"If the world is dark, I am actually beautiful.
Advancing and retreating in love is the most consumed.
What's wrong with irrelevant right and wrong
It doesn't matter. "
The stage was still largely dark.
There are only two follower lights.
Two boys standing in the light beam.
The white shirts were buttoned up to the highest collar, and the cuff buttons were also buttoned, which made them look a bit dull.
One is holding the microphone and singing while bowing his head, while the other is waiting. Neither of them moves much, which is also a bit dull.
But that's what it feels like, right.
Even the half-face masks on the faces of the two people fit so well with this song "Ugly".
People who are denied are not used to publicity, even if they confide or argue, they try to lower their posture as much as possible, let alone standing on the stage...
Because of the characteristics of the voice, Fu Cheng's singing has a sense of "telling", like a person speaking gently in front of you, slowly and calmly saying: "Look, the difference can be ignored, if the world is dark..."
Xu Tingsheng didn't come up with this song for this performance, probably more than a year ago, when Samsara was still selling ring tones, they were labeled as the "Ugly Band" because they refused to show their faces, Xu Tingsheng thought of it on a whim , and threw the song to Fu Cheng.
Later, the two did not continue to make ring tones. After Apple's debut and Xinyan Middle School celebration performances, no one mentioned that statement again. Naturally, this song was temporarily put aside.
So coincidentally, this time, it's so appropriate.
After Fu Cheng sang the first stanza, his voice is familiar to many people. As soon as they heard it, they knew that he had become more and more professional.
The scene was intoxicated, fearing that the applause would disturb the singing, some people even tried to breathe lightly.
The atmosphere that speaks in the dark continues...
Zhang Ninglang spoke.
"If you're anything like you, someone always compliments you..."
Just one sentence.
There was a burst of unconscious surprise in the audience, and there was a "buzz".
"Isn't this reincarnation?"
"It's not the right shape, it's not the right voice."
"The level is much worse, what is he doing? Destroying the show..."
Xu Sheng's group of people have already started booing and booing loudly... "Go down"... "Go down"...
Zhang Ninglang held the microphone with both hands, shaking slightly.
His voice was shaking too.
He didn't have a good singing talent, and lack of experience, coupled with the nervousness of standing on the stage... His first sentence felt a bit like "the scene of a car accident"...
He must have heard the noise in the audience.
However, he continued to sing.
"If you're anything like you, there's always praise
The humbleness that surrounds me may fade away
Actually I don't care, there are many opportunities
fearless like a giant
let go of my ghost
But I am not worthy! "
Fu Cheng put a hand on Zhang Ninglang's shoulder, and the girl in the audience grinned the most obviously, waving her arms, hoping that he would see her. Regarding this matter, Ning Xia told him that you don't have to do it, and I don't need you to argue with anyone. He said, I can't only be good forever, I'll try.
Zhang Ninglang was good in the past, but after all, something was missing, and he tried to find it.
For some things, it is enough for two people to stick to each other, and others are not important, but in fact, people live in a group society, and there is no real peaceful paradise.
His voice became firmer, cutting through the noise and discussion.
If this song is a monologue, Zhang Ninglang's narration is actually more heartfelt than Fu Cheng's. Fu Cheng is not ordinary, his voice is extraordinary, and if he takes off his mask, the girls present will scream loudly.
Zhang Ninglang was the one who got used to being ordinary, and even, he was the one most easily overlooked by people. He is the male classmate who is not easy to mention when the classmates look back at the graduation photo after many years, and it is even more difficult to confront him.
Then, Ning Xia, a school girl with long braids, stood beside him.
His ordinaryness has become a "sin".
This lyric is like pouring out his heart.
"If, like you, you are always praised..."
This is about Ningxia. She may not be as beautiful as those department flowers, courtyard flowers, and school flowers, but because of her unique characteristics, she is being appreciated and praised by more and more people.
For this reason, because she was afraid that Zhang Ninglang would be troubled, she even thought about cutting off her long braid...
But Zhang Ninglang refused to let him fall in love with a girl. The way to keep her should never be to make her lose her luster.
"The humbleness that surrounds me may subside..."
The humbleness has not subsided, and more and more people talk about him being too ordinary and unworthy... There are always a lot of idlers in this world, such as "flowers are planted on cow dung", "the toad ate swan meat", jokingly said It's just a joke, but seriously, it actually hurts so much.
Especially when Xu Sheng appeared, he was rich, tall and handsome. If he wasn't a scumbag, people might think that he was more suitable...
"Actually, I don't care, there are many opportunities
fearless like a giant
let go of my ghost
But I am not worthy! "
The last accent, to be precise, is out of tune...
Zhang Ninglang sang that sentence with all his strength, obviously it had nothing to do with anyone and never hurt anyone, but he just heard that sentence too many times, he said: "I don't deserve it."
He still didn't sing well enough, but he was more determined, and the lyrics were actually only a few sentences, but the mood of the listeners had changed, because everyone could hear that this person was speaking from the bottom of his heart.
Especially those who understand the background of the matter, they understand better why he sang this song so hard.
Classmates, friends, people who once ignored him, strangers, classmate Xiao Xiang Ning... The applause was deafening.
"Ugly...can you keep the lights off
The love I want haunts the dark stage
Ugly... In this ambiguous age
My existence is like an accident... "
Fu Cheng took the high note and sang about the love I want, haunting the dark stage, Zhang Ninglang sang along...
"Someone with a drop of tears, will bring trouble
…
I can only be silent, beauty is innocent
…
fearless as dust
Turned into ashes, who knows who
Whether he deserves it or not
ugly...
Step hard on the vulnerable whiteness
…”
The second time, without any performance of voice or skill, but sang the most determined heart.
In the face of criticism, even Xu Sheng is condescending and aggressive...
He used to be silent and backed down again and again.
Now, he said, it doesn't matter whether he deserves it or not.
You go on, and use your strength... step on that vulnerable whiteness...
Since I am like dust, what does it matter.
The last sentence, "I don't exist, it's just a surprise!"
In thunderous applause.
The half-face mask was removed from Zhang Ninglang's face with the last word. He was of ordinary height, with an ordinary face, and was an ordinary college boy...
The him in the unusual singing just now returned to normal.
The audience is not easy to accept, they, especially them, are looking forward to whether another mask will be lifted.
But, it doesn't matter, Zhang Ninglang just wants to talk to someone.
"Sorry, I can't sing well," he said.
He only looked at Ningxia.
But the others started to quiet down and listen to him.
"Do you like it, though?" he asked.
Ningxia smiled brightly and nodded vigorously.
Everyone looked at her, she put her hands around her mouth and shouted loudly: "I like you, I like you so much, Senior Zhang Ninglang..."
"Whew..."
"Hoo..."
After a brief silence, whistles, laughter, applause... sounded together. In fact, if you can, if you are reminded, if you let go of your prejudices, if you are moved, who would not appreciate the beauty and give blessings
"A lot of people say, I'm not good enough for you. In fact, I also had doubts and marveled at my luck. Just take it as luck, how lucky, I have you by my side, such a beautiful you..."
Zhang Ninglang was no longer flustered.
"Who said my brother is honest and can't talk about love?" Li Xingmin muttered.
Li Linlin and Bao Meizi stared at their respective boyfriends with meaning in their eyes: "Look... learn a little..."
Little Xiang Ning leaned on Xu Tingsheng's arm.
"Some people are not very brave in their lives, and I am not very brave. Almost every time, it is because of you. I still remember that day, many people asked you for a phone number. I don't even have a mobile phone. You write the number on a piece of paper. Give me…
I still remember that the next day I got up at five in the morning and ran to buy a mobile phone, and then the whole dormitory worked together on how to send you the first text message. They talked a lot, and finally I sent it, do you think it's stupid, did you laugh at my stupidity? In fact, I later felt that I was like a tour guide.
I still remember the first date. I stuttered and taught you the English Level 4 all night. I could see that you were holding back at the time, but you almost fainted from laughing...
I still remember that we watched a movie in the lecture theater, rarely ate out, and visited the night market in Xishan Town many times... "
Xu Sheng and his group have already left the stage. No matter the music or the "sincerity" he said, he has been completely defeated. Nine hundred and ninety-nine roses, no match for one sentence: I am not very brave in my life, but every time, it is for you.
This night's little brother is simply a saint of love, only for one person.
"I will always be brave," he said.
"En." Ning Xia nodded vigorously.
Zhang Ninglang smiled and said:
"There are many stories in other people's youth, rich and colorful, ups and downs... Mine, there used to be only exams and school admissions. So far, it has only happened one important thing, meeting you. Then, my youth began to have colors …
Thank you, junior. "
Ordinary Zhang Ninglang has achieved a conquest of all people, ordinary and extraordinary, the same, monotonous and dark, different and colorful.
There is no match or not in the world, only right or wrong.
"It's the first anniversary, and I'll give you a present."