Fang Yunyao returned to her hometown and cried in her mother's arms for two days.
Two days later, she took her parents to Chengdu without telling anyone. A relative in the family opened a small shop in Chengdu. Fang Yunyao thought about it, and she still has some savings in her hand, so she should be able to live.
She thought about finding a job in Chengdu and settled down.
But things didn't go as expected. Most public schools in provincial capitals have household registration requirements. Even if there are occasional ones that don't require it, most of them have already been approved by teachers who have good relationships with the counties and cities below.
There was no basis for any relationship in Chengdu. After trying twice, Fang Yunyao gave up the idea of entering a public school.
There is no household registration requirement to go to a private school, and the salary is generally higher. With her parents by her side, she had to consider this issue.
With an influential thesis in hand, and her signature on important college entrance examination materials, it was not difficult for Fang Yunyao to enter a private school.
Soon, she contacted a local private school in Chengdu, just waiting for a signature.
While the principal of that school was pleasantly surprised by this ace teacher who fell from the sky, he was also curious, how can private schools usually find such a talent without paying a high price
Out of curiosity, he searched for information about Fang Yunyao on the Internet.
Those rumors... the teacher-student relationship, and the murder case... There were discussions on the Internet, and he found them all.
"No wonder..."
On the same day she was rejected by this private school, Fang Yunyao suddenly vomited while eating...
She was pregnant, pregnant with Fu Cheng's child...
The moment you know it is happiness and struggle.
Leaving home, no job, embarrassing life, difficult situation... Do you have to add a child out of wedlock? The parents were very firm and asked her to kill the child.
"How to raise after giving birth?"
"How do you get married with children?"
"If a child has no father, he will be laughed at."
"..."
Fang Yunyao broke away from her mother's hand at the last moment when the hospital called her number, and she escaped for her and his child.
"Dad, Mom, if I beat this child... I won't be able to survive." Fang Yunyao knelt on the ground and begged his parents.
Parents all over the world, mothers with low education levels can only shed tears, grit their teeth, scold "debts" a few times, and then still do their best to take care of their pregnant daughter.
Relatives were also in his small shop, and arranged a subsistence job for Father Fang, who was a little older and had inconvenient legs.
The days began to have sustenance again.
So many times, Fang Yunyao caressed her gradually protruding belly, thinking of that person, that face... She can tell him how much she wants, you know? We have a baby, my God, you are a father before you graduate from college.
At this time, she will want to laugh and cry.
"You can't cry when you're pregnant, it's not good for the baby." My mother said when she saw it.
With a big belly, because the school is afraid that she will take maternity leave when she enters school, it becomes more difficult to find a job, even if she pleads with those schools again and again, saying that she can persevere until she gives birth and return to school as soon as possible after giving birth.
There was no school in Chengdu, so Fang Yunyao had no choice but to try the surrounding counties and cities.
Finally, with great difficulty, a private school in Dujiangyan City was willing to accept her. Even though the school's own conditions and salary were not very good, Fang Yunyao returned to the classroom with her gradually protruding belly.
The school allocated her a small staff dormitory, and her mother went to Dujiangyan to take care of her, while her father stayed in Chengdu.
With a low salary, she has to support herself, her mother, and the child in her womb, and she needs to prepare a sum of money for future childbirth. Fang Yunyao's life has become very difficult and tight.
But even so, she didn't look for Fu Cheng, nor did Xu Tingsheng and the others.
"Teacher, where's your husband?" Sometimes, the children in the class would ask Fang Yunyao because of her growing belly.
"He's out of town." Fang Yunyao always said.
"You are pregnant and he doesn't come back to take care of you? Really." The students were indignant.
"He's too busy." Fang Yunyao always said.
"When he comes to introduce us," the students said, "we'll condemn him for you."
Fang Yunyao smiled and said nothing, she thought, in fact, many of you may know him... Maybe you can't say you know him, because he didn't say his name and he was wearing a mask, but many of you must have heard his songs.
In fact, she has always known the news about Fu Cheng and Xu Tingsheng. She can find it on the Internet. Their band is becoming more and more famous, and Xu Tingsheng's career is also very successful.
There is a video of their band performing at a school celebration. When there was no one in the office, Fang Yunyao couldn't help but look at it. She looked at his face that was mostly covered, listened to him singing "The Brightest Star in the Night Sky", stroked her belly, and told the child who it was.
The first time she saw it, she heard him say:
"Can you come back? Let me take care of you."
"Or, you allow me to find you... If I find you, you don't run anymore."
She was caught off guard for a moment, and she was so heartbroken that day.
Since then, every time she watches, she will hold the mouse tightly with one hand to ensure that the video will be cut off in time.
She didn't dare to listen to him say that again, for fear that being sad and crying would be bad for the child.
She didn't dare to listen to him say that again, for fear that if she listened to him one more time, she wouldn't be able to help listening to him, and couldn't help looking for him.
"Now it's not only me, but also our baby..." There were several times when the number had been pressed on the screen of the phone, but she couldn't press the dial button.
He was looking for her, she knew it. Once, he went to her hometown...
After the mother heard the news, she asked her daughter what to do
Fang Yunyao knew that if there was no way to make him give up, he would go again. Therefore, when my mother said that she wanted to distribute wedding candy to relatives and neighbors in the village and tell everyone that she was married in another place, she did not object.
The mother's consideration is that if one day she needs to go back, or if Fang Yunyao's big belly is now holding the child in the future, it will happen to be seen by fellow villagers outside, so she can have a cover-up so that no one will know that her daughter is unmarried have children.
This is in the countryside, but people will laugh to death, and be drowned by spitting stars...
But in Fang Yunyao, she just wanted him to give up without being delayed.
The days passed like this.
Maybe it's because the body didn't recover after that serious injury, or maybe it's because the life during pregnancy was too difficult and the conditions were too poor... Xiao Niannian was born prematurely, and both mother and daughter managed to save their lives.
Fang Yunyao spent all her savings.
She never dared to recall how she survived those days. It was only when she looked in the mirror occasionally that she realized how emaciated she had been. The traces of years and hardships are written on the face, "I am now...do you still like it?"
My daughter's nickname is Niannian... Niannian who never forgets... She is a little thin, but she is growing up healthy and smart, very beautiful, like her and him.
No matter how difficult life is, Fang Yunyao began to have the most beautiful and warm smile on her face again, when she looked at their children...
On the day of naming the child, Fang Yunyao said, "Call her Fu Qing."
Mom glanced at Fang Yunyao, said nothing, sighed, and left the room with tears in her eyes.
"Fang Yunyao almost died giving birth, and her husband didn't even show up."
"What husband, it must be a child born out of wedlock..."
Rumors began to multiply.
Occasionally, some people will test and ask if they want to introduce a man to her.
Fang Yunyao refused all of them.
Xiao Niannian has grown up a bit, sometimes, Fang Yunyao will take her to the office, play the video on the computer for her daughter to watch, and let her listen to it... "Will Niannian sing in the future? You see, Dad can sing so well... "
"Come on, Niannian take off father's mask..."
"Nian Nian, do you want to see Dad?"
"..."
Later, there was one more video to watch.
In Apple's "Long Time No See" MV, there is him looking around.
After so long, he is still looking for...
Xiao Niannian has grown up a bit, and Fang Yunyao never imagined that she would always grin and giggle at those two videos, and stretch out her little hands to pick and pull.
The reason why he decided to take Xiao Niannian to see Fu Cheng was after Mingyao Bar became popular on the Internet because of Apple's relationship. The news, pictures and videos of the reincarnation band singing in the bar also appeared on the Internet.
Fang Yunyao didn't want Xiao Niannian to never see her father in her whole life, even if... when she saw him, she could only stand in a far corner, unable to go in front of him, and Niannian was still a baby in her arms.
The air ticket was too expensive, so Fang Yunyao took Xiao Niannian with her for two days and three nights by train from Chengdu to West Lake City, and then took a bus to Yanzhou. She lived in a small hotel, waiting for Fu Cheng's performance in the bar.
That day, she was stopped at the entrance of the bar, and the security personnel said that she was holding the child and was not allowed to enter.
The one who stopped him was a young man. Fang Yunyao begged for a long time before he was let go.
She sat in the darkest corner.
Fu Cheng entered the stage wearing a mask.
That night, he sang two songs, one "Fairy Tale" and the other "The Brightest Star in the Night Sky".
"Nian Nian, did you hear that? Look there, that's Dad..."
"Have you seen it? Nian Nian, you have to see it clearly and remember it in your heart. From now on, we won't come here. Don't blame your father when you grow up. These are all mother's fault... Mom will take good care of you of."
"..."
A bar security guard appeared in front of him, blocking his view.
"What's the matter with you? How did you bring the child in?"
Fang Yunyao froze for a moment, and said, "I'm sorry, we'll be leaving right away."
"Let's go, let's go."
Holding the child and walking to the door, Fang Yunyao stopped.
"Nian Nian, take another look..."
In fact, she herself didn't want to take another look.
The security guard said: "Oh, why are you still standing, get out quickly... If the boss finds out, we will be scolded to death."
"Ah good."
Fang Yunyao took one last look, raised Niannian's small hand and waved at the person on the stage...
turn around.
Coming out of the bar, Fang Yunyao just walked to the opposite side of the road holding Nian Nian. A Mercedes-Benz appeared at the door of the bar, Huang Yaming got out of the car... walked into the bar...