Mo Cang did not show up for several days, letting Yun Huaiyu stay by Xie He's side.
Although Xie He rushed out that day, he didn't seem to know Yun Huaiyu at all. After Mo Cang left, he maintained a dazed posture and sat there silently all day long.
Looking at his white hair and dull expression, Yun Huaiyu felt heartbroken.
Every minute and every second, he was thinking, if he had believed in Ji Xing back then and hadn't betrayed him, what would happen to them now? Every time Yun Huaiyu thought about it, his heart ached even more.
He has learned the cause and effect from Mo Cang, but he hates himself more than he hates Mo Cang.
His selfishness and suspicion are the beginning of the tragedy.
It was also his sword that ruined Ji Xing's practice path and forced him to walk on the path of magic.
Yun Huaiyu also has many treasures of heaven and earth, some of which are even as precious as the Holy Spirit Fruit back then, but this time he took them out without the slightest hesitation, as long as Ji Xing can live one more day, he will not Don't be stingy with these extraneous things.
Yun Huaiyu used almost all of his contacts and paid countless prices to obtain many treasures. Thanks to his two hundred years of disguise and maintenance, his contacts are far from comparable to Mo Cang, and countless spiritual objects continue to flow I sent it over, but in just over a month, it cost more than a million spirit crystals.
Mo Cang was still running around, and with Yun Huaiyu's information and intelligence, he snatched many spiritual objects back.
It's just that Xie He's body is like a bottomless hole, no matter how many treasures are piled up, it's just drinking poison to quench thirst.
After a period of time like this, the spiritual objects gradually decreased, and the worry in Yun Huaiyu's eyes became more and more serious day by day.
He hugged Xie He, stroked his hair lightly, and said softly: "Ah Xing, I know I was wrong."
"If you give me another chance, I don't want the Holy Spirit Fruit, I just want you."
"Without you, what's the point of walking this road of cultivating immortals alone."
Yun Huaiyu's black eyes were filled with pain and remorse, he lowered his head, and gently kissed Xie He's lips, this kiss was like the touch of a dragonfly, with endless tenderness and affection.
The cause sown back then is the bitter fruit of today.
If you can't get out, but you can't cross, this is his real demon.
But he was willing to indulge.
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Countless spiritual things entered Xie He's mouth, and the parts that could not be absorbed were all turned into experience points.
Xie He said that life is very beautiful, he doesn’t have to do anything all day, just sit there in a daze, not only does not affect him watching dramas, but also has a large amount of experience points in the account, it feels like fishing every day at work, the boss He also tried his best to give him a bonus.
You can make money while lying down.
[Xie He: How can I solve my worries, only to get rich quickly. smile jpg]
[444: The recent recovery experience value is 30000 Σ(°△°|||)︴] This is just the decomposed energy. If it is fully recovered, the price will be dozens of times higher!
[Xie He: It can be seen that Huaiyu is very rich, I really like them more and more:)]
[444: o(n_n)o~]
Although having a lot of experience points every day is something to be happy about, but watching Yun Huaiyu and Mo Cang go bankrupt every day, making a lot of spiritual things for the host and suffering from mental torture, I don’t know why I feel a little sad_ (:3ゝ∠)_
After a few days like this, Yun Huaiyu failed to bring back the spiritual object on time that night.
He fell asleep with Xie He in his arms like in the past. Although Xie He didn't respond, he always seemed very quiet and not noisy around him, so he was always by Xie He's side during this time, and Mo Cang didn't appear at all. Only after Xie He fell asleep would he sneak a look.
The next morning, Yun Huaiyu found that Xie He hadn't woken up, and his eyes were still closed.
His hands trembled and touched Xie He's face. When he closed his eyes, that face was still stern. If he ignored the white hair and eyelashes, it seemed to be the same as before. Yun Huaiyu gently shook Xie He's shoulders, and said softly, "Wake up, Ah Xing, it's dawn."
After a while, Xie He slowly opened his eyes, his pale face was full of ashes, and he looked at Yun Huaiyu blankly.
Yun Huaiyu stared fixedly at Xie He, and suddenly hugged him forcefully, saying, "Ah Xing, I don't want to let you go at all, really."
Xie He didn't make a sound, and closed his eyes tiredly.
Yun Huaiyu didn't have the heart to wake him up again, so he got up gently and went out.
He came to another courtyard and saw Mo Cang who was tending the herb garden there. Although the owner here no longer came, Mo Cang still took care of it carefully every day, and never dared to slack off in the slightest, no matter how tired he was. Also, it seems to be waiting for Xie He's view at any time.
When Mo Cang saw Yun Huaiyu coming, he glanced at him and continued to do his own thing, as if Yun Huaiyu didn't exist at all.
There was a flash of struggle in Yun Huaiyu's eyes, as if he had finally made a difficult decision, he said, "I need your help."
Mo Cang paused for a moment, but still didn't look back.
Yun Huaiyu said: "I can't find the spiritual object. Ah Xing didn't wake up on time today. I need your help."
Mo Cang finally turned his head, his black eyes were like deep pools, filled with deep and complicated colors, and he said, "Are you sure? Do you know what will happen?"
Yun Huaiyu nodded slowly.
He already knew that Mo Cang also loved Ji Xing, since he could choose to let go for A Xing, he could also choose to give in in order to let A Xing live. At this moment, they were no longer enemies, and their only purpose was to hope that person could survive.
"Okay." Mo Cang said indifferently, then turned his head and continued to take care of the herbs: "I'll look for you at night."
Yun Huaiyu went out again, but returned empty-handed, and it was already afternoon when he came back.
Xie He woke up by himself and was sitting in the yard basking in the sun blankly. When he saw Yun Huaiyu came back, he turned his head and glanced at him. Yun Huaiyu walked over and hugged his waist from behind, put his chin on his shoulder, and said, "Ah Xing, what are you thinking?"
"Did you miss me?" Yun Huaiyu smiled lowly, staring lovingly at his side face, "...the sun is good today."
"Let me hang out with you." Yun Huaiyu sat next to Xie He, talking to himself.
"Actually, it's good like this. It's rare to be free. I used to think too much and do too much. I was either cultivating or intrigue. My mind was never as pure as yours. In fact, it was quite tiring."
"You don't know, how much I envy you, not only envy your talent, but also envy your character, envy you can be so chic, face your own heart, wanton and natural."
"I've been in love with you since about that time."
"But I didn't realize it until today."
Yun Huaiyu said whatever he thought of, and he didn't care that the man around him didn't respond. It was not until night that he carried Xie He back into the house.
He carefully placed Xie He on the bed, leaned down and stared at his face, his long black hair hung down and entangled with Xie He's white hair, his clothes were spread out, and his fingers were intertwined.
Yun Huaiyu bowed his head and kissed Xie He's lips, "Ah Xing, I want you, don't be afraid...it's me...not someone else..."
Xie He still didn't respond as usual, his dull eyes looked at the top of his head blankly, but he didn't resist, as if it didn't matter at all.
Yun Huaiyu showed a gentle look in his eyes, he gently untied Xie He's belt, and his cool lips fell on his neck...
"Ah Xing, can I cover your eyes, I'm a little embarrassed to be looked at by you."
Yun Huaiyu raised his eyes and looked at Xie He, his black eyes sparkled, full of heart, "If you don't speak, I will take it as your agreement." He took out the ribbon to cover Xie He's eyes, and kissed him again , suddenly got up and went out.
Mo Cang was standing outside the door. When he saw Yun Huaiyu coming out, he walked in without saying a word, and passed him by.
Mo Cang looked at the quiet, blindfolded man on the bed, and stretched out his arms to hug him.
Xie He couldn't see it, he didn't scream at Mo Cang as usual, and he didn't even respond to being hugged by him. At this moment, Mo Cang is holding the person he loves deeply, feeling his tenderness, but there is no joy in his heart, only pain, because the person he loves just treats him as another person...
He is just Yun Huaiyu's substitute, he doesn't even dare to show his face, dare not make a sound, dare not be seen... Only then, his hug will not make Xie He scream in fear.
Mo Cang hugged Xie He tightly.
As long as it doesn't make you miserable, I'd rather be someone else's substitute.
Hug you instead of someone else.
Even if you don't even know that the person holding you is me, it doesn't matter...
[Ding, the target Mo Cang's favorability degree is 1, and the current favorability degree is 99]
Mo Cang gently kissed the corner of Xie He's lips. When he entered, he felt the person in his arms twisting uncomfortably, but he didn't struggle desperately, and got used to it after a while. Quickly succumbing to the instinct of the body, he raised his neck to accept him.
Mo Cang closed his eyes, he was afraid that tears would fall down when he opened them.
He never knew that a person like himself could cry.
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Yun Huaiyu was standing outside, separated by a door, as if turning into a statue.
The soft whisper fell into his ears.
He was standing here, listening to the man he loved being crushed by other men, but he couldn't stop it, couldn't show up, and even... wanted to give in. The night air was refreshingly cool, and the icy air was sucked into his lungs, causing waves of pain that seemed to be scratching his heart and eroding his bones.
Ah Xing, I'm sorry...
I broke my promise. I decided not to lie to you again, but I still lied to you.
Even if you don't know anything, don't remember anything, I don't want you to be sad... I used to lie to you for my own selfishness, but now I lie to you, just for you.
[Ding, Yun Huaiyu's favorability degree is 3, and the current favorability degree is 98]
Mo Cang passed his spiritual power little by little, then put on his clothes and got up and walked out. He was afraid that if he stayed for a moment longer, he would collapse. The role of his existence now is only to provide Xie He with the spiritual power to continue his life, he should not expect too much.
He opened the door and walked out, without even looking at Yun Huaiyu, his figure disappeared into the night.
Yun Huaiyu walked in, his eyes fell on the marks on Xie He's body, his eyes seemed to be stung, but he couldn't show it. Years of training in the city made him good at disguising himself, and he didn't find it difficult all the time, but at this moment, he could hardly maintain the disguise he had always been good at.
He wanted so much to show his anger and pain, but he couldn't.
Yun Huaiyu held Xie He in his arms, untied the ribbon on his eyes, and said softly: "Ah Xing..."
Xie He turned his head slightly and looked at him dully.
"Ah Xing, I told you not to be afraid... right..." Yun Huaiyu's eyes slightly bent, showing him a gentle smile.
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Xie He is very happy that he is a qualified "mentally retarded" now, otherwise Mo Cang's good apprentice is so thick and long, his work is so good, and his spiritual power is so pure, it would be too difficult to pretend that he can't tell the difference.
[Xie He: Mental retardation is good, mental retardation is wonderful, it is so wonderful to be a happy mentally retarded life.]
[444:...]
[Xie He: Baby, what's wrong with you?]
[444: ... No, nothing.]
[Xie He: Just smile when you have nothing to say:)]
[444: o(n_n)o~]
Since that day, Yun Huaiyu and Mo Cang are still working very hard to find spiritual objects for Xie He to continue his life. When they can't find them, they cover his eyes and let Mo Cang come over, and change them back after the end.
Once again, Mo Cang gave Xie Hedu spiritual energy to leave, and he vomited a mouthful of blood before he left the courtyard. He was injured again when he went out the day before yesterday.
Yun Huaiyu paused for a moment, walked over, looked at him with a complicated expression, and said, "I have a bottle of wound medicine here, you can use it." This is the elixir that can only be received by the elders of the Changshengzong , it is hard to find outside.
But Mo Cang didn't answer, gave Yun Huaiyu a cold look, and walked out without saying a word.
Yun Huaiyu said lightly: "I'm not for you, if you accidentally die outside, who will help Ah Xing survive."
There was a whirlpool of pain in Mo Cang's eyes, he stopped in his tracks and said coldly, "I don't need your pity, put away your kindness." During this time, he did not speak from the beginning to the end, just for fear of opening his mouth, He will not be able to suppress the painful and jealous emotions in his heart, he is afraid that he will not be able to help but want to destroy everything.
The master's life is not long, but he is still dominated by jealousy.
"Your words are wrong." Yun Huaiyu shook his head lightly, "I don't pity you, I just want to kill you."
Mo Cang gritted his teeth, staring at Yun Huaiyu with cold eyes, he also wanted to kill him.
"I was sorry for Ah Xing back then, but it was you who made him what he is today." Yun Huaiyu looked deeply at Mo Cang, "He trusted and loved you as his apprentice, but you betrayed him and hurt him. I am the same, the pain you suffer today is what you deserve, so you must live well to redeem your sins."
Mo Cang stared at Yun Huaiyu, and finally reached out to take the medicine bottle, his voice was like ice, "Do you have anything else to say?"
Yun Huaiyu paused and said, "Yes."
Mo Cang looked at him.
"I envy you very much." Yun Huaiyu said.
Mo Cang's complexion changed, and the veins on his forehead twitched, "Stop joking!"
"I envy you for being by his side all these years, envy the position you occupy in his heart, envy everything you have and enjoy." Yun Huaiyu looked at him calmly, "Could it be that you don't know him until today?" How much do you care about you? I really feel worthless for him."
"He has always loved you." Mo Cang's voice seemed to be squeezed out between his teeth.
Yun Huaiyu shook his head lightly: "If he regains his memory, he will only want to kill me... He hated me as much as he loved me back then, and he will never forgive me." Although he is here every day, Why not live in a ridiculous fantasy.
Mo Cang sneered, "Really... Could it be that when he tried his best to save you that time, he had no memory like this time?" He couldn't forget Xie He's resolute look when he stood in front of Yun Huaiyu that day.
Yes, he can comfort himself that the current Xie He instinctively relies on and loves Yun Huaiyu because he has lost his memory. But what about Xie He that time
He is awake... awake to protect another person.
in love with another person.
It was this that made him jealous and angry to the point of madness, and eventually he went to the point of irreversibility step by step.
Yun Huaiyu's eyes were dazed for a moment, and he said: "That time...that time he just finished his inflammation and poison attack, and I used the magic spell on him." There was a wry smile on his lips: "If he is even a little awake, They just want to kill me."
Mo Cang's eyes trembled, "What did you say?"
Yun Huaiyu opened the corner of his mouth, and his voice mocked, "Didn't you use the magic search technique on him? Didn't you see that part?"
Mo Cang's eyes trembled, he suddenly turned around and staggered out, he felt that the world was almost spinning. He didn't see it, he didn't see it... because he couldn't hold on until he finished watching it.
It turned out that Master didn't do it voluntarily that time, he was only deluded to do such a thing.
He never forgave Yun Huaiyu, not even once.
But I mistakenly thought that Master still loved Yun Huaiyu, so jealous and angry that I lost my mind.
It was he who pushed the master's hand to others... It was all his fault... If he hadn't committed the beastly behavior that he committed that day, and hadn't misunderstood that the master turned him into a puppet, if he could always be an obedient apprentice... If He can trust the person he loves, if he can respect the person he loves more.
They didn't have to come to this point, they could have been a harmonious pair of master and apprentice, even if they were just a dutiful apprentice, he would be satisfied if he could only watch the master silently.
But now... even this is not possible.
All of this is his fault.
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As days like this continued, both of them became more and more depressed.
Until one day, Yun Huaiyu received a message. As the elder of Changshengzong, he learned that an extremely rare heaven and earth spirit was born this time, called the fruit of refining gods. It has many functions, and the most powerful effect is that it can make monks refine into a second soul, cultivate into an incarnation outside the body, which is equivalent to an extra life, and every time it appears, it will cause a bloodbath.
But what Yun Huaiyu was interested in was another function of it. He believed that refining the divine fruit could repair Ji Xing's damaged primordial spirit and regain his sanity!
For the sake of Ji Xing, he is bound to obtain this divine fruit!
Yun Huaiyu came to Xie He's room and said to him: "Ah Xing, I'm going out for a few days, you can wait for me obediently here, okay?"
Xie He turned to look at him in a daze.
Yun Huaiyu raised the corners of his lips and smiled, his eyes were soft, "Don't worry, I will be back."
He said that he took a look at Xie He with deep nostalgia, got up and went out.
Yun Huaiyu returned to the Changshengzong, pretending to be willing to fight for the sect, and led the disciples of the Changshengzong to snatch it.
This battle was extremely tragic, and more people were robbed than the last time the heavenly soldiers were born. For the second life, the monks were all jealous.
The disciples of the Changsheng sect led by Yun Huaiyu were almost killed and injured, and the battle was fierce. In the end, Yun Huaiyu finally snatched the fruit of refining the gods, but he faced countless pursuits all the way back.
The suzerain of the Changsheng sect was very happy when he heard the news that Yun Huaiyu had snatched the divine fruit, and waited for Yun Huaiyu's return with great anticipation. Unexpectedly, Yun Huaiyu did not return to the sect, but ran away with the divine fruit! He didn't even reply to the messages sent by the sect, as if he disappeared between heaven and earth.
The suzerain of the Changsheng sect was furious, and only then did he know that Yun Huaiyu disregarded his fellow sect who had sacrificed in order to refine the divine fruit, violated the sect's order to snatch the treasure by himself and left, immediately ordered him to be expelled from the sect, and sent the Discipline Hall to hunt down the traitor !
The world was in an uproar for a while, who would have thought that the well-known Yun Huaiyu, one of the three masters of the Longevity Sect, would betray the sect for private possession of a divine fruit!
It's true that people can't be judged by their appearance!
The news spread quickly in the world of cultivating immortals. Yun Huaiyu, who was originally admired by everyone and had a high status, instantly became the number one hypocrite in the world of cultivating immortals, a despicable villain, ruined... years of business management were ruined.
Zheng Dao lost his eyes in shock, Mo Dao gloated at his misfortune.
Yun Huaiyu didn't care about these.
He was seriously injured, and finally returned to Xie He with the fruit of refining God. In fact, Mo Cang also helped him a lot along the way, otherwise, how could he avoid many pursuits and come back by himself
Yun Huaiyu and Mo Cang returned to the cave together.
Mo Cang stopped outside the door, he was silent for a moment, and said to Yun Huaiyu, "Go."
Yun Huaiyu didn't refuse, he carefully came to Xie He holding the refining fruit, squatted in front of him and raised his head and said: "Ah Xing, I'm back."
Xie He looked down at him.
Yun Huaiyu sent the small fruit to Xie He's lips, and said with a smile: "Eat it, it will be fine after you eat it."
Xie He was used to Yun Huaiyu feeding him spiritual things, so he bit and swallowed instinctively.
Yun Huaiyu looked at Xie He nervously, and clenched his hands tightly. Although they all said that the refining fruit was miraculous, he didn't have the confidence in whether it would work or not, and to what extent it could be recovered.
Because you care too much about a person, you will be so worried about gains and losses.
Xie He ate the fruit, felt a little dizzy after a while, and fell down as soon as his eyes were closed.
Yun Huaiyu caught him in time, and gently carried him to the bed.
He didn't dare to leave, so he sat on the side of the bed and looked at Xie He without blinking, lest he missed any changes. Mo Cang was also anxious, standing by the window and staring inside.
Xie He slept for a day and a night, when Yun Huaiyu and Mo Cang were getting more and more anxious, finally moved his fingers, and then slowly opened his eyes.
Yun Huaiyu hurriedly leaned over, with nervous eyes, and softly called, "Ah Xing?"
Xie He looked at Yun Huaiyu quietly, with a look of indifference in his dark eyes.