a teenager who falls in love, hurts his heart and becomes decadent? What a wonderful thing. After many years, when your heart becomes numb and no longer throbbing, you will find that the pain is actually worth recalling.
Fu Cheng is a regular school student, so he only came here after eating.
So Xu Tingsheng went to the restaurant alone.
The new campus of Libei Middle School is being built and used at the same time. The road from the teaching building to the cafeteria has not yet been poured, and it is paved with gravel, which rustles when walking on it.
As Xu Tingsheng walked along, more and more eyes began to look at him.
"The head teacher of class 7 is talking about him in the morning reading class."
"say what?"
"He said in the teacher's office that he would be in the top 20 in the next month's exam. Then the head teacher of Class 7 went to the class and said that some people didn't treat our key classes as dishes, and they all showed some attitude. Don't be looked down upon."
"Wow, awesome... who is he? What class is he in?"
"Class 10, Xu Tingsheng, usually only around 20 or 30, but in the class, the age group is over 140, so I don't know why he is so loud all of a sudden."
"I don't know anyone in the liberal arts."
"The world is so big, I want to see it."
"So it's him. He's so funny."
Xu Tingsheng never thought that he would fire the first shot after rebirth so casually. In fact, he was moved by Lao Zhou at that time. After accumulating for many years, he did not understand until he became a teacher. In his previous life, when Xu Tingsheng was the class teacher at school, he always liked to mention Lao Zhou's cloth shoes and electric kettles to the students. . He knew he couldn't do that.
Lao Zhou said "It all depends on loyalty", so Xu Tingsheng wanted to give Lao Zhou some comfort, and wanted to win Lao Zhou's reputation.
As for Mrs. Zhang Xiuyun, the head teacher of Class 7, Xu Tingsheng knew that she was a strong person and had a bad relationship with many teachers, but she was not a bad person either. In her previous life, after Xu Tingsheng's Wenzong suddenly appeared, she once stood waiting for him at the door of the classroom, and invited him to class 7 to exchange learning methods of Wenzong.
This is a person who has no harm other than being too purposeful, and he puts all his heart on the students. The reason why she announced what Xu Tingsheng said in class 7 during the morning reading was probably to motivate the students in the class to work harder.
But no matter what, she pushed Xu Tingsheng to death.
Xu Tingsheng measured it, and felt that this Liangshan wasn't too high or dangerous. Since he was pushed out, there was no need to shrink back.
In a restaurant that is both familiar and unfamiliar, Xu Tingsheng ordered a vermicelli, and asked the canteen aunt to put half a bowl of sauce on his face, and then found an empty seat to sit down.
Familiar (should be familiar, although some Tingsheng can't remember who they are) classmates came to say hello:
"Tingsheng, did you really say that you want to be in the top 20?"
"yes."
"I'll go, you're too stupid. If you have a goal, don't worry. If you say it, if you don't pass the exam...?"
"I will pass the exam."
"..."
There were too many people asking questions, so Xu Tingsheng dragged Huang Yaming and Fu Cheng in, saying that they also let go, at least the top 50. This is really a trap, the current grades of the two of them are worse than Xu Tingsheng's.
Yao Jing sat down opposite Xu Tingsheng with two bowls of lean meat porridge. She was wearing a red and black checked shirt, her tight jeans were rolled up to reveal her white ankles, her sleeves were rolled up casually, her hair was short and she flicked it from time to time. ocean.
Xu Tingsheng looked at this girl whom he had liked for more than two years and had been in love for a month in his previous life. Yao Jing is really a very handsome girl with a pretty face. If she was a lesbian, she would definitely be a very popular T, but this is not popular yet.
In this life, they are destined not to have such an intersection. Xu Tingsheng felt a little weird looking at Yao Jing, so he smiled awkwardly.
He forgot that in the past two years, he had conveyed his affection very clearly, Yao Jing was on the verge of nodding and saying "I do", how did she know that he had suddenly "changed his heart".
"Drink porridge." Yao Jing pushed over a bowl of lean meat porridge. Although she was boyish, she was actually very slender. She originally bought this bowl of porridge for Xu Tingsheng.
"I'm full." Xu Tingsheng shook his head.
"Then just throw it away." Yao Jing shook her hands bluntly, patted Xu Tingsheng's shoulder again, and said in a low voice, "I know why you said that, you want to force yourself to work hard, right?"
"Huh?" Xu Tingsheng said.
"Last time I said that you were too lazy and could not change it. That... There was no malice. But you deliberately let it go so that you have no way out, and you have to work hard... I didn't expect it, but I think it's very good and I admire it."
After saying this, Xu Tingsheng didn't respond, and Yao Jing didn't continue. She sipped her porridge with her head down, blushing very rarely, showing that very girlish and shy expression. Occasionally, he raised his head to look at Xu Tingsheng, then lowered his head in panic.
Xu Tingsheng had a bad feeling.
Yao Jing finished her porridge, stood up, hesitated for a while, and stomped her feet coquettishly:
"That... I promise you. After the college entrance examination, we... we will be together. The world is so big, I will accompany you to see it."
The world is so big, I'll accompany you to see it... Xu Tingsheng almost fell headlong into the bowl. In the previous life, it was obviously the graduation party after the college entrance examination, and Yao Jing only agreed to her confession when she was drunk and sloppy!
Why is it early
"Shouldn't you agree after graduation?" Xu Tingsheng blurted out.
"Didn't you say that, if you agree now, you will be able to focus on your studies and be more motivated."
Yao Jing bit her lip and gave Xu Tingsheng an aggrieved look, then left with a blushing face.
Xu Tingsheng was so disgusted by himself "at that time" that he couldn't stand it.
Also, what should I do