It has been more than four years, from the stranger in the small shop in front of the school, the strange uncle who lied and flirted with on the side of the road, to finally getting to know each other, to the tutor, to the boyfriend... only one step away, she is already his fiancée... his little bride .
These four years.
Ms. Xiang counted so many "I love you" that she didn't understand.
Miss Xiang can't count, so much love, care and beauty. That's right, even if you really count, remembering and writing down one by one with a pen, I'm afraid you won't be able to count...
How easy is it to erase all of this with a wave of your hand
Just like what Xiang Ning said when she left, she was just in pain, scared, and at a loss, so she didn't dare to like her anymore. But I dare not, after all, I really don’t like it.
How can you not like it? !
How could there be a way to like another person in the future.
At this moment, all the past came to my mind, his face in my mind was always smiling and gentle, every time, when his eyes looked at her, it was always full of love.
If he just made a mistake, after all the consequences did not appear, Xiang Ning might be soft-hearted and reluctant, so she forgave her.
However, the biggest knot in her heart now is actually not those, but... that person is not me!
That person is not me! It's not this Xiang Ning, it's another one, I'm a substitute, he's making up for it. If this is true, then all the good things will be meaningless, because it only proves how much Xu Tingsheng loves the person he used to be.
It is precisely because of this that Xiang Ning would want to visit him again when he was about to leave, but also did not want him to know that she was actually still attached to her.
…
Li Linlin was startled when she received Xiang Ning's text message, and she didn't know what to do for a while. Even more undecided, should I tell Xu Tingsheng right away.
she is hesitating...
Earlier in the 602 dormitory, Lu Xu had just packed his last luggage.
Because the time schedule for the recruitment examination of his hometown school is the day after tomorrow, and the distance is far away, he can't watch the graduation party at night. An hour later, on the westbound train, he will be the first to leave among the remaining five people in 602.
Xu Tingsheng, Zhang Ninglang, Li Xingmin, and Lao Wai were all helping him.
"Don't forget this." Zhang Ninglang found a mug and handed it to Lu Xu.
Lu Xu lowered his head and didn't answer. Because on that mug was printed a photo of Baomeizi wearing a taekwondo suit, turning over and kicking. In the photo, Baomeizi moves neatly, has a strong figure, firm eyes, and long hair flying in the air...
"Take it with you, or you will regret it in a few years," Li Xingmin said next to him, "After all, she has had the best years, she is so good!"
Lu Xu nodded, lowered his head, took the cup, wrapped it carefully, and stuffed it into the suitcase.
When he looked up again, his face was already full of tears.
"Let's go. It's time to go to the station." Li Xingmin said.
Lu Xu nodded and threw the backpack over his shoulder.
Xu Tingsheng drove Lu Xu off, and the other three were also in the car, helping to carry the luggage.
I didn't talk too much along the way, everyone was the same, I wanted to ask a few times, would Baomeizi come... but I couldn't ask.
We didn't sit down until we got to the waiting room, and told each other, "I will miss you", "Contact often", "If you have time and ways, find opportunities to get together more", "This university is not in vain" …
The station announced that the train began to check tickets, and Lu Xu stood in the queue with his backpack.
602 The other four carried other luggage for him, and followed the team, moving forward slowly.
"I have the opportunity to come to my hometown to play. We are not rich, but the mountains and rivers are beautiful. The girl is thin and has fair skin." Lu Xu said.
"Okay. We must find time to go." The others said.
"Then I'll wait for you," Lu Xu said, "Our goat meat and beef are very famous. You are here, I..."
He suddenly stopped, his eyes staring straight into the distance, the entrance of the waiting room.
Girl Bao in a light green long dress stood there. Watching from afar, weeping quietly. She finally came to see Lu Xu off... Wearing a dress that she almost never wears as a woman.
It was a long dress that Lu Xu bought in the past and had asked for it many times, but she never had the courage to wear it out.
Today, at the final parting station, she showed him the clothes.
Seeing Lu Xu looking at her, Baomeizi tried to walk over while wiping her tears...
The few people standing next to Lu Xu at this moment could clearly feel that at this moment, as Bao Meizi's figure got closer and closer, Lu Xu's whole body, from legs to hands to lips, was trembling.
But at the next moment, he shouted: "Stay there, don't go any further."
Baomeizi stopped obediently, did not speak, just kept crying, kept crying.
"The dress is so pretty, Mr. Bao Pei is so pretty." Lu Xu said with a smile, tears streaming down his face.
"Okay, turn around now...turn around!" Lu Xu choked up and shouted.
Bao Meizi turned around with difficulty.
"Go forward."
"Let's go!"
Baomeizi walked a few steps, stopped, and wanted to turn around...
"Don't stop, don't stop, don't turn back."
"Go, keep going."
"Don't give me a chance to torture you, torment you, don't let me delay you any longer."
Lu Xu didn't dare to let Baomeizi approach, didn't dare to let her stay any longer, didn't dare to look at her face full of tears...
Because if time stretches, the train doesn't go...
He knew that he would be unable to control himself, so he opened his mouth, begging her to believe again, and to continue this relationship.
So if it continues, what will happen
Lu Xu knew very well that he was still him, and from now on, there would be more distance and more unstable factors between the two of them, so in the end, it was just another long torture for Bao Meizi.
"Let's go! Don't delay me anymore... In the future, take care of yourself. Don't contact me again." Lu Xu finally said harsh words.
Then stared blankly, watching Bao Meizi walk away step by step.
"Bao Pei-jun, remember to find someone with a good temper and no fuss."
"To marry a good man, to be happy, to grow old together...but don't let me know."
"You know, I'm small-minded."
Say the last few words.
At the same time that Baomeizi disappeared, Lu Xu checked the tickets, took the luggage from Xu Tingsheng and the others, said goodbye, and left with his head buried.
Xu Tingsheng passed through the ticket gate and saw his back on the platform, carrying all the luggage on his back, wiping his tears with difficulty.
"Woo..."
The train pulls in.
Lu Xu turned his head, waved his hand, and turned to get in the car.
"Woo..."
The train leaves the station.
The four of Xu Tingsheng left the waiting room, and saw Baomeizi squatting on the wall outside the door, crying with her head buried in her head.
Wait until she has had enough crying.
Only then did Xu Tingsheng say, "Let's go back together."
During the class graduation dinner a few days ago, Lu Xu sang a song on KTV after the meal.
"Can you let me go with you
Since you said you can't keep you
The way back is a bit dark
worry about letting you go alone
I think it's because I'm not gentle enough
can't share your sorrow
if you can't say it
put regret in my heart
…
i think i can hold back the sadness
Pretend you're not in my life. "
He sang very badly.