Bao Meizi choked up all the way back to school.
There is no never-ending banquet in the world, but people who love each other always like to believe at some point that the coming parting is based on life and death.
Most loves die because of problems with personality and getting along with each other. Simply put, it's... death.
Baomeizi was sobbing while thinking about Lu Xu's kindness. There are not many girls who can still think about each other after conflicts and breakups. They are usually "stupid" and kind.
It is true that Lu Xu must have his special interests, otherwise Bao Meizi would have no reason to entangle with him for four years in the interpretation of conflicting breakups. Just as his flaws are always prone to hysteria, his kindness is also strong, desperate and unforgettable.
It's a pity that he still killed himself.
Send Baomeizi, who has finally calmed down a little, to Area D, downstairs of her dormitory.
She is going to leave tomorrow...to go home.
Congratulations again and again, goodbye.
Finally, those familiar figures will disperse one by one and go their separate ways.
The four of Xu Tingsheng were on their way back to Area C.
Old Wai received a text message from Li Linlin: "Old Wai, when you occupy a seat at the meeting, you will take three."
"Three? Won't you sit with Tingsheng and the others?" the foreigner replied.
"We won't sit together today. He's going to be on stage, and he's going to sit in the front. Just the two of us, and we'll take another seat."
"Oh, who's coming?"
"No one, just a classmate. Anyway, you take a seat first, I'll come later, so cut down the nonsense. By the way, you go and buy some food and drink now." Li Linlin replied, and then went out to wait for Xiang Ning.
"Oh, good." The increasingly strict wives told Xu Tingsheng that they wouldn't sit together tonight, then got out of the car and left in a daze.
He didn't realize it, and he didn't tell Xu Tingsheng that Li Linlin just asked him to take three seats, but he didn't say who was coming.
If he said so, Xu Tingsheng would definitely realize who was going to take the extra seat.
…
Xu Tingsheng, Li Xingmin, and Zhang Ninglang had dinner together before setting off. On the way, Zhang Ninglang left with his schoolgirl, and the remaining two lonely people greeted their classmates all the way.
Those who are usually acquainted with each other or who don't tell the truth much, now have a feeling of saying goodbye.
A few shy, down-to-earth female students took a picture with Xu Tingsheng, and those who were more enthusiastic and lively simply hugged each other and said a few mischievous words.
The two met monitor Zhang Yan outside the lecture hall.
When Zhang Yan saw Xu Tingsheng, she took the initiative to say hello and said, "You will go to Shenghai after graduation, right? My boyfriend and I have also decided to go to Shenghai together. No matter what, try hard for two years. When you are free, find You eat together."
The students all know that Xingchen Technology is in Shenghai, and they know that it is the focus of Xu Tingsheng's career now.
Xu Tingsheng replied casually, "Okay."
But in fact, his mind was distracted, because of Zhang Yan's question, Xu Tingsheng suddenly realized a question: Where am I going from now on
The confrontation with Zhou Yuandai wasn't really going into battle with a gun, he still had to find a place to stay after all.
If this problem had arisen earlier, Xu Tingsheng would not have hesitated at all. He will stay in Yanzhou and accompany Xiang Ning. After she finishes her third year of high school, she will go to the city where she went to university.
But things are different now. If he stays, if he can't help himself, it will disturb Xiang Ning and even threaten her. But it is too difficult to restrain oneself.
In addition, on the one hand, the two companies in Yanzhou are no longer under his specific management, on the other hand, Fu Cheng has already decided to work in Shenghai, Teacher Fang and Niannian will go there sooner or later; Huang Yaming will definitely leave Yanzhou …and others.
Many people will leave.
Under such circumstances, in the days without Xiang Ning, Xu Tingsheng's sense of belonging in Yanzhou... was gone.
Conversely, the desolate feeling of being alone, the blind feeling of doing nothing... will continue to grow as time goes by.
But, if you really leave... can you do it? Is there a way to live in peace of mind elsewhere
Right before graduation, almost everyone envied Xu Tingsheng, because he didn't have to think about where to go, work, life and social pressure like others.
No one knows, in fact, he is the one who really doesn't know where to go next.
When he was still unable to sort out this matter clearly, Lu Zhixin walked towards her. She was dressed like a female college student, and she was in a daze when she was still a freshman in the School of Foreign Languages.
The two smiled at each other.
"Is your college also holding a graduation party tonight?" Xu Tingsheng asked proactively.
Lu Zhixin shook her head, "It was done two days ago."
"Have you been dragged onto the stage by the principal?"
"Well, there's no way." Lu Zhixin said.
"Me too for a while." Xu Tingsheng said with a helpless smile.
"What have you been up to lately?" Xu Tingsheng found another topic to avoid the silence.
"A while ago I was doing recruitment work in various colleges and universities, so I have some free time these days," Lu Zhixin said, "So, because I heard that you might be able to sing soon, I came here... don't you mind?"
"Of course not." Xu Tingsheng said.
"What time does it start?" Lu Zhixin asked.
"Seven o'clock, I might arrive later." Xu Tingsheng replied.
Lu Zhixin raised her hand and looked at her watch, "There's still time, can we go for a walk together?"
She looked up at Xu Tingsheng, "Graduated. Four years, so fast."
This rare time, what Xu Tingsheng saw in Lu Zhixin's eyes was not firmness, indifference, or enthusiasm for fighting, but something that should perhaps be called melancholy.
"Where are you going?"
"Just walk around the campus, and then follow me."
Before Lu Zhixin left, Xu Tingsheng walked behind her. Under the slightly darkened sky in the evening, they walked past the lecture theater they first met, the library, and the downstairs of Xu Tingsheng's dormitory in District C. A place to wait with a scarf.
The two walked in familiar places, but tacitly did not mention those past events.
Until... they walked to the playground.
Lu Zhixin walked to the stands and sat down, looked up at Xu Tingsheng who was standing beside her, then turned back to look at the football field in front of her...
"In my freshman year, I sat in this position..."
"That day, you scored two goals, and the crowd cheered. You are the hero of Yanda University."
"That day… "
She spread out one palm, "Look, there is still a little scar on the palm. It is really difficult to get a rose from your hand. What's more, I lost it completely later, or maybe I never Didn't really get it..."
"But I'm still very glad that I tried my best to calculate you...even if I included myself in the end."