Is someone sabotaging it on purpose? You Qinglan's enthusiasm is really strange!
And why did you come to Yanzhou to tell me all of a sudden? If they really wanted to snatch Xu Tingsheng away, shouldn't they have a better chance after having a baby
Because of Li Linlin's words, Xiang Ning was silent for a while, and finally said with a bit of grievance: "But he didn't even want to explain."
"Did you ask him?" Li Linlin asked back.
"No, I was very angry and sad at the time, and I just cried before I left." Xiang Ning thought for a while and said, "But, even then, he could hug me and explain... But he didn't do it."
Li Linlin messed up her hairstyle, but still couldn't figure out the logic, so she could only helplessly say, "Is there something hidden in Brother Xu, so I can't explain it, or can't explain it?"
She was wrong and right again.
The fault was that she thought that Xu Tingsheng was set up by someone, and at that time Xu Tingsheng really made the promise on his own initiative, except for Li Wan'er's illness, no one forced him.
As for being right, she was right because she inadvertently guessed one thing, Xu Tingsheng had a lot of things he couldn't explain right now.
If it were another time, compared to the pain of losing Xiang Ning, Xu Tingsheng might not be unable to confess his mistakes, beg hard, and try to get Xiang Ning's forgiveness.
But now, he can't.
If Zhou Yuandai pushed Xiang Ning away in such a troublesome way instead of doing something to Xiang Ning directly, it was because she was still thinking about maintaining the bottom line between the two of them, then Xu Tingsheng didn't dare to provoke her again and again.
Similarly, he couldn't tell Xiang Ning about this.
"Why don't you ask him?" Seeing that Xiang Ning didn't respond, Li Linlin suggested again.
Xiang Ning shook her head, "I don't want it."
"It would be a pity if we separated because of a misunderstanding. You are so kind." Li Linlin persuaded.
"But there are more serious ones." Xiang Ning hesitated, pointing at herself and said, "I'm just a substitute."
"Huh?" Li Linlin was stunned.
"There is a big Xiang Ning..." Xiang Ning told Li Linlin all about the topic between her and Xu Tingsheng about big Xiang Ning, as well as her inner feelings and logic that she couldn't figure out.
Li Linlin felt like watching an old-fashioned Taiwanese romance drama with thunder rolling after listening to her second speed.
"Impossible?" she said, "If the names are the same, there must be thousands of people in the whole country, right?"
"That means they look alike, maybe exactly the same." Xiang Ning said.
This statement is quite suitable for old-fashioned romantic dramas. Li Linlin thought for a while and said, "But it's not right."
"What's wrong?"
"The age is wrong."
"Um?"
"Brother Xu was eighteen or nineteen when he first went to you, right? Senior three."
"Um."
"Then according to this logic, it is equivalent to saying that before his third year of high school, he loved someone who was exactly like you, and loved him to death, and then that person had an accident or left, right?"
Xiang Ning looked at Li Linlin who was a little too excited to gesture strongly, and nodded.
"High school, exclude. Because we all know Huang Yaming, Fu Cheng and the others, by the way, and Apple... Huang Yaming and Fu Cheng like to talk about their high school days with Brother Xu, the kind of people who hang out together all day Life, the third year of high school who suddenly woke up... In their description, there is no such sign at all. Besides, do you remember the state when they saw you for the first time in the hospital? If Xu Tingsheng loved someone exactly like you in high school, They can't be unresponsive to you."
Xiang Ning thought for a while, "It seems to be the same." She actually heard the conversation between Fu Cheng and Fang Yunyao once in a while, and knew that Xu Tingsheng almost spent high school with a very boyish girl... Thinking about it this way, the logic is correct not on.
"Then junior high school? Junior high school..." Li Linlin continued.
"No one in junior high school." Xiang Ning said.
"Huh? You know?"
"Wu Yuewei, do you know? Xu Tingsheng's junior high school girl is very beautiful, and she even passed the Qingbei exam. I know her very well. She also likes Xu Tingsheng... She told me about his junior high school."
"The junior high school is also excluded, leaving the elementary school?" Li Linlin paused and said, "I don't need to analyze the elementary school, right? How old is he?"
After Li Linlin said this, Xiang Ning's own logic was almost half broken, but the faint feeling in her heart was still there. Xu Tingsheng's appearance was too blunt, and the crazy love that was too incomprehensible still lacked an explanation.
"But he seems to have admitted that there is that her."
"Is that her? I think it might just be that he was afraid of scaring you, so he followed your understanding... After all, he is so...shameless. When you were fourteen years old, he fell in love with you at first sight." Li Linlin smiled explain.
Xiang Ning was also slightly embarrassed, and lowered her head, thinking wildly.
"Xiang Ning, are you happy staying with Brother Xu? Actually, it's been three years, almost four years. In the past year or so, you've still lived together..." Li Linlin spoke again.
Xiang Ning looked at her in confusion.
"I mean, I want to ask you how it feels to get along with Brother Xu."
"Very good! I can't read anything better than this in a novel."
"Then do you think he likes you?"
Xiang Ning thought for a moment, then nodded.
Li Linlin continued: "Then do you still think that there is someone who looks exactly like you and has the same personality?"
Xiang Ning was a little confused and said, "What do you mean? Sister teacher."
"Let's just assume that brother Xu really had a girlfriend who looked exactly like you before," Li Linlin said with gestures, "but that... doesn't mean you can get along very well for such a long time. OK, do you know what I mean?"
Xiang Ning nodded, then shook her head again.
"Even at the beginning, it was really because you looked exactly like someone... Brother Xu also fell in love with you later. Do you understand this explanation? Your character, your temper, your habits, your hobbies, your Of... everything, if he doesn't like it, no matter who you look like, you can't get along so well, do you understand what I mean? "
"That is to say, even if there is big Xiang Ning, he has already fallen in love with little Xiang Ning. Is that so?" Xiang Ning asked thoughtfully.
"That's right." Li Linlin breathed a sigh of relief, nodded and said, "Besides, according to the time calculation, there is no big Xiang Ning at all. I still think that what I just said is correct. He is just afraid that he won't The love at first sight on the face... it scared you, so I followed your train of thought to explain it. Don't say anything else, just talk about Brother Xu's singing just now, do you think that is also the feeling for another person?"
Everything that happened just now was so profound that Xiang Ning didn't even need to recall it to be sure, it was because of her.
Recalling the past, his eyes, his words, his good and bad, from the memorable things to the details of daily getting along... He said, Miss Xiang, you are so beautiful... He said, the best thing when I met you …
I feel like this is something that can't be fooled.
Xiang Ning repeated in her mind what she just said: Even if there is really a big Xiang Ning, he has already fallen in love with the little Xiang Ning.
"No matter how it was at the beginning, Xu Tingsheng likes me later and now."
With this conclusion in mind, Xiang Ning felt that there were many other things that she didn't need to worry about.
She suddenly felt that she wanted to ask Xu Tingsheng a lot, and she hadn't forgiven them all, but she was willing to ask him and listen to his explanation... Even, she was prepared to be more tolerant.
"Sister teacher, please take me back." Xiang Ning sniffed and said.
"That family, the one with him." She added a little awkwardly, and then said, "You're right, I want to talk to him."
"Um". Li Linlin happily sent Xiang Ning downstairs to her and Xu Tingsheng's house.
"Do you want me to go up and accompany you?" She asked a little worried.
Xiang Ning raised her hand to check the time, "No need, Sister Du Jin will be here."
"That's good." Seeing that Xiang Ning was about to go upstairs, Li Linlin said, "Then shall I inform him for you?... I'm afraid you will be embarrassed, and then, in case he lives in the dormitory."
Xiang Ning shook her head, a smile appeared on her little face that had just shed many tears, "He saw me today, and he will definitely come back to live here tonight."
Li Linlin thought for a while, understood, and said with a smile: "Look at you, you know him so well, you believe in his feelings and reluctance for you so much... and you still think so much. Then I'll go back first."
"Well, thank you sister teacher, goodbye."
Xiang Ning took the key and opened the door. At first glance, her slippers were neatly placed on the shoe rack at the door...
Du Jin was unexpectedly not at home. Xiang Ning didn't call her immediately. With red eyes, she walked around the house by herself, carefully looking at the house that she hadn't been in for several months. She and Xu Tingsheng s home.
His room is so messy.
Miss Xiang's room remains the same.
In the living room, the things she left when she left last time were all placed in the same way, as if it was just a big tidying that was stopped halfway... waiting to continue.
There are still Xiang Ning's favorite drinks and snacks on the refrigerator and cabinets... And it seems that he has recently bought a lot of noodles for storage, all kinds of noodles, some of which seem to be brought back from other places.
In this family, the one who loves noodles is Miss Xiang.
Ms. Xiang's flowers, grasses and so on are also well maintained.
Also, those clothes that she didn't take away, worn, and changed seasons, have been washed and stacked neatly in the closet.
Looking at some things, which are clearly arranged in a mess, but strangely aligned due to obsessive-compulsive disorder, and looking at the details of the folded clothes, Xiang Ning knew that these were made by Xu Tingsheng himself, not Du Jin.
Suddenly feel very warm.
Suddenly, I felt so at ease.
Suddenly, I believed a lot. I believed that even if there was really a big Xiang Ning, Xu Tingsheng had already fallen in love with the little Xiang Ning.
Suddenly I don't want to care about it so much.
Xiang Ning was a little nervous and embarrassed, so she simply turned on the TV, hugged her arms full of potato chips, sat cross-legged on the sofa, ate, watched Korean dramas, and waited for that person to come home...
"Just pretend it's natural and normal. It's like I come back every week." Xiang Ning thought.