Listening to a person's calm and even joyful description of how she pushed another "self" from a tall building, and even went downstairs to see her death...
This feeling was not good, and Xu Tingsheng's expression turned ugly.
"Do you think it's cruel?" Zhou Yuandai looked at him and said, "First of all, you have to understand that her existence is the biggest threat to me and the easiest way to reveal my secrets. Moreover, when that time has passed, she continues to Whether living will affect my survival, I'm not sure."
Zhou Yuandai stretched out her hands and folded off the withered and yellowed branches and leaves of the potted plants in front of her one by one, saying:
"Decisively deal with people who are harmful and useless to you, grasp the people you want easily and directly, and don't be tied down by vulgar and useless emotions... When we are different from the usual, looking down on the world like a god, survival is actually like this Simple."
People who don't believe and don't need affection always seem to be stronger and more difficult to deal with.
Xu Tingsheng and Zhou Yuandai, two people with completely opposite values and outlook on life, decided that he was under the control of others and was at a disadvantage almost everywhere.
"Do you know what is the most ridiculous thing I saw in you?" Zhou Yuandai asked.
"What is it?" Xu Tingsheng looked up.
"It's you who treated that little girl...you actually have that kind of flattery, that kind of restraint...and what you get in the end is a breakup, loneliness and sadness...how can such a ridiculous thing happen to God?"
"The reborn prophet can indeed help us grasp and control many things, but emotions are not among them."
Xu Tingsheng expressed his feelings about rebirth.
And Zhou Yuandai, as if hearing the funniest story in the world, laughed loudly, and continued:
"Since emotions are uncontrollable, why do you have to have them?... People are cheap things, understand? Too much good, in exchange for your fate. Why not be a villain from the beginning, that way, If you do better later on, she will feel even more."
"Things can actually be very simple from the beginning. If you really want her... We have at least a thousand simple and effective ways to do it, such as threatening her with her parents, or directly controlling her... And you, choose the most The kind of stupidity that spends the most effort and wastes countless precious hours, and the result can still be lost."
Xu Tingsheng took out the crumpled cigarette case, took out a cigarette and lit it.
There was a brief silence.
"Miss her? I can ask someone to bring her here now... As long as you follow my footsteps and obey my way", Zhou Yuandai eagerly looked into Xu Tingsheng's eyes, "Do you want it? Come on, let's change the way... She'll be yours forever, and never dare leave you. She's just one of your playthings, forever."
Zhou Yuandai is using the face of a "god" to induce devil-style.
Xu Tingsheng looked back into her eyes calmly and firmly, "Don't touch her. Otherwise, everything will end here."
This is the only thing Xu Tingsheng can threaten Zhou Yuandai... his own life.
Zhou Yuandai's expression froze... because she knew that Xu Tingsheng could do it.
In fact, looking at things so far, it is precisely because Xu Tingsheng has too many emotional ties that Zhou Yuandai can threaten him...
Then why, she would turn around and lead him like this
The answer is simple, because an extremely selfish person is actually better at controlling, and using himself as a threat is enough.
Such a person can sacrifice all the rest for his own existence and enjoyment.
On the contrary, a Xu Tingsheng who can threaten death for others is a big trouble that is difficult to control... because he will have more courage, more yearning, and more desire to struggle.
The eerie silence lasted for a long time.
"How was your previous life? Are you okay?" It was Zhou Yuandai who broke the silence first.
"It's not very good," Xu Tingsheng replied simply, after a pause, he added, "It's not too bad either."
"Huh?" Zhou Yuandai seemed curious.
"There have been good things, and there have been bad things... just like ordinary people." Xu Tingsheng explained.
"Oh", Zhou Yuandai nodded, "I hate myself in my previous life."
From this sentence, Xu Tingsheng listened to Zhou Yuandai describe her past life in detail for the next hour or so until she walked up to the top of a tall building and jumped off.
In the story, Zhou Yuandai, a young female teacher who just graduated from university and came to work in Libei Middle School, falls madly in love with a married man whose daughter is almost ten years old. My Chinese teacher, his name is Cen Qishan.
Zhou Yuandai used many methods to get close to him, and the two became good friends.
She confessed.
Cen Qishan politely refused, and joked that it was a pity that he had already married a wife and had a daughter.
Zhou Yuandai tried to give up for a while, but when she realized that Cen Qishan's wife was just a rural woman who hadn't finished elementary school and could only do housework and take care of the children at home, her mind became alive again.
A trip organized by the unit and a dinner party. Cen Qishan was drunk, and under Zhou Yuandai's deliberate design, the two of them spent the night in the same bed.
Crying, pleading, threats, intimidation, fake pregnancy...Using that night as an excuse, Zhou Yuandai exhausted all means, and finally forced Cen Qishan to go to a private school in Guangdong with her under the pretext of making money from sea...
The two are in different places.
"When my parents heard about me, they felt that I had made them ashamed and cut off relations with me. I didn't care. At that time, I felt that as long as I had him, I was enough."
"I was very kind to him, I tried my best to treat him well, and treated him like an emperor. And myself, I was like a dog wagging my tail, just begging him to give me some affection."
"Gradually, I found that was not enough. So, I started trying to prove how good I am."
"First, I tried everything I could to become a small leader of that private school and get to know more people... After I had a stable network of contacts, I decided to quit my job and start a business... Those days were hard, but I really made money. Arrived a lot of money...”
"After making money, I bought him a house, a car, imported clothes, watches..."
"I gave him the best of everything."
"But suddenly one day, I came back from a business trip, and when I got home... only to find that he had sold everything I gave him and left. Not even a word, not a word, was left behind."
"That night, I sat alone on the roof all night, thinking a lot."
"In the end, I found out that the person I hate more than him is actually myself... the despicable and ridiculous me."
"So, the next morning, I jumped off that roof."
Zhou Yuandai, who jumped to her death from a building, was miraculously reborn in another woman, and then she found that all aspects of that woman, including education level, life content, even personality and pursuit, were very similar to Cen Qishan's wife in her previous life. very similar.
They even look a little similar, and they both have a beautiful and lovely daughter.
This made Zhou Yuandai feel extremely disgusted, so she made it clear first that she would never want to be such a woman. Then, when choosing who to be, a sudden thought came to her... She chose to be herself again, Zhou Yuandai.
However, what she wants is a brand new Zhou Yuandai.
The thought made her crazy, hot, and unable to extricate herself.
Everything she has done since then is on the way to practice this idea...
Thus, she became a brand new Zhou Yuandai, a crazy reborn.