For Ujigami during that long period of time, perhaps she was just a child in his eyes, a very small child at that.
She wanted to comfort Shi Shen very much, but Shi Shen did not need comforting, and he comforted her instead. Luo Yu'an grabbed Shi Shen's hand and pressed it against her for a long time to ease her emotions. Then, in the silent atmosphere, she began to doubt herself. The birth process of Shi Shen just now was so real, and there were those memories. Could she imagine such a thing? What is this world after death
"It doesn't seem like my fantasy, it feels like it's real," she whispered.
"Why are you so silly? You still don't believe this is real?" Shishen asked with a smile.
Luo Yu'an's expression slowly changed, and he said awkwardly: "But, I'm already dead, and death is also very real. Since I'm dead, then these things must not be real now."
"Hmm... Why do you feel that there is no reality after death?" Ujigami spoke to her gently, "You did die before, but you have entered into a divine marriage contract with me. From now on, you will live in this world in a different state from humans. This is inside my statue, like a chaotic world. You cannot go out as a ghost for the time being. You need to be immersed in my aura to condense your body."
"Because I have to stay for a while, I was worried that you would be bored, so I let you see my birth."
Luo Yu'an was struck by lightning.
These aren't my imaginations
She saw herself holding onto Ujigami's hand tightly, with the other hand still tightly hugging him, with a passionate attitude that she wanted to get into his body. If that was true, then everything she had done before was like a pervert... no, a pervert? She hesitated to use this word on herself, feeling ashamed and uneasy.
Then she realized that if it was true, then she was really married to Ujigami, and it wouldn't be considered perverted for a wife to do such a thing to her husband
She told herself that all this was normal, raised her eyes and looked at the smiling face of Ujigami, still looking for a reason to prove whether what was happening in front of her was true or false.
"If it's true, how could you marry me? I have nothing, nothing special."
"You have, have you forgotten?" Shishen said, "Even though you have killed someone, there is 'evil' in your body, but I cannot devour it. I have only seen you in this situation, so isn't this special?"
Yes. Luo Yu'an remembered that she had previously guessed that Shi Shen kept her here for five months just to observe why she couldn't eat.
"Then you will marry me only if you find a reason?"
"That's not the case. Since you're already dead, there's no reason to do so." Shishen smiled and said leisurely, "But even though I haven't found a reason, I've found a wife, so that's a gain."
Luo Yu'an choked for unknown reasons and felt like laughing. Was Shi Shen teasing her
"Now that you and I are married, you can't get divorced or regret it, right?" She asked the question carefully.
After receiving Shi Shen's denial with a shake of his head, Luo Yu'an felt a little swollen. No matter what the reason was, she really became Shi Shen's wife! Even if she touched Shi Shen's hand here, no, even if she touched more places, Shi Shen could not regret it!
Luo Yu'an couldn't help laughing.
The two of them sat in a chaotic black world. Shishen propped up his chin and saw his little wife laughing secretly. After laughing, she felt a little embarrassed, but also looked at his chest with a little expectation, probably because she was curious about the gap on his chest. His whole body revealed a contradictory feeling of not daring to take action but eager to try.
Seeing that she had been sitting there thinking for a long time and had not made a decision, Ujigami was considerate and said, "You can do whatever you want. I won't be angry, and I won't blame you."
Luo Yu'an was pleasantly surprised. She felt that Shi Shen knew everything, and that he knew all her little thoughts. She felt that the opportunity was not to be missed, so she hugged Shi Shen with a smile, hugged his neck, and passed her hands through his neck, touching his long hair from bottom to top - that was the place she had wanted to touch for a long time.
The touch was just as she had imagined, cool and refreshing, like running water. The faint fragrance drifted to her nose again, and she thought of the birth of the clan god she had seen, and thought of the clan god's previous joke, "It's the fragrance of ashes," and Luo Yu'an felt a pain in her heart.
She felt that there must be something about this fragrance that could bewitch people, making her unconsciously want to get closer to Shishen. Originally, when she hugged him just now, she just wanted to touch his hair, but now she was mesmerized by the fragrance and kissed him directly.
Ujigami: “Hmm…?”
He tilted his head and felt two kisses on the side of his neck. He thought, so it turns out you don't want to see the crack.
Feeling his hair being gently stroked, he gave way slightly and held his wife's face away from him. Before he could speak, he saw her wake up and reveal a look of uneasiness and guilt on her face, as if she was about to apologize and repent. He had no choice but to push her back to where she was before she wilted and said indulgently, "Forget it, since you like it, you can do whatever you want."
Being pressed back to the side of her neck, Luo Yu'an reflected on herself. She shouldn't be like a clumsy little hooligan. She was just like a bad person who couldn't control himself in front of his beautiful wife and forced himself on her regardless of whether she was willing or not. But she was really not like this before.
She took her hand back, resisted the urge to stick to him, lowered her head and said, "I was wrong."
Shishen comforted him, "You just got married to me, and you are indeed affected. You want to get close to me to absorb my aura and strength so that you can adapt to the outside world after leaving here. This is normal and you don't have to do this. It's just..."
He picked up his long hair and held it in his hands, showing it to Luo Yu'an, "This hair of mine hides a lot of evil."
Luo Yu'an looked carefully and saw that there were indeed wisps of black air flowing in his long black hair. Shi Shen pulled her hand over and let her see the wisps of evil air that had been entangled in his hand at some point. "So, don't touch them for a long time, choose another place you like."
It turns out that he doesn't dislike me, and it's not my problem! Luo Yu'an was comforted instantly, and felt that there would never be another person as gentle as Shi Shen. How could he be so good
Ujigami picked up his hair and put it back behind him, and could only sigh again that his young wife was too enthusiastic.
The shrine looked familiar, except that the curtains around it had turned red, which matched the red wedding dress she was wearing. Luo Yu'an stood in the middle of the shrine and looked around, feeling as if she were in another world.
She stepped firmly on the ground, but her body was a little light, as if she could jump very high if she just tiptoed.
Two old ladies of the Ujigami were standing outside the shrine waiting. When they saw her appear, their attitudes changed 180 degrees from before, and they bowed their heads respectfully, "Madam."
When Luo Yu'an saw the two of them, she subconsciously turned her head to look at the clan god on the altar, but the clan god was not there. The two clan girls followed her movements and asked her carefully, "Is there something wrong with the clan god? Why didn't he show up?"
Luo Yu'an was also confused. She didn't know. She only remembered that she fell asleep holding someone in her arms, and woke up here. Could it be that Shi Shen had gone out? Was he walking in the yard
She stepped forward and out of the shrine.
The two women saw her move and exclaimed, "Madam!" and hurriedly followed her, unfolding the black umbrella they had prepared and covering Luo Yu'an's head. However, the two old ladies were old and their movements were a little slow. They didn't have time to catch up with Luo Yu'an's movements, so she still got some sun.
Luo Yu'an felt a burning pain in the sun-exposed area, as if she had been doused in hot water. She stopped under the shadow of the black umbrella and looked at the back of her hands, which had been exposed to the sun and were pink.
The two girls were relieved to see that she was fine, but they looked at her strangely again. The one with the worse temper said, "Madam has just been transformed. She can't walk under the sun for the time being. If it's serious, she might be burned into smoke by the sun."
Luo Yu'an was startled and thought, isn't this a ghost? So ghosts really can't stand the sun? She asked, "If they melt in the sun... will they die?"
The daughter of the clan replied, "Madam, you have already shared the life of the clan god, so you will not die. If you are turned into smoke by the sun, you will only return to the clan god in the depths of the shrine and re-condense. However, madam, don't take it lightly because you think nothing will happen. The power you re-condense is given by the clan god. If you are injured, you will be fine, but the clan god will consume its power for you."
Luo Yu'an understood what was said. She didn't want Shi Shen to suffer even more, so she naturally remembered this advice well.
No matter how hard the bad-tempered girl tried to hide it, she couldn't help but reveal some dissatisfaction when she spoke. She said, "Normally, when a clan god marries a wife, she will be very fragile when she turns into a ghost. She can't even bear being exposed to the sun. But your condition is too good. It can be seen that you have gained a lot of strength from the clan god... But this is a long process of adaptation. Don't rush it. Even if the clan god himself doesn't care, you should know when to stop and don't ask for too much, otherwise it will easily harm the clan god."
Luo Yu'an was stunned, and then her face flushed with embarrassment, as if she was criticized for excessive sex on the first day of marriage. She didn't do anything, just hugged him. When she asked, Shi Shen smiled and said it was up to her to do whatever she wanted. Is this not okay
She didn't know what exactly was taboo, so she said in a confused and embarrassed voice: "I don't know how to get power from the god, I just hugged and... kissed, I didn't do anything else."
No, I also sank into his body and watched his birth! Thinking of this, Luo Yu'an added: "I also saw the past and some memories of the clan god. Could it be this? Is this harmful to the clan god?"
The two elderly women heard this, and their faces twitched, which could no longer be concealed by their years of professionalism. They looked at each other, their eyes filled with grief and indignation. They wanted to say something, but could not open their mouths. In the end, they only murmured, "No wonder the clan god did not show up today. It turns out that he was too exhausted."
Luo Yu'an: “… ?” That strange feeling became more and more intense.
The clan girls no longer mentioned this, and Luo Yu'an felt too embarrassed to mention it. She walked under the black umbrellas held up by the clan girls, and did not even have the courage to look back at the shrine.
The daughters of the clan held an umbrella for her and asked in an inquiring tone, "You are now in a very high position in the Qin clan and you are our ancestor. Many people in the clan want to meet you, but it is not convenient here at the old house. I wonder if you are willing to stay at the Qin clan's other house in Yuhan District for a few days so that the children of the clan can come and meet you?"
Luo Yu suddenly heard the hidden meaning of the two old people from this conversation.
The two old ladies were worried that she would go back and pester the clan god for power, so they wanted to keep her quiet and use the clan members' visit to delay her.
Luo Yu'an covered his face and said weakly, "Okay."