Ye Jinzhou stared blankly at the person in front of him. This is the person he loves deeply. His facial features, that smile, and that soft voice are all engraved in his heart, but this person, the way he looks at him now It's exactly like looking at a stranger, with no love or hate...he doesn't remember him.
"You...don't recognize me..." Ye Jinzhou said shyly, his nails clenched in the palm of his hand.
Xie He smiled slightly: "I had an accident some time ago, I don't remember what happened before, I'm sorry I didn't recognize you."
"No, it doesn't matter, as long as you are still alive..." Ye Jinzhou was so nervous that he was a little incoherent. He suddenly hugged Xie He tightly, "You are still alive..."
"I miss you very much..." Ye Jinzhou's voice choked up.
In this world, there is nothing more important than you being alive... As long as you are still alive, it doesn’t matter if you forget that I don’t love me anymore, I will always love you anyway.
Xie He didn't expect to be hugged by a big man in public. The passers-by had already looked over and felt very embarrassed, but seeing Ye Jinzhou's appearance of crying, he couldn't bear to scold him, so he hesitated for a while and patted him gently. Rubbing his back, he said softly like coaxing a child: "It's okay, I'm still alive. How about... you let go and talk first?"
Ye Jinzhou listened to Xie He's gentle voice, this person, even if he lost his memory, was still so considerate and kind, and his heart was still so soft... His eyes immediately turned red.
How foolish he was to want to hurt such a person.
How did he make up his mind
Xie He was very helpless. He felt like he was facing a heartbroken child. You advised him not to cry, but he cried even harder... Just when he was at a loss, he suddenly heard someone calling him.
"Xiao Mu." Lu Jianing strode over. He waited for a long time and didn't see Xie He coming back, so he came out to look for him, but he saw Xie He being hugged by Ye Jinzhou, and his face sank immediately.
Xie He saw that Lu Jianing's complexion was not good, and he didn't want to be misunderstood by him, so he finally pushed Ye Jinzhou away cruelly, and strode back: "Sorry, I was delayed for a while when I met someone who knew me before... I was about to go back .”
Ye Jinzhou looked at his hands in a daze, and his arms became empty again... He looked in Xie He's direction, and saw Lu Jianing standing there, they were wearing couple outfits, looking very loving, Xie He was smiling Talk to Lu Jianing...
This scene made his heart plummet to the ground, and the nightmare of the past finally became a reality.
Xie He is still in love with Lu Jianing.
No... He loved him originally, but he just went back, and he finally became an irrelevant person.
When Lu Jianing saw Ye Jinzhou, his heart suddenly rose, lest Xie He remember that Ye Jinzhou was his current lover, but now it seems that Xie He didn't mean to think of it, so he breathed a sigh of relief and glanced coldly. Glancing at Ye Jinzhou, he held Xie He's hand and said, "An insignificant person, let's go back."
"Okay." Xie He smiled and nodded.
Seeing Lu Jianing holding Xie He's hand, Ye Jinzhou turned and left, as if they were about to disappear into his world.
From then on, watching Xie He fall in love with other men... No, how can it be? Never allow it!
Ye Jinzhou suddenly rushed over, grabbed Lu Jianing by the collar, and punched him in the face! Lu Jianing was interrupted by Ye Jinzhou last time, and now the old and new hatred welled up in his heart, and he directly punched back with his fists clenched!
Xie He was shocked, why did the two suddenly fight? But he would not let Ye Jinzhou hurt Lu Jianing. Seeing that Lu Jianing was defeated by Ye Jinzhou, he rushed over to help Lu Jianing without hesitation, grabbed Ye Jinzhou's arm, and said coldly: "Stop!"
Ye Jinzhou was stopped by Xie He, and when he heard his cold voice, he was stunned for a while, and was caught off guard by a punch in the face by Lu Jianing!
But this is not as good as the pain in his heart. This time Xie He is sober, not drunk... He was sober helping Lu Jianing, and stood by Lu Jianing without hesitation, and shot at him.
But he couldn't even get angry, he only felt sad and sad...
If Xie He hadn't lost his memory, he wouldn't forgive him, and would only hate him more.
It was he who sent himself into a dead end, Xie He who had memory hated him, Xie He who lost memory loved another man, what was he? If he is sensible, he should go far away by himself, but he can't do it.
He couldn't let go.
Ye Jinzhou licked the blood in his mouth, and looked at Xie He in a daze: "I'm sorry... I just..."
"Don't tell me I'm sorry, I don't know who you are to me, but it's best not to behave like this again." Xie He's voice was cold, and he turned to Lu Jianing and said, "Let's go back."
Lu Jianing stared at Ye Jinzhou, he was not very reconciled... But he was worried that Ye Jinzhou would tell more things, so it would be better to suffer a little and let Xie He's heart turn to him, so he didn't refute.
Ye Jinzhou clenched his hand tightly, trembling by his side, no... can't be impulsive, can't be impulsive anymore.
Now Xie He doesn't remember him. In fact, it is not a good thing for him, so that he will not remember what he did to him. Since he has a way to make Xie He fall in love with him once, he can make him Falling in love with him for the second time, but he must calm down now, impulsiveness will only be bad.
Ye Jinzhou narrowed his eyes slightly, and did not catch up with them, but said to their backs: "I don't know what Lu Jianing said to you, but you broke up ten years ago, and I am your current lover. I have always loved you, even if you don't remember me, I will wait for you to come back."
Xie He paused, and left with Lu Jianing.
Seeing them leave, Ye Jinzhou immediately took out his phone and ordered someone to investigate Lu Jianing's recent movements. He wanted to know when Lu Jianing found Xie He and how he hid him secretly.
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Because of such an episode, neither of them was in the mood to continue watching movies and shopping, but returned home.
Xie He took out the medicine box, and gently wiped the corner of Lu Jianing's mouth with a cotton swab dipped in alcohol. Lu Jianing grinned in pain.
Xie He sighed: "Be patient." Turning around and putting down the cotton swab, at this moment Lu Jianing grabbed Xie He's hand, looked deeply into his eyes, and said, "Do you believe what he said?"
Xie He's eyes flashed a look of struggle and hesitation, and he didn't answer.
Lu Jianing showed a hurt expression, even if he lost his memory, Ye Jinzhou could easily shake Xie He.
He was silent for a long time, laughed at himself, and said: "I did hide some things from you, and I planned to tell you later, but now it seems... I can't hide it anymore."
Xie He looked at him very unexpectedly, his lips moved, "You, really lied to me?"
"I'm sorry, I just can't lose you..." Lu Jianing had a guilty look in his eyes, "You are indeed my first love. We fell in love for eight years, but we broke up in the end... But I have always loved you, and I have never forgotten you. You You haven't forgotten me either, you haven't dated anyone in the past ten years, but last year you suddenly had a boyfriend, Ye Jinzhou."
"I don't know why you chose him, maybe you just want to annoy me..." Lu Jianing hugged Xie He, "But I'm really jealous, I don't want you to think of him, and I don't want him to be between us. So I lied, please forgive me? I just love you too much."
"I know you still love me. You told me yourself that this love has always been in your heart, and we can start over." Lu Jianing looked at Xie He pleadingly.
Xie He stared at Lu Jianing's eyes, he could see the sincere friendship in those eyes, but this lie made him feel unspeakably uncomfortable, he did not respond to Lu Jianing's words, but said: "I'm a little tired, Go back and rest first."
Lu Jianing looked at Xie He's leaving back, clutching the sofa tightly, Xie He never said to him once, I love you.
Although he kept this person by his side, he never really walked into his heart.
Can losing memory also stop the passage of time
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[444: Great host, what are your plans now (⊙v⊙)]
[Xie He: Now I just need to cooperate with Zhouzhou, he will naturally try his best to snatch me back. smile jpg]
[444: (⊙o⊙) Oh]
[Xie He: To be honest, I really miss him a little bit.]
[444: Huh?]
[Xie He: After all, he can always serve me very well, and presumably after the education of my love, he should be more enlightened now:)]
[444:...]
When Xie He got up the next day, Lu Jianing had already gone to work.
But the family soon ushered in unexpected guests.
It was Lu's father and Lu's mother who came here. Lu's father had a majestic appearance, but he was not young anymore, and there were already gray hairs on his temples. Lu's mother was well maintained and dressed gracefully and luxuriously. Both of them obviously knew Xie He, and they looked at him with complicated eyes.
Mother Lu sighed, "It's really you."
Xie He looked at her with some doubts and said, "May I ask who you are?"
Lu's mother said: "We are Lu Jianing's parents. I heard that you lost your memory in a car accident. It seems that you really don't remember anything."
She had a mild expression and a good tone.
Xie He hurriedly said politely: "Please sit down." Then he went to make tea for them himself.
Lu's father sat on the sofa with a gloomy expression all the time. He seemed a little impatient, and he was not interested in listening to his wife and Xie He. He said directly to Xie He: "Jianing has always refused to get married, and now he hides you by his side. It seems that this I haven't let go of it for ten years, since that's the case... I can allow you to be together, but our Lu family can't have no heir, you ask Lu Jianing to find someone to surrogate a child for us to raise, in the future, I won't bother to take care of your affairs."
Lu's mother added softly: "Xiao Mu, although we agreed to this matter, but I actually want to say, why do you still want to be with Jianing? Since you were able to break up before, you probably don't have to be together. I know that you are not having a good time after such a thing happened, if you are willing to leave Jianing, we will not treat you badly."
Although her tone was gentle, she revealed in her words that she did not support Xie He and Lu Jianing together, and was even willing to send him money, thinking that he reunited with Lu Jianing for money.
The smile on Xie He's face slowly disappeared, and he said slowly: "Does Jianing know about your coming here today?"
Mother Lu sighed, "I was afraid that he would get angry, so I didn't tell him in advance, but as long as you agree, I think he won't object, he always listens to you."
"I see." Xie He said lightly: "I will discuss it with him when he comes back."
Xie He finally sent Lu's father and Lu's mother away. Less than an hour later, a second wave of uninvited guests came. This time, it was an elegant and beautiful young woman. She looked at Xie He contemptuously, and said, "Bai Mu, how long are you going to pester Jianing? You weren't so spineless before, did you just break up when you said you broke up? Why are you so embarrassed to come back now? You only think of Jianing when you have nothing. Come on, I didn't know you were this kind of person before."
"I don't know what you mean?" Xie He said with a cold face.
The woman snorted coldly: "Didn't your business fail and the company was sold? Jia Ning is willing to take you in because of kindness, and it's just pity for you."
Xie He suppressed the shock in his heart, took a deep breath and asked, "Do you like him?"
The woman chuckled and said, "Yes, and my uncle and aunt both like me. If you didn't come back shamelessly to pester me, we would get married sooner or later."
Xie He looked at her: "I don't think so, it's been ten years, if he is willing to marry you, he probably would have married a long time ago."
The woman yelled angrily when she was hurt.
Xie He said directly: "It's easy to leave."
The woman scolded for a while, and found that Xie He ignored her at all, and she didn't dare to fight Xie He, and walked away in despair.
Seeing people leave, Xie He relaxed for a while and was about to go back to the room when he suddenly heard the warning from 444.
[444: The host is big, Ye Jinzhou is here, right in your room!]
[Xie He: Not bad, the efficiency is quite high, one wave after another hardly gives people a chance to rest, this is a fatigue tactic. smile jpg]
Xie He quickly put on a tired look on his face, then reached out and pushed the door open.
Before he could react, he was pressed against the wall by a person and kissed him hard! Xie He's eyes widened in surprise, and when he saw that it was Ye Jinzhou, he pushed desperately, but he couldn't move at all. This person's strength was outrageous... He was panting after being kissed by Ye Jinzhou, his lips were red, and he was finally released. open.
"What are you doing!" Xie He's chest heaved and he looked at him angrily, "How did you get in?!"
Ye Jinzhou said, "It came in through the window."
Xie He was so angry by his shameless appearance, he stretched out his hand to hit him, but seeing him looking at him pitifully, like a puppy abandoned by its owner, it finally found its owner and wagged its tail desperately... So The hand fell in the air and did not hit.
Xie He said coldly: "Did you find the person just now?" He is not stupid, why didn't he come sooner or later, he only came now.
Ye Jinzhou shook his head: "No, I just let them know about Lu Jianing's recent movements, and they found it by themselves. You see, no one in the Lu family welcomes you, and Lu Jianing even wants to hide you... And you have already We broke up, why stay and take the humiliation."
Xie He sneered: "So you are justified in using this despicable method to break us up?"
Ye Jinzhou looked at him aggrievedly: "It was he who used despicable means first. You were originally my lover. He snatched you away. Are you not allowed to snatch you back?"
Xie He was shocked by this unreasonable theory, he paused, "How do I know what you said is true?"
Ye Jinzhou said: "You and I will know when we go home."
Xie He was silent for a while and said, "Okay."
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After a few months, he returned to his home again. The house looked very clean and tidy. It was obvious that the people who lived there had been taking care of it very carefully to maintain its original appearance.
Xie He looked here, although he didn't remember anything, he just felt inexplicably familiar. He checked every room, and every setting and layout here was designed and selected by him...
Even if he has no memory, his instinct tells him that this is his home, and this place gives him a different kindness from Lu Jianing's.
Xie He groped for the photo frame placed beside the bed, turned back to Ye Jinzhou and said, "Is this really my home?"
Ye Jinzhou looked at him, with a trace of sadness on his face, he said softly: "Yes, can't you feel it?"
Xie He's eyes are slightly condensed, no, he can feel it.
He put down the things in his hands and opened the closet. There were two people's clothes inside, two people's cups in the bathroom, and even the bowls in the kitchen were in pairs... He let out a breath slowly, "So , you live here too."
Ye Jinzhou nodded.
Xie He looked back at him, his eyes seemed to be slightly moved, "Then... after I die, do you still live here?"
Ye Jinzhou nodded.
Xie He suddenly smiled and joked: "Do you have no other place to go?"
Ye Jinzhou continued to nod.
Xie He was taken aback.
Ye Jinzhou walked up to him step by step, and said solemnly: "Only here is the trace of your existence. My heart is here, and there is nowhere to go except here."
Xie He looked at the seriousness in his eyes, and felt distressed for some reason, he couldn't help but said: "What if I can't come back?"
Ye Jinzhou smiled lowly: "That makes no difference to me."
Ye Jinzhou reached out and hugged Xie He gently. He didn't use much force. Xie He could have easily pushed away, but this time he didn't. In this familiar place, surrounded by this familiar embrace, it seemed that something told him in his heart that this is what he needs, and this is what he should stay.
This is the truth... But with Lu Jianing, he has never felt this kind of reality, everything is as illusory as a castle in the air.
Ye Jinzhou's lips fell on Xie He's ear, and there was a deep sorrow in his low voice: "I did something wrong, you were very angry, I quarreled with you that night, you drove out all night In a car accident. I thought you were dead..."
"I can't forgive myself. I caused you to have an accident. It's all my fault... If only I didn't make you angry..."
"I really can't forgive myself, what should I do..."
Listening to his voice, Xie He couldn't help but feel a dull pain in his heart. At this moment, he clearly understood that if he couldn't come back, what kind of guilt and pain would Ye Jinzhou spend his whole life...
And he couldn't bear to let him be so sad.
Xie He stretched out his hand and hugged Ye Jinzhou gently: "It's okay, I'm back."
Ye Jinzhou asked anxiously: "Then are you still angry with me?"
Xie He smiled softly: "I don't remember anything, how can I be angry? By the way, what did you do to make me angry?"
Ye Jinzhou pursed his lips, "I don't want to tell you."
Xie He raised his eyebrows: "So serious?"
Ye Jinzhou said word by word: "But I promise, I will never make the same mistake again in the future. Can you come back? I really can't leave you. When you don't come back... I feel like I'm going to die."
Xie Hexin said that young people's love is at stake, if it were Lu Jianing, he would definitely not be so shameless. When he thought of Lu Jianing, his face stiffened for a moment.
Ye Jinzhou saw it, and suddenly pushed Xie He onto the bed, biting his neck directly: "You are not allowed to miss him."
Xie He stretched out his hand and pushed, who knew that Ye Jinzhou pressed Xie He's hands on the top of his head as soon as he exerted force, and looked at him with aggrieved eyes, "You don't know how sad I was yesterday, I finally found out that you are still alive... But you forgot about me, with other men, and beat me because of him."
Xie He's expression was a little uncomfortable, he already believed Ye Jinzhou's words in his heart... If this is true, then his actions really hurt his heart.
But when he thought of Lu Jianing, he felt that his behavior was a betrayal of him, and he couldn't help showing a look of struggle and indecision in his eyes, unprecedentedly confused... How should he choose
But before Xie He could figure out why, he suddenly felt Ye Jinzhou's movements, and his face couldn't help but change. The bastard was taking off his clothes, and suddenly shouted: "What are you doing?"
Ye Jinzhou's originally sharp phoenix eyes looked at Xie He with only love, his pupils reflected Xie He's face, and he said affectionately: "I miss you so much, I'm going crazy when I think about it. "
"Stop it." A blush appeared on Xie He's face, and he still felt that Ye Jinzhou was a little strange.
Ye Jinzhou didn't want to listen to him anymore, and didn't want to give him another chance to think. He pressed his lips with a hot kiss, and continued with gentle but unquestionable movements.
Xie He was restrained by Ye Jinzhou, and dizzy from being kissed. He couldn't bear to be cruel to Ye Jinzhou, but after hesitating for a while, he was squeezed in by Ye Jinzhou, and he couldn't help opening his mouth and making a short sound.
Ye Jinzhou kissed his neck and smiled lowly: "Don't be shy, you slept with me before we knew each other, you were much more generous then... I will let you remember me..."
"You like the way I treat you the most..."
Xie He opened his eyes wide, is he actually this kind of person
But before he could react, Ye Jinzhou moved violently, and soon he was speechless.
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Ye Jinzhou pressed Xie He's legs on Xie He's legs, hugged his waist with both hands, imprisoned him in his arms, pressed his lips against Xie He's earlobe, and whispered: "Honey, let's go Is it okay to get married?"
In that voice, besides the tender and affectionate love, there was almost inaudible trembling and fear deeply suppressed.
Xie He half lowered his eyes, he still didn't come back to his senses, he fell asleep with Ye Jinzhou in such a dazed way, and recalling his performance, he was indeed willing to refuse and welcome, which made him feel a dull pain in his forehead.
Ye Jinzhou reached out and took out a box from the bedside table. When he opened it, there were two pair of rings inside.
"You prepared this for me. I found out after your accident." Ye Jinzhou looked at the ring, recalling the despair and pain at the beginning again. He closed his eyes, grabbed Xie He's finger, and kissed reverently Go up, and then put the ring on slowly, "I love you, we will never be apart, okay?"
[Ding, target Ye Jinzhou favorability degree 2, current favorability degree 92]