The recovery of the white pillow seems to be very good, but it has returned to the previous level in a few days. It didn't take long for Shen Shihe to give a qualified report, allowing the white pillow to participate in the operation.
"It's not fair!"
The next day, the three of them were about to leave for the Hezhou headquarters, but Hua Mu stayed in Huatu's room and refused to leave no matter what. Hua Tuo has always had a way to deal with her. After all, Hua Mu looks self-willed and is actually very knowledgeable.
Only this time, the other party didn't want to eat hard and soft, and he didn't care about upbringing, he just lay at her feet and played a rogue.
"Mu Mu..."
The flower clusters are a bit of a headache. She understands Hua Mu's worries very well, which is understandable. It is absurd that no one can allow a noble lady who has no training experience to go to the front line.
"Auntie, I'm the guide of White Pillow. Didn't the sentinel and the guide work together to make the most of it? You can also see that my ability is very strong, and I will definitely be able to help!"
Hua Mu didn't want to be separated from Bai Zhen at all. After the spiritual union, the two became more attached to each other. She has heard White Pillow describe the power of the leader more than once, and even the leader has been captured. The danger of White Pillow's mission can be imagined.
"Your ability may be very strong, but it does not mean that you are qualified to perform the task. Whether it is the White Pillow or other sentries and guides, they have undergone long-term training, and experience in skills, tactics and battlefield intuition does not matter at all. Your ability can make up for it. You're not helping, you're dragging your feet."
Hua Tuo said mercilessly, Hua Mu's eyes were full of tears, but he said stubbornly: "I have been trained, Bai Zhen taught me on the island for half a year, and I am also training urgently these days..."
"Don't underestimate the soldiers of the Empire!"
Hua Mu completely forgot about the anxiety, and for the first time defiantly resisted the flowers.
"I didn't underestimate the soldiers of the empire, but didn't you agree to me on one condition? It's so unfair!"
For the first time, Huatuo experienced the rebellious period of a child, and was almost suffocated with anger. Tat for tat, this may be the end of her disobedience to her father.
"You are not negotiating conditions with me. I will not agree to either of the two requests. Your father and I are both on the front line. There was no way before. Now you can just stay in the imperial capital when you come back. Is it? Auntie wants you to watch it for me. As for your marriage with the white pillow, don't think about it until you inherit the throne."
"Why!?" This is the most incomprehensible thing for Hua Mu, isn't it too strange that the pregnant queen goes to the front line, but she has to stay in the imperial capital? "If you want to stabilize the overall situation, it is the best choice for you to stay in the imperial capital. And as long as your child is born, my father's line of succession will drop, and ministers and councillors will not care about my situation at all. "
Huatu's face sank, "But I care! Whether there is this child or not, you are the only heir in my mind. Your father can have no interest in the throne, but you can't."
This is the first time that Hua Tuo has so clearly expressed her willingness to inherit the throne, and Hua Mu just finds it inconceivable.
She had also taken it for granted, and she had demanded of herself as an heir. Blossom's teaching to her has always been gradual, and compared to the average crown prince, it is by no means strict, so she always thought that her aunt chose herself because she had no children.
"I don't know… "
Just when she thought that she had been freed from this shackle, that she could be more reckless and unrestrained, that it would be fine if she was a little more willful, her aunt told her this.
"You'll understand sooner or later."
Hua Mu didn't want to understand "sooner or later", and even now the key is not to understand this.
"I just want to be with White Pillow... Even if I'm not on a mission, I can just stay at the headquarters. Aunt, I won't hinder you, just wait?"
Hua Muxun's sobbing face made Hua Tuo feel a little guilty, and her originally tough tone softened.
"I know you're worried about the white pillow, but as a non-commissioned officer of the empire, as a leader's apprentice, these are responsibilities that cannot be escaped. Not to mention she is yours... Do you understand? Not only her, but also you, your father The same, including me, we each have our own responsibilities."
"If that's the case, then I'll go to the front line for you. You're right, we each have our own responsibilities, you are the queen and you are still pregnant, so you should settle down in the imperial capital anyway. Since the white pillow is the leader's apprentice, If I can't escape the responsibility, then my wife, as her apprentice, can't escape either. What's more, she took care of me when I was a child, and I should do my part to save her. I will wait at the command post, absolutely not It's causing trouble for White Pillow and Dad."
The flower cluster seemed to be suddenly touched by something, and looked at her with a little panic and bewilderment.
"You, do you remember?"
"Remember what... oh, are you talking about face-to-face?"
Huatuo pursed her lips and made a low "um".
Hua Mu's face also softened, "Yes, I remember, she is your lover."
"Then you too..."
"I also remember that you erased my memory."
Hua Mu's words made Hua Tuu's heart tighten, "Mu Mu..."
Fortunately, Hua Mu didn't seem to care very much, "Although this incident even made me and Bai Zhen take a big turn, but I can understand you. After all, I saw things that I shouldn't see."
She could not help blushing thinking of the scene at that time, "I just want you to know that my previous attitude does not mean that I don't care about her. I know you want to go to the front because you are worried about her, but since the white pillow has made a promise, then She will definitely do what she says. I said that I'm not just worried about the white pillow, but I'm also very worried about you. Aunt, didn't you find out? My state is very bad. "
Now that the words have come to this point, the flower cluster has no longer stopped her position.
She sighed heavily, "I know, I agree with you to go to the headquarters, but you must not participate in the operation. As for the marriage of the two of you, it will definitely not be possible next year. I didn't stop you because I and Azheng couldn't... , but Some things are not that simple."
Although there are objective reasons for Huatuo to oppose the marriage of the two, there are also some reasons for concern. She used to never believe in fate and curses, but now... the possibility of losing Huazheng makes Huatuo uneasy, and she doesn't want Huamu to have the same experience as herself.
"Mumu, you must remember that your aunt not only treats you as a niece, but even if you have this child, your position in my heart will not change."
Hua Mu is not slow, and can feel that Huatu has been emphasizing this matter recently, as if she is afraid that she is grumpy about it.
"Auntie, can I ask you a question?"
"… go ahead."
"Is this child yours and the leader's?"
Hua Tu didn't want to lie to her, and nodded with difficulty.
Hua Mu's face relaxed a lot, and smiled: "So that's how it is... Fortunately, that's how it is. Aunt, I'm very happy for you, it's sincere. I thought you had to accept the proposal from the council because of my disappearance. This child, but since she is your and the leader's child, I think you must be very happy."
In fact, Huatu didn't have any real sense of the child in her stomach until now. At that time, the situation was urgent, and the incident happened suddenly with Huazheng, and the precautionary work was not done well. After Huazheng left, she was absent-minded all day, and the remedial measures were not timely enough - or she was under pressure and vaguely expected this to happen.
However, after all, the child came at an untimely time. If it wasn't for her pregnancy, she could have rescued Azheng herself.
Huatuo lowered her head and subconsciously touched her slightly bulging belly, and couldn't help but think of the scene when she was pregnant with Huamu. At that time, her relationship with Huazheng was not very good - although it is not very close and harmonious now, but at that time there was even suspicion and precaution.
It is undeniable that Huazheng has a fatal attraction to her. Her appearance, her strength and even her bad character make Huatuo unable to extricate herself. But Huazheng's ruthlessness made her understand that she would not get a response after all, and all the love shown by the other party was just an illusion.
She was resentful and targeted everywhere, but she still couldn't provoke the other party's turbulence. Hua Mu's birth was not an accident, and now it looks like her dying struggle. But the cruelty of reality is that sometimes it does not depend on human will, and things that cannot be changed cannot be forced.
If only she could be as ruthless as Azheng.
Huatuo expected so much and worked so hard to do it, desperately guarding her sincerity and refusing to deliver it, nearly twenty years passed before she knew it.
Only now did she know that the stubbornness and unwillingness of the past were meaningless at all. As long as Huazheng can live, she will never force her again, and she will no longer be duplicitous.
She just loves her, even if she can't experience the same feelings.
Thinking like this, Huatu finally gave birth to a bit of joy at the arrival of the child in her belly.
"Mumu, don't be like your aunt. You don't know how to cherish until you might lose it."
Hua Mu was a little surprised, "Why do you say that, do you have a bad relationship with the leader?"
The flower cluster shook his head with a wry smile.
Hua Mu looked at her and said while thinking, "Auntie, I don't know your specific situation, but I can see that you love the leader very much."
The flower cluster did not deny it, "But Azheng..."
"I think the leader also cares about you very much. She kept mentioning you when she talked to me, and every time she said, how is your aunt. She said that you don't like her being close to me, so the two of us can only be secret friends. At that time, you were really indifferent to her, and I thought you didn't like her very much. Once I asked her, 'Why do you still protect her if your aunt is not good to you', the leader said that you didn't treat her badly, but she was the one who was sorry you."
The author has something to say: The queen is working hard to pull the flag.
Hua Mu: Afterwards, my head full of yellow waste may be because I watched scenes that I shouldn't watch when I was a child, and it fermented in my heart.