There was no trace of blood on Xie He's face, his thin body seemed to be crumbling, and those clear black eyes were fixed on Zhou Yizhe.
The two were relatively silent for a moment.
Zhou Yizhe came back to his senses first, a look of pain and depression quickly flashed in his eyes, but his expression quickly returned to calm, he nodded at Xie He lightly, and walked past him.
Xie He stood on the spot, clenched his hands tightly, and gritted his teeth.
He turned around suddenly, looked at Zhou Yizhe's back with red eyes, and said hoarsely, "What are you doing here!"
Zhou Yizhe's footsteps stopped immediately, he was silent for a moment, then slowly turned around, staring at Xie He with a deep gaze: "Sorry, I didn't expect to meet you."
Xie He's body shook slightly, he stared at the man in front of him, his expression was so calm, his tone was so natural, as if they were just ordinary strangers who barely knew each other. This man let go as soon as he said he would let go, only he, like a fool, still firmly remembers the pain he brought to him... and the deep memory!
At this moment, unwilling to float into Xie He's eyes, he said bitterly: "Who wants you to come! Who wants you to fake kindness! You'd better never let me see you again!"
After he finished speaking, he walked into the house without looking back, and closed the door heavily with a 'bang'.
Xie He leaned against the gate, feeling his legs were weak, and he slumped on the ground in embarrassment. When he raised his head, he saw Zhou Yian standing in front of him, looking at him with complicated eyes, as if... he didn't know him anymore .
An embarrassing look appeared on Xie He's face, and he missed Zhou Yi'an's eyes.
At this moment, he suddenly couldn't face his lover. He didn't know why he lost his composure when he saw Zhou Yizhe, why he said that out of control... He thought he could forget those terrible memories, but he couldn't, at all can't do it.
But now, he can no longer deceive himself and others to accept Zhou Yian's unreserved love, his heart is no longer pure.
The so-called illusion will eventually be broken one day.
After a long time, Zhou Yi'an squatted down, hugged the trembling Xie He into his arms, and comforted softly: "It's okay, it's okay, don't be afraid... I won't let him hurt you again..."
"I..." Xie He's throat was astringent, he held Zhou Yian's arm tightly, his fingertips turned white, "I..."
"You don't need to say anything, I know everything. After all, he hurt you like that. It's normal for you to be afraid that he hates him. It's my fault. I shouldn't have let him come here." Zhou Yi'an coaxed patiently, his finger Insert Xie He's soft hair and press him into his arms. Where Xie He couldn't see, there was a gloomy look in his eyes that didn't match his tone.
His lover, after all, no longer belongs to him completely.
At this moment, he had to recognize this reality.
But so what, he is willing to spend his whole life to heal the wound in his heart, make him fall in love with him again, and only love him. One day, he will erase all the traces that Zhou Yizhe left in his lover's heart, every trace left!
[444: Great host, I always feel that your performance just now is a bit of a feeling of wanting to refuse and then welcoming because of love and hate, is it my illusion...]
[Xie He: Even you can see it:)]
[444:...]
[Xie He: So Zhou Yizhe must have seen it too.]
Since that day, Zhou Yi'an has been a hundred times more careful towards Xie He, never mentioning what happened before, as if he was afraid that Xie He would think of Zhou Yizhe.
Xie He expressed great uneasiness towards such thoughtfulness and gentleness. He was very tormented in his heart and wanted to confess to Zhou Yian, but every time before he could speak, Zhou Yian would stagger the topic in advance, making Xie He unable to continue talking.
On this day, Zhou Yi'an hugged Xie He, and suddenly said: "Shall we move to another city?"
Xie He was stunned and whispered: "Why?"
"I think the south is good. The weather there is good. We can buy a villa in the suburbs. We will live happily ever after the sun rises and sunsets..." Zhou Yi'an's voice carried a sense of anticipation, with longing Looking at Xie He.
Xie He felt a pain in his heart, he understood why Zhou Yian wanted to leave, it was because of him...
But how could he be so selfish, asking Zhou Yian to leave his hometown for him, Xie He said: "You and I are gone, what about your parents... do they agree..."
"It's okay, my dad doesn't care about my affairs, my mom..." Zhou Yi'an's eyes were slightly cold, he smiled and said in a nonchalant tone, "I'll go and explain it to her today, I think she won't object."
Now Xie He had nothing to say, he looked at Zhou Yi'an a little helplessly.
Zhou Yi'an loved the innocent and lovely appearance of the young man so much, he kissed him lightly on the lips, and said affectionately: "Wait for me to come back."
Xie He looked at Zhou Yian's leaving back, his expression gradually became indifferent.
Although Zhou Yi'an acted indifferent in front of him, his trip will definitely not be smooth! With Song Ruyi's selfish character and ruthless means, how could Zhou Yi'an be allowed to leave. It would have been fine if it had been before, but now that she has tasted the sweetness, of course she is even more reluctant to let her son go. After all, Zhou Yian staying at the top of the company can bring her a lot of benefits, not to mention Zhou Yizhe's acquiescence, such a good situation she It is impossible to give up. Therefore, she will definitely send someone to deal with Zhao Qing, and Zhou Yi'an will be under her control only after Zhao Qing is resolved.
Xie He smiled slightly, and now it's up to Song Ruyi to see if she is strong and how far she can go.
Xie He didn't go to work today. He took sick leave and stayed at home with nothing to do.
In the afternoon, someone knocked on the door.
[444: It's Zhou Yizhe!]
Zhou Yian just walked away, and Zhou Yizhe came back... Xie He laughed, it seems that there are quite a few people staring at him, but I don't know how many waves there are.
Xie He walked over and opened the door. When he saw Zhou Yizhe, his expression suddenly became cold.
"Can I go in?" Zhou Yizhe stood at the door, looking at him deeply.
"No." Xie He spat out two cold words, and was about to close the door, but Zhou Yizhe stretched out his hand to block it, and walked in by mistake.
Xie He had a sarcastic expression on his face, "I didn't know it before, but you actually like to talk nonsense."
Zhou Yizhe looked a little embarrassed.
God knows how much effort he put in to restrain himself, and he didn't appear in front of Xie He during this period of time, he just watched silently from behind... But in fact, as long as there is a one in ten thousand possibility, he is not willing to let go.
But now, he found that he seemed to be wrong, maybe he wasn't completely hopeless... If that was the case, he would definitely not give it up.
"I want to pursue you again." Zhou Yizhe looked into the young man's eyes and said this seriously without any greetings or cover-ups.
Xie He showed a humiliated expression on his face, and said loudly: "Stop joking! I don't want to see you at all!"
Zhou Yizhe had chest pains, but he still showed a warm expression, looked at the person in front of him tenderly, and said softly, "Is this your truth?"
"Of course." Xie He said coldly.
Zhou Yizhe looked into his eyes and said slowly: "I don't think so."
Xie He looked mocking.
Zhou Yizhe didn't wait for him to speak, and suddenly stepped forward, forcing Xie He to the corner. He lowered his eyes, staring at the handsome face he loved so much, "If you really don't want to see me at all, why didn't you come to me immediately?" Just close the door."
Xie He was stunned, he took a deep breath, and sneered, "You still like to argue so much."
"Maybe..." Zhou Yizhe stretched out his hand, wanting to touch the young man's face, but was avoided. A sad look flashed in his eyes, and after a long while, he whispered: "Are you blaming me? I left you alone at that time." People leave, I said I would not leave you, but I broke my promise." He just couldn't see his lover in such pain, so he would rather lick the wound alone.
Xie He snorted coldly, "I just hate why you didn't leave earlier."
"Oh, you hate me so much." Zhou Yizhe's voice was flat, but his eyes were extremely sharp, "Does it mean that you actually love me a little bit, without love, how can there be hatred."
"I can't say no to you." Xie Heqi's chest heaved, "You ruined everything about me, I will never love you!"
Zhou Yizhe closed his eyes, opened them again, and said slowly: "I understand."
"Go away if you understand, you are not welcome here!" Xie He stared.
Zhou Yizhe suddenly smiled, the corners of his thin lips raised slightly, revealing a shallow arc, his eyes bottomless, "You don't love me, but your body still remembers me and loves me."
Xie He looked at him in disbelief, this man actually said such shameless words!
He wouldn't argue with him about this kind of issue! Xie He turned around and left, but Zhou Yizhe pulled his arm back and hit Zhou Yizhe's chest with his back!
Zhou Yizhe hugged Xie He tightly from behind, and easily suppressed his resistance. With a flick of his slender fingers, he opened Xie He's shirt and poked in from below. The familiar touch made Xie He's body tremble suddenly, and a blush of shame and anger appeared on his cheeks, "Let me go!"
Zhou Yizhe turned a deaf ear, he lowered his head, leaned close to Xie He's neck, exhaled a warm breath, like a feather caressing, his voice was like an echo echoing in the night sky, with endless affection and nostalgia, "This In the past six months, I have never forgotten you for a single moment. I remember every smile, every little movement of yours, every sensitive part of your body, the heat when I entered, it was so...beautiful. I can’t help it Forget you... In fact, you are the same, right? When I remember you, you also remember me, remember every time I penetrated you, remember the stimulation and pleasure I brought you, although your heart does not admit it, but... yours The body remembers it clearly, there is no way for you to forget me."
This sentence mercilessly revealed the side of Xie He's heart that he least wanted to be seen by others.
He has no way to forgive himself, he clearly hates the person in front of him so much, but he clearly remembers every bit of pleasure he brought him, woke up countless times in his dream, and wanted to see the face of the man galloping on him in the dream, but That person... turned out to be Zhou Yizhe.
There was no way he could forget about all that...
His heart loves one person, but his body loves another person.
So ugly, so dirty.
Xie He closed his eyes in despair, his body trembling slightly.
He felt the man's strong and hot body pressed against him, his fingers easily stirred up waves of electricity on his body, and the deep and low voice resounded in his ears, twitching in his heart.
"I am very happy… "
"Even if what you like is only my body."
[Ding, target favorability +1, current favorability 99]