Xie He still goes to school every day, because he doesn’t want Han’s father and mother to find him strange. Xie He told them that he lives on campus, but in fact he lives in the apartment outside Han Wenqian at night. Han Wenqian basically goes to school to pick him up every day. Even if he is occasionally busy and unable to go, he will arrange for Secretary Song to pick him up.
Although the brothers were harmonious in the past, in fact, the two of them didn't spend much time together. Now Xie He spends all the time beside Han Wenqian except when he is at school. Because of the many visits, even many people in the company We all know him, and know that this is Mr. Han's baby brother, but he doesn't seem to be in good health and always looks very weak, but his personality is very gentle and humble, and everyone likes him very much.
Xie He was very reluctant to come to Han Wenqian's company, it brought him humiliating memories, but fortunately... Han Wenqian seemed to have no intention of embarrassing him in front of those people, except Secretary Song knew a thing or two, No one knows the true relationship between them.
Xie He gradually stopped thinking about it. He just wanted to end such dark days early. However, as time went by, various sequelae appeared. He often felt dizzy, vomited, couldn't sleep at night, his body was weak and his muscles were sore, but no matter how painful it was, He persevered and never gave up for a moment.
At night, Han Wenqian hugged Xie He and untied him. Xie He, who just had a fit, looked very miserable, with his eyes half-closed and tears in his eyes, lying motionless in his arms... Han Wenqian lightly Gently stroking the young man's back, he really lost a lot of weight... Although the young man has always been thin, he has never been so thin. It feels painful to touch.
During this period of time, every trace of Xie He's struggle, pain and despair fell in Han Wenqian's eyes... He was reborn for so long, thinking that many things had changed, but one thing remained unchanged, that is, the youth was still as beautiful as he once remembered Kindness... No matter how he is treated, he will not become hideous, as if he is taking revenge on someone who shouldn't be revenged, an innocent person.
For the first time, Han Wenqian felt some regret, and he suddenly felt... Maybe he shouldn't let Zhou Yuebin use such means to deal with Xie He.
There is no joy in destroying someone he actually cares about, it is nothing more than hurting each other.
[Ding, target Han Wenqian favorability +5, blackening value -10, current favorability 70, blackening value 70]
Xie He is already very tired and painful, but he still can't sleep.
Han Wenqian stood up from the bed, took a pill and a glass of water, handed it to Xie He's lips, and said in a deep voice: "Sleeping pills."
Xie He obediently took it and ate it, then took a sip of water.
Maybe it was the effect of sleeping pills. Xie He finally fell asleep slowly. Han Wenqian gently held him in his arms and rubbed his face with his fingertips. A little dimple... like a little angel.
The day Xie He came to Han's house, he was just a teenager. Looking at such a cute child, he felt an inexplicable desire to protect him. Such a cute little brother, let him protect him. This protection, That's sixteen years...
He fell in love with him at first sight.
He thought he could live like this forever.
A look of pain appeared in Han Wenqian's eyes, but why, you betrayed me...
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Xie He rarely slept a little deeper, and Han Wenqian was no longer in bed when he woke up the next day.
He slowly sat up with his arms propped up, and seeing that it was past ten o'clock, his eyes revealed an anxious look, and he hurriedly got off the bed, but his movements were a little hasty, and he almost fell to the ground because of his weakness.
Xie He took a deep breath, slowly stood up and came to the bathroom to wash up, he looked up at the person in the mirror, his face was bloodless, thin and deformed, his eyes were blue and black, and his skin was dull... Recently, some classmates always persuade him It's up to him to go home and recuperate, but he doesn't want to.
Those people don't understand the pain in his heart. The only thing that can support him now is music, playing, and this once peaceful and beautiful life... let him know that he has not lost everything.
Let him who is overwhelmed by darkness still touch some light.
Let him know that there are still things worthy of his efforts, struggles, and persistence.
Xie He wiped his face, and then changed his clothes. The clothes he used to wear just now felt a little empty. When he came to the living room, he found that Han Wenqian hadn't left. He was sitting on the sofa drinking coffee. He came out He said in a deep voice, "Let's eat."
Xie He didn't have much appetite, he put down his chopsticks after taking a few mouthfuls, and said in a low voice, "I'm done eating, I'm going to school."
As he spoke, he stood up, only to feel dizzy for a while, and his body swayed.
Han Wenqian frowned, Xie He's appearance is not suitable for going out all the time, is he really going to break himself down? What does it matter if you go to school again later? He looked at Xie He and said lightly: "If you are uncomfortable, don't go."
Xie He's face changed, and he quickly argued anxiously: "I, I'm fine, I'm fine!"
Han Wenqian looked at Xie He firmly, is this very good? But he looked at the urgency and fear in Xie He's eyes, and he couldn't bear to refuse, no matter...whatever you like, life and death have nothing to do with me anyway.
Han Wenqian looked at him coldly, and spit out two words: "It's up to you."
Xie He finally breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Thank you."
Hearing the words, Han Wenqian only felt his forehead jumping, and felt unhappy for some reason, but he didn't speak again, turned around and went out.
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Xie He came to the school and hurriedly apologized to his classmates and teachers, saying that he was late, but this time no one accused Xie He, and they all advised him not to come if he was really uncomfortable, his health was important.
Xie He's eyes were a little hot, thanked everyone for their concern, and sat in front of his piano.
[Xie He: Baby, how is Qin Ye doing recently? Smile JPG]
[444: Han Wenqian has already started to attack him. He found out that Han Wenqian was dealing with him, but he hasn't done anything recently.]
[Xie He: It's almost time for Xiao Qin to come over. Although some things are ahead of schedule, the basic trajectory will not change.]
[444: (⊙o⊙) Oh]
[Xie He: Baby, don't forget to notify me when Qin Ye is here.]
[444: (⊙v⊙) Hmm! I remember!]
[Xie He: Very good:)]
Xie He no longer cares about other things, and concentrates on practicing, but his physical strength is not as good as before, and he found... his reaction has slowed down a bit.
He knew that he shouldn't force himself to go on, but he really didn't want to give up... So he forced himself to play over and over again, but it got worse and worse. Finally, his fingers trembled, bringing out a chaotic sound, and his eyes couldn't help showing pain and depression. color.
The other students looked over in surprise, Xie He rarely made such a mistake, but the recent state is obviously not good enough.
Xie He was watched by everyone. Although no one blamed him, he was still very sad, as if he had failed others' expectations of him... He felt that with his current situation, it might be difficult to participate in the performance in a perfect state, even … In the end, it may not be possible to participate.
He has worked so hard to persevere, but some things are still different, and some injuries are still irreparable.
The dream is still drifting away a little bit.
"I'm sorry, I have something to do." Xie He's voice was a little choked, and he stood up suddenly, and walked out without looking back.
[444: The host is big, Qin Ye is here!]
[Xie He: I got it:)]
Xie He looked gloomy, and walked out aimlessly. The school's tree-lined road was full of students, talking and laughing, and the atmosphere was relaxed and harmonious. He used to be one of these people, innocent and carefree, thinking that there is only a beautiful side in this world...
Xie He felt that he was in a trance for a while, and suddenly someone grabbed his hand from behind and shouted: "Student Lin Xin."
Xie He looked back and saw that he was a handsome and steady man, well-dressed and well-dressed. At first glance, he was not a student of the school, but he didn't recognize this person at all. Xie He looked puzzled and said, "Who are you?"
The man smiled and said, "My name is..."
But before he finished speaking, Xie He closed his eyes and passed out directly.
Qin Ye didn't expect Xie He to faint suddenly, although he was surprised, he reacted quickly, and quickly reached out to hug Xie He.
It was only after this hug that I realized that the young man in my arms was so thin, as light as a feather, as if there was only a bone frame left, the eyes were closed tightly on the pale face, and the long eyelashes were quietly laid down on the face like a feather fan The shadow, the expression seems to be a bit painful... It should be unattractive to be so sick, but the temperament of the young man is clean and calm, which is particularly pitiful.
[Ding, Qin Ye's favorability +20, current favorability is 40]
[444: The host is big, why are you pretending to be dizzy @_@]
[Xie He: Oh, this is a good thing that kills two birds with one stone. It can not only boost Xiao Qin's favorability, but also stimulate my love brother by the way. smile jpg]
[444:...]
When Xie He woke up, he found himself lying in a hotel room. He remembered that he had fainted. When he sat up, he saw the man who stopped him at school smiling and sitting aside, smiling at him: " you're awake."
Xie He looked at him and said softly, "Thank you."
Qin Ye stared at Xie He, according to his investigation, this is Han Chengshan's adopted son, Lin Yuan's son. It is said that the Han family has always treated him very well and treated him like their own son, but now it seems that this is obviously not the case...
But for him, this might not be a good thing.
Qin Ye came to Xie He with a glass of water, and said softly, "Drink some water."
Xie He was indeed a little thirsty. He took the water glass, his black eyes glowing with gratitude, "Thank you."
Qin Ye chuckled, "You've already thanked me just now, so you don't need to keep thanking me." He was such an innocent and innocent child, and people couldn't help liking him at first sight. He was totally different from the cruel and merciless Han family.
After living in such a family for more than ten years, he can still maintain this innocence. If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, he wouldn't believe it.
[Ding, Qin Ye's favorability +10, current favorability is 50]
Xie He took a sip of water and felt that his throat was not that dry. He put down the water glass, looked at Qin Ye seriously, and said, "By the way, are you..."
Qin Ye smiled and said, "My name is Qin Ye."
Xie He nodded and said politely: "Mr. Qin, thank you for saving me and wasting your time, but I'm going home now." It was already dark outside, and he had to rush back.
Qin Ye looked at Xie He tenderly and said, "You don't look well, are you sick?"
A look of embarrassment flashed across Xie He's face, fearing that someone would discover the real reason for his illness, he whispered, "Yes."
Qin Ye stopped asking, stood up and said, "I'll just be a good person and send you home. If you faint halfway like this, you will be in trouble."
Xie He shook his head again and again and said, "Don't bother you, someone from my family will come to pick me up."
Qin Ye smiled and said, "Then I'll take you to the school gate. I won't worry until someone picks you up."
Xie He quickly declined, but Qin Ye was very persistent, and finally Xie He agreed. He thought that the other party was really kind, but he didn't know how to thank him.
Qin Ye walked out with Xie He, and after a while, he saw a black car parked at the school gate, and said to Xie He, "Is that the car that came to pick you up?"
Xie He nodded and smiled at Qin Ye: "Thank you, I'm going home."
Qin Ye couldn't help laughing again. He looked at Xie He meaningfully and said, "You're welcome. I'm very glad to have the opportunity to help you today. I believe we will meet again soon."
Xie He didn't take it seriously, and left after saying goodbye to him.
This time it was Secretary Song who came to pick up Xie He. Seeing that Xie He got into the car, he said, "Young Master Lin, you came out late today. Why didn't you answer my call?"
As Secretary Song is Han Wenqian's right-hand man, Xie He is also a little afraid of him, so he quickly took out his mobile phone to check, and there was indeed a missed call, and said nervously: "I didn't see it, sorry."
Secretary Song frowned, and drove Xie He to Han Wenqian's office without saying anything.
Han Wenqian has been in a meeting, and it was already late when he came back from the meeting. He took off his coat and threw it on the sofa, loosened his tie, and said to Xie He, "Have you had dinner yet?"
Xie He nodded and said, "I've eaten."
Han Wenqian looked at Xie He, and suddenly said: "How was school today? What did you do?"
Xie He said: "I practiced the piano for a while, but I didn't do anything."
In his eyes, he really did nothing and had nothing to say.
A cold look flashed in Han Wenqian's eyes. The news he received was not nothing. Qin Ye not only went to school to meet Xie He, but also took him to the hotel, where he was alone for three hours. What happened in these three hours? Both of them knew.
He never understood how Xie He met Qin Ye in his previous life, and how they hooked up together, so in this life, he had sent someone to watch them, and sure enough... they still hooked up.
Just because Qin Ye helped you all of a sudden, did you fall in love with him? What about me who has been loving you for more than ten years
Han Wenqian's heart was cold. Even if he was reborn in this life and changed a lot of things, he still couldn't stop them from meeting each other. That's fine, so he doesn't have to feel sorry for this person anymore.
He originally lived for revenge.
[Ding, target Han Wenqian's blackening value +10, current favorability degree 70, blackening value 80]
"Come here." Han Wenqian said.
Xie He walked over cautiously, and looked at Han Wenqian timidly. As long as Han Wenqian called him over, it would be a good thing, so now he was a little scared when he heard Han Wenqian calling him.
Han Wenqian pinched Xie He's chin and raised his face. There was a slight panic in the young man's black eyes, and his pale lips trembled slightly.
If it was normal, he would have kissed it. This is his younger brother, and he is also his now... Just thinking of the scene in the previous life, thinking of the person who originally belonged to him being hugged and kissed by other men, the anger in his chest It starts to boil.
Han Wenqian looked deeply at Xie He for a while, then suddenly let go of his hand, turned around and returned to his desk to start working.
Xie He thought it was another painful assault, but who knew that Han Wenqian let him go, suddenly heaved a sigh of relief, and gently returned to the sofa to sit down. It was always like this in the past, when Han Wenqian was working, he would sit quietly on the side, and take him back when Han Wenqian finished his work.
It's just that today's Han Wenqian didn't seem to be busy at all, he didn't even look at Xie He, time passed by little by little...
Finally, Xie He felt uncomfortable all over his body. The pain made him crazy, but Han Wenqian still ignored his meaning... Finally, the pain overwhelmed his timidity, and Xie He couldn't help himself getting up and walking towards Han Wenqian, his eyes shook and his voice trembled: "I... my medicine..."
Han Wenqian finally turned his head to look at Xie He, he smiled, "Medicine?"
Xie He nodded desperately, he had already lost his mind, and even reached out to pull Han Wenqian's drawer, he was going crazy! At this moment, he only had things in his eyes that could relieve the pain, and even Han Wenqian couldn't stop him!
But the drawer was opened and it was empty!
Xie He turned his head to look at Han Wenqian with red eyes, reached out and grabbed his sleeve: "Where is my medicine...give me..."
Han Wenqian looked at Xie He with a smile, his eyes were cold.
Xie He couldn't stand it anymore, he held his head and screamed, then hit the table with his head, and after a while he pulled Han Wenqian.
However, his physical strength was Han Wenqian's opponent, and Han Wenqian threw him off without any effort. Han Wenqian watched the young man rolling and howling on the ground coldly. After a long time, seeing that Xie He had almost lost the strength to roll, he took out the medicine box from his pocket.
Xie He's eyes were bloodshot, he looked at the box, and crawled towards Han Wenqian again with the remaining strength, but before reaching Han Wenqian, he saw Han Wenqian throwing the pills on the ground, rolling into the in the carpet.
Xie He's eyes followed the pill all the time, and he knelt on the ground anxiously looking for it, finally found it, and swallowed it eagerly without being too dirty.
Han Wenqian clenched his hands tightly, squinted his eyes, and looked at this young man who was originally clean, sunny and optimistic, throwing away all his dignity and crawling on the ground like a mad dog, feeling a distorted pleasure in his heart... If Qin Ye saw you like this, would he still like you
No one will like you at all, except me.
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When Xie He woke up, he found himself lying naked on the carpet in Han Wenqian's office, and there were still traces of the incident on his body. He was no stranger to this situation.
He still remembered a little bit of what happened yesterday, but just that little bit was enough to cause him pain. He remembered the crazy appearance of himself losing all reason, and his body trembled slightly.
Although I have long known how disgusting and dirty I am now, I still feel uncomfortable and want to suffocate.
In Han Wenqian's eyes, what is he... a thing, so can't he even have the dignity of being a human being? Even though he has decided to recognize the reality, he still feels sad and his heart hurts... because he actually loves his brother so much...
Xie He slowly opened his eyes, there was silence in his black eyes, he staggered up, picked up the clothes on the ground and put them on.
Han Wenqian was no longer in the office, he walked to school with difficulty.
He wants to leave here... This place makes him suffocate, makes him despair, he doesn't want to stay here...
When Xie He came to the school, it was almost noon, and he didn't go to the classroom, but just found a corner and sat down, staring at the tree in front of him in a daze.
What should he do? Can he really quit? The pain during the attack made him despair, his body was getting worse and worse, his hands began to be unsteady, could he really hold on...
He once told himself that it would be possible, that it would be fine, that he could persevere and get through it!
But is this really the case
Maybe it's impossible, maybe it's just his wishful thinking... But how can he be willing to give up like this
Xie He's eyes flashed with pain and struggle, and the persistence in his heart was shaken for the first time. He was very afraid that he would not be able to persevere... Then what is the point of all the pain he is suffering now
Where is his future...
"You don't seem very happy." Qin Ye's faint voice came from behind.
Seeing him, Xie He showed a forced smile, but he really couldn't smile, and his expression was terrified.
Qin Ye sighed, "It's so pitiful."
He walked over, reached out and gently touched Xie He's face, looked at him like a desperate little beast, and said softly: "And it's so stupid, I don't know who hurt you until now."
Xie He didn't expect that Qin Ye would make a move suddenly. This behavior made him very unhappy. The touch of a man would remind him of those unbearable memories. Xie He quickly turned his head and said in a trembling voice: "What did you say?"
His eyes were a little nervous, and Qin Ye's performance made him inexplicably uneasy.
Qin Ye smiled and looked at him deeply: "You have never thought about how Zhou Yuebin would dare to attack you without Han Wenqian's permission?"
The author has something to say: Babies have such big brains 23333 Hahaha it’s actually not that complicated, this is just a bloody essay 23333