Xiao Yan's hands were frozen in mid-air, he came full of expectations, but only got such a sad and desperate look, as if he came to kill him.
But who could he blame... he almost killed him already.
Seeing that Xiao Yan didn't speak, Xie He's eyes became even more desperate. His life is worthless, but it hurt Song Heng, but he didn't rest in peace. He bowed his head again, with tears of determination in his eyes, "Please forgive Mr. Song , He didn't know the identity of the slave, he didn't hide it on purpose, it was the slave who deceived Master Song, and asked the prince to execute the slave."
Xiao Yan's face turned pale, how could he be willing to execute him... Seeing Xie He kneeling so hard, he suppressed the complicated loss in his heart, and said in a deep voice, "Get up and talk first."
Xie He refused, he knelt on the ground and shivered, "I dare not."
Xiao Yan couldn't stand it any longer, and didn't care if his abrupt behavior would frighten Xie He, he reached out and picked him up, strode back to his room, and gently put him on the bed.
Xie He didn't expect Xiao Yan to act like this suddenly, how could he dare to rest on Xiao Yan's bed, struggling to get up.
Xiao Yan stared at Xie He's frightened and frightened face, his frightened gaze was like a hand holding his heart, Xiao Yan's eyes dimmed, his heart kept sinking, and finally he said: "Don't move, or the king will I can't spare Song Heng."
Although he was very shocked at first, but in the blink of an eye, he figured it out. The Master Song Xie He was talking about was probably the scholar Song Heng who took him away. Now that Song Heng was in trouble, Xie He thought it was him who instigated him. Will risk his life and come back to beg him.
He's just begging for someone else to come back to him...
Sure enough, after hearing Xiao Yan's words, Xie He immediately stopped moving, and just looked at him with red eyes, "Please forgive Mr. Song, I will be obedient and never dare to escape again."
Xiao Yan had just learned that his savior was Xie He, and that feeling was no longer suppressed. It was hard to see the person he missed, and the trace of affection back then merged with the love he has now, and he finally understood what he wanted... But Xie He wanted to die for other men, and he only had fear for him.
But what else can he say? The only thing he can do is to agree to Xie He's request.
Xiao Yan's eyes fell on Xie He's knees, because the kneeling just now had bloodshot eyes, he opened the corner of his mouth slightly, his voice was hoarse, with a trace of helpless compromise that was almost impossible to detect: "Okay, I promise you .”
Xie He Wenyan looked at him gratefully: "Thank you, my lord."
Xiao Yan clenched his fist. He was afraid that he would do something irrational if he stayed here, so he turned and left.
He was actually not calm just now.
He didn't want to save that man named Song Heng at all, he wished he could kill him.
Xiao Yan left the room, sent someone to invite the imperial physician, and then ordered the guards: "Go and find Qi Qing, so that he doesn't have to look for it, the king has other important things for him to do."
The guard took the order to leave, and went to invite the imperial physician and Qi Qing respectively.
Xiao Yan stood firmly at the door, turned around and went to the study after a while, took out an exquisite wooden box from the depth of a drawer, opened it, and there was a jade pendant inside.
This jade pendant was pawned by Bai Qiuchi at the beginning, and he put it away after finding it. He originally planned to return it to her, but after meeting her, he did not give it away by mistake. Maybe deep in his heart, that From time to time, I vaguely feel that Bai Qiuchi is not the owner of the jade pendant...
Xiao Yan closed his eyes, the past events emerged one after another, and his mood gradually calmed down. He couldn't act impulsively. Now that he knew who his benefactor was, and understood his own intentions, he would never let Xie He suffer the slightest grievance. .
Mistakes have been made, impulsiveness will only make everything worse.
Xiao Yan sat for a while, Qi Qing came back first, he said in a deep voice: "You go to the government to investigate, but there is a case involving escaped slaves, that Song Heng... don't let anything happen to him."
Qi Qing nodded and said: "This subordinate understands, let's go now."
Although he also wanted to see Xie He very much, but now that the prince already knew that Xie He was his savior, judging by the prince's affection for him, he might not have a chance, but... he can still stay by his side to protect him .
Not long after Qi Qing left, the imperial physician came over, and Xiao Yan personally led the imperial physician back to the room.
Seeing Xiao Yan come back, Xie He glanced at him with his beautiful eyes, then lowered his eyelashes, with a look of obedience and resignation.
Xiao Yan sat beside Xie He, gently hugged his shoulders and let him lean into his arms, fearing that he might scare him, he lowered his voice and said softly: "Let the imperial doctor show you, okay? "
The imperial doctor stood aside, his eyes almost popped out, is this still the cold-faced King Su who is serious and rejects others thousands of miles away? King Su can still coax people? !
Xie He didn't expect King Su to become more gentle when he blinked, but it only made him more anxious. He had enjoyed the gentleness and strength of this person before, which was fascinating. He once thought that this person was a beloved man he could entrust his whole life to. ...the fact slapped him in the face.
This man who was with him every day in bed could make his life worse than death in a blink of an eye. Now that he forced himself to come back and made such a gesture again, maybe he felt that he was still worth using? It's a pity that he hasn't even seen the prince's face.
Xie He's heart was cold, but he would not resist. He cooperated with Xiao Yan's love no matter what, and said obediently: "I listen to the prince."
Only then did the imperial doctor dare to step forward, and he didn't dare to look at Xie He more, lest he violated Xiao Yan's taboo, so he just lowered his head and concentrated on his pulse diagnosis. After a while, his brows became tightly frowned. This child is in poor health. I have been seriously injured and have not been well recuperated, and the root cause of the disease has fallen. If I can't take good care of it, I'm afraid I won't live long...
It took a long time for the imperial physician to let go of his hand, and respectfully said to Xiao Yan: "Young master is weak, I have prescribed a prescription for him to take good care of him, and remember not to be overworked, and avoid spicy food..."
Xiao Yan listened carefully to the imperial physician for a while, and then said: "This king will send you out."
Xiao Yan and the imperial physician came outside, their faces sank like water, and they said slowly: "Does the imperial physician have anything else to ask?"
Looking at the expression on Doctor Zhang's face, he knew that he was afraid to hide something, and there were some things that were not easy to say in front of Xie He.
Doctor Zhang tugged at his beard and sighed: "Young master has lost too much physical damage, maybe he was seriously injured, right? It's not easy for him to survive... Take good care of him, maybe he can live longer."
Xiao Yan thought of everything in the dungeon again, with a heavy heart, Xie He saved him...but he killed him in the end, wouldn't it be revenge for kindness.
He regretted it in pain, but the usual city mansion made him not show any abnormalities in front of the imperial doctor Zhang, but just let the imperial doctor be sent away. He thought that he would do his best and find a way to keep Xie He alive. This huge palace, Is it possible that you can't pamper someone
Xiao Yan returned to the room and saw that Xie He was still sitting quietly on the bed. He was still wearing rough clothes, and because he was bumped into by the porter before, he looked very dirty and embarrassed at the moment. Xiao Yan immediately called the maids and let them Serving Xie He to freshen up, he waited outside.
Xie He has never enjoyed the service of the servants of the palace. During the time when Xiao Yan doted on him, he also cleaned himself up and never let others serve him. Now he is not used to being surrounded by several maidservants. : "Don't dare to bother you sisters, I can do it myself."
Those maidservants had already been instructed by Xiao Yan, how could they dare to let Xie He come by themselves, knelt on the ground and said respectfully: "My lord, you don't want slaves to serve you, but slaves don't do well."
Another maidservant said tearfully: "Your servant can't serve the young master well, and he will be sold to the palace. Please don't refuse me again."
Xie He couldn't help but be at a loss, he is just the most lowly young man, he has always been the only one who kneels down to others, he serves others, how can it be his turn to be served on his knees, he is really restless! But looking at the appearance of those maidservants, he couldn't bear to embarrass them, so he could only let them serve in the end.
Seeing that Xie He finally cooperated, the maidservants breathed a sigh of relief, and gently cleaned Xie He. After drying him, they brought him soft and precious cloud satin clothes to wear, and wiped his black hair. The hair is neatly combed and pulled loosely.
Putting on clothes, you can't see the scars all over your body. After cleaning and dressing up, Xie He is as beautiful as a lotus in water, and his slightly pale face makes people feel pity.
Xiao Yan watched Xie He walk out with someone's support like this, like a fairy coming on the clouds, walking to his heart step by step, wishing to use all his strength to love him.
Now he will never abandon him again, the one he loves must protect him at all costs...
Xiao Yan's heartbeat quickened, and he soon regained his senses. He couldn't bear Xie He to take another step, and went directly to hug him up.
Xie He was hugged by Xiao Yan's strong arms, his nose was surrounded by a man's breath, and a self-deprecating smile flashed in his eyes. I don't know who is acting for this time? I don't know whether it's sadness or luck that I, a lowly little servant, can let the dignified King Su play with him again and again.
After tossing and tossing for a long time, Xiao Yan thought that Xie He must be hungry, so he ordered the kitchen to prepare a supper, carefully hugged Xie He in his arms, and fed him.
Xie He has decided not to resist, and he has no complaints whether he is dead or alive. Seeing Xiao Yan at this moment as if nothing happened, treating him so tenderly, his heart is cold, and he just feels that this person is too scary.
One moment he can ruthlessly put you to death, and the next moment he can be gentle as water.
Xie He finally couldn't bear it anymore, raised his eyes to look at Xiao Yan, with a hint of sadness in his eyes, and said softly, "My lord, I really don't know the prince."
Xiao Yan thought of the words Xie He said to him that day covered in blood, Xie He's desperate eyes at that moment, and the last question he hoped for... The strong man who has always shown his emotions and anger felt slightly sour in his eyes, dumb He said in a low voice, "I know."
Xie He smiled lightly, as if he was relieved, his voice was soft: "That's good... so you don't have to do this, my lord."
Xiao Yan's movements paused, and a wry smile appeared on his lips. He also knew that his behavior was a little abrupt, and Xie He must have doubts in his heart, but it was absolutely impossible for him to treat Xie He like before...
He stared deeply at Xie He's eyes, thinking in his heart, it doesn't matter if you don't believe it, I will treat you like this for the rest of my life, Xiao Yan said: "I like you, so I want to treat you well, it has nothing to do with the prince."
Xie Hewen looked at Xiao Yan firmly, and after a while, a trace of indifference appeared in the depths of his eyes, but a humble smile appeared on his face, and he didn't say anything else.
He had no room to resist at all, Xiao Yan didn't believe it if he didn't believe it, why would he say such things to tease him
Xiao Yan plucked up the courage to say that he likes someone for the first time, and made a promise. It is impossible to say that there is no extravagant expectation, but when he said this, he only got Xie He's indifferent eyes and a forced smile , All of this is like a boulder, mercilessly crushing that glimmer of extravagant hope.
Xiao Yan stopped talking and ate dinner in silence. He put Xie He on the bed, helped Xie He take off his outer clothes with his own hands, pulled the quilt over him, and then hugged him to sleep.
Xiao Yan pressed Xie He's head in his arms, and the person he loved was by his side. Thinking of the past obsession and intimacy, he instinctively had desire, but now that Xie He is weak, how could he treat him like that? And... that would be too disrespectful.
He is the person he likes, not an object for his lust.
Xie He remained motionless like a puppet, but soon he felt that he was being held back by something hard, and he immediately understood that Xiao Yan wanted it. I'm afraid that my broken body is not qualified to serve Xiao Yan, but fortunately, this face doesn't look disgusting... Those men all like him to serve them like this, and Xiao Yan is no exception.
Now that he is back, of course he has to serve Xiao Yan well, he is still waiting for Xiao Yan to save Song Heng...
Xie He moved slightly, raised his eyes and smiled at Xiao Yan: "Slave, come and serve the prince."
He has crooked eyebrows and a full smile, bending over and struggling to serve Xiao Yan with his head down.
Xiao Yan noticed Xie He's movement, and immediately raised his hand to block it. Seeing Xie He's humble and ingratiating smile, that shameless and humble gesture, he just felt so painful.
His young man was originally the son of an official family, with a decent status, but because of himself, his family was ruined, he was reduced to a brothel, and was bullied by those men... He was such a good child, but now he regards serving men as his duty, doing the most humble thing , but also to be despised.
And what is even more unforgivable is that he also despised him like that, humiliated him, humiliated him, and despised him for being unclean...
But if it wasn't for him, how could he be unclean
His youth was originally the most flawless and clean... even now, there is no one who is cleaner than him.
[Ding, target Xiao Yan's favorability degree +2, current favorability degree 92]
Xiao Yan said in a painful and depressed voice, "I don't need your service."
Xie He heard that his expression was terrified, the prince still disliked him after all, his voice trembled, "I... I can serve the prince, and I won't let the prince stain my eyes..."
After he finished speaking, he bit his lip, remembering that Xiao Yan said that he was just a lowly maidservant who would stain people's eyes, and he was a bit overconfident when he said this, so he said weakly: "I just want to serve the lord..."
Xiao Yan clenched his hands tightly. Every word he said at the beginning was like a sharp arrow piercing his heart. But in this world, regret is the most useless thing.
He knew clearly in his heart that Xie He didn't even care about death, so why should he humiliate himself like this? He is so careful to please him, just for Song Heng.
"Sleep, I will do what I promised you, and Song Heng will be fine." Xiao Yan said slowly.
As expected, Xie He didn't move. He glanced at Xiao Yan timidly, and finally closed his eyes and calmed down.
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Xiao Yan woke up the next day, seeing that Xie He was still asleep, he didn't dare to wake him up, so he quietly got up and left.
Qi Qing was already waiting outside, his eyes quickly glanced inside, and when he saw Xie He lying on Xiao Yan's bed, he tried his best to restrain himself from looking away, and said: "The subordinates have already found out that it was Shui Rong who reported Song Heng's private affairs. The escaped slaves from the Tibetan King’s Mansion, because the crown prince was behind the scenes, those people arrested Song Heng in your name, fortunately, the subordinates rushed there in time, Song Heng didn’t suffer much, and now he has let him go home.”
Xiao Yan's eyes were full of anger! Back then the crown prince killed Cui Shao's family, causing Cui Ning to fall into a brothel, and now the crown prince is obstructing it again! Originally, he just couldn't understand the prince's actions, but now he has a strong killing intent towards the prince. Xiao Yan suppressed his anger and said in a deep voice, "But that number one scholar, Song Heng? How did they know each other?"
Qi Qing said: "Song Heng is also from Jiangzhou. He was able to enter Beijing to take the exam because of Cui Ning's favor. He has always liked Cui Ning, and Cui Ning also lived with him during this time."
Xiao Yan thought to himself that not only Song Heng likes Cui Ning, but Cui Ning also likes him... He is full of jealousy, but he wants to protect his sweetheart because of Cui Ning, and said coldly: "Look at him carefully, don't let the prince have another chance to treat him shot."
Qi Qing said: "This subordinate understands."
After Xiao Yan arranged other things, he changed his clothes and went into the palace.
When Xie He woke up, Xiao Yan had already left. He lazily opened his eyes, turned over and sat up. The maid outside found out, and immediately came in respectfully to wash Xie He, and set meals for him. This treatment is no better than Xiao Yan. Worse.
[Xie He: I just said that the palace is full of servants and maidservants. Smile JPG]
[444:... O(∩_∩)O~]
[Xie He: Miss Bai can almost be eliminated now, and it is useless for her to stay now.]
[444: (⊙o⊙) Oh, what are you going to do?]
[Xie He: I don't have to do anything, I just need to see her once, and Xiao Yan will remember to deal with her:)]
[Xie He: Xiao Yan is coming back soon, remember to tell me.]
[444: (⊙v⊙) Hmm!]
Xie He stayed leisurely for a day. No matter where he went, there was a group of servants following him. He didn't have to walk a step. There was always someone waiting for him. Even a cough would make the group of people nervous Terrible, asked him if he was not feeling well, if he was thirsty, all this made him very uncomfortable.
He didn't know what the lord was thinking. He thought he was going to die when he came back, but he was confessed as an ancestor... It's just that he can guess the thoughts of the lord, who are not afraid of death, so what are they afraid of? ? Just stop thinking about it.
Xie He stayed for a day, and when it was almost night, he hesitated and asked the eunuch beside him: "Slave... can I go out?"
The eunuch said respectfully: "Where do you want to go, young master?" The order he got was that as long as he didn't leave the palace, there was no place in the mansion that Xie He couldn't go to.
Xie He whispered: "I want to go to the garden."
The eunuch immediately got someone to carry him over, and said in a sharp voice, "Hold it steady, don't bump the young master."
Xie He was just testing it out, but who knew that he really let him out.
He didn't really want to go back to Xiao Yan's place either, he couldn't help thinking of those sad and painful things, he struggled to get down after arriving in the garden, and sat in the pavilion looking at the lake in a daze.
Xie He's battle was really a bit big, others in Xiao Yan's yard didn't know about it, but when it came out, the whole palace knew about it, Bai Qiuchi also got the news at the first time, he was shocked!
Xiao Yan clearly told her that Xie He was dead, why did he appear with great fanfare now? Bai Qiuchi was in a panic, and asked the maid beside him, "Where's Shui Rong? Did you find her? Why didn't you come back yesterday."
She has always relied on Shui Rong, and she didn't know that Shui Rong had left her and fled.
Shui Rong knew that Xie He had been exposed before he died, so she never went back to the palace. Of course, the prince didn't really take Bai Qiuchi seriously, and simply abandoned this place.
Bai Qiuchi's maid replied: "I didn't find it."
Bai Qiuchi was flustered, she did something to betray Xiao Yan, Shui Rong was always by her side to advise her, and helped her and the prince pass on messages, comforting her and making her feel at ease, now Shui Rong suddenly disappeared, Xie He returned to the palace, all these Everything made her terrified, and she felt cold all over! As soon as she gritted her teeth, she rushed out, but wanted to see if that person was Xie He!
Xie He sat in a daze in the stone pavilion in the garden, and suddenly heard a noise in front of him, as if someone wanted to come over and was stopped. When he saw it, he was terribly frightened, but it turned out that it was Bai Qiuchi who came over, but he was stopped by his servants.
Bai Qiuchi also saw Xie He, and seeing him sitting there with all the stars holding the moon, a bad premonition emerged from the bottom of his heart, and he said sternly: "Get out of the way! Why stop me!"
The eunuch said coldly: "Don't give way."
Those people didn't know the reason behind it, but he was ordered by Xiao Yan, no matter what, Bai Qiuchi couldn't hurt Xie He, strictly speaking, no one was allowed to bump into Xie He.
Bai Qiuchi knew that the eunuch was Xiao Yan's confidant, seeing his attitude made him feel cold in his heart, and Shui Rong was not by her side, so he felt alone and helpless, very terrified, and the world turned upside down overnight.
Xie He saw that Bai Qiuchi was stopped, but he was very anxious. He knew how much Xiao Yan cared about Bai Qiuchi. If she offended Bai Qiuchi today, she only needed to blow in Xiao Yan's ear. Xiao Yan might want to torment him again! It doesn't matter if he suffers a little, if Xiao Yan refuses to save Song Heng, he will be in trouble!
Xie He struggled to stand up, took the initiative to walk over, and whispered respectfully: "Miss."
Bai Qiuchi was very flustered at first, but seeing that Xie He didn't look like a villain at all, he was still respectful to her as usual, his heart began to waver again, maybe he didn't expose himself? Otherwise, why is Xie He still so afraid of her? And Xiao Yan didn't touch her.
Bai Qiuchi stared at Xie He: "Aren't you dead?"
This question made Xie He speechless. He lowered his eyelashes and said awkwardly: "Slave..."
Bai Qiuchi screamed: "Why didn't you die, why did you come back!" She couldn't understand why Xiao Yan would lie to her that Xie He was dead! Does Xiao Yan know the truth? All this made Bai Qiuchi terrified to the point of losing her mind, she was actually on the verge of collapse.
She looked at Xie He bitterly, but there are so many people here at the moment, she can't even get close to Xie He, let alone start!
Xiao Yan rushed back from the outside and heard that Xie He came here in a hurry in the garden, just in time to see what Bai Qiuchi said to Xie He, a cold light flashed in his eyes! He just didn't take care of her for a while, and she dared to trouble Xie He!
Xiao Yan strode over, looked at Bai Qiuchi with icy eyes, and said in a cold voice, "Who allowed you to come here?"
Bai Qiuchi didn't expect Xiao Yan to come back suddenly, and when he met his emotionless gaze, his whole body stiffened, it was terrible... She had never seen such a terrifying Xiao Yan, Bai Qiuchi's voice trembled, "Brother, brother..."
Xiao Yanhan said in a cold voice: "What are you doing in a daze? Take her down!"
Seeing that Xiao Yan was so angry, those servants immediately held Bai Qiuchi in a rude manner, and tore her down regardless of her cries!
Xie He was at a loss, what happened in front of him made him at a loss, Bai Qiuchi appeared arrogantly and was taken away in the blink of an eye... Isn't Xiao Yan the one who loves his sister the most? How could you treat her like this
Since coming back, Xiao Yan has become even more unfamiliar, which made him tremble with fear. This man... is really ruthless. Not to mention abandoning him, even the younger sister whom I put in my palm and loved so much, what is he, a lowly young lady... It's really ridiculous that he had extravagant expectations for such a person before.
Xie He lowered his eyes and said respectfully: "My lord."
Xiao Yan misses Xie He very much, but he absolutely cannot tolerate Bai Qiuchi any longer. This woman must be dealt with. Her existence always threatens Xie He's safety.
Xiao Yan carefully reached out and touched Xie He's hair, "You go back first, I'll be back in a while."
As he spoke, he ordered people to send Xie He back, while he went to Bai Qiuchi's courtyard.
Bai Qiuchi was imprisoned in her room. She thought of Xiao Yan's cold appearance just now, and trembled all over, knowing that she might have been exposed. Why didn't Shui Rong come back? Did she know something? Leaving her alone? Bai Qiuchi was filled with remorse, she actually believed the words of that bitch Shui Rong! The prince is probably just using her!
Xiao Yan stepped into the door and looked at Bai Qiuchi coldly, this woman is really daring, she dared to lie to him!
Bai Qiuchi is just a girl, and he is not a person with a firm heart. He has been tenderly cared for by Xiao Yan before, but he has never seen Xiao Yan's cold and cold side. Coupled with the fear before, he was so frightened that he completely collapsed. Kneeling on the ground and crying, "Brother, I didn't mean to lie to you."
When Xiao Yan heard this, there was still something he didn't understand. Although he was convinced that Xie He was his benefactor, but now hearing Bai Qiuchi's confession, his chest was still full of anger, what did he do before! To let this despicable and vicious counterfeit bully Xie He!
He finally understood where Bai Qiuchi's hostility and killing intent towards Xie He came from. It was because she was guilty and afraid, not jealous at all... He almost let her kill Xie He!
Although it was Bai Qiuchi who did it... But all of that was with his permission, he couldn't forgive Bai Qiuchi, let alone himself!
Xiao Yan opened his mouth word by word, with a chill in his eyes, "Where did you come from, Yupei?"
Bai Qiuchi cried with tears all over his face, "I picked it up, I picked it up on the mountain, I saw Yuan Jin rescued a person in the mountain... But I didn't know that the jade pendant belonged to my brother, I thought it belonged to Yuan Jin …”
She knelt down and hugged Xiao Yan's feet, "My sister knows her mistake, she will never dare again, brother, please forgive me..."
Xiao Yan kicked her away, "Shut up." What right does this bitch have to call him brother!
Xiao Yan didn't want to look at Bai Qiuchi again. Not only did this woman pretend to be Xie He's everything, but she also tried to kill the original owner to hide the truth! She is not satisfied with being so kind to her, and she seeks refuge with the prince for a little profit, which is simply despicable and vicious to the extreme! How can I keep her!
Xiao Yan summoned the guards and ordered coldly: "I picked her hamstrings and sold them into a brothel, do it now!"
Doesn't she like people to kneel her so much? He made her unable to stand up for the rest of her life, and could only kneel down to others! Didn't she like to climb the bed so much, she seduced him and then turned to the prince in a blink of an eye, how could a mere lowly servant girl still hope for the position of imperial concubine? He asked her to try what it's like to be ridden by thousands of people!
Xiao Yan ignored Bai Qiuchi's cries, turned and left.
Although he dealt with Bai Qiuchi, he didn't feel any joy in his heart, only tired and helpless.
He cleaned up Bai Qiuchi, but how to restore the harm caused to Xie He? What he hates the most is himself. If it wasn't for his indulgence, how could Bai Qiuchi hurt Xie He? If it wasn't for his abandonment... how could Xie He be tortured like that
What was wrong was his indifference.
He misidentified the benefactor, right from wrong, now is the time for him to repay the sin, he can't finish the benefactor, and he can't pay off the sin.
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Xiao Yan didn't want to scare Xie He. After returning to his courtyard, he adjusted his expression and showed a gentle smile before pushing the door open.
Xie He was very vigilant, Xiao Yan looked at him nervously as soon as he came in, "My lord, my lord..."
Xiao Yan looked at him with a smile, hugged him into his arms, and said softly: "What did you do today?"
Xie He bowed his head and said: "No, I didn't do anything..." He was silent for a while, then raised his eyes again, and said cautiously: "Nu... I didn't mean to make Miss angry..."
Xiao Yan's heart twitched, his throat stiffened, and he said in a deep voice, "I know, I don't blame you."
Xie He originally thought that Xiao Yan was going to punish him again, he only cared about Bai Qiuchi, he didn't care about the life and death of this lowly servant girl, even if it was Bai Qiuchi who was wrong, even if he took him to vent his anger on Bai Qiuchi, he wouldn't be able to say no. But he didn't expect Xiao Yan to say that he didn't blame him, so he couldn't help being stunned.
Xiao Yan looked distressed, Xie He obviously did nothing wrong, but he was punished and insulted because of his low status... But, everything that Bai Qiuchi enjoyed should belong to him.
Xiao Yan really wanted to tell the truth, but he swallowed the words again. He was really speechless, and if Xie He knew, he might not forgive him even more.
Xie He breathed a sigh of relief, no matter what, as long as Xiao Yan is not angry, "Thank you, my lord."
Xiao Yan stroked Xie He's hair, and said in a hoarse voice: "You will never see her again in the future... I asked her to move out." He didn't say how he treated Bai Qiuchi, Xie He was already like this Afraid of him, if he knew of his ruthless methods, he would be even more afraid to get close to him.
Xie He was very surprised, but he didn't ask much, just nodded obediently, he didn't care what happened to Bai Qiuchi, at most he just insulted him, what he cared about was Song Heng.
It's been a day and a night, Song Heng was taken away by the officials, Xie He really couldn't sleep and eat, he was very afraid of Xiao Han's anger, but he still mustered up the courage to ask: "Master Song, he..."
Xiao Yan immediately said: "This king has already had someone rescue him, and he is safe and sound now."
Xie He's heart fell to the ground, and he lowered his eyes, with a smile on his lips, but there was a hint of sadness and helplessness in his eyes. He was afraid that he would never have the chance to see Song Heng again, because he was just a servant of the palace... Regardless of life or death, he was just How can a prince's toy have the qualifications to lead a normal life and be loved? A lowly young lady, he can no longer bear the consequences of losing his duty.
Xiao Yan understood that Xie He only had Song Heng in his heart, but he couldn't let go. Apart from the supreme position, it was the first time he wanted someone so much, wanted to keep him for himself, even if it was just to keep his person, that would be too much. Just his.
He is proud, there are countless women in the capital who love him, countless people want to be favored by him and enter his backyard, even if they don't have a status, it doesn't matter. Xiao Yan has always dismissed it, but never thought that there will be a day when he will be dismissed by others, but he still can't let go, doing ridiculous things that are not clean and tidy, but this feeling... Who would know it if he hadn't experienced it before? Understand
He also only understands now, because he cares and knows that sometimes, you can let go if you don't want to let go.
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Xie He learned that Song Heng was fine, and stayed in the palace with peace of mind. He didn't go anywhere, didn't want to go anywhere, and ignored life and death, but felt that life was not so difficult, it was nothing more than muddling along.
Xiao Yan accompanied Xie He every day, extremely gentle, but even if Xie He still smiled at him, docile and obedient, Xiao Yan could tell that all this was just a forced smile.
Xie He has only fear for him, and he has no trust at all. His posture is always so humble.
Xiao Yan hugged the one he loved, but there seemed to be thousands of rivers and mountains between them, and he would never be able to get a little closer to his heart. He had a chance to love him and give him equal love and respect. If he found out the truth earlier, or fell in love with him earlier, it would be the worst... If he didn't give up on him and pamper him well, he wouldn't have come to this point .
He can't blame anyone, because he has always made decisions soberly and rationally, no one forced him, this is his own choice.
Xiao Yan was distressed in his heart, but he didn't dare to reveal it. He was afraid that Xie He would think too much about it. He could only swallow this bitter fruit by himself, but he couldn't bear Xie He's depression. Finally, one day, Xiao Yan thought that he could change his appearance. See Xie He.
This morning Xiao Yan pretended to leave, put on the jade pendant after changing his clothes, and pretended to enter from the outside over the wall.
Xie He's legs and feet were inconvenient, so he didn't move much, just lying on the bed, although Xiao Yan was very gentle to him, but he only felt cold and terrible, like walking on thin ice, only when Xiao Yan left could he breathe a little easier.
At this moment, the window was opened suddenly, and a figure jumped in. Xie He was about to scream in fright, and his mouth was covered immediately! The man's deep and strange voice rang in his ears: "Don't be afraid, it's me."
Xie He calmed down when he heard the voice, he felt his mouth was loosened, and lowered his voice anxiously: "Why are you here?"
Xiao Yan said: "I have been worried since I left that day, so I came to see you."
Xie He looked at him gratefully, the water in his eyes flickered, but when we met by chance, this person still thought of him. He whispered: "I'm fine, the palace is too dangerous, you should not come here in the future."
Xiao Yan said solemnly: "The mere palace can't help me, you have saved my life, and I can't ignore you no matter what."
Xie Hewenyan showed a shallow smile, he just saved a person at random, and didn't take it to heart, who would have thought that after so many years, this person still remembered his kindness, which made his heart warm, but the more this The more he can't drag him down, Xie He showed a soft smile, and there seemed to be stars in his eyes, and said: "I don't know what your name is yet?"
Xiao Yan hadn't seen Xie He showing such a heartfelt smile for a long time, his heart fluttered, if it wasn't for the mask covering his face, he would have turned red, when he appeared in his true colors, he could only see Xie He's flattering and humble smile, Have you ever seen such a beautiful and dazzling side of him? Xiao Yan was very happy that he finally made the right decision. He coughed lightly: "My surname is Yan, you... just call me Brother Yan."
Xie He nodded and looked at him seriously: "Brother Yan, I know what you mean, but you really don't want to come again in the future. I have nothing to do, so don't worry, my lord...he is very good to me, I have everything all good."
Xiao Yan looked bitter in his heart, he didn't know that Xie He said this just to reassure him, Xie Heke didn't feel that he was good to him at all. It was not easy for him to find a way to contact Xie He without being disgusted by fear. He refused to leave anyway. After thinking about it, he said, "You...do you have any wish? You have saved my life, as long as you say , I will definitely do it for you!"
Xie He Wenyan moved his eyes, then shook his head.
Xiao Yan noticed Xie He's hesitation, and thought that he must still have a wish, but he refused to say it for fear of trouble, so he grabbed Xie He's hand and said in a deep voice: "Don't underestimate me, just say that is."
Seeing Xiao Yan being so sincere, Xie He was still a little moved... He hesitated for a moment, "But... this is very dangerous..."
Xiao Yan wondered if Xie He wanted to take him away by himself? This... is not impossible. When the time comes, find another place to hide him, or live in another place by himself. He suppressed the loss and bitterness in his heart, and said, "You tell me, I will definitely do it."
After Xiao Yan finished speaking, he waited nervously, this is a life-saving grace... I don't know what request Xie He will make? Even if it is as difficult as climbing the sky, he still has to do it.
Xie He hesitated and struggled for a long time, and finally looked at Xiao Yan with expectant eyes, "Then I will say it... But you must not force it! It doesn't matter if you can't do it."
Xiao Yan stared at Xie He and said, "Don't worry, I will do what I can."
Xie He nodded, with a hint of affection and nostalgia in his eyes, he said in a low voice: "I just ask... to see Song Heng again."