"Ah Xing?" Yun Huaiyu felt his voice tremble, his eyes fell into Xie He's bottomless black eyes, and his heart suddenly lifted.
Xie He looked at him fixedly, and slowly sat up while supporting the edge of the bed with both hands. Yun Huaiyu was about to reach out to help, but Xie He opened it violently!
Yun Huaiyu's eyes darkened, the answer was beyond doubt, Xie He recovered, but he didn't know how much he remembered? He didn't dare to touch Xie He again, he could only watch him sit up, his whole body stiffened by tension.
Xie He stared at him coldly. After a long time, his thin lips parted slightly and said two words: "Go out."
Yun Huaiyu's expression froze, he was silent for a few seconds, stood up, and said softly, "Okay, I'll go out."
After finishing speaking, he turned around and left, and gently helped Xie He close the door.
Yun Huaiyu came outside the courtyard, turned his head slightly, and saw Mo Cang leaning against the wall in black, and said slowly, "You can see clearly."
Mo Cang said, "Yes."
Yun Huaiyu said: "Okay, the things have already been prepared, and I will protect the law for you."
Mo Cang said lightly, "I'm going to see Master."
Yun Huaiyu didn't make a sound, but just glanced at Mo Cang with a complicated expression. Mo Cang was willing to give his life for Xie He, so why not him, so he could understand what Mo Cang was thinking, and would not stop him... He As long as Xie He can survive.
Mo Cang turned and walked into the courtyard, his mind was in a trance for a moment, the last time he saw the sober master seemed to be a lifetime ago.
He missed him so much, but was so afraid to face him... But he was afraid that the problem would not be solved, so he owed Master an apology, which he hoped to tell Master himself.
If you don't say it now, you won't have a chance later.
When Mo Cang pushed the door and entered, Xie He was still sitting there as before, seeing him coming, he was neither surprised nor angry, as if he was just a passerby.
"Master." Mo Cang called softly. He walked to Xie He's bed and knelt straight down. His black eyes were full of nostalgia and regret, and his voice was hoarse: "I'm sorry."
Xie He finally raised his eyes, fixedly looked at him, suddenly raised his hand high, but stopped suddenly when he was about to fall.
What's the point of these today.
His hand was put down in a slump, but he still didn't hit it.
There was a trace of bitterness in Mo Cang's eyes, he raised his hand and slapped himself with a 'slap', the slap was so hard that blood oozes from the corner of his mouth, he said: "Master, you just need to order That’s it, you don’t have to do it yourself.”
Xie He looked at Mo Cang like this, his respect remained the same as before, just like the past ten years... But he never knew that his most trusted apprentice, under the obedient and obedient appearance, hides such a wolfish ambition .
Little did he know...
He remembered everything that happened during this period, he saw Mo Cang's pain and struggle, he heard Mo Cang's whisper of love in his ears, and Mo Cang was seriously injured again and again in order to find the spiritual object that would renew his life When he came back, he pretended nothing had happened, and he remembered everything... The anger and hatred that filled his heart seemed to have become less pure.
He would rather not remember.
You don't have to be tortured by this injury in the name of love.
"Let's go, you can go too." Xie He's voice was deeply tired.
Let's all go... He is really tired, so tired that he doesn't want to keep going.
But Mo Cang didn't leave, he still knelt there, his back was straight, and his deeply nostalgic gaze never left Xie He's face for a moment.
"Master, don't you blame me?" Mo Cang said slowly.
He has been waiting for Xie He's accusation, but he didn't wait, only waited for a slap that didn't fall, just waited for a word to go... His heart was so painful that it was so numb that he didn't feel anything at this moment.
Master, he doesn't even bother to blame him.
Xie He closed his eyes, expressionless.
Mo Cang parted his lips, showing a sad smile, and said, "Master, I know you don't want to see me, but I still have one last request, I hope you can agree to it."
"You promise me that I will never bother you again, okay?"
Mo Cang's eyes fell on Xie He's face, and he said: "... Please take my body away."
He would do anything to restore Xie He's sanity, just for this moment, Xie He's soul was greatly damaged, and it was no longer enough to take away anyone, but if the person who was taken away was willing to give up resistance, coupled with Xie He's sanity, or It can be done.
He is willing to give up his life, willing to use his flesh and blood to give Xie He a chance, this is his last wish.
Xie He's eyelashes trembled, and he opened his eyes again, his eyes finally changed slightly.
To be taken away, to be completely annihilated by someone, to clearly feel that one's soul is being pulled away from one's body bit by bit, what a cruel thing, no one would be willing... But Mo Cang is willing, he is willing.
But…
Xie He's lips moved, and there was a faint smile on his lips: "I don't want to."
Mo Cang's eyes showed a look of pleading. The man's tall body seemed to be overwhelmed by some unbearable burden. His hands were clenched tightly, and his voice trembled, "Master, please think again."
Xie He turned his head, his white hair fell down, and the corners of his lips curled up: "If I don't think about it, you have to use other methods to force me to live, right? Just like you made me into a puppet back then, you always If there is a way, let me... I can't live or die."
Mo Cang's body shook slightly, does Xie He even remember those things? The pain in his eyes was concentrated, and he was speechless for a while, "I..."
"Let's go, don't let me say it a third time." Xie He's eyes were indifferent, and he turned his head without looking at Mo Cang again.
Mo Cang stared blankly at Xie He, but Xie He didn't give him another look. He knelt for a long time, finally stood up slowly, and whispered: "I won't."
However, Xie He did not give him any response.
Mo Cang stared at him for a while, then turned and left in silence.
Seeing Mo Cang come out with a sad face, Yun Huaiyu asked, "Have you finished?"
A bleak smile appeared on Mo Cang's lips, and he said, "Master doesn't want to, he doesn't want to take me away."
Yun Huaiyu's face suddenly changed. If Xie He himself was unwilling, they would have no way to force them. Although he knew that Xie He would not forgive them, he didn't expect that he would not even want to take the house, but he wanted to die with all his heart
He also ignored Mo Cang, and rushed to Xie He's place in a hurry.
Xie He managed to be quiet for a while, and seeing Yun Huaiyu running over in a panic, he couldn't help but sighed.
Yun Huaiyu looked at Xie He nervously, at a loss, and begged in a voice: "Ah Xing, why don't you want to take the house?"
Xie He looked at Yun Huaiyu like this, and seemed to vaguely see the young man from many years ago, Ai Ai followed him every now and then, and occasionally encountered difficulties, he would have such an expression, and asked him nervously: Ah Xing, How to do
He would always answer him: It doesn't matter, I'm here.
But this time, he didn't want to answer him like that.
A faint smile suddenly appeared from the corner of Xie He's eyes, this smile stunned Yun Huaiyu, he rarely saw Xie He smile like this, let alone now, even when they were still together, Xie He He didn't laugh like this much, most of the time he was indifferent, even if he liked him, it wasn't very obvious, he just paid for him silently.
"Ah Xing..." Yun Huaiyu was a little happy and a little nervous, not knowing what Xie He meant.
"I want to go to the place before." Xie He said.
"Ah Xing, if you don't want to use Mo Cang's body, you can use mine." Yun Huaiyu looked at Xie He cautiously, "How about it?"
A look of surprise flashed in Xie He's eyes, he knew Yun Huaiyu's personality, and this kind of person was willing... But he still didn't answer, just said: "I'm a little homesick, can you take me back to have a look? "
Of course Yun Huaiyu would not refuse, although he was anxious in his heart, he still said, "Okay."
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When Mo Cang heard that Xie He was going out, he followed them silently without saying a word. At this time, there were people chasing and killing Yun Huaiyu outside, so he was worried that they would go out alone.
Xie He was unable to walk alone because of his weak body, so he could only rely on others to support him.
He has always been very calm, without anger, hatred, or struggle, as if he doesn't care about anything.
They came to a bustling town, because it was a festival, and the town was very lively.
Xie He was walking on the slightly narrow path, watching the people coming and going around him, and suddenly said to Yun Huaiyu: "A lot has changed here, and there is no one I know."
"Two hundred years." Yun Huaiyu said softly, "A mortal life is only a hundred years."
They left here back then, but now there is no trace of their existence here.
"It's nothing bad." Xie He said.
Xie He couldn't move after walking for a while. He coughed a few times and smiled: "Huai Yu, I forgive you."
Yun Huaiyu looked at him in shock, his lips trembled, "What?"
"I said, I forgive you." Xie He's eyes were clear and his tone was calm. "In this life, people are most afraid of being unable to let go. Let it go. But if we cultivators can’t let it go, it will take hundreds or thousands of years. In this way, it is more difficult and difficult than ordinary people... But cultivating immortals is going against the sky, and we want to get more. Naturally, you have to pay more and bear more.”
"Fortunately, if this was a catastrophe on my way of cultivating immortals, it should be over now."
"If you can't ask for it, don't ask for it again. If you can't let it go, you should let it go."
Yun Huaiyu's hand holding Xie He trembled, he understood what Xie He meant, but he would rather not understand.
He had always hoped that one day he could get Xie He's forgiveness, but at this moment he really got it, but he hoped that Xie He would never forgive him, and if he didn't forgive, he would hate him and want to continue living...not as he is now, Said lightly to let go.
Only when you no longer love and are no longer attached can you forgive.
It's just that you don't know that in my whole life, I can't let you go again. If you are the disaster on my way of cultivating immortals, this disaster has just begun.
He really wanted to persuade Xie He again, but he couldn't speak, he couldn't force it.
[Ding, Yun Huaiyu's favorability degree is 2, and the current favorability degree is 100]
Xie He rested for a while, then continued to get up and walk forward. After walking for a while, he seemed to think of Mo Cang, and nodded to him: "Come here."
Mo Cang walked over immediately and said in a low voice, "Master."
Xie He said: "You will become like this, I can't absolve myself of the blame."
Mo Cang's eyes suddenly revealed a look of sadness, he heard what Xie He and Yun Huaiyu said just now, how could he not know Xie He's intentions? He didn't want to live anymore, but he didn't even have the qualifications to stop it.
Every word Xie He said to him now is the last word... I will never hear it again.
He couldn't not listen, he couldn't bear to listen, and he didn't want to listen.
"Because I don't know how to teach my apprentices, I didn't teach you well, and I didn't set an example." Xie He said lightly: "You are very talented, but your temperament is not enough. In the future, you might as well come to the mortal world to see all kinds of things... I always thought that you could go farther than me on the road to cultivating immortals."
"I didn't ask you anything before, nor did I tell you what I expected from you. I always thought... there was still time."
Mo Cang's lips moved, and his voice was helplessly sad, "Master, you don't need to say anything."
"You and I have no relatives or friends. When we meet and get acquainted, it is fate to be a master and apprentice. I always hope that you can live a good life. Even without those things, my body can't last for a few years." Xie He pulled away At the corner of her mouth, she smiled self-deprecatingly, "I was a little worried at first, afraid that no one would protect you after I left, and afraid that you would be deceived... Now it seems that I don't need to worry about these things."
"I was very angry that you lied to me... But after thinking about it, I feel relieved, I can feel at ease." Xie He suddenly smiled, "Because you can live well by yourself, you no longer need me gone."
Mo Cang's nails dug into the palm of his hand, he finally heard the concern he wanted to hear, and finally got the love he wanted. His master has always cared about him...but these thoughts came with the farewell.
In the past, why did he have to be obsessed with ghosts, thinking that this person didn't care about him? Why turn a blind eye to those cares and blindly plunder.
He does not regret his intentions, but regrets his wrong ways.
He could have loved this person well, but he destroyed it with his own hands.
And he, like this, can still get Master's heart.
It's just that you don't know how much I need you...
[Ding, the target Mo Cang's favorability degree is 1, and the current favorability degree is 100]
Xie He turned around, he looked up at the flag of the roadside inn, and said, "I'm a little tired."
"Then go up and take a rest." Yun Huaiyu said while supporting Xie He.
"Okay." Xie He said.
Xie He walked into the inn, and the clerk at the inn said to him attentively: "Master, do you want to stay in the inn?"
Xie He didn't change his expression, "Yes."
"Okay, I'll take you up." The man said enthusiastically, leading the way respectfully. He looked at Xie He. This man had white hair and old skin, but his eyes were still clear and bright. He looked like he must be not an ordinary person when he was young. As for the person who supported him, he was probably his son, and the one who followed him should be his bodyguard.
Xie He came to the room of the inn. He didn't look in the mirror, and he knew what he looked like at the moment, probably not good-looking. Due to the exhaustion of the mind and the lack of spiritual energy replenishment, the depleted body is rapidly aging.
He walked this short distance, just like a mortal has completed his life.
The past of love and hate is wiped out.
Xie He felt that he had no strength left. He leaned on the bed, looked outside, and suddenly sighed softly: "I have trusted two people in my life."
In the end, it was these two people who hurt him.
Because of the letter, so hurt.
Fortunately, I can finally let go.
[Ding, the target character Mo Cang in this world has completed the strategy and gained 30,000 experience points. The important character in the world Yun Huaiyu has completed the strategy and gained 24,000 experience points. The world has recovered 50,000 experience points.]
[Ding, the world is leaving...]
Yun Huaiyu stood there motionless. He watched Ji Xing close his eyes and felt his last sliver of vitality dissipate, but he couldn't do anything. I can only watch...
After a long time, he gently hugged Ji Xing, and the originally stern and flamboyant man turned into an old and withered old man in the blink of an eye.
Just like mortals, they will live, grow old, get sick and die, and go away safely without any worries.
But... what should I do about the concern in my heart
Where should I go
I'll accompany you, okay
Mo Cang looked at Ji Xing fixedly, he wanted to reach out, but he was a step slower, just as he came too late, he was a step slower at the beginning.
Master, do you know that I work so hard only for you.
If you leave, even if you want to win the immortal journey from now on, what's the point.
To live is nothing but a prison.
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Mo Cang returned to the cave where he and Ji Xing lived. It used to be the home of the two of them, but now he is the only one here... He gets up early every day to take care of the herb garden, and then cooks two small dishes, sets out two pairs of chopsticks, and pretends to be That person is still there.
At night, he would come to the master's room, lie down where the master used to lie, imagining what that person looked like.
Mo Cang stayed in the cave for ten years without taking a single step.
Until he woke up again one day, remembering his master's entrustment to him, hoping that he could visit the world more often, Mo Cang decided to go down the mountain for a walk.
He tidied up his things before going down the mountain, only to find that the master's storage ring was still with him. Mo Cang opened it and saw that there was nothing valuable inside, it was empty, only a black long sword was very eye-catching.
He still remembered that this sword was snatched from Yun Huaiyu by his master who escaped death. He didn't care about these things outside his body, so it was always with his master.
Now there is a scabbard on this sword, and the word "Cang" is engraved on the simple and simple scabbard. Looking at the vigorous and powerful characters, Mo Cang seemed to vaguely see the master sitting in front of the furnace and helping him forge the sword himself. The shape of the sheath.
This is what the master left for him, but he didn't find out until today.
Mo Cang blinked his dry eyes, and hugged the sword in his arms, Master... I miss you so much, I can't hold on any longer, do you know
Another hundred years passed, and there was a lunatic with a celestial cultivation in the world of cultivating immortals.
It is said that the lunatic is always holding a black long sword, sloppy and taciturn, his whereabouts are erratic and moody, sometimes appearing in small towns in the world, sometimes in the wilderness and forests, and sometimes in the treasured land of Lingshan...
At the beginning, some monks tried to provoke him, trying to deal with this blind maniac, but no one succeeded.
So this lunatic gradually became famous, and many monks looked for him everywhere, trying to kill him to make his name famous, but they all fell to pieces.
In the end, even the well-known master hermit and the suzerain of the great faction all took action, but all ended in failure.
In such a vast world of cultivating immortals, no one can do anything to a lunatic.
Later, the monks all learned to be good, and they would avoid him when they met him. Anyway, this lunatic is also strange, holding a long sword and talking all day long. If you don't provoke him, he won't provoke you either.
Hundreds of years passed like this, and the lunatic never appeared again.
In the end, it just became an anecdote in the world of cultivating immortals for people to pass on by word of mouth.