The man in his arms was pale without a trace of blood, and his black hair turned into white snow... The lively person faded away little by little, as if he was about to disappear into this world just like that...
Mo Cang's hands were trembling, if he could not still feel the slight beating in the chest of the person in his arms, he would have thought this person was dead.
His lips moved, and he let out a suppressed and painful cry: "Master..."
sorry…
You have never hurt me, but I was blinded by the false reality and dominated by selfish possessiveness... and finally made irreparable mistakes.
I should have trusted you, but I didn't.
I know I was wrong, can you wake up
Mo Cang lowered his head, stretched out his hand to gently touch Xie He's eyes, and then the man appeared peacefully as if he had fallen asleep, without any sign of waking up.
He gently stroked a strand of white hair with his fingers, and held it tightly in the palm of his hand.
He turned his master into a puppet, and cruelly used the soul search technique on him...
This is the person he is closest to and the person he loves the most.
But he repeatedly betrayed him and hurt him.
The pain condensed in Mo Cang's eyes seemed to drip out, his fingers moved slightly, and the silver Gu worm crawled out of Xie He's mouth, and the beautiful bug fluttered its wings and landed in Mo Cang's hand, rubbing his head affectionately Rubbed his palm, but Mo Cang held it hard without hesitation, and the bug immediately turned into powder and dissipated. This is the silver thread Gu that he refined with his mind. At this moment, the self-destruct Gu bug hurt his mind, and immediately spurted out another mouthful of blood Come!
But Mo Cang didn't even change his expression, he wiped the corner of his mouth, carefully hugged Xie He, and walked out step by step.
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Xie He's cave has been restored to its original state. Mo Cang has carefully repaired all the places damaged by the fighting before. He has re-organized Xie He's herb garden. Except when there is something to do, he stays by Xie He's side at other times.
A few days later, Xie He was still asleep. Mo Cang knelt on one knee beside Xie He's bed, pulled the quilt gently, and carefully covered him, smoothing out even a little wrinkle. He stayed there in a daze, as if he had nothing to do. After a while, he went out and brought in a basin of water, wiped Xie He's cheeks, and moistened his chapped and pale lips...
In the end, he really couldn't find anything to do, Mo Cang's eyes once again revealed a sad look: "Master, can you wake up..."
"You wake up, you can punish me however you want..."
But the man on the bed didn't move.
It has been more than ten days, and Xie He has no sign of waking up at all. Mo Cang stared at his long white hair, and his heart seemed to be torn apart again and again.
It was all his fault. He used his master as a furnace to absorb energy, and forcibly refined him into a puppet. In the end, he used the soul search technique regardless of his weak body. His unstable cultivation base completely collapsed, and his soul The power is broken, and now he is like a disabled person... Losing the spiritual power, this broken body cannot be maintained at all, so the hair is all white and unconscious... The oil is exhausted and the lamp is dry.
All of this reminded him of what he did all the time.
Mo Cang leaned down and looked down at Xie He's face, that stern face seemed to be covered by ice and snow.
His eyes fell on the pale lips, and he was dazed for a long time, as if he wanted to kiss them, but in the end he didn't dare... Mo Cang closed his eyes, trying to get rid of the pain in his eyes: "Master..."
He rolled onto the bed, lay on Xie He's side, and gently hugged him in his arms, as if holding the only source of heat in the cold winter.
This is the only person who can make him feel alive.
Even if there is only regret and pain left in this life, I don't want to let go.
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[444: The host is big, how many new games have been released in the system store recently? Would you like to try it out?]
[Xie He: No, it's almost time to wake up. smile jpg]
[444: (⊙v⊙)Hmm]He saw that the host was having so much fun every day, so he thought he wasn't going to get up.
[Xie He: I think my good apprentice should have already reflected on himself. After all, I have generously given him so much alone time to think about his mistakes. It is his blessing to have a patient elder like me:)]
[444:...]To be honest, he thinks that the host would be happier with Mo Cang being stricter_(:3ゝ∠)_
Mo Cang came to Xie He's room again at night. He was dressed in black and smelled of blood. Today, he went out to look for the spiritual objects of heaven and earth that could continue his life for Xie He, but he was attacked by a group of monsters halfway, and almost died outside, so he finally escaped.
He didn't dare to delay, and rushed back without stopping. Xie He's current body is like a funnel, unable to accumulate spiritual energy at all, and needs to keep eating spiritual things to barely maintain it, otherwise he may die at any time.
Mo Cang returned to the room, before he even had time to change his clothes, he took out a Hexin lotus seed he got today, gently opened Xie He's mouth and put it in.
The entrance of the lotus seeds turned into a puddle of light green crystal clear liquid and seeped in.
This is an extremely rare spiritual substance. It is mild and full of vitality. Even mortals can be brought back to life after using it. However, when used on Xie He, it can barely last for a day or two.
After Mo Cang finished these, he was ready to change and wash, how could he stay by Master's side in such a dirty state.
However, before he had time to go out, he suddenly heard a very slight voice coming from behind him. The voice was as slight as a breeze, and he couldn't hear it unless he was careful, but it fell into Mo Cang's ears like thunder, and his footsteps were abrupt. Stopped!
Master finally woke up? ! There was a look of surprise in Mo Cang's eyes, and he was about to turn around and go back, but suddenly hesitated for a moment.
Could this be his imagination? During this period of time, he often saw his master waking up in his dreams, and sometimes he seemed to hear the voice of his master calling him... But in fact, it was all fake. Whenever he looked over with great expectations, he would find the man Quiet as ever.
This time... is it his fantasy again
A look of pain and struggle appeared on Mo Cang's face, and he turned around little by little, so what if it was a fantasy? He didn't want to let go of any chance, he was used to being disappointed, he was only afraid of missing Master's awakening...
He walked back step by step, his eyes fell on Xie He's face, and he called softly: "Master, are you awake?"
But Xie He didn't move, still asleep.
Mo Cang stared at it for a while, self-mockery appeared in his eyes, and he was about to leave again, but at this moment, the eyelashes of the person on the bed trembled slightly.
Mo Cang's pupils shrank suddenly, no, this time it was not his dream.
Just now, it really moved...
Mo Cang leaned down fiercely, approaching Xie He, his hands were grasping the edge of the bed, trembling slightly, his heart was beating vigorously, there was a thumping sound, the expression on his face was stiff, his eyes were full of anticipation Frightened again, his voice was hoarse, "Master..."
Xie He Ruxue's eyelashes trembled, and she slowly opened her eyes, her dark eyes were like a calm lake, it seemed that it took a while before she saw the person in front of her.
Mo Cang's heart beat up to his throat, he thought of all the cruel wrong things he did to Xie He, and the hateful eyes that Xie He had looked at him before, suddenly his throat choked up and he couldn't speak...
Just when he was ready to be disgusted and accused, he suddenly saw Xie He showing a look of fear.
Xie He opened his mouth and made an indistinct "ah" sound, his eyes were unfamiliar and he looked terrified, as if he saw something terrible, and he tried his best to hide behind.
Mo Cang's heart suddenly fell into an ice cave.
The worst thing still happened.
His eyes suddenly revealed a look of extreme pain, which is why he was so jealous and angry before, and he was unwilling to use the soul search technique on Xie He, because the soul search technique damages the primordial spirit, and most of the people who have been subjected to the soul search technique are very Crazy is stupid...
He knew that this would be the result, but he still had ridiculous delusions, thinking that Master could survive... But he was wrong.
He shouldn't have any ridiculous delusions. From the moment he lost his mind and made an unforgivable mistake, there was no luck.
At this moment, Mo Cang would rather face Xie He's cold and hateful eyes, even if he is accused and scolded, it is better than facing this Xie He who is afraid of him now. That man who was once so proud and powerful was finally tortured by him into a look he didn't even recognize.
Mo Cang swallowed the bitterness in his throat, and the pain in his heart melted into his blood, as if he felt the pain of tearing apart the skin.
[Ding, the target Mo Cang's favorability degree is 2, and the current favorability degree is 97]
After a long time, Mo Cang said softly: "Master, it's me... I won't hurt you..."
But Xie He didn't seem to understand his words at all, and there was still a scream of fear in his throat, wishing to shrink himself into the wall, his white hair spread on the bed, and his shoulders trembled.
Mo Cang stretched out his hand, wanting to hug the trembling shoulder, but before he got close, he heard Xie He's scream, and his hand froze in mid-air.
He looked deeply at Xie He, and finally slowly retracted his hand, his knuckles turned white with force, and said slowly: "Don't be afraid, I'll go out."
After speaking, he turned around and walked out.
Every time he took a step, he felt that his feet were cast with iron.
[444:...]
[Xie He: What's wrong baby?]
[444: o(n_n)o~]It's nothing, just a bit spicy eyes, he hasn't seen a retarded host before.
[Xie He: Baby, are you discriminating against the mentally retarded? smile jpg]
[444: No! Σ(°△°|||)︴]
[Xie He: It is everyone's responsibility to care for the mentally retarded, and what a blessing it is to be a mentally retarded, I think you should feel deeply about this baby:)]
[444:...]Feel like being accused of being scolded? Is this his illusion? He is not mentally retarded! ╭(╯^╰)╮
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Mo Cang didn't come in the whole night, and he didn't actually leave, he just stood outside the door and listened to the movement inside, fearing that something happened to Xie He and he couldn't be cured, so he didn't dare to go far.
After a long time, just when Mo Cang thought Xie He had fallen asleep, he suddenly heard a thud coming from inside.
He hurriedly opened the door and went in, only to see Xie He leaning against the window trying to escape, but he lost his strength and fell down without even climbing up the window sill. When he saw Mo Cang coming in, he suddenly showed a terrified expression, his already pale face turned pale, his black eyes were full of fear, he turned around and ran to the corner, hugging his knees and shaking.
Mo Cang really wanted to go up and hug him, comfort him, and tell him not to be afraid, but he couldn't do that after all, but turned around and walked out again dejectedly.
The next day was slightly brighter, and it was time for Mo Cang to go out. Xie He needed to eat spiritual things every day to maintain his vitality. This way of eating, even the big sects couldn’t afford it, so Mo Cang could only keep trying to find ways. Fortunately, His cultivation base is high-strength, otherwise he would have been unable to support it.
He was worried that Xie He would hurt himself by running around, so he used magic to lock the doors and windows of the house, and then left without worry.
When he came back in the evening, Mo Cang was covered in scars again, but he was unlucky today and couldn't find anything.
He changed his clothes and washed away the bloody smell before coming to Xie He's house.
He paused for a moment when he was about to open the door.
A look of sadness and helplessness flashed in Mo Cang's eyes, and he stretched out his hand to open the door. He saw Xie He curled up on the ground at a glance, and he had fallen asleep at some point. He gently hugged Xie He to the bed, grabbed his hand and prepared to cover him with a quilt, only to find that Xie He's hands were covered with injuries, which should have been scratched by the door while he was away.
Mo Cang felt distressed, and helped him wipe it off bit by bit, and took out the ointment to apply on it.
He sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, looked at Xie He who was frowning and fell into a deep sleep, and suddenly made a low voice, "Master, what should I do... What should I do..."
"Can you scold me and beat me, I promise I will be obedient... I will never make you angry again."
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Mo Cang has been running around for several days, but he has gained nothing. He has been to the difficult and dangerous places in the vicinity of thousands of miles, and he has picked all the useful spiritual things, but it is not enough... Not enough at all...
When he came back that night, he found that Xie He hadn't made any noise or made a fuss, and was sleeping peacefully, but his face was covered with a layer of dead gray.
Mo Cang hugged him with trembling hands, and called softly, "Master?"
Xie He did not agree, still asleep, breathing weakly.
Mo Cang's heart seemed to be bleeding, it was all his fault, he made Master's body like this, Master had been seriously injured in the abyss of the ground, and he managed to re-cultivate successfully, and lost all spiritual power again and caused The consequence is that this body can no longer hold any spiritual energy, just like a dilapidated funnel.
Even if those spiritual things are eaten, they can't absorb one percent, so they can only last for such a short time.
Mo Cang looked at Xie He in pain, "Master, I'm so useless, I can't find any spiritual objects..."
In fact, he still has another way to keep Xie He going, and that is to transfer his own spiritual power through dual cultivation. Xie He was refined into a furnace by him, and his body is suitable for accepting him. It is even better to eat the spirits of heaven and earth.
But Mo Cang can't do that, he can't hurt Xie He again...
But at this moment, looking at Xie He's lifeless face, Mo Cang thought that this person was about to die... only felt that his heart seemed to be scorched by the real fire, and he was in pain. How could he lose this person? He can't...
Mo Cang gently hugged Xie He, his eyes panicked, like a child, for a long time, his eyes flashed with intense struggle, and his voice was filled with suppressed pain: "Master, don't blame me, okay, I'm really I can't lose you. I will continue to search for spirits... but I need time... "
Because he was afraid of hurting and hurting Xie He, Mo Cang's movements were extremely gentle, and a thin layer of sweat oozed from his forehead.
But despite this, Xie He still woke up in pain. Although he didn't remember, all these nightmare-like memories were imprinted in the depths of his soul. He couldn't help but struggled and screamed, trying his best to get rid of it.
Mo Cang hugged Xie He carefully, not daring to use any force at all, and comforted him softly: "Don't be afraid, don't move, I won't hurt you."
But Xie He turned a deaf ear, only struggling with instinct.
Mo Cang looked at Xie He's panicked face, and heard his terrified cry, his heart ached like he was in a furnace of purgatory. But even though it was such a pain, he still persisted, gradually getting his pure spiritual power back through.
Until a trace of anger appeared on Xie He's face again, Mo Cang stopped without hesitation, wrapped Xie He in a quilt, gently stroked his back, and said in a low voice: "It's okay, it's okay, it's already It's over. It doesn't hurt."
He closed his eyes and turned his head away.
His eyes were a little sore, but he didn't want Xie He to see his face at the moment, even if Xie He didn't understand at all... Now it's his own fault to eat the evil, so he should taste it alone.
[Xie He: Baby, how many experience points have you recovered recently?]
[444: 10000 (≧▽≦)/]
[Xie He: Very good, continue like this:)]
Because his body was unable to store spiritual energy, most of the spiritual objects that Mo Cang found to extend his life were recovered by the system, except for a very few that were absorbed. The recycling price is much lower, but it can't support the large volume, which is quite a bumper harvest.
Xie He said that he is very satisfied with the experience value and sex life.