Because Hua Mu refused to speak anyway, Bai Zhen finally decided to take her back to the beach first. Hua Mu buried her head in the arms of the white pillow, and didn't make a sound during the whole process, as if she didn't exist.
The white pillow didn't bother her. To be honest, she needs a little time to digest what happened just now.
What does the lady mean? Is that what she meant by it? Can she understand that
White pillow can no longer force herself to ignore, can no longer stop herself from "wishful thinking" - what if it is not her wishful thinking
No Sentinel, not even the White Pillow, would want to miss his or her destiny. But Hua Mu's identity made her never dare to think too much. The teacher's teaching, the mission of the soldier and the responsibilities of the guard also made her never dare to think about it.
The most important thing is that Hua Mu's attitude towards her was by no means kind. Even if her contact increased and her relationship became closer after coming to the island, she only regarded this as a normal reaction after suffering.
And further contact, it is absolutely to be avoided, if these are just the illusion of the eldest lady, how should the two deal with themselves after they go back? What is the difference between her and cheating and taking advantage of others
But Hua Mu's words just now made her realize one thing, if her delusions were not delusions, then this incident didn't happen after the deserted island, but before that.
This is really unbelievable, and White Pillow can't even think of when it started.
The reunion many years later was not a touching scene. The eldest young lady was only six years old at the time, so it was a matter of course that she did not remember her. But after the reunion, the eldest lady didn't dislike her as much as she later showed, on the contrary, she seemed to have some curiosity and interest.
It's just that I don't know why later, the longer we get along, the colder the eldest lady will be towards her.
The sentinel has guessed more than once that it must be because of his dull and uninteresting nature that the eldest lady is annoyed, so he is more reticent and minimizes his sense of existence.
So, how is it possible? It was impossible for such a dream come true to happen to her.
But, if that's not the case, what did the eldest lady mean just now
No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't find another answer.
Hua Mu pretended to be dead with her eyes closed all the way. Those explosive remarks just now made her so ashamed that she wanted to roll all over the floor, ah, screaming, wishing her brain completely shut down and could no longer think. Is it easier to kill the Sentinel or to commit suicide? Or simply turn back time
No, no, it may be more feasible to brainwash the white pillow. Don't some guides have this ability
Ah, let her die, let her die, and die calmly with the royal bearing and majesty, and everything just now should not have happened.
Hua Mu felt that she was gently placed on the bamboo bed - the two had already returned to the beach. She was lying upright on the bed with her eyes closed, not daring to let out the air. The white pillow seemed to be gone for a while, but soon came back, carefully helping her with the wound.
The wound felt a little burning and painful, and there seemed to be some lumps, but it really didn't look like it was poisonous. Compared to the trauma that shame had caused to Hua Mu's body and mind, it was already extremely insignificant.
Bai Zhen was full of doubts and vague expectations, but Hua Mu's reaction let her know that the other party didn't want to mention what happened just now, so she kept suppressing herself. It wasn't until she helped Hua Mu to deal with the wound that she let out a soft cry.
"Miss..."
Hua Mu's heart came to her throat, and she didn't dare to speak from the bottom of her heart. But it was too embarrassing and cowardly not to answer the question, she still stuck her neck in response.
"What, what?"
The tone sounded very intimidating, but it couldn't hide the smell of being strong on the outside and dry on the inside.
Bai Zhen didn't know how to ask for a while, so he thoughtfully said, "You just..."
"Me, me, what happened to me just now? Why can't I remember!"
"Uh... but just now..."
"Nothing happened just now!" Hua Mu rolled over to the corner of the bamboo bed and covered her face with a white pillow jacket.
Bai Zhen pursed her lips, not forcing her.
"Then you have a good rest, I will boil the medicine for you, just to watch."
"and many more!"
She almost thought she was going to die just now. With such a big thing happening, doesn't this idiot even know he wants to accompany her
Hua Muyi sat up excitedly.
"Miss, what are your orders?"
Bai Zhen lowered her eyebrows and did not dare to look directly at her, for fear that her eyes would be too eager, which would make her even more ashamed and embarrassed.
"You, come here..."
Hua Mu doesn't think so! She thought she was going to die, and made a very affectionate and shameful confession, but this idiot didn't react at all - you were touched and shed tears!
Bai Zhen walked to Hua Mu's side with his waist and knees bent, as if listening to teachings.
But Hua Mu herself wasn't ready to talk about that, and she really didn't know how to speak when she got to her side.
The two faced each other in silence for a while, but in the end it was Bai Zhen who spoke first.
"Miss, I'm here to accompany you, do you want to sleep for a while?"
Just this sentence, Hua Mu's grievance somehow seemed to have found an outlet to vent.
Her eyes were wet, her voice was hoarse, and she asked, "Are you making a cushion for me?"
The white pillow sat down beside her, "I'll make you a cushion."
Hua Mu cried and cried, "You hold me."
The white pillow approached her boldly and hugged her in his arms.
"Are you still suffering?"
Hua Mu buried her face in her chest, feeling both grievance and peace of mind.
"I feel bad everywhere..."
"I didn't protect you well."
The white pillow hugged her to lie down, let her lie on top of him, and stroked her long platinum-blond hair lightly and heavy.
"I ran around by myself..."
Hua Mu didn't want Bai Zhen to feel guilty, she just... just wanted this guy to be smarter and understand her heart better.
Of course, it's clear to understand, but don't say it, save some face for her.
"Fortunately, you're all right, and I won't leave you in the future."
This sentence Hua Mu is cute to hear, "Well..."
"Miss..."
The white pillow looks calm on the surface, but in fact, he has never recovered from the turbulent emotions from the beginning. She really wanted to know the exact meaning of Hua Mu's words, but finally, because of her identity, she didn't dare to ask the other party for verification.
But that didn't stop her from expressing her feelings. Although she has no position to make any promises, she can only guarantee Hua Mu with her life. No matter what happens, she will always be by the eldest lady's side and prevent her from being hurt any more.
"What, what's wrong..."
"I...is a dull and boring person as you see it, you are smart and clever, and I can't understand what you mean most of the time...but I, but I am not ignorant. You are so kind ... and I'm just an ordinary guard."
The sentinel spoke slowly, trying to think carefully about his words, trying to express his meaning as clearly as possible without touching Hua Mu's shameful scar.
Hua Mu was saddened to hear this, not knowing whether it was for herself or for the white pillow.
"Your definition of ordinary is too strange..."
People like White Pillow should never be classified as ordinary. No matter her appearance, ability or temperament, she is by no means an ordinary person. Even in the most mundane terms, as Neta's best graduate in the past ten years, as the leader's only apprentice, and as the youngest royal guard, she has nothing to do with ordinary.
And of course what she likes has nothing to do with these, what she likes...
Hua Mu subconsciously rubbed her face against the chest of the white pillow, and gently stroked the muscles on her arms with her palms.
The white pillow has never hurt her, and has been protecting her since the first meeting. Even though it might just be a duty for White Pillow, it wasn't for her.
The tenacious and powerful sentinel planted a seed in her heart at the age of twelve. After meeting again, the few years of getting along fertilized and irrigated the seed to make it thrive.
White pillow must not know how popular she is among the people as her own bodyguard. With an exotic appearance, a tall figure, a fit physique, and the neatness of a soldier, she has a very unique charm. It was only by chance that it was captured by the camera several times, and it became the talk of the public after dinner.
This is how the trend of female sentinels has arisen unknowingly.
Besides the leader, the only female sentinel in the Neta now is the white pillow, and the people don't say, how can she not know who her friends and girlfriends are coveting
In fact, not every noble girl is as pure and elegant as she appears in front of the public. Among them, there are many noble girls who are bold and enthusiastic, and even keen on certain games. A sentinel with a good figure, a beautiful face, an honest temperament and outstanding ability like the white pillow will be eaten by these noble ladies to the bone.
Hua Mu had even heard from the gossip that a group of noble ladies were discussing in private how to seduce the sentry and turn her into a guest of honor.
In order to prevent this situation, she did not allow her personal guards to follow her when she participated in the party, and she had to pretend to be indifferent in front of other friends... Is it easy for her
"But in front of you, everything is just ordinary..."
That's what White Pillow thought.
In front of Hua Mu, everything is just ordinary. In fact, not only herself, she feels that no one is worthy of Hua Mu.
But this is not something she can evaluate, and she also knows very well what kind of selfishness she thinks like this. She can restrain no one else, only herself.
How many sweet words Hua Mu has heard, the eloquence of those noble sons and brothers can make things worthless. As for those with connotation and ability, in Hua Mu's view, they are somewhat scheming.
Well, she couldn't see anyone else in her eyes.
Because this idiot sentinel, this sentinel who can't even speak at all sometimes, really put her in the most important position, so the occasional words can be so sincere and sweet, so that other sweet words can no longer enter her ears.
Just for this sentence, Hua Mu will not regret falling in love with her.
The author has something to say: After modification, the White Sentinel is very popular and sought-after.