Xiao Yan's expression froze immediately, and he felt his blood flowing backwards, and his whole body was cold... Is this Xie He's answer? Such an important life-saving grace... Hasn't he thought about himself? He only wanted to see Song Heng... In his opinion, is seeing Song Heng more important than his own life and death? !
Seeing Xiao Yan's tense face and not speaking, Xie He hid the disappointment in his eyes and forced a smile: "Is it difficult? I'm sorry... just pretend I didn't say it."
Xiao Yan stared deeply at Xie He, with fierce struggle in his eyes, he knew that as long as he could not do one thing, Xie He would definitely not force him... However, he couldn't bear to see Xie He's slightest disappointment.
After a long time, Xiao Yan finally said slowly, "I can take you there."
Xie He's eyelashes trembled, and he looked at him blankly, "Really, really?"
Xiao Yan nodded slowly, with a hoarse voice: "Really." His jaw was tense, and the joy in his heart just now had disappeared, leaving only endless powerlessness. This is the reward Xie He wanted, and he said he would do it for him.
Xie He's eyes finally lit up, he sat up from the bed, struggling to get down.
Xiao Yan quickly supported him, with a low voice, "Don't move, I'll take you out." As he said that, he hugged Xie He in his arms and turned over from the wall of the palace again. The guards of the palace didn't understand that the prince What kind of trouble is this, the good gate does not go sideways and wants to climb over the wall, but they just pretend that they have not seen it.
Xie He walked out of the palace nervously, and was brought into a carriage by Xiao Yan, which stopped outside Song Heng's house not long after, and he walked down with Xiao Yan's support.
Xiao Yan stuffed a crutch into Xie He's hand, and said in a deep voice, "Go, I'll wait for you outside."
Xie He hurriedly said: "Brother Lao Yan, wait a moment, I will go back as soon as I go."
Xiao Yan nodded with a stiff face, watched Xie He's staggering back into Song Heng's house, and then quietly jumped onto the big tree outside the wall, he was worried that Xie He and Song Heng would meet alone! Must see for yourself!
Xie He walked to Song Heng's door, and knocked lightly on the door with complicated eyes. The door opened after a short while, and it was Song Heng's boy who opened the door. He couldn't help showing a shocked expression when he saw Xie He, tongue-tied: "Yes You, why are you back?"
Xie He said softly: "I'm here to see the adults."
The boy immediately let Xie He in, and then looked around, making sure no one saw him and quickly closed the door, and said to Xie He: "My lord is in the backyard, he has been thinking about you, you go quickly."
When Xie He came to the backyard, he saw Song Heng standing under a tree in a daze. He hadn't seen him for a few days. He looked haggard and had stubble on his face. Xie He felt distressed, his eyes were sore, and he walked over gently, saying: "grown ups… "
Song Heng turned his head and looked at Xie He in disbelief. He suddenly thought that he had hallucinations. He stood there for a while, and suddenly hugged Xie He tightly in his arms! Hoarse voice: "You are back."
Xie He's voice choked, "Yes, I'm back."
Song Heng hugged Xie He's slender body, his voice trembling, "I thought I would never see you again."
Listening to Song Heng's words, Xie He couldn't hold back his tears. At that time, they parted in a hurry, and he thought that there would be no chance to meet again... It's a pity that he couldn't stay, and the prince finally agreed to let Song Heng go. If I act recklessly again, it will only kill Song Heng's life.
So, he just came to say goodbye to him today.
Xie He looked at Song Heng, with a hint of affection in his eyes, and said softly: "It's all my fault that I didn't make it clear before, so I hurt you, my lord. I can't serve you by my lord's side in the future. My lord must take care of myself..."
Song Heng's expression changed when he heard the words, "You, don't you want to stay?"
Xie He shook his head, his voice was helpless and sad, "I can't stay."
Song Heng went to the prison and walked around. He already knew a lot of things, and an angry look suddenly appeared on his face, "Is it King Su? He bought you, he tortured you like that, and he still refuses to let you go! Do you have to kill you to stop!" He thought of Xie Hena's body full of scars, and he could already guess what kind of torture he had experienced just by looking at it, and he wished that the beloved in his palm would be bought into the palace ...But he was not regarded as a human being at all, and suffered all kinds of abuse, that King Su was really cold-blooded, cruel, and tyrannical!
Xie He lowered his eyelashes, "That's my fate, my lord forgot, I'm just a servant of the palace, the prince can treat me whatever he wants."
His expression was very calm, as if those tortures were not worth mentioning at all.
Song Heng was heartbroken. Even so, how could King Su be so cruel and willing to hurt an innocent person like this? If Xie He returns to the palace, he is afraid that he will die in a short time. He is going back to die!
At this moment, Song Heng suddenly made up his mind, and he said firmly to Xie He: "Let's run away, I will take you away, leave the capital, leave here... go to a place where no one can find us."
Xie He was shocked, and looked at Song Heng in disbelief. For him, Song Heng was willing to give up everything he had so hard to get, and die with him
No, how is this possible... He knows how talented Song Heng is, he is the number one scholar, and he still has a great future, how can he let his ten years of poverty be wasted for him, a lowly young man? Xie He's lips trembled, and he said, "No, I can't go with you."
Song Heng said, "Why?"
Xie He stared at him affectionately, then raised his head suddenly, and kissed his lips gently.
Song Heng froze in place immediately, not knowing how to react.
Xie He smiled slightly, this kiss was like a touch of water, his beautiful eyes shone with sparkle, and he said softly: "I don't want to see you sacrifice so much for me, I want to see you safe and sound, and I will make a kiss in the future Good officer, realize your aspirations and dreams, I hope you will be well... "
Because I love you, I don't want you to lose everything for me.
I know that if you have this intention, you will die without regret.
Song Heng understood Xie He's meaning, but how could he watch his loved one go back to die, how could King Su spare him? Song Heng held Xie He's wrist tightly, and said word by word: "I don't allow you to go back."
Xiao Yan stood on the big tree outside the wall and watched, his face was livid, and he almost gritted his teeth. He knew that Xie He belonged to him, but he wanted to hide outside to watch Xie He interact with other men like a thief. Tell the heart, life and death farewell!
Then when he saw Xie He kissing Song Heng, his anger reached its peak at that moment, and he wished he could go straight down and tear Song Heng into pieces! Xiao Yan stretched out his hand to hold the tree trunk, and smashed the tree trunk in his hand! You dare to touch this king's people!
Seeing that Song Heng still didn't know what to do and refused to let go, he finally couldn't help but jumped down!
Song Heng didn't expect a ferocious man to jump in from outside. The man looked at him as if he was about to kill someone, and said in shock, "Who are you?!"
Xiao Yan looked at Song Heng with cold eyes, each of them seemed to be squeezed out from between his teeth, "I'll take Yuan Jin back."
Song Heng immediately pulled Xie He behind him, looked at him with red eyes, and said bitterly, "You belong to King Su? Unless you step over my corpse, I won't let you Take him!"
Xiao Yan's teeth were clenched, his sanity was on the verge of collapse, his eyes glowed with bloodlust, he had made the biggest concession by allowing Xie Helai to see Song Heng, but Song Heng didn't know what he wanted Thank you for staying! So what if I just walk over your dead body!
Xiao Yan's murderous intent could not be suppressed, jealousy and anger kept burning his reason!
Xie He didn't expect Xiao Yan to appear suddenly. Seeing his terrifying appearance, his face was full of puzzlement, and he shrank and said, "Yan, brother Yan... what's wrong with you?"
Xiao Yan was on the verge of losing his mind. He walked over step by step, holding the sword at his waist tightly. Hearing Xie He calling him at this moment, he couldn't help turning his head to look at him. Only after this look did he realize that Xie He was looking at him in fear. He couldn't be more familiar with that frightened look... because Xie He has always been afraid of him like this, as if he might kill him at any time... all this is like a basin of cold water pouring down his head.
If I don't control my emotions anymore, I'm afraid that even this identity will be hated by Xie He in the future...
He was originally a calm and rational person, but today he lost control again and again, which is really rare.
There was thick ink rolling in Xiao Yan's eyes, Song Heng protected Xie He, Xie He was trembling like a frightened quail, the two looked at him as if facing a big enemy... If they knew his identity, they would only hate him even more Are you afraid? Xiao Yan only felt as if ten thousand arrows pierced his heart, but he had to pretend nothing had happened, because he couldn't even lose Xie He's last trace of trust...
After a while, Xiao Yan slowly let go of the hand holding the sword, and said in a suppressed voice: "It's getting late, we should go back."
Only then did Xie He realize that he had been delayed for a long time, and if he did not go back, he would die if he was discovered by the prince. He said to Song Heng: "Don't get me wrong, brother Yan is not the prince's man, he just came to help me, if it wasn't for him, I can't come out to see you today, but... I'm leaving now."
Hearing what Xie He said, Song Heng finally stopped looking at Xiao Yan with hostile eyes, but he still refused to let go, saying: "I can't let you go, if you go back, King Su will definitely torture you to death !"
The veins on Xiao Yan's forehead twitched, and he couldn't help but said, "How do you know? Stop talking nonsense!"
Song Heng looked at Xie He with pity and distress, and said to Xiao Yan: "If you see Xiao Ning's injuries, you will know what's going on. I can't watch him go back to die."
Xiao Yan was furious, Song Heng even looked at Xie He's body? ! asshole! Damn it! He's going to kill him!
Seeing Song Heng being so attached to him, Xie He was moved to tears, but he had already made up his mind not to drag Song Heng down, and said softly: "My lord, I am not worthy of you, forget about me."
Song Heng said: "How could I forget you!"
Xie He sighed, endured the pain in his heart and shook off Song Heng's hand, and said to Xiao Yan: "Brother Yan, take me back."
Xiao Yan got Xie He's words, how could he bear it, walked over and hugged Xie He. Seeing that Xiao Yan was going to take Xie He away, Song Heng anxiously came over to snatch him, and said, "Let him go!"
Xiao Yan wanted to kill Song Heng directly, but he was afraid that Xie He would be angry, so he didn't do anything serious, but kicked Song Heng to the ground. Song Heng was just a weak scholar, and he was not Xiao Yan's opponent at all, so he could only helplessly. Watching Xiao Yan take Xie He away, his eyes were red and his voice was hoarse: "Xiao Ning..."
Song Heng's eyes hurt, he is so useless, he can't even protect the one he loves, it's really not reconciled.
[Ding, Song Heng's favorability is +5, and the current favorability is 100]
Xie He grabbed Xiao Yan's arm, glanced at Song Heng reluctantly, and finally didn't say a word, and let Xiao Yan carry him out.
Xiao Yan put Xie He into the carriage, seeing him looking sad and distressed, full of jealousy and nowhere to vent, he just said this sentence, "I don't think... King Su will kill you, didn't you say that he Is it nice to you?"
Although Xie He didn't believe his sincerity, he did try his best to treat him well...
Xie He suppressed the sadness in his eyes, revealed a self-deprecating smile, and said softly, "Brother Yan, I'm sorry, I lied to you with that sentence."
Xiao Yan's eyes darkened, and he said slowly: "Do you think he treats you badly?"
Xie He smiled lightly, as if he didn't intend to say more, but said: "My lord's kindness...it's not something people like me can bear."
Xiao Yan looked at Xie He's eyes, and the faint sadness in those eyes, feeling powerless. He made a mistake once, and he will spend a hundred times and a thousand times in the future, but he will not be able to recover a little bit...
It's just, I can't let you go... I can't let you go.
Even if you have someone else in your heart, even if you don't love me, you are still by my side, only I can love you and touch you.
Xiao Yan took Xie He back to the mansion, put him back on the bed, hesitated to speak, and said: "I will come to see you some other day."
Xie He shook his head and said with a smile: "You really don't want to come again, you have helped me so much today, and you don't owe me anything anymore, if you killed me because of me, it will only make my conscience uneasy. "
Xiao Yan clenched his fists and said, "You don't have to worry about me, I... will be fine." Afraid that Xie He would refuse again, he immediately turned the window and left.
Xiao Yan went back to his study room and slammed his fist on the table. Only when he was alone could he stop suppressing his emotions and swallow the anger, jealousy, pain and blood. The jade pendant in her arms.
When he went to see Xie He today, he wanted to give this jade pendant to him again... but he didn't have the chance to give it away. He gently stroked the jade pendant in the palm of his hand, closed his eyes, put the jade pendant back into the drawer, and then changed his clothes and went back.
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[444:...]
[Xie He: Baby, what's the matter?]
[444: Well... nothing.]He just thinks that Xiao Yan is probably already blown up today_(:зゝ∠)_This determination is extraordinary, he deserves to be a person who does great things...
[Xie He: Don't worry baby, this is just the beginning. Smile JPG]
[444: ... what?]
[Xie He: In order to train Xiao Xiao's concentration, I also teach him personally without hesitation. What is this, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles is his ultimate goal.]
[444:...]
[Xie He: Need to make persistent efforts:)]
[444: O(∩_∩)O~]
Xiao Yan waited until it was dark before returning to his room. Seeing Xie Hean sitting quietly on the bed, he walked over and said, "I'm late today, but you're hungry? Why don't you eat first?"
Xie He glanced at Xiao Yan timidly, thinking of his behavior today, he was terrified, lest Xiao Yan would find out, he stammered and said: "It's okay, slave... dare not, of course I have to wait for the prince to come back."
Xiao Yan's eyes darkened, Xie He really doesn't know how to act, is this appearance because he is afraid that he won't see him as a thief? It's a pity that he really wanted to pretend that he couldn't see it, and tried to keep his tone calm, "I said you don't have to wait for me."
Xie He turned pale, "I know..."
Xiao Yan was very powerless, no matter what he said, Xie He was very obedient, but he still didn't dare to overstep the rules at all. If he didn't come back, Xie He wouldn't even dare to eat. Xiao Yan sighed, ordered his servants to serve the meal, then gently hugged Xie He and let him sit beside him.
Xie He ate at the same table with Xiao Yan every day. He was so frightened that he didn't dare to eat more, and carefully ate the food in front of him.
Xie He was weak, and Xiao Yan was always worried that he would not be able to eat well. He felt that those servants were dull and lacked vision, so he didn't let those people serve him, but took care of Xie He himself. In his bowl, pay attention to which dish he took more than one bite, any subtle changes in expression when eating, whether he frowned, pondering Xie He's preferences a little bit, and then remove those Xie He doesn't like from the menu, Only keep what he likes.
After dinner, Xiao Yan hugged Xie He and went to bed as usual. He gently held Xie He in his arms. The body of his subordinates was so thin and bony... How could he be willing to let him be tortured at the beginning...
In fact, it wasn't that he didn't like him at that time, but for the great cause, he could let go of this liking, if he knew that Xie He was the savior he was thinking of, if he knew that one day he could love him to this extent... no matter how difficult it is Times, even if he fights with the crown prince and loses both, he will not be willing to give up on him.
Xiao Yan lowered his head and stared at Xie He's face. On that pale and beautiful face, the long eyelashes cast a faint shadow on the face, and the red lips under the bridge of the nose were delicate and charming.
Xiao Yan fixedly looked at Xie He's lips, but what he remembered was Xie He's eyes full of love for Song Heng today, and that soft and affectionate kiss. Jealousy was biting his heart like a poisonous snake, and he couldn't help but bow his head and kiss heavily. Go on... Xiao Yan seemed to be marking his prey, and kissed those lips tenderly, trying to cover up and eliminate the smell of others! Use this to swear off your ownership!
Xie He was awakened by Xiao Yan's kiss, his body stiffened for a moment, he did not dare to move, and let Xiao Yan kiss him.
It wasn't until Xiao Yan unbuttoned his clothes that there was a look of panic in his eyes.
Xiao Yan looked at Xie He's body. The originally smooth, delicate and flawless skin was now covered with mottled scars. Those scars were as ugly as a centipede. It was rough and uneven to the touch. Xiao Yan gently stroked those scars... Even with his eyes closed, he can recognize that it's from a whip... it's from a soldering iron...
These scars are like the mistakes he made, which can never be erased, always reminding him of his sins.
He hurt the person he loved the most, the one he should protect the most.
But... there was no way to recover, Xiao Yan closed his eyes, concealed the pain in his eyes, and gently kissed those wounds.
If possible, he is willing to go back to the past, bear this pain instead of him, and let these wounds grow on his body...but he can't go back.
[Ding, target Xiao Yan's favorability degree +2, current favorability degree 94]
Xie He's body trembled slightly, and his voice trembled: "My lord... don't look at it..."
Xiao Yan raised his head and looked into Xie He's eyes.
Xie He's eyes were full of humbleness, and he begged in a low voice: "The slave's body is ugly and not clean, I'm afraid it will stain the eyes of the prince..."
Xiao Yan's heart seemed to be bleeding, he pulled the corners of his lips away, revealing a self-deprecating smile... Yes, Song Heng was right, but anyone who saw what he did to Xie He would probably think that he was cruel and cold-blooded …
He gently caressed Xie He's face, what should I do to make you believe me
After a long time, Xiao Yan said softly: "No."
He closed Xie He's clothes, hugged him again, inserted his fingers into his long ink-like hair, and said, "Go to sleep."
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Xie He woke up after a long sleep, refreshed, but the lack of sex life was not very pleasant.
[Xie He: Xiao Xiao can't do it like this, he actually dares to despise me for being ugly, haha.]
[444:...]No, no, no, he doesn't think he dislikes it... _(:зゝ∠)_
[Xie He: It's okay to force me to stay, but it's unbearable to accept me and make me a widow. Smile JPG]
[444:...]
Xiao Yan still went out during the day, and came back early today. He peeped at Xie He secretly for a while, thinking that if he went out now, Xie He would have to worry about coping nervously. Jump in.
Xie He saw that he was no longer afraid, but showed a look of surprise, and said angrily: "I told you not to come again, why did you come again?"
Xiao Yan said seriously: "As I said, I don't feel relieved if I don't see you well. I can't let King Su bully you."
Xie He was sad in his heart, but he couldn't help laughing when he heard this, "Can you still control King Su?"
Xiao Yan nodded: "Don't underestimate me."
Xie He looked at him seriously, "Okay, I know you are very powerful, but you always barge in like this, what if you miss and get caught? I saved you with great difficulty at the beginning, and made you risk your life , wouldn’t it be in vain to save you.”
Xiao Yan looked into Xie He's eyes, thinking of his kindness and gentleness, his heart was full of sourness, and said: "No."
Xie He really had nothing to do with him, and was very worried that Xiao Yan would be discovered, so he dragged him to hide behind an inconspicuous rockery. In fact, he was in the palace, and he was always on thin ice. Why didn't he want someone he could talk to and rely on? It was only because he was worried about harming others that he kept persuading Xiao Yan to leave.
Seeing that Xiao Yan couldn't persuade him to leave at this moment, Xie He gave up. He looked at Xiao Yan with dazed eyes, and couldn't help but think of things from a long time ago... Those dusty, deliberately forgotten memories rushed out again.
At that time, he had never lived such a humble life...
Xie He suppressed the bitter emotions in his heart, turned his head and asked Xiao Yan curiously: "Speaking of which, why were you injured at that time?"
Seeing that Xie He was finally willing to open up and talk to him, Xiao Yan jumped in his heart, and replied: "My brother is afraid that I will compete with him for family property, so he sent someone to chase me down."
Xie He's beautiful eyes suddenly revealed an angry look, and said angrily: "That's really too much!"
Xiao Yan nodded, "It's a good thing I met you, otherwise I would die."
Xie He asked again with concern: "What about now, is your brother going to kill you?"
Xiao Yan said: "He never gave up on killing me, but I won't let him get me carelessly again."
Xie He breathed a sigh of relief and said, "That's good."
Xiao Yan stared at Xie He affectionately, with a sweet and complicated mood. This scene was what he had imagined in countless dreams. He found his benefactor, and his benefactor was a kind and beautiful person. They could talk like this ... How happy and yearning that he can tell him those feelings that he can't share with others.
Xiao Yan couldn't help but gently grabbed Xie He's hand, and said seriously: "I have been looking for you for a long time... I have been waiting for you for a long time, you don't know how happy I am to meet you again."
Xie He blushed slightly, quickly pulled his hand back, and said uncomfortably, "Oh."
He paused, as if thinking of some painful memory, his face turned slightly pale, and he forced a smile: "At that time, something happened to my family, so you can't wait for me..."
Xiao Yan looked into Xie He's eyes, his eyes were gloomy. Even if Xie He didn't say much, he seemed to be able to see the despair when the young man's family was ruined. The joy that just appeared was covered by pain and coldness. If Xie He knew, It's me who caused him to fall to such a state... I'm afraid I will hate him...
The only smile and trust he had now was also cheated by himself, but he couldn't stop himself from continuing to cheat like this.
The author has something to say: I can only say that the last chapter has no meat, no meat residue, no cars, and no exhaust gas, dear friends, don’t be sorry... _(:зゝ∠)_Unlocking is estimated to be tomorrow afternoon, because the special Judges do not go to work in the evening and in the morning, and the process of reapplying is very slow.
Heart tired.