Mrs. Ye looked at Ye Jinzhou with disappointment in her eyes. When Ye Jinzhou was about to return to China, she had actually stopped him.
Bai Rongkai's mercenary face was indeed disgusting. If he was still alive, she would have no reason to prevent Ye Jinzhou from coming back to take revenge, but Bai Rongkai has been dead for ten years! Even if this person is guilty, Bai Mu is innocent... People like Bai Rongkai did not kill their mother and son, but gave them a lot of money to leave... Now that they are living well, do they have to turn around and inflict hatred? On another innocent child
So what's the difference between their actions and Bai Rongkai's? No, even meaner.
Besides, the most important thing is that she doesn't want Ye Jinzhou to waste his good life on the hatred of the past.
However, when the child grew up, she refused to accept it. Mrs. Ye failed to stop Ye Jinzhou. More than a year passed, and she didn't come back a few times. If she hadn't met Xu Zhen, she would still be in the dark!
Madam Ye looked at Ye Jinzhou and sighed: "Bai Mu is inside, right?"
Ye Jinzhou avoided Mrs. Ye's sight in some embarrassment. He couldn't explain to his mother that he fell in love with his enemy's son. He was silent for a few seconds and said, "Why did you come here?"
Seeing that Ye Jinzhou is still obsessed with it, Mrs. Ye was even more disappointed, and her voice became a little harsher: "I asked you if Bai Mu was in there!"
Ye Jinzhou pursed his lips, the curve of his jaw was cold and hard, and he didn't open his mouth.
Mrs. Ye said: "Okay, if you don't tell me, I'll go and see for myself." After speaking, she walked in directly.
If it was anyone else, Ye Jinzhou could stop him, but only this one couldn't. He knew his mother very well. He looked weak on the surface, but he was tough and assertive inside. It was not easy to bring him up alone abroad.
He has always respected his mother very much, and it is even more impossible for him to do any disrespectful behavior towards her.
Ye Jinzhou stood straight at the same spot. At this time, he should have followed immediately, but he suddenly lost the courage to follow... These are the two people he loves the most, and their meeting means that he has to make a move. choice.
Mrs. Ye passed the living room directly, came to the bedroom, opened the door and saw the man on the bed.
The man was handcuffed on the head of the bed with one hand. His body was thin and his complexion was gloomy. It was obvious that the long-term captivity made him unbearable. When he saw himself coming in, he raised his eyes to look over, even though he was treated like this, he still had a calm expression and indifferent eyes.
Mrs. Ye looked at him, and her eyes were in a daze for a while. This person looked a bit like Bai Rongkai, but his eyebrows and eyes were more like his mother, that beautiful and gentle woman.
She still remembers the child's appearance when he was a child. He was cute and cute since he was a child... He has finally grown up now. He should have a good life of his own, but was disturbed by Ye Jinzhou's sudden arrival, and was even deprived of his freedom in the end. stand up.
Yes, she resented Bai Rongkai, resented Bai Rongkai for being cold-blooded and ruthless back then, but after so many years, she had already walked out. What's more, all this has nothing to do with Bai Mu...
Ye Jinzhou and Bai Mu's mutual torture was the last thing she wanted to see.
The injured person is painfully injured, and the person who inflicted the injury can obtain peace of conscience
Madam Ye sighed, looked at Xie He apologetically, and said, "Xiao Mu, do you still remember me?"
Xie He has been looking at her since just now, he can vaguely see the similarities with Ye Jinzhou from her appearance, and then he can't help but think of when he was a child... that one always came to his house, brought him gifts to play with him, and smiled gently aunt.
Yeah... why didn't he recognize Ye Jinzhou earlier, obviously he should remember his...
"Auntie..." Xie He made a hoarse voice, his eyes were a bit complicated, he thought Mrs. Ye should also hate him, after all, he is Bai Rongkai's son.
But at this moment, he didn't see any hatred in this woman's eyes, only pity.
Mrs. Ye paused, looked at Xie He seriously, and said, "I'm sorry."
Xie He suddenly opened his eyes wide in surprise, and looked at her in disbelief.
Mrs. Ye said: "I didn't discipline my son well. I told him not to come back, but he didn't listen...I apologize to you for what he did to you."
Xie He thought that he would be accused, or be confronted with cold words, but what he heard was a sincere apology... This actually made him feel guilty. Facing such an open-minded and reasonable woman, he was a little moved, his expression slightly changed, "This has nothing to do with you."
Seeing Xie He like this, Mrs. Ye felt even more distressed. This child is still so kind and sensible... He is not the same as Bai Rongkai at all. If Xie He was a cunning and cunning person with such a grievance, it would be difficult for her to have any sympathy for him, but he is such a good child...
Even though she was treated and hurt like this, she didn't vent her anger and hatred towards her.
Mrs. Ye was very sad, she shook her head slightly, "Xiaozhou has no father since childhood, and I have to be used to being alone. I neglected to discipline him, so I have a certain responsibility for this kind of thing. It is hard to hurt you. Make up... But you can rest assured that I will watch him in the future and won't let him bother you again. "
Ye Jinzhou dragged his heavy steps and came to the door step by step. Hearing these words, his whole body seemed to be frozen.
He should be thankful that his mother didn't hate Bai Mu, and she didn't intend to pass on the grievance to the next generation, but at the same time he felt sad, because of this, she would not allow him to continue to force Bai Mu.
Besides forcing him, he has no way to make this person look back, let alone make this person look at him more.
Why did you come to this point
He had no way of blaming anyone but himself, and he could have had the full love of this man, and his mother wouldn't have stood in their way. His bright future, which is close at hand, was snuffed out bit by bit by his own impulsive willfulness...in the end it became irreversible.
Mrs. Ye saw Ye Jinzhou coming, she turned to him and said, "Bring here the key."
Ye Jinzhou didn't move. He had never disobeyed Mrs. Ye before, but at this moment he just didn't want to be obedient and let go. Even if this person is his mother... He doesn't want to obey.
Mrs. Ye knew her child well. Instead of scolding him, she asked in a soothing and peaceful tone, "Do you still hate him?"
Ye Jinzhou shook his head.
Mrs. Ye said, "Then why did you lock him up?"
Ye Jinzhou clenched his fists, and seemed to muster up great courage, and said slowly: "I love him, and I don't want him to leave me."
Not only was Madam Ye not angry when she heard this, but she smiled, "Did you know that everything in this world can be obtained by robbing, but there is only one thing that cannot be obtained by robbing, and that is the human heart."
Ye Jinzhou's face turned pale. It's not that he doesn't understand the truth, but he has been unwilling to think about it. He trapped himself in a false fantasy, as long as this person is still by his side, he can ignore everything, ignore everything...
However, Mrs. Ye's words ruthlessly broke all this, making him have to face the reality clearly.
See how vain and ridiculous your actions really are.
That's right... He has long been used to plundering. Since he was a child, he has always robbed and snatched whatever he wants. Just grab what he wants. But... He couldn't make a person who was extremely disappointed in him forgive him.
Ye Jinzhou raised his eyes, his eyes filled with sadness and bewilderment.
Mrs. Ye looked at Ye Jinzhou like this, with such unprecedented sadness, after all, she felt a little distressed. This is her son who she looked up to like an eyeball. Now she is in such a dilemma, how can she want to see it? This is also the reason why she didn't want Ye Jinzhou to come back, because hurting an innocent person... would not give any sense of accomplishment.
Although her son looks mature and stable, with strong means, he is only a young man in his twenties after all, and his heart is not evil and cold-blooded. He will regret it if he does something that hurts innocent people on the spur of the moment. of.
But the result was even worse than she had expected. Not only did Ye Jinzhou regret it, but he also fell in love with the person he hurt...unable to extricate himself.
Mrs. Ye sighed softly. She has sighed several times today, "If you really love someone, you will wish him happiness. My child, I love you very much. I didn't stop you from coming back for revenge because I was cowardly or Foolishness, but because I want you to be happy and happy, not to be immersed in hatred... For this reason, I can let the past disappear with the wind. This is also the reason why I have not told you the truth for so many years, I hope you I can grow up happily in the sun and have my own life. I don't want you to be distorted by resentment since childhood, and I won't use you as a tool for revenge. What's more about that matter... Although Bai Rongkai was wrong, he is not the murderer , and he is dead."
"So if you really love Bai Mu, you should set him free, because if you really love someone, you won't be willing to see him suffer. Doing so will only make you regret more. Or, your so-called love is just selfish And possessive...then I'll stop you all the more, because I can't watch you go astray."
Mrs. Ye paused, looked at Ye Jinzhou calmly, and said, "Now, give me the key."
These words are like a basin of cold water, pouring cold water on Ye Jinzhou from head to toe. His love will only make the one he loves suffer...
Ye Jinzhou's hand was so hard that it turned white and almost trembled, and the key was in his pocket.
If he really loves this person, he should, as his mother said, not be willing to hurt him, and let him go. But it is precisely because he loves him so much that he is not willing to leave him, so he can only stay in this way.
Letting him go was like digging out his heart alive, keeping him was like cutting his heart with a knife.
No matter which choice he chooses, it will be an abyss of pain beyond redemption.
Ye Jinzhou looked at Mrs. Ye, then turned to look at Xie He stiffly.
This multiple-choice question is now in front of him, and he can't continue to escape, whether to choose to suffer alone, or to choose to suffer together... At the moment when he really has to choose, it seems that there is no need to think about it.
If so, let him suffer alone.
Set his loved ones free.
Now, what ridiculous fantasies can he have? Is he going to continue to be obsessed with his obsession and make the two people he loves the most disappointed and sad at the same time? It's all his fault...
Ye Jinzhou twitched the corner of his mouth slightly, wanting to smile, but he couldn't. He was in so much pain that he wanted to die.
After a long time, he opened his mouth and spit out a word: "Okay."
This simple word exhausted his last strength, which meant that he finally had to let go, and from now on, he would no longer appear in the world of his loved one.
Because if you really love someone, even if you suffer all kinds of pain, you only want him to be happy.
Instead of dragging him into his own abyss.
[Ding, target Ye Jinzhou favorability degree 1, current favorability degree 99]
Madam Ye felt very sad when she saw Ye Jinzhou like this, seeing this stubborn and strong child showing such a fragile and sad side. But... Sometimes a long-term pain is worse than a short-term pain. Procrastination and indecision are just causing greater harm to each other.
This villain, let her do it.
Mrs. Ye took the key from Ye Jinzhou's hand, opened it for Xie He herself, and said softly: "I will send you back, your friend has been looking for you, and he is very worried about you."
Xie He looked at Mrs. Ye blankly, lost his mind for a moment, and said softly: "Thank you."
Mrs. Ye looked a little complicated, and sighed softly: "You don't need to thank me, in fact, I should have stopped him earlier."
Xie He shook his head, and wanted to say that I should thank you, not only because of this incident, but also because of your generosity. He and Ye Jinzhou were both young back then and did not experience this kind of pain, but Mrs. Ye really Losing her lover, how painful and desperate must she have been? But despite this, she still chose to forgive instead of being blinded by hatred, and chose to walk out of the abyss instead of staying in the past and refusing to come out.
Xie He stood up, he thought he should leave here.
From now on, he has nothing to do with Ye Jinzhou, and Ye Jinzhou will not bother him anymore, he can let go of the past and put his life on the right track again. All of this is what he hoped for, but why... his heart seems to be empty...
In fact, he did not love each other, but those injuries and barriers were engraved there, and those insults and betrayals could not be forgiven.
A broken mirror is hard to reunite.
"I'm leaving." Xie He said to Mrs. Ye, and then he didn't say anything else, let alone say goodbye to Ye Jinzhou, and just walked out of him.
Ye Jinzhou was motionless, like a stone statue, he couldn't move.
He is afraid that if he moves, he will regret it, will be impulsive, and will do something to disappoint the one he loves again...
Mrs. Ye kept watching Xie He go away, and then said to Ye Jinzhou: "Come back with me."
Ye Jinzhou's eyes were full of loneliness. He opened the corner of his mouth and said slowly: "Give me a few days, and I will arrange the company's affairs, okay?"
Madam Ye nodded.
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Xie He walked out of here, Madam Ye's driver outside respectfully sent him back, only to find that he was already in another city hundreds of miles away, no wonder Lin Ran hadn't found him for so long.
The driver sent Xie He to City C before leaving.
[444: Hey, I let you go so simple...]
[Xie He: It's normal, Zhou Zhou was only temporarily overwhelmed by anger, and his favorability has reached this level, of course he doesn't have the heart to hurt me, all he needs is a blow to the head. But to others, these words are not as useful as what Mrs. Ye said. You can see that you are sober, this child is still very savvy, not to mention that people always have to learn to let go. smile jpg]
[444: ... (⊙o⊙)Oh]I just think that looks a little pitiful...
[Xie He: What's more, a small black room without the nourishment of love is really unbearable. Look at me, I've lost weight. sigh jpg]
[444:...]He didn't want to say anything anymore.
Xie He returned to his home and called Lin Ran. Lin Ran rushed over quickly. Seeing Xie He's haggard and emaciated appearance, he felt distressed and angry! Hugging him tightly, he said, "That bastard Ye Jinzhou, what did he do to you?!"
"I'm fine." Xie He said softly, "I'm sorry for making you worry."
Lin Ran's hands holding Xie He were trembling. God knows how worried he was. He was very worried that Ye Jinzhou would hurt Xie He. After all, Ye Jinzhou came here for revenge. Although he called the police, there was no news for a long time. He was afraid that one day What I got was Xie He's bad news... I was in fear all the time.
"I'm really fine, Ye Jinzhou...he won't hurt me." Seeing that Lin Ran didn't believe it, Xie He added to reassure him, "And he won't come again in the future."
Xie He didn't let Lin Ran stay with him, but stayed at home alone.
He closed his eyes, and couldn't help thinking of Ye Jinzhou again. He liked to hug him to sleep the most. When he fell asleep, he was like an insecure child, always hugging him tightly. He cooks with all his heart to please him, and he can act coquettishly, possessive and terrible, and also likes to be jealous... The way he looks at him is always full of love, and people can feel his fiery emotions all the time .
At first these were fake, but then what? The fake eventually became real, but unfortunately it came too late.
Xie He thought of Ye Jinzhou's desperate eyes when he saw him leave.
There is no stalking as usual, no pleading words, nothing... only helpless sadness, because this time... it is really going to be parted, and even entanglement is no longer possible.
Although Xie He disappeared for more than a month, but fortunately the company still has Lin Ran, everything is fine.
Lin Ran still took good care of Xie He. Although the two were often together, Xie He returned to the previous state. He did not show any closeness to Lin Ran, but was still a little alienated. He felt that he hadn't left completely. It was inappropriate to accept Lin Ran when he came out.
Lin Ran looked at Xie He's melancholy eyes occasionally, although he didn't know what happened, but he knew that Xie He might not let go of Ye Jinzhou in his heart.
He didn't press every step of the way. It is difficult to let go of a deep relationship, and he is willing to continue to wait.
In order to get out of the past earlier, Xie He had to paralyze himself with work, and was the last one to leave the company every day.
Late at night that night, Xie He walked out of the office building alone, and saw a deep and lonely figure standing by the side of the street, as if he had been waiting for a century.
Ye Jinzhou turned his head when he heard the footsteps, his black hair fell on his forehead in a mess, and he looked deeply at him with his dark eyes.
Xie He's footsteps stopped on the spot, he didn't immediately walk away indifferently as usual, but looked into Ye Jinzhou's eyes, because he knew that he just came to say goodbye to him.
Ye Jinzhou's Adam's apple twitched, and after a while, he said, "I'm leaving tomorrow."
Xie He didn't speak.
Ye Jinzhou didn't seem to expect any response from Xie He, he seemed to be just here to fulfill his last wish in life, paused, and showed a nostalgic smile to Xie He, his voice was low and hoarse: "I love you. "
Even if there is no me in your world from now on, I still love you.
After Ye Jinzhou finished speaking, he gave Xie He a reluctant look, then turned around slowly and resolutely, and left step by step.
[Xie He: Baby, I have a task for you. smile jpg]
[444: (⊙v⊙) Hmm! what task?]
[Xie He: Did you see that inconspicuous turn over there? There are always cars driving fast, and traffic accidents are easy to happen here. When a car comes, call me when it is 200 meters away from Ye Jinzhou.]
[444: (⊙o⊙) Oh okay!]
[Xie He: It's almost time to leave. I'm really relieved that Zhouzhou is so cooperative. I like high efficiency:)]
[444:...]
Xie He looked at the figure of Ye Jinzhou leaving slowly, and there seemed to be some kind of emotion in his eyes. Suddenly, he said: "I believe it."
His voice wasn't too loud, but it was so clear in the silent night that every single word fell into Ye Jinzhou's ears.
Ye Jinzhou turned around suddenly and looked at Xie He in disbelief.
What did he hear
When he was about to leave here with regret, he finally heard Xie He say that I believe...he believed that he loved him.
At this moment, in Ye Jinzhou's world, there is no one else, nothing else, and he can't feel everything. In his world, there is only Xie He... This sentence of belief is like forgiveness to him.
He no longer expects his love to be accepted, but at least, his love is recognized.
That's all.
[Ding, target Ye Jinzhou favorability degree 1, current favorability degree 100]
Ye Jinzhou's lips trembled, as if he had a thousand words to say, but he didn't know where to start.
However, at this moment, he saw Xie He's face suddenly changed, and he rushed towards him quickly! At the same time yelling get out of the way!
Get out of what? Before Ye Jinzhou came back to his senses, he was pushed away by Xie He! At the same time, a car drove over quickly and knocked Xie He away heavily. The rearview mirror of the car hit Ye Jinzhou's arm, and passed by his body tightly. The gale was like a knife. Usually scratched on his face!
Ye Jinzhou fell to the ground. He heard the screeching sound of brakes in his ears. He watched Xie He's body fall to the ground, and then blood flowed out from under him... His eyes were blood red.
no, I can not…
Ye Jinzhou's arms were hanging limply by his side, he staggered up from the ground and walked over step by step.
He wanted to hug Xie He, but he was afraid that he would touch the wound. His eyes were full of helplessness and despair. At this time, he remembered that he should call for help first, so he quickly called for help. After he finished these, he leaned over and tremblingly said to Xie He: "It doesn't matter, don't be afraid, you will be fine... you will not die..."
Xie He felt that his bones were broken. He knew that he might not be able to hold on anymore, but he didn't have any fear. Instead, a look of relief appeared in his eyes. He coughed and said intermittently: "It's, you... "
Ye Jinzhou stared blankly at Xie He, his fear made him almost unable to think, "Stop talking...stop talking..."
Xie He really didn't have the strength to speak anymore. He looked at Ye Jinzhou and smiled. The smile was as gentle as before, and the eyes seemed to reappear affectionately yesterday. He said: "I will pay you back..."
This grievance... His father is the real instigator. Since his father caused this grievance, then let him fully repay it. In this way, there will be no more debts.
That's it, it's really over.
Ye Jinzhou saw that Xie He closed his eyes, as if all the blood had drained from his body, he lowered his head and called the man's name, but the man didn't give him the slightest response.
The ambulance rushed over with the siren sounding, and the doctors rushed over. They checked quickly and quickly confirmed that the person was dead and there was no need for rescue.
Ye Jinzhou seemed unaware of all this, he just looked at Bai Mu in a daze, and said softly: "Wake up, wake up..."
The doctor came to persuade Ye Jinzhou, saying that the man was dead, but Ye Jinzhou didn't listen at all. Instead, he hugged Bai Mu tightly and refused to let go. He still looked at him gently and said, "Wake up, you I don't owe me anything, I don't need you to pay it back, I really don't need it... "
I don't know how much time has passed, Ye Jinzhou felt that the person in his arms was getting a little cold, he squeezed his hands even tighter, as if he wanted to warm the person in his arms, when suddenly his face was slapped sideways.
Ye Jinzhou felt the burning pain on his face, he slowly raised his head, and saw Mrs. Ye standing in front of him, looking at him with sad eyes.
Ye Jinzhou seemed to finally realize that there were other people here, his voice hoarse: "Mom..."
Mrs. Ye glanced at Bai Mu in Ye Jinzhou's arms, with sadness and helplessness in her eyes... But at this time, she must be calm and rational, because her son needs her.
"Let go, he's dead." Mrs. Ye said.
When Ye Jinzhou heard these words, he suddenly cried, weeping silently, like a child.
Madam Ye said softly: "You can cry, but don't let him waste his life in vain."
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ten years later.
One night, Ye Jinzhou woke up suddenly again from a dream. He dreamed of Bai Mu again, and remembered the last words he said to him.
He thought about this sentence for ten years, but he still couldn't figure it out.
Does Bai Mu hate him or love him
If you hated him, why did you save him so desperately? If you love him, why do you want to give him your life back, so ruthless and decisive
Ye Jinzhou raised his hand, with two rings on his ring finger, and the two rings were close together... Ye Jinzhou lowered his head and kissed the ring lightly, with a nostalgic look in his eyes.
In a world without you, every day is a torment, and every day and night, the torment will be even heavier...
Do you know that I miss you very much.
After Ye Jinzhou woke up, he couldn't fall asleep anymore. He went to the hospital the next morning. Mrs. Ye had been seriously ill a few years ago, and she has been staying in the hospital since then. Ye Jinzhou would visit her almost every day.
In ten years, Mrs. Ye, who was tortured by illness, aged a lot.
Ye Jinzhou came to her bed and slowly peeled an apple for her, but in fact, at this time, Mrs. Ye couldn't eat anything anymore. She looked at her son, her eyes fell on the ring on his hand, her eyes were sad.
Her son, after all, still hasn't come out, his heart has gone with that person, and now he is just a walking dead who lives for her.
Mrs. Ye slowly raised her hand and put it on Ye Jinzhou's hand. She said, "I'm dead, what should you do?"
Ye Jinzhou's movements paused, and a look of pain appeared in his eyes, "You won't die."
Mrs. Ye laughed, people are mortal.
Ye Jinzhou talked with Mrs. Ye for a while, then left after answering a phone call. He was busy at the company until late, and in the middle of the night he received a notice from the hospital that Mrs. Ye had passed away.
Probably because of the preparations, this time, he was not as flustered as last time, and came to the hospital calmly and rationally to deal with the funeral.
When Mrs. Ye was buried, Ye Jinzhou looked at the black coffin.
The saying that you will not die is just a self-deception. People are mortal... But they are also people, always unwilling to accept this cruel fact, unwilling to admit that the person you love will disappear in the world one day. in your world.
Ye Jinzhou watched Mrs. Ye's burial and the tombstone being erected. He turned his eyes and looked aside. Compared with the brand new tombstone here, the tombstone next to it has become old after ten years of wind and rain. Marked ruthlessly by time.
The people I love have already left, what's the point of holding on.
Ye Jinzhou gently stroked the old tombstone. The man in his thirties showed an uneasy expression, and he whispered, "I've always wanted to ask you the answer to that question...but after waiting for so long, you Have you forgotten about me..."
Sorry, I didn't want you to wait so long.
Ye Jinzhou donated all his assets.
A month later, his body was found at home. When he died, his expression was very calm, with one hand clenched into a fist in front of him.
During the burial, people took a lot of effort to separate his hands. It turned out that there were two worn rings in the palms of his hands.