Leaders are also called faceless people. From the day they become leaders, they have to give up everything about themselves. The names, looks and identity records of the past will no longer exist.
They would be the king's guards, wearing masks all day long, living like shadows in the most conspicuous positions.
The master of the white pillow is such an existence.
They seem to be dead set on the royal family and the country, but they are more bound by the tower than loyal.
White pillow often feels that the leader has no heart.
But even if there is no heart, it doesn't matter, the leader is still her teacher, her benefactor, and her role model.
"Do you have anything wrong with Hua Mu?" the leader who dared to call anyone by name asked her, "Is your loyalty out of admiration? Do you want to be rewarded for your efforts?"
The white pillow bit the bullet and answered negatively one by one.
"Then, starting today, I will accept you as a disciple. You are still studying in the tower for other courses. I only teach you two things, Wuxin and Wuface."
The so-called Wuxin is the inability to have one's own desires, and the so-called faceless is the inability to express one's emotions.
White pillow guessed that the master wanted to be like her.
"This is the most basic requirement of being a king - a member of the royal family's bodyguard, A pillow, no matter what they do to you, you can't be shaken."
The White Pillow has always kept the leader's words in mind and adhered to it as a norm.
"You, your master is the sentinel wearing a mask next to my aunt?" Hua Mu vaguely remembered this person, because every time her aunt appeared, she would always be there—no matter how private it was.
But the strange thing is that here, there is such a big living person in the house, but she can't pay attention to her very well, and often even forget her existence. She only remembered that the leader had long black hair and wore a white mask like a ghost.
She didn't even remember whether the other party had spoken.
That must be the leader without a doubt.
"Well, she's our leader."
Of course Hua Mu knew that she was the leader, and only the leader could serve as the queen's bodyguard. But... But how could the white pillow like her
"But isn't she your master? She, she is still a sentinel! She is so much older than you, how can you like her!"
No, even without these, how could the white pillow... just like someone else.
Hua Mu's heart was broken, and she could not wait to lie down on the bed and cry.
Bai Zhen pursed her lips and said cautiously, "I'm an orphan, and I have no other relatives. The leader treats me with kindness, and I treat her like an elder... Is this something that can't be done?"
"Elder? You, do you like someone older than you?"
The more Bai Zhen listened, the more she felt that something was wrong. There was a voice in her heart that kept urging her, no matter how she deliberately ignored it, she couldn't completely ignore it.
"Miss, what are you talking about... like?"
She let go of Hua Mu's feet, lowered her head and asked in a low voice.
Hua Mu was so angry that her heart hurt, "What else can you like if you like it, don't you have a favorite guide?"
She had completely disregarded her restraint, just to find out if the sentinel really belonged.
Ah, it means that kind of liking, White Pillow understands.
Falling in love is not only out of reach for the White Pillow, but also for the Sentinels and Guides in other towers. It's not that they don't have a love life. On the contrary, almost all the sentinels and guides who are partners have deep feelings, trust each other, and depend on each other for life and death.
But the so-called love, the so-called love, the white pillow rarely listens to his companions to use such words to describe the feelings between partners.
As a classmate, becoming a comrade-in-arms, and experiencing life and death together, the relationship developed is often deep and natural. Loving each other is like loving yourself. Does the eldest lady mean this kind of love
If it refers to this kind of love, then she must not have it, because the master wants her to be an unintentional person.
"I-I didn't..."
"No? You really don't?" Hua Mu was surprised and happy, and the heart that had been hanging for a long time finally fell back to the original... and hanged up again, "How come you don't have someone you like?"
What about her? Doesn't the white pillow like her
Bai Zhen lowered his head and looked like he was honest.
"Really, Miss, I don't like people very much."
The guide introduced by Tari must not be counted. The bonding fever was just an accident, and the others are at best friendship, and it must not be the kind of love that the eldest lady said.
As for the eldest lady... As for the feelings for the eldest lady, it must not be love. Neither the royal family nor her master could put a sentinel who is fond of the eldest lady by her side.
Hua Mu gave up and fell on the bamboo bed.
She's tired, really tired, at least this guy doesn't like anyone else, it's quite... What a shit, she's a good loser!
"Miss, what's wrong with you?"
Hua Mu waved his hand, "I'm sleepy."
"Then you should rest early."
Still need you to say? You come here for me!
Hua Mu no longer struggled, beckoned, "Come here and hold me."
The eldest lady needs her as a cushion, and she is naturally willing to do so.
The white pillow climbed onto the bed and lay beside Hua Mu, and gently hugged her into his arms.
That kind of love, she may be able to experience it after marrying someone, or she has never had the opportunity to understand it in her life.
What happened with the eldest miss does not mean that the relationship between the two will change. Master has warned her that she should not be shaken under any circumstances.
This is an island, an island with only the two of them. Without civilization, without rules, there seems to be no future. What happens to people's psychology in this closed environment may not be understood, Miss, but she knows it.
Because the connection with the outside world is cut off, because there are only two people, and because only the other party can rely on, it is too possible to have an illusion. For ordinary people who have not received training, this is almost an inescapable psychological change, and it is very rare for the eldest lady to persist until now.
But she is different. She has not only received the most rigorous training, but also has the best master. She could neither disappoint her master, nor shame the royal family, nor take advantage of others' dangers.
Eldest Miss will definitely go back, she will definitely let Eldest Miss go back, so even if this is just a deserted island, even if something can happen that can be forgotten and salvaged, some things should never happen.
Do Sentinels really know nothing
Hua Mu couldn't help but let out such a wailing in his heart. The most they did in the past two days was training Luna. Although they slept together at night, White Pillow never acted frivolously.
No mistake, the only ones who will offend her, who will be excited for her, and who will treat her warmly are the sentinels in the heat of bonding.
And not only that, Hua Mu always felt that the white pillow was more disciplined and respectful these days, as if there was a little shadow of the past.
A robot with no expressions and no emotions.
Why? Is it because something like that happened? Did that really happen only because of bonding heat
She doesn't believe... No, she doesn't want to believe, even if the white pillow really forgot the past, even if she really didn't like her once, but now
After living on the island, so many things happened between the two of them, and she obviously felt closer than before—even after doing that kind of thing, why is she still the only one who feels it
What she likes is really just a wooden man, right? So the white pillow was only able to resist her ability and saved her, right
Hua Mu fell into deep self-doubt, and the physical and physical relationship not only did not make the two of them closer, but created an insurmountable gap.
"Miss, why don't you rest for a while?"
Hua Mu's training was not very smooth. One was that the release of her mental body was too exhausting for her now.
"What's the rest, Luna can't even 'teleport'."
The so-called "teleportation" actually refers to the visual effect produced in the real space after the spiritual body sneaks into the spiritual scene at a certain point in the space, and then emerges from another point in the space. Because the guide needs to do long-distance mental attacks, mental teleportation is a skill that must be mastered.
Hua Mu was a little discouraged. Frustrated in love and unsatisfactory in training, she was bragging about being smart, but she didn't expect to make any progress after two days of practice.
"This matter can't be rushed. The guides need half a year to study this course. Don't worry."
"I think you will too, how long did it take you?"
"Uh... I took the same course of course."
"I'm not asking you in class, how long did it take you to learn this skill?"
"This… "
"Don't lie to me! Are you looking down on me?"
In fact, Hua Mu didn't really care about the results of the training that much, but it was a bit sad to think of the purpose of her hurrying training a few days ago. Sadly, even if it is, the result is still not learned at all.
She could only put her breath on the white pillow, otherwise it would be hard to calm down.
"Two hours... But ma'am, I've taken other courses before that, and I'm no longer a novice. You're just..."
"I'm just what? I'm eighteen years old, you were twelve years old, right? Stupid is stupid, I don't need you to comfort me."
The environment in which Hua Mu grew up is doomed to have a sense of pride and unyielding in her character, but also because of this character, it is difficult for her to put down her face and confess her thoughts.
In the face of the sentinels who are not good enough, she thinks that she has made a clear enough statement, and any more will be no different from being self-motivated.
No, maybe she is really being selfish. Whether in the past or now, the Sentinel's feelings for her are only that of master and servant. The further out of control is only because of Daosu, but because one of them is a sentinel and the other is a guide, but because the little white pieces of the white pillow have been exhausted, but it is because she refuses to give up and is forced.
White pillow can clearly feel Hua Mu's anxious mood.
"Miss, I just think you're in a hurry. Luna hasn't grown up, and being out of touch with the host's spiritual age will cause many problems, and training is not something that can be accomplished overnight..."
Hua Mu understands everything, she just doesn't want to hear it.
"Stop talking!" She couldn't help roaring, and then she froze.
Because this kind of thing is really ugly, Hua Mu wants to cry.
"I'm going for a walk, you are not allowed to follow me."
She didn't want White Pillow to see her like this, her self-esteem would not allow it.
The author has something to say: Hua Mu: I cry, none of them are assists, I can only rely on myself to be shameless.
The next chapter assists will come, hahaha.