Still, Wait For Me

Chapter 472: The greatness and childishness of Fang Yunyao

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In fact, with Fu Cheng's father, Fu Qizhi's current position and age, if he didn't have a great opportunity, he would reach the level of deputy county magistrate.

His plans and considerations were the most difficult for Xu Tingsheng to estimate. In addition, Xu Tingsheng himself was not keen on political power, so the Fu family's obsession was even more incomprehensible to him.

Just when Xu Tingsheng was still racking his brains to think about how to solve this problem.

At noon, Fu Cheng appeared in front of him with an ashen face holding his thoughts in his arms.

He still held a note in his hand.

This morning, Fang Yunyao handed Nian Nian to Fu Cheng and told him to take her with her for a while before she went to her relative's house to say goodbye. Fu Cheng wanted to go with him, and said, I just haven't met that relative of yours yet, so I just want to thank him for his help in person.

While saying this, because Fang Yunyao said to say goodbye, Fu Cheng felt that this England was her preparation for going to Yanzhou with him, and he was a little excited.

Fang Yunyao refused, and asked Fu Cheng to take Niannian to play on the lawn in the backyard of the hotel first, saying that she would be back soon. Fu Cheng didn't doubt it, and he didn't force it... In the end, it was nearly noon, and Fang Yunyao hadn't come back yet.

Fu Cheng was a little anxious, he called and found Fang Yunyao turned off.

When I went to the room, I saw that the things that everyone bought for Fang Yunyao these days, including clothes, were neatly placed on the table. She only took away the luggage she had brought, and left these behind.

The ones left together, and all the things of Niannian, small clothes, diapers, feeding bottles, small toys...

Also, a note.

"Fu Cheng, I'm leaving, leaving Niannian behind. I'm actually very relieved to let Niannian follow you.

I believe that even if your parents are reluctant in the end, with you and Xu Tingsheng they can still give Niannian the best life and education, a better life, and this is what I can't give Niannian no matter what.

The relationship between the two of us is doomed to be fruitless, and I have thought about it for a long time, I am too useless, and my thoughts will only drag her down for the rest of her life.

I also know that letting you carry Niannian at such a young age may drag you down, but please allow me to be selfish for a while, for the sake of the child. I trade my unselfishness, not being dragged down, not being tied down... in exchange.

Fu Cheng, forgive Teacher Fang for really lacking courage, forgive me for not being confident... I really don't dare to face your parents again, and I don't want to, you made such a mess with them for me, they are your parents after all.

There is no room for maneuver anymore, is there

In fact, I also want to stay by your side. These days, I have imagined a lot of beautiful future life. In fact, I can't bear to read Nian Nian, but I still decided not to take her away...

Fu Cheng, don't blame me, take good care of Nian Nian.

Tingsheng, please take care of Niannian, thank you.

Song Ni, maybe Nian Nian will trouble you often in the future.

Also, my Nian Nian, don't blame mom, when you grow up, just forget about mom, mom is so useless... I'm sorry. "

The signature is Fang Yunyao.

So, she chose to escape again, even, this time she left Nian Nian behind.

Perhaps this is the real reason why she continued to stay for these days after reading Dad Fu's message twice that day. In fact, she had already given up on the future of herself and Fu Cheng. What she was thinking about, what she couldn't let go of , is Niannian.

"Since she always let me get close to Niannian all of a sudden, deliberately created opportunities for me to take care of Niannian alone, taught me how to take care of Niannian, taught me to prepare milk powder for Niannian, change diapers, and put her to sleep... I Should have noticed... but I didn't."

Fu Cheng hugged Xiao Niannian and said helplessly.

The message on the note was written as calmly as possible, obviously Fang Yunyao didn't want to leave too much emotional and psychological pressure on Fu Cheng. However, leaving Fu Cheng again and leaving Nian Nian behind, her own pain can be imagined...

She was the one who said at that time that I would not be able to live without this child. She also said, please don't take Niannian away, I can't live without her...

Nian Nian is Fang Yunyao's all support.

But this time, she left, leaving Nian Nian to Fu Cheng. She used reason to overcome emotions, and forced herself to make such a choice. In the past few days when she silently taught Fu Cheng to take care of her daughter... Maybe, in fact, every second was heartbroken, and every second wanted to regret... But she finally still did.

When she was nursing that day, Ye Qing and the others described to her the life and future after Nian Nian went to Yanzhou. That was something that Fang Yunyao never dared to imagine, and it was something that she hoped for Niannian after hearing it, but she couldn't give it to herself—this is the purest mother's heart.

And in the past two years, she has seen and known the changes that happened to Fu Cheng, Xu Tingsheng, and even Song Ni and others. They are already at another level, they can also give Nian Nian another level of life...

Therefore, this decision may be Fang Yunyao's deepest greatness as a mother.

But in fact, it is so childish.

Fang Yunyao was born in a rural family that was not so well-off, but her parents doted on her since she was a child, her outstanding appearance, and her studies actually made her feel a little bit like a jade from a small family.

After becoming a teacher, she left school and entered school again. Her social experience is not too much, and her transformation is not too great.

It was precisely because of this that she fell in love with Fu Cheng so blindly and bravely, and chose to be desperate. In the end, even if she was alone, she still insisted on giving birth to Nian Nian. These are impossible for any woman who is dominated by reason.

She is fresh, gentle, sensual...but also cowardly. Even after these two years of hard life, under the seemingly strong and brave surface, she is actually still cowardly, without wrist, means, or even many ways. She just wants to have a job, do it honestly, and endure humiliation I'm doing it, raising my daughter...

Therefore, her way of thinking has always been to be strong alone, to wrong herself, and to escape...

But leaving Nian Nian just like that... What a naive idea? Not to mention anything else, she hasn't even really sorted out her own psychology.

"Come with me to her hometown. Fang's father and mother Fang went back to their hometown before, and they shouldn't leave so soon. This time when we find her, we can really tie them up..."

Fu Cheng said with some desolation. He was indeed tossed miserably.

"I can't find it in my hometown, and it's useless if I find it. She still doesn't understand, she's not firm, and it's useless no matter what." Xu Tingsheng said.

"But..." Fu Cheng was at a loss when Xu Tingsheng said indifferently, "But, I have to find her. Actually this time, I didn't give her enough support. I was too hesitant to give her confidence. "

"You don't need to look for it," Xu Tingsheng said.

Everyone looked at him.

"Ms. Fang is hiding in the small hotel in the opposite alley. Her room can see us. Maybe she wants to see if you can take care of Nian Nian, or to see you and Nian Nian more. Someone is watching Her." Xu Tingsheng said calmly.

In fact, ever since Fang Yunyao began to silently teach Fu Cheng to take care of Niannian, but never mentioned what happened to Fu's father and mother that day, and when Fu Cheng was still immersed in happiness, Xu Tingsheng had already noticed that something was wrong. He had always arranged for someone to watch over her. With Fang Yunyao.

"How could she really let go of Nian Nian... She's such a big person, so naive." Xu Tingsheng said helplessly. In fact, the two lives are superimposed, and he is indeed older than Fang Yunyao.

Fu Cheng became excited. "I'll go find her right away," he said.

"I can't go." Xu Tingsheng stopped and said, "It's still the same if you find it this way. You have to let her know for herself. She will never escape in this life. You, her, and Nian Nian, no matter how difficult or dangerous, They are inseparable. She has to figure out these two things herself. "

"Then, what should we do?" Fu Cheng asked.

"We will return to Yanzhou immediately with Nian Nian."

"Ah?" Everyone, including Xiao Xiang Ning, Huang Yaming, Song Ni, and Fu Cheng, exclaimed.

"She will definitely come to Yanzhou within a day, believe it or not? I told her my address in Yanzhou on purpose the day before yesterday." Xu Tingsheng said.

Fu Cheng was stunned for a moment, then hesitated, and said, "You know all about it? Then, what if she doesn't follow?"

"That's not possible, and the person I arranged will follow her all the time. If she doesn't come, I'll tie you up for you." Xu Tingsheng said.

Several people were silent for a while.

"Will she come to Yanzhou and hide?" Song Ni asked.

"Yes." Xu Tingsheng said.

"Then..." Fu Cheng asked.

"Force her to come to you by herself. Only then will she understand that she can't let go and can't do it. She has always taken your parents' problems too seriously, and she has never had the courage to face and fight, even try, She has never tried it. She doesn't have a clear understanding and respect for your, Nian Nian's thoughts, she just thinks for you."

Xu Tingsheng spoke with the most objective attitude.

"How to force?" Fu Cheng may have understood, but he only focused on this question.

"Are you ready to let your parents give up? That deputy mayor's daughter seems to be really good..." Xu Tingsheng said with a smile.

Fu Cheng gave him a helpless and anxious look, meaning: Don't make trouble, speak quickly.

"Then the overlord will fight hard." Xu Tingsheng said with a bright smile, "I want you to be a national baby daddy."