Xie He stared blankly at the ring on his finger. For a moment, his heart seemed to be caught by something. What is that emotion that can hardly breathe
Ye Jinzhou looked at Xie He, bowed his head and kissed Xie He's lips gently, he closed his eyes and hugged him tightly, like a drowning person holding the only life-saving straw. Sorry, I dare not tell the truth, because then you will definitely leave me.
"Let's go abroad to get married and then go on a honeymoon, okay?" Ye Jinzhou's voice was soft, "Before the accident, you kept telling me that you were too busy with work, and you should go out when you have time. We have a lot of time now."
Xie He suppressed the strange emotions in his heart, he remembered the words he heard today, and asked: "The woman said that my business failed and the company went bankrupt, what happened?"
Ye Jinzhou's breath was stagnant. He tried his best to keep his voice calm and said, "Yes, Rongzhi Media was your previous company. Because of some incidents, it caused serious losses, so it had to be sold."
"Oh." Xie He's eyes darkened slightly, he didn't remember anything about the company, but Lu Jianing obviously lied to him about it.
Ye Jinzhou's eyes flashed, "Do you want to visit the company?"
Xie He said: "Okay."
When he returned to the place where he worked, it was obvious at a glance whether the matter was true or false. It was easy for one person to deceive someone, but it was obviously impossible for everyone to deceive him.
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Ye Jinzhou took Xie He to the company the next day.
In fact, on the day he met Xie He, he not only arranged for someone to investigate Lu Jianing, but also arranged for the company. With the group's capital injection, the company quickly got back on track. Except for some changes in the top management, the other personnel were almost unchanged. The only person who knew that he was plotting against Xie He secretly was Lin Ran, and Lin Ran had resigned after Xie He left. .
Here are all his people now, and he has already quietly arranged for Steven, the new head of the company, to receive Xie He.
When Steven saw Xie He, he smiled politely: "President Bai, I heard that you had an accident some time ago. I was really surprised and sad. It's great that you can come back."
Xie He smiled: "I just took a look, I hope I didn't cause you any trouble."
Steven laughed loudly: "Of course not. Although you are not here anymore, you are welcome to come back and take a look here at any time. Speaking of which, I have just taken over the company not long ago, and I still need to ask you for some things."
Xie He said embarrassedly: "I'm afraid I can't help you now, I have lost my memory."
Steven shook his head, "That's really a pity, I sincerely hope that you will recover your memory as soon as possible."
Xie He nodded: "Thank you, I want to come back and take a look, maybe seeing the familiar environment before can help me remember something."
Steven agreed deeply, then looked at Ye Jinzhou next to him, and said, "This Mr. Ye used to be your secretary, and he is very familiar with this place. You can let him take you around."
Xie He said: "Okay."
Steven continued to get busy, and he didn't show any special expression to Ye Jinzhou from the beginning to the end, as if he was really just a secretary of the former boss.
Xie He and Ye Jinzhou went out and met some company employees along the way, all of them came up to ask Xie He with enthusiasm and concern: "Boss Bai, it's great that you are fine! We were all worried to death at that time."
Both men and women showed great enthusiasm for Xie He, and several sentimental female employees burst into tears, "We almost thought you were dead."
Xie He looked at the concern and gratitude in their eyes. These cannot be faked. He suddenly felt very warm in his heart. After coming back for so long, he finally felt that he had reintegrated into this world. He comforted: "I'm fine, don't Cried."
Those female employees still looked at him tearfully, such a gentle male god, hey, why did something happen? Fortunately, he came back safely.
Xie He walked around the company and received countless sincere greetings. It was already night when he left.
He smiled at Ye Jinzhou: "I didn't expect that I was so popular before."
Ye Jinzhou looked at the heartfelt happy smile in Xie He's eyes, and his mood seemed to become clearer. He stared at Xie He's face and said solemnly: "Because you are so good, no one will dislike you of."
Xie He laughed uncontrollably, shook his head and said, "No one in this world can be liked by everyone, there will always be people who don't like me and hate me."
Ye Jinzhou's expression froze for a moment. He thought of his ridiculous behavior before, yes... He didn't like him at first. This was the worst thing he did, so that he made an unforgivable mistake. He grabbed Xie He's hand and said seriously: "That's because they don't know you, and they will like you if they do."
Xie He raised his eyebrows and looked at Ye Jinzhou, thinking that this is really a child, who would care about such things? He smiled lightly and said: "I never expected that everyone would like me. This kind of thing will come naturally. Be with the people you like and stay away from the people you don't like. Isn't that all right? You don't have to force it."
Ye Jinzhou turned pale.
Xie He thought he was not feeling well, and asked with concern: "Are you okay?"
Ye Jinzhou's heart was heavy, he shook his head, "I'm fine."
Xie He nodded and smiled, "That's good, let's not talk about those boring topics, at least I meet people who like me now, and I feel very lucky to have you by my side."
Ye Jinzhou closed his eyes for a moment, and the pain in his heart suddenly spread rapidly.
Obviously this person is smiling at him gently, but he clearly knows... the premise of this brief tenderness is his despicable deception, once Xie He knows the truth, he will not smile at him again.
He remembered that Xie He once said that it was his luck to meet him... But you don't know, later you will think that meeting me is the one thing you regret the most.
"Let's go back." Ye Jinzhou's voice was hoarse, and the pain in his eyes could hardly be concealed.
Xie He noticed that he didn't seem happy, but since Ye Jinzhou didn't want to say it, he didn't ask, and changed the subject with a smile: "By the way, I didn't expect you to be my secretary before, I... would actually do this kind of thing." thing, haha."
Ye Jinzhou's lips moved, revealing a stiff smile, "Yes."
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When the two returned home, Xie He was taken aback when he stepped out of the elevator, and soon his expression returned to calm, and he said to the man standing at the door: "You are here."
Lu Jianing looked at Xie He fixedly, and he said, "I've been looking for you for a long time, and then I wondered if you came back, so I came here to try my luck."
Xie He remembered the countless words of love that this person said to him, but he kept concealing the most important thing, and his voice couldn't help cooling down: "It's a surprise? You don't want me to come back, right?"
Pain appeared in Lu Jianing's eyes, "I didn't know that my parents had looked for you, and they have long been out of my business, so don't listen to them."
Xie He said: "Why did you lie to me?"
Lu Jianing continued: "I warned that woman Zhang Qian, but I have nothing to do with her at all. It is impossible for me to marry her."
Xie He looked at Lu Jianing, sighed suddenly, and asked again: "Why did you lie to me?"
Lu Jianing held hands tightly, at this moment he finally couldn't deceive himself any longer, Xie He didn't care about those people at all, and he didn't need these explanations, what he cared from the beginning to the end... was just why he lied to him.
And that was the only thing he couldn't explain.
After a long time, Lu Jianing said softly, "I'm afraid that you will leave me, and I want you to stay by my side."
When Xie He heard this sentence, he suddenly smiled: "You finally said it."
Lu Jianing's voice was painful: "Xiao Mu..."
Xie He's eyes were clear and his tone was calm. He said: "Just because of your lack of self-confidence and fear, you want to selfishly deprive me of my life, my past, and make me a vassal who can only rely on you. Love like you , sorry I can't accept it."
Lu Jianing's face was pale.
"I think this is probably the reason why I broke up with you before, because your love is too selfish, but what I want is to be able to understand each other and rely on each other." Xie He looked at Lu Jianing lightly, sighed : "You go, we broke up ten years ago."
Listening to Xie He's calm words, Lu Jianing seemed to have returned to many years ago in a trance.
Before the breakup, Bai Mu also calmly said to him: Jianing, can you think for me from my perspective
At that time, he didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, he just felt impatient, he felt that he had thought a lot for Bai Mu, and was very accommodating to him, why Bai Mu was still not satisfied? Later, he thought about it for many years, and as he got older, he put himself in Bai Mu's shoes and thought for a while, and finally realized that he had no scruples about the other party at the beginning, and he thought that he was doing the right thing, but he didn't think about the other party at all. Feeling so childish.
This time he thought he wouldn't make the same mistake again, but he didn't want to make the same mistake again.
He devoted all his love to this person, but he didn't think about whether he wanted it... He made a wrong step because he was afraid of losing.
Lu Jianing looked deeply at the person in front of him. He loves this person so much, but he didn't know how to love someone back then. When he knew how to love someone, he was worried about gains and losses, because he was afraid that this person would no longer need his love and forced him to on him.
"Xiao Mu." Lu Jianing said slowly: "You have my phone number. If you need it anytime, you can contact me at any time. We have always been friends."
I will always love you, even if you don't need it anymore.
This time, the initiative is handed over to you.
You just need to know that no matter when and where, I will wait for you in place and love you as always.
[Ding, Lu Jianing's favorability degree is 2, and the current favorability degree is 100]
After Lu Jianing finished speaking, he glanced at Xie He with nostalgia, and walked past him. He didn't even look at Ye Jinzhou who was standing behind Xie He... Jealousy, selfishness, anger, these emotions, sometimes he knew they were wrong and couldn't be controlled... But he could no longer let these negative emotions take control.
That will only push the loved one further and further away.
Xie He watched Lu Jianing leave, the elevator door closed, and a look of sadness appeared in his eyes. After a while, he cheered up and smiled, and said to Ye Jinzhou: "Let's go home."
Ye Jinzhou stood there silently all the time, like a non-existent background. Listening to Xie He and Lu Jianing's words, he held his breath and felt cold all over his body.
Every word Xie He said to Lu Jianing seemed to hit his heart at the same time.
He looked at the back of Xie He walking into the house, that tall figure seemed to be slowly disappearing into his world like this... He suddenly rushed over and hugged Xie He tightly, his voice trembling: "You will not leave me, Is it right?"
Xie He was hugged tightly by Ye Jinzhou, and said helplessly: "You didn't lie to me."
Ye Jinzhou's hands tightened slowly, no, I lied to you, I lied to you more... I know this is wrong, I know you will be angry, I know once the lies are exposed, there will be no redemption, but I can't stop, like drinking poison to quench thirst ... because otherwise, I wouldn't even have the chance to be near you again.
"Shall we go on a trip?" Ye Jinzhou's voice was astringent, and he said slowly, "I think going out for a walk will be good for you to restore your memory."
Xie He hesitated for a moment: "But I don't want to leave for the time being, I want to know more about my past."
Ye Jinzhou said: "Please, I won't let you go if you don't agree."
Xie He has nothing to do with him, is this a rogue? The voice couldn't help being a little harsher, "Let go, so we can discuss it."
Ye Jinzhou was worried that Xie He was really angry, so he could only let go reluctantly.
He knew that Lin Ran would get news soon, so he wanted to take Xie He away as soon as possible. No matter what, he would never let Lin Ran see Xie He. Ye Jinzhou lowered his eyes to hide the cold light in his eyes.
"I'm sorry, don't be angry, okay? I was wrong just now." Ye Jinzhou paused for a moment, then raised his head and said flatteringly, "I'll cook for you."
Xie He sighed again, how could he be angry like this, he could only give up.
Seeing that Xie He smiled, Ye Jinzhou finally breathed a sigh of relief and went to the kitchen. It didn't take long for the food to be prepared and brought out. He looked at Xie He cautiously, "This is what you used to like to eat, try it."
Xie He tried it, it tasted good, and smiled encouragingly: "Very good."
Ye Jinzhou smiled immediately, with deep affection in his eyes, "That's good, I'm worried that even your taste will change if you lose your memory." After a while, he lowered his tone and smiled softly: "That's great... "
Xie He casually said: "What's so good?"
Ye Jinzhou said: "You can still sit here and eat with me. Before... I always sat here alone, facing a pair of empty bowls and chopsticks. It was so deserted."
Ye Jinzhou spoke very calmly, but Xie He paused for a moment and swallowed... Sad emotions emerged from the bottom of his heart. He looked up at Ye Jinzhou, "No, I'm already back."
Ye Jinzhou looked at Xie He with a gentle smile in his eyes, and he said, "Yes, it's great that you're back."
After dinner, the two watched TV for a while, chatted for a while, Xie He was about to go to bed, and Ye Jinzhou followed him step by step. Xie He remembered the madness of last night, and said to Ye Jinzhou with a straight face: "You can sleep in the guest room."
"Oh." Ye Jinzhou lowered his head and walked out without saying a word.
Xie He breathed a sigh of relief, walked into the room and closed the door.
[444: ... Huh.]
[Xie He: Baby, what's wrong with you?]
[444: No, it's nothing...] He just accidentally rejected Ye Jinzhou from the host! _(:3ゝ∠)_
[Xie He: Baby, sometimes there are many ways to achieve a goal, not necessarily so direct, and you have to believe that our state will not disappoint, smile jpg]
[444:...]
[Xie He: I just like the perseverance and perseverance of our state:)]
[444:...]
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Xie He had a good night's sleep, and went out the next day refreshed, and found Ye Jinzhou sleeping on the sofa all night, obviously not sleeping well, his complexion was very bad, and he even sneezed.
Xie He frowned: "Why sleep on the sofa?"
Ye Jinzhou remained silent, and looked at Xie He with pleading eyes after a while, "I don't want to live in a guest room."
Xie He asked in confusion: "Why?"
Ye Jinzhou asked: "You don't want me?"
Xie He was helpless, "I didn't mean that, it's just that I'm not familiar with you yet, I need time."
Ye Jinzhou smiled immediately: "It's okay, I can wait for you."
Xie He smiled, thinking he had listened.
But when he got up the next day, Xie He found that Ye Jinzhou was still sleeping on the sofa, persistently refusing to sleep in the guest room. After a few days like this, Xie He's persuasion was useless. Ye Jinzhou believed that the guest room was for outsiders to sleep in, just like a stubborn child who would sleep on the sofa if he was not allowed to enter the room.
It's okay to sleep on the sofa occasionally, but the tall and burly man also looks a little decadent after a long time. Of course, Xie He thinks that this may be a pitiful gesture deliberately made by Ye Jinzhou, but he is still soft-hearted, and one night he finally said : "Come in, but don't mess around."
Ye Jinzhou's expression was as if joy fell from the sky, he nodded in a hurry, and almost raised his hand to swear: "I promise that if you don't want it, I won't do anything!"
Xie He had no choice but to let Ye Jinzhou in.
Ye Jinzhou was really obedient and honest.
Xie He fell asleep, but in the middle of the night, he suddenly felt itchy on his face. After a while, he opened his eyes in a daze, and found that Ye Jinzhou was kissing him, gently kissing his eyes, lips, neck, Adam's apple...
Xie He stared at him half asleep and half awake, and slapped away, Ye Jinzhou stopped, but woke up again after a while, this time he saw Ye Jinzhou burying his head under him...
It didn't take a while to get up.
After a long time, Ye Jinzhou raised his head, licked his lips, and said with a smile, "Go to sleep."
What are you still sleeping on? Xie He raised his eyebrows, grabbed Ye Jinzhou's head and blocked it with his lips, and the two quickly got together.
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Ye Jinzhou was indeed working hard on the bed, and Xie He was also a normal man with needs, so he simply let him go when the stop was ineffective.
But also because of this, the two who were still a little stranger quickly became close, and getting along became more and more natural.
Another night, Ye Jinzhou saw Xie He fell asleep and stared at his sleeping face. Just now, he hugged this person vigorously. He gently stroked Xie He's facial contour with his fingertips, and kissed him lovingly. lips... Only then will he not hide the pain and fear in his eyes.
Although we are always together, although I have you now, why do I keep panicking in my heart? This panic has not diminished with the passage of time, but it has increased, like walking on thin ice.
All this beauty is like a dream, and it will be shattered at any time.
[Ding, target Ye Jinzhou favorability degree 3, current favorability degree 95]
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Xie He got up in the morning to see Ye Jinzhou cooking in the kitchen. During this time, Ye Jinzhou always took good care of him.
He went in and hugged Ye Jinzhou's waist from behind, kissed him on the lips, and said with a smile: "Didn't you say you wanted to go out for a walk? Where do you want to go?"
Ye Jinzhou's heart skipped a beat, and he asked nervously, "Are you willing to go out?"
These days, he has been keeping people staring at Lin Ran, not giving him any chance to get close to them, but this doesn't reassure him, he is always in worry and fear.
Xie He smiled: "Yeah."
Then turned around and went out.
[444: Host, what are you doing (⊙o⊙)!]
[Xie He: I am enjoying life, smiling jpg]
[444:...]
[Xie He: But it's time to add a little more fun to Zhouzhou. Love without twists and turns is like a pool of stagnant water, which is too boring.]
[444: Huh, I thought you were going to reconcile with him like this_(:3ゝ∠)_]
[Xie He: Baby, do you know what is the most desperate thing in this world?]
[444: What?]
[Xie He: The most desperate thing is not that there is no hope at all, but that there is still a glimmer of hope that can be rescued, living in the illusion of self-deception, trying your best but finally seeing everything burst like a bubble with your own eyes.]
[Xie He: How can you understand the pain of loss if you haven’t owned the beauty? That will make an impression.]
[444:...]
[Xie He: Dad, I am the best at educating bear children:)]
[444:...]
Ye Jinzhou came out with breakfast after a while, and sat on the side watching Xie He eating intently.
Xie He was a little uncomfortable being looked at by him, and looked at him helplessly: "Am I so good-looking?"
Ye Jinzhou suddenly lowered his head and licked the rice grains from his lips, his voice was low and hoarse: "I can never get tired of watching it."
Yes, even if this person loses his memory, he is still the person he loves, and the appearance he loves, nothing has changed... Every minute and every second they spend together reminds him of how wonderful things he once had , What a precious feeling that was lost.
He loves him so much, if he can maintain this illusion, he is willing to do whatever it takes.
"I love you." Ye Jinzhou said, the emotion in his eyes was not faked at all, so hot and persistent, he said: "We will always be together."
Xie He has long been used to Ye Jinzhou's confession behavior from time to time. He thought it was an extremely insecure expression, and said with a smile: "Don't think about it, even if I can't remember it, I won't want you."
There was a bitter smile on Ye Jinzhou's lips, if you think about it, you won't want me.
Since Xie He rarely agreed to go out, Ye Jinzhou didn't want to have long nights and dreams, so he immediately arranged for someone to book a ticket, and didn't pack up much, anyway, it's the same when he goes out to buy it later.
Seeing Ye Jinzhou's eager and anxious look, Xie He didn't stop him and let him go.
That night, Ye Jinzhou and Xie He came to the airport together.
Because it was a temporary itinerary, no one should know about it, but Ye Jinzhou was still a little worried, and he was a little restless along the way. He couldn't wait to take Xie He out of the city until he came to the waiting hall after checking the ticket , Ye Jinzhou finally breathed a sigh of relief.
The two sat on the chair, and Ye Jinzhou turned his head and smiled at Xie He: "I want to take you to the city where I lived. Let me tell you, I used to live abroad."
Xie He gave an 'um', his eyes were gentle, and he smiled slightly: "Okay."
Ye Jinzhou looked at Xie He's beautiful eyebrows and his heart was pounding. They were about to leave here, go to a strange place, and start again...
Seeing that Ye Jinzhou started staring at him again, Xie He gave a slight 'cough' uncomfortably, indicating that he had better restrain himself outside, at this moment, he suddenly heard someone calling his name, "Bai Mu! "
Xie He looked back quickly, and saw a man with gold-rimmed glasses with sharp eyes, striding towards him!
Ye Jinzhou heard a familiar voice and looked back at the same time, his expression changed immediately. How did Lin Ran come here? !