Zhou Yizhe's heart fell into an ice cave.
Obviously this is what he wants, obviously this is what he wants... But why, it feels so painful...
This kind of Xie He caused him several times more pain than Xie He who hated him.
But he couldn't express this pain, instead he used a gentle smile to hide his distressed heart, just because he couldn't hurt the young man in front of him anymore.
Xie He kissed Zhou Yizhe, but found that he didn't respond at all, he just stared at him with a deep gaze, this kind of gaze reminded him of that terrible day, that day, Zhou Yizhe also used such a gaze that was so deep that he couldn't see his emotions Look at him, and then... torture him mercilessly.
Xie He's movements shrank suddenly, with a look of fear in his eyes, he trembled: "I, I really don't think about him... don't be angry, please, please don't be angry..." Those eyes seemed to say, don't do that again For me... I will be obedient and seriously please you.
Zhou Yizhe closed his eyes in pain, and slowly opened the corners of his mouth, showing a smile, "I'm not angry."
"Really, really..." Xie He looked at him in surprise.
"Really, I'm not angry." Zhou Yizhe repeated in a comforting tone, gently stroking the young man's back, and his gentle movements gradually calmed down the trembling body beneath him, "I was just a little distracted just now, not angry."
"Oh..." Xie He's eyes were slightly bent, showing a shallow smile, as if he had received some very satisfying answer.
So... easily satisfied... so... carefully.
Zhou Yizhe's eyes darkened a bit. Could it be that he is so obedient and docile in front of Zhou Yian... Could it be that he smiles so softly and is so docile and obedient.
There is nothing unwilling to be humiliated, some are just willing, such people want to pity.
If he could get such a thank you, he would rather lie to himself.
He is like a terminally ill patient who refuses treatment. He knows that the cancer growing in his heart will kill him, but he still enjoys the strange pleasure of suffering from the pain... For that little bit of satisfaction and pleasure, he can sacrifice everything.
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[444: The host is big, in just a few days, Zhou Yizhe's favorability has risen to 95! You torture him like this, poking a knife in his heart in different ways all day long, yet he still loves you more and treats you better and better, why is that! (⊙﹏⊙)b]
[Xie He: It's cheap:)]
[444: I'm serious! ╭(╯^╰)╮]
[Xie He: ... I am also serious. The explanation just now is a popular version. If you want to listen to the literary version, you can also: People, once you have tasted the taste of love, you are reluctant to lose it easily. It is like drinking poison to quench your thirst. Even if you bring it But the poison is also drunk. I gave him the love he wanted, but he accepted it even though he knew it was fake, and he couldn't extricate himself from the love he wove.]
[444:...]
[Xie He: So if you are sick, you have to take medicine, don't give up treatment]
[444:... I still think the popular version is easier to understand...]
When Xie He heard the sound of the door opening, he immediately put on an expression of surprise, greeted the door, bumped into the man's arms, raised his head and gave him a kiss. He found that Zhou Yizhe liked what he did, and he would do what Zhou Yizhe liked seriously, without any fuss!
Zhou Yizhe returned him a deep kiss, and then sat on the sofa with him in his arms, smiling and stroking his soft short hair: "Is your body feeling better?"
"It's much better." Xie He squinted his eyes, lying obediently in Zhou Yizhe's arms like a cat.
Zhou Yizhe looked at him lovingly, feeling that no matter how close he was, he couldn't get enough, so he couldn't help but kissed the young man's forehead again, and he reacted after kissing the young man's body, but thinking of the injury the young man suffered before, he could only try his best to suppress his desire .
Zhou Yizhe tried his best to control himself, put down Xie He, and went to the bathroom to take a cold shower.
But the young man who has always been obedient and well-behaved, and never did anything superfluous, suddenly grabbed his sleeve this time, with a slight look of grievance in his moist eyes, and whispered as if to hold back: "I, I have already All right."
Zhou Yizhe's heart almost missed a beat, what did he hear? Are you invited
At this moment, he really wanted to overwhelm the young man regardless, gallop on his wonderful body, and vent his lust. Such sex that can cooperate with each other must be unprecedentedly beautiful, right? It was only a little bit close, and Zhou Yizhe was about to compromise, but he remembered what the doctor said, saying that he would have to wait at least half a month.
He forced himself to calm down, slowly pulled off the young man's hand, and said in a deep voice, "Don't make trouble."
Xie He's eyes gradually revealed a look of helplessness and fear.
Obviously he has put down his figure and proposed to a man, why Zhou Yizhe still refuses to ask him? Could it be that he detested him? Then he is useless, he is not even so useful! Thinking of this, a layer of water mist appeared in Xie He's eyes, showing a sad look, he bit his lips lightly, and suddenly untied the belt of his pajamas.
With a light pull, the whole pajamas fell to the ground, and it turned out that there was nothing inside.
Standing in front of Zhou Yizhe, the young man was naked, and there were still faint traces of unhealed bruises on his jade-white skin, but that did not weaken the beauty of this body in the slightest, and on the contrary made it even more alluring.
He blinked his wet eyes, blushing slightly on his face, and slowly walked in front of Zhou Yizhe.
This scene fell in Zhou Yizhe's eyes, like a sea monster slowly walking towards him in the horizontal plane, the coquettish beauty tore his rationality bit by bit, and his Adam's apple twitched.
Xie He gently grabbed Zhou Yizhe's hand, and put his hand on his chest, under the delicate and smooth skin, there was a heartbeat.
"Don't you like my body the most?" Xie He showed a shallow and shy smile on his lips, he held Zhou Yizhe's hand, slowly descended, and finally landed on his shameful part, his voice was sexy and hoarse : "My body likes you too, and wants you to enter me and fill me up."
"Don't want me... okay..." Xie He raised his head, a faint pleading overflowed from his red lips, which made Zhou Yizhe's heart tremble.
Seductive, pleasant, and beautiful words gradually wove into a big black net, covering Zhou Yizhe from head to tail, slowly tightening it, until it was almost impossible to breathe.
The man who had always been moody and angry finally showed an uncontrollable look of pain in his eyes.
Unable to maintain a calm appearance.
With a light push from Zhou Yizhe's hand, Xie He was pushed down on the sofa, and the man who was pushed down brought a strong oppressive aura. There is a hint of joy in Xie He's eyes, do you want him
Suddenly Xie He felt his hands tighten, Zhou Yizhe directly pulled over his pajamas and tied his hands in front of his body, then stood up slowly and firmly, got up and went to the bathroom.
Even if he stayed for a moment longer, he would not be able to control himself from hurting the person in front of him again.
Zhou Yizhe took a long bath this time, and it took him a lot of effort to barely suppress his swelling pain. The cold water brought his rationality back to his mind, and his strong self-control calmed his expression. As the leader in this relationship, he needs greater and more perseverance to make the right decision instead of indulgence.
When Zhou Yizhe returned to the living room, he found the young man curled up on the sofa, his body still naked.
He gently lifted the young man up, and he fell into a pair of frightened eyes.
Zhou Yizhe felt that his heart had been pricked by something, twisted in pain, but there was a helpless and gentle smile on his face, and he said in an extremely gentle tone, "Don't think about it, I didn't want you, it's just your body Not yet, I want to wait a little longer."
"I..." Xie He was about to speak, but Zhou Yizhe bowed his head and kissed him, his face flushed red and he gasped for breath before letting go.
"Don't you believe what I say? As long as you are obedient, I won't let you go." Zhou Yizhe laughed. What he didn't say is that even if you are disobedient, even if you hate me, I won't let you go...
Xie He stared at him blankly, as if he was trying to tell whether this sentence was true or not.
After a long time, he seemed finally relieved, showing an expression of absolute trust, and rubbed Zhou Yizhe flatteringly, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't doubt you, I will always trust you in the future."
[444: Ding, target favorability +1, current favorability 96]
Zhou Yizhe sighed, untied Xie He's hands, carefully carried him back to the bed, and hugged him until the young man fell asleep in his arms. Zhou Yizhe stared at the young man's sleeping face. When he fell asleep, the young man's brows were always slightly frowned, and he would groan in pain from time to time, as if he was haunted by a terrible nightmare.
And this... is the real him.
What is in front of him is just a fake Xie He, a Xie He who doesn't even want his self-esteem to please him, he does all this just for Zhou Yi'an. Zhou Yizhe thought he could accept such a result, and continued to paralyze himself with false appearances until today... When Xie He took off his clothes and begged him to fuck him, he found that his heart was almost split instantly. It hurts so bad I can't breathe.
This is not what he wants.
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A few days later, Xie He woke up in Zhou Yizhe's arms as usual, but Zhou Yizhe didn't seem to plan to get up and leave today. He is like an ordinary boyfriend, lying next to Xie Heni on the bed.
"Do you want to sleep a little longer?" Zhou Yizhe hugged Xie He, sniffing his breath dissatisfied.
"Yeah." Xie He narrowed his eyes lazily.
"Do you want to go out for a walk today? Some of my friends organized outdoor activities." Zhou Yizhe said with a smile: "In case you get moldy at home."
"Okay." As long as it was Zhou Yizhe's proposal, Xie He would never refuse.
Zhou Yizhe also understood this in his heart, so during this period of time, everything he said to Xie He was carefully considered, carefully considering whether Xie He would be embarrassed, because even if it was embarrassing, Xie He himself would not say it.
Zhou Yizhe personally helped Xie He get dressed, then knelt down on one knee to help him put on his shoes, and then said with a smile: "Let's go."
The outdoor activities are held in a wild ecological park on the outskirts of the city. It has always been popular with the local rich second generation, and there are various shooting and hunting games. Zhou Yizhe rarely participated in such activities. Although he belonged to the same generation, he was different from those people. He took on a more important role early on. When the rich second generation were still playing drag racing with women , He has already started to take charge of Nuo Da's company, and has been in and out of various formal occasions.
Therefore, when Zhou Yizhe suddenly appeared, it was no surprise that there was a commotion. A group of people fawning over him came to wash their faces in front of him, calling him Brother Zhou, Big Brother Zhou and so on.
Such an occasion made Xie He very uncomfortable, but he quickly discovered a good way to shield the embarrassment. He just needs to ignore those people and treat Zhou Yizhe as if he were at home. Xie He sat meekly against Zhou Yizhe. He remained silent, letting others cast curious glances at him.
Zhou Yizhe dealt with those people in a perfunctory manner. Although he suggested it, he didn't seem to have any intention of participating in any activities. He just coaxed Xie He attentively, asking him from time to time if he was thirsty or hungry, just like a twenty-four filial boyfriend .
Zhou Yizhe's performance fell into the eyes of everyone, and people looked at Xie He differently. Could this young man who appeared in their circle for the first time be Zhou Yizhe's true love? !
Xie Hecai didn't care about these things, he just drank the water that Zhou Yizhe handed over, and he ate the food that was handed over to him, and from time to time he showed a happy and satisfied expression in cooperation.
Inadvertently abused countless dogs.
At this moment, Xie He suddenly heard a familiar voice, making his body slightly stiff.
"Brother, it's rare for you to come here." Zhou Yi'an was wearing a jacket, as if he had just returned from climbing a mountain outside, his short hair on his forehead was wet with sweat, but his sunny and handsome face showed a slightly naughty smile, "Why don't we play a game?" ?”
Zhou Yizhe looked at him indifferently, just when everyone thought he was going to refuse again like before, he suddenly smiled, "Okay."
Zhou Yi'an seemed very happy, his gaze fell on Xie He again, he raised his eyebrows and smiled, "It turns out my sister-in-law is here too."
"Yes." Zhou Yizhe looked at him deeply.
Zhou Yi'an slowly showed a playful smile, "The game is not fun without a lottery, so why not bet on my sister-in-law, whoever wins today, let him accompany whoever tonight. Brother, what do you think of this suggestion?"