"Don't go..." Xie He didn't speak for a long time, so that his tone was weird and stiff, he didn't know what he was doing, he only knew instinctively begging this person to stay, and didn't want him to leave...
Following his pleading, the man's movements stopped, he held Xie He in his arms again, and a gentle and magnetic voice rang in his ears: "Okay."
Xie He thought he would be rejected, and would be coldly abandoned like countless times before. Who knew that the man agreed to him. The huge surprise and touch at this moment made him shed tears. The soft voice was like the love of the Lord. In other words, that warm embrace is like God's salvation.
The man heard his plea, and graciously agreed to him...
He tightly grasped the man's arm, curled up in his arms... He still wanted to sleep for a while...
Liang Chengshan hugged Xie He, and looked down at his face. Because of the long-time captivity, the youth's skin lost its luster, and the originally beautiful and powerful body became thin, and it was very light to hold... His eyes flashed with pity.
But not enough, not enough.
And this is just the beginning.
Liang Chengshan raised his hand and looked at his watch. As your first request for my reward, I will give you two more hours.
Xie He's world was peaceful, he seemed to be soaked in warm water, so comfortable, he wished he would sink like this forever and never leave... But gradually, he seemed to hear someone calling him.
That gentle voice said to him: "Wake up, wake up, I'm leaving..."
Xie He woke up slowly. It took him a while to realize the meaning of the man's words. A fearful expression appeared on his face, and his skinny fingers grabbed the man vigorously, "No, don't go, don't leave me... "
Liang Chengshan stroked his back with pity, and said gently and reluctantly: "But I can't stay."
Xie He's voice was hoarse, with a hint of fear and urgency, "Why..."
Liang Chengshan said: "Because you made a mistake, you have to be punished here alone." After he finished speaking, he put Xie He on the chair, and slowly and firmly tore off the hand that held him.
"No! No—don't leave me!" As soon as Xie He's body touched the cold metal seat, he began to struggle as hard as he could. His voice was terrified and his expression was distorted, but none of this could change anything. He finally Or was it re-fixed... The faint ray of light disappeared, as did the warm embrace and voice, and the world once again returned to boundless darkness and tranquility.
There was an unconscious painful sound in his throat, and he kept struggling, but to no avail.
Gradually Xie He understood that no matter how much he struggled and begged, the man would never come back.
It's so dark here, so quiet, he has been feeling all this soberly, and then he started thinking and thinking wildly uncontrollably, he recalled the words the man said to him before he left.
He said: Because you made a mistake, you have to be punished here alone.
Because I made a mistake, I have to accept such a punishment. Is that so...
He can no longer remember why he is here, his mind is full of messy unconscious things, the pain is going to tear his brain apart, if he is not imprisoned, he even wants to tear his body apart, Take out all your internal organs.
He couldn't remember when this painful ordeal started...
There is no beginning and no end.
The man is the only person in his dark world, he can only hear his voice, be hugged and touched by him, and sleep peacefully in his arms.
And he is so gentle, always showing up when he is most desperate...
The man's words are the only things he can clearly remember now.
Xie He thought for a long time, and couldn't help recalling that sentence, wanting to know what mistake he made, but he couldn't remember...
He only knew that he was supposed to hate him in the first place, and the hatred rooted in his heart was the only thing he could remember, but he couldn't remember why he hated him... Xie He remembered the gentle redemption of a man, the first time he loved him The hatred in my heart gave rise to doubts.
He treats him so well, why should he hate him
There is no doubt that he must have made a very serious and unforgivable mistake.
Otherwise why accept such never-ending torture
Xie He closed his eyes, but he couldn't fall asleep with his eyes closed. His consciousness was gradually becoming crazy. Finally, he heard the familiar footsteps again.
The footsteps were very light, but they were so clear in Xie He's ears, engraved deep in his soul, he knew that as the sound approached, he could rest, he couldn't wait to open his eyes, With the sound of ah, the already extremely exhausted body struggled again.
Liang Chengshan repeated the previous steps, then put Xie He down, and gently hugged him in his arms.
As soon as Xie He fell into his arms, he clutched his skirt tightly and fell asleep instantly.
Liang Chengshan looked at him gently, and then helped Xie He wipe his body, adjusted the nasal feeding tube and urinary tube that were a little bit out of place, and did some basic tests on him. During the time when Xie He was imprisoned, whether he was awake or asleep, Liang Chengshan did not rely on human hands for anything. He was the only person in the darkness who could touch him and bring him consciousness.
He is the only one who can appear in his world.
After Liang Chengshan finished these, he hugged Xie He motionlessly and let him sleep for a certain period of time. After all, his purpose was not to really drive Xie He crazy, but to make him obey, so every time Xie He was about to Come in when the limit of collapse is reached, and let him take a break, just like pulling a drowning and suffocating person back from the brink of death again and again, experiencing the despair on the verge of death again and again, but will not really die.
So repeated reincarnation.
Xie He slept deeply, with a serene expression. Liang Chengshan looked at his thin cheeks lovingly, and a cold look finally flashed in his eyes. He raised his hand to look at his watch, and then began to kiss and possess him.
In fact, Xie He, who is so fragile, is not comfortable to hug, his hands are thin, and he needs to be very careful.
But Liang Chengshan still carried out his plan unswervingly. He wanted his lover to remember him only from body to soul, and remember the pleasure, warmth, and fulfillment he brought him in the dark and desperate.
Obsessed with intoxicating him, he is his only antidote.
Xie He woke up slowly, he felt that what the man was doing to him, he no longer had the slightest resistance, only desire and happiness... He hugged the man back hard, wishing to integrate himself into his body, forever like this do not stop.
But this is impossible... He knows that all this will end soon, and the man will leave after every happy ending.
It was like a little consolation given to him before leaving...
As soon as he thought of this, he felt extremely terrified and reluctant, so when the man was about to leave his body, he grabbed him vigorously and said tremblingly: "Don't go..."
Liang Chengshan looked at Xie He lovingly, with helplessness in his tone, he whispered: "I'm sorry, I can't stay."
Xie He desperately refused to let go, his expression twisted and crazy, "What did I do wrong, what did I do wrong... tell me... why I have to accept such torture... what did I do wrong..."
Liang Chengshan stroked his cheek, and said in a sad voice, "Because you betrayed me, you betrayed your lover."
Xie He said in a daze: "I betrayed you?"
Why should I betray you, I long for you so much, look forward to you... As long as you can come, I am even willing to die for you, how could I betray you...
"Yes." Liang Chengshan said, he slowly fixed Xie He back on the chair, his voice was low, "You came here to reflect on your mistakes and pay the price for your actions, no one can save you, only You can save yourself."
Xie He struggled and shouted in despair: "You save me, you save me... I can't save myself, I can't move..."
His voice suddenly paused for a moment, as if he had thought of something, he said hoarsely: "Because I betrayed you, you refused to save me and left me alone... Is that so... You are punishing me..."
Liang Chengshan's usual gentle voice turned cold for the first time, "It seems that you haven't reflected on your mistakes and turned a blind eye to my kindness and tolerance. You obviously paid the price for your betrayal, but you blamed the person who came to visit you with love in your heart. I, if you think so, I won't come again."
Listening to his cold voice, Xie He felt extremely terrified in his heart, and regretted what he said, "No, I didn't mean that, I'm sorry... I didn't blame you... don't abandon me..."
Liang Chengshan didn't answer him, and left directly.
When Xie He heard the sound of closing the door, he couldn't stop thinking about Liang Chengshan's last words. He said that he would not come again, he would leave him...he would lose even his last hope...
Despair instantly overwhelmed him.
It was all his fault, he not only betrayed his lover, but also tried to blame him.
Obviously the man was so kind to him... He betrayed him, but he still didn't abandon him, he kept visiting him, giving him warmth, such kindness... But he had no heart of gratitude, and was so hopeless.
Such a sinful person like him, no wonder he has to endure such torture, it's all his fault...
He wants to reflect on his mistakes in this endless darkness, and pay the price for his mistakes...
Xie He struggled desperately, bumping his head against the back of the chair, his voice was crazy, "I know it's wrong, I know it's wrong... You come back..."
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Liang Chengshan stood in the monitoring room, looking at everything inside coldly. Three months had passed, and Xie He had persisted longer than he imagined, but... it should be almost there.
A look of pity flashed in the eyes of the doctor in charge next to him. Being in love with Liang Chengshan was probably the greatest disaster in his life for the young man inside.
He hesitated for a moment, and said to Liang Chengshan: "I think his consciousness has begun to collapse, are you sure you want to continue?"
Liang Chengshan said lightly: "He hasn't fallen in love with me yet."
The doctor didn't dare to say anything after hearing the words. He received a large sum of money to do this for Liang Chengshan. At this time, he felt guilty, but he didn't dare to refuse and disobey Liang Chengshan. Liang Chengshan even loved the person he loved. He can be treated so cruelly, let alone him
Anyway, Liang Chengshan's request to him is to keep Xie He's life safe. Xie He is safe... His consciousness has just been changed. The doctor can only comfort himself in this way, and take care of Xie He more conscientiously.
If Xie He died suddenly or went crazy due to irreversible damage, Liang Chengshan would not let him go.
In order to be able to keep an eye on Xie He's situation, Liang Chengshan did not allow any mistakes. He has not been to other cities for several months, and even rarely leaves home. Everything is controlled by remote control. Since he has chosen this path, It is necessary to be foolproof, if Xie He has an unexpected situation and he cannot come back in time to regret... This kind of thing is impossible to happen.
Xie He's persistence time also began to shorten continuously, from the first eight days, to the subsequent seven days, six days, five days... until now, he can only persist for two to three days at most before he collapses.
Both the body and the willpower began to weaken continuously. This is a process of crushing and rebuilding.
Xie He sat on the cold chair, he had no other thoughts in his mind, only one... that is, he made a mistake so he should be punished, he is such a heinous crime, and he also hurt his lover's heart.
If the man is still willing to come back, he will definitely not say such excessive words again, as long as he is still willing to come back...
He will never betray him again.
But this time he waited for a long time, and the man didn't come back.
Xie He is more desperate every minute and every second, the time is so hard, did he really abandon him... also... he betrayed him, and selfishly accused him, why should he forgive him and save him? I should have suffered alone...
Just when Xie He was completely desperate and unconscious, he heard the door opening and footsteps again.
This familiar sound of footsteps is like a switch. As long as he hears this sound, the countless pains that make him desperate and crazy begin to dissipate. This sound is like light dispelling darkness, melting ice and snow, and rejuvenating the earth.
Xie He made a sound, he cried with joy, and cried: "You are back... I know I was wrong, I have been waiting for you..."
Liang Chengshan walked over and put Xie He down, hugged him in his arms, and sighed: "Although you make me sad again and again, I still can't let you go, I love you so much."
Xie He hugged him tremblingly, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault..."
Liang Chengshan kissed him tenderly and said, "It's okay, I don't blame you."
Xie He felt the hot kiss falling on the skin, like a flame falling on gasoline, instantly igniting his desire, he wanted more, more contact, not a simple kiss, too little …not at all warm enough to warm his cold body.
He took the initiative to approach Liang Chengshan with his arms, wishing he could draw his whole body into his embrace, and then fell into a deep sleep...
When Xie He woke up, Liang Chengshan was about to put him down, Xie He didn't dare to complain any more, he endured intense fear and pain and asked Liang Chengshan: "You said, the only one who can save me is myself...but how should I save myself... I can't figure it out..."
Liang Chengshan stroked his head and said to him: "Think about the mistakes you made, you not only betrayed me, but also questioned my intentions for you, you are a cunning liar, a traitor, you don't know how to be grateful and how to love someone People... so you have to reflect here and atone for your sins."
"When you figure it out, you can be free."
Xie He heard the footsteps gradually drifting away, and finally the door was closed.
There are only the man's words in his mind, so as long as he thinks it through, he can leave... So the darkness, silence, and being awake without rest are all for him to reflect and think...
He immediately reflected on himself desperately, he shouldn't betray the man, he shouldn't doubt the man's intentions for him.
He has to learn how to be grateful and love...
I can no longer make the mistakes I once made, and be completely loyal to him and love him, is this enough
He kept repeating that sentence as if hypnotizing himself, love him, be loyal to him... love him, be loyal to him... love him, be loyal to him...
But why is he still not saved... Is it because he hasn't reflected deeply enough
When Liang Chengshan came over again, Xie He couldn't wait to tell him, "I know I was wrong, and I have already reflected on my mistakes, but why haven't I been able to get free..."
Liang Chengshan just smiled and said to him: "Your own heart knows whether you have really realized your mistake. If you admit your mistake just to avoid it, you can't deceive yourself."
Xie He felt very desperate. He really realized his mistake. Isn't this enough... He didn't lie...
But Liang Chengshan still left, leaving him here alone.
The days passed day by day, and Xie He didn't know how long it had been. He was thinking about his mistakes every minute and every second. He had already endured so much torture. Isn't it enough to redeem his sins
But no... no use...
Then he began to doubt whether he was not pious enough, questioning his heart again and again, analyzing his mistakes bit by bit...
He thoroughly and absolutely reflected on himself, but he still didn't leave...
Later, Xie He no longer expected to leave, he finally gave up and let himself sink in despair.
His only hope of living is that he is waiting here for his lover to come to visit him. Even if he made such a mistake, his lover never gave up on him, and always appeared when he was most desperate, giving him warmth Tranquility pulled him back from the brink of death time and time again.
He doesn't need anything anymore, all he needs is him, even if he sinks into hell, repeating the inextricable painful reincarnation, at least he still has him...
That's enough.
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At the sixth month, Liang Chengshan had ordered the doctor to cancel the electric shock, but Xie He still couldn't fall asleep, he didn't even realize that the electric shock was gone, he was still crazily awake, enduring endless pain, waiting for his death in despair advent.
And Xie He no longer begged him to save him, no longer asked how to leave, he seemed to have completely accepted his fate, and suffering pain and torture had become a habit, only when he appeared would he smile quietly.
He has accepted all this as a matter of course.
After another two months like this, at the eighth month, the doctor finally couldn't bear it and said to Liang Chengshan: "I think it's almost there. As long as he pays attention and controls a little later, he won't think of the past. Will fall in love with you."
Liang Chengshan looked inside deeply, but didn't speak.
The doctor added: "And it has been eight months. His physical function has declined greatly, and his muscles have shown a certain degree of atrophy. If he does not come out for treatment, it will cause irreversible damage to his body and spirit."
"I see." Liang Chengshan finally said, and he showed a faint smile to the doctor, "You did a good job, the money has been credited into your account."
The doctor wiped the cold sweat from his forehead, "Thank you, Mr. Liang."
Liang Chengshan turned and walked out, and came to the dark room again.
Xie He was very tired and in pain, making a weak neighing and almost non-existent struggle, but as soon as he heard the sound of footsteps, he immediately quieted down, with a look of anticipation and longing on his face, and a jerky and joyful voice , "You, come, I... miss you so much..."
Liang Chengshan gently put Xie He down from the chair, hugged him in his arms, and gently kissed his lips, "I'm here, don't be afraid."
Even if Xie He's voice is stiff and jerky, you can still hear the admiration and love contained in it, as well as absolute trust and dependence, "I, I am not afraid... I, I know, you will come..."
Liang Chengshan said: "I love you."
Xie He said excitedly, "I, love you too, I, love you..."
He loves this person so much, like he loves his god, he really wants to reach out and hug him, but he finds that he can't lift his hands, and he doesn't know when, even when he is awake, his hands and feet start Not listening.
Xie He was very sad and said: "Yes, I'm sorry... I can't move..."
Liang Chengshan hugged him lovingly, and said in a low voice, "It's okay, you will get better, these are only temporary."
Xie He was very depressed. He felt that he probably couldn't get better, but he wouldn't doubt Liang Chengshan's words, so his lips moved and said, "Oh...then wait for me, when I'm done, I'll hug you again..."
Xie He fell asleep in Liang Chengshan's arms. When he woke up, he knew that Liang Chengshan was leaving again. His heart was full of reluctance, but he knew that Liang Chengshan could not stay, so he endured the pain. Begging him, but saying: "You go... I, it's okay... I'll wait for you, come back..."
He can bear it, even though he is already in pain to the point of going crazy, but these punishments are what he should bear, and he will not make things difficult for his lover.
He will suffer silently by himself...
Xie He was ready to go back to that cold metal seat, but this time Liang Chengshan did not let him go, he stood up holding him, for a long time, slowly said: "I am here to take you away, you become free."
Xie Hewenyan showed an expression of disbelief, he thought he was going to stay here forever, he had already given up, but at this moment he learned that he could leave... The surprise came so suddenly that he couldn't react.
Liang Chengshan smiled slightly, "Don't you believe it?"
Xie He's lips trembled. If anyone else said it, he would not believe it, but how could he not believe what his lover said. He's just... too happy, "No, I, believe..."
Liang Chengshan lowered his head and kissed his lips lightly, his voice was as deep and melodious as the bass of a piano, "You have already redeemed your sins, so you don't need to stay here anymore, as long as you are obedient and don't make mistakes in the future, you don't need to come back here again."
Xie He's body trembled slightly because of excitement, his voice was determined with firmness and unconcealable affection: "I, will not, make mistakes again... never, never again..."
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[444: Host, you finally came out! You are now in the hospital/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~] God, this is not only a great torture to the host, but also a torture to him! He had naively thought that sitting down was not a punishment!
He hasn't gone out shopping for eight months! Every day, I have to be responsible for choosing movies for the host, playing games with the host, and suffering round after round of hostile attacks and language violence! Recently, 666, 818, and 522 have all sent him letters, asking him why he hasn't come out to play for so long.
What can 444 say? He also wanted to take a vacation, but his host would not let him go, so he could only express his inner bitterness and sadness through correspondence.
His taste will be questioned when he chooses a movie, he will be scolded as a technical scum when he plays games with him, the dignified system is not as good as a human being, and everything he does is wrong... It is not easy for him!
Fortunately, his friends will comfort him QAQ
[Xie He: Thank you for your hard work, baby, smile JPG]
[444: No no no, it is my honor to serve you/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~]
[Xie He: Then can you use a smiling face when you say this?]
[444:... O(∩_∩)O~]Happy smile JPG
[Xie He: I will give you 10,000 experience points as pocket money, and I will give you a long vacation, let's go play:)]
[444: (≧▽≦)/I love you, host, you are simply the best host in the whole system!]Ten thousand experience points! He thinks he should be the richest system besides the local tyrant 666. Happiness! QAQ
[Xie He: Baby, pick up your morals quickly:)]
[444:... O(∩_∩)O~]
Xie He slowly opened his eyes, his eyes were still blindfolded, and he could only feel very, very weak light, but he didn't panic, because he was being hugged by his lover, this feeling was very It was long and very stable. He didn't know how long he had slept. He felt that he had never slept like this in his whole life.
He really wanted to take off the blindfold and look outside, but he couldn't raise his hand with all his strength, which made him very frustrated.
Liang Chengshan felt the weak movements of the young man in his arms, and knew that he had woken up. He held him tenderly, and comforted him softly: "The blindfold cannot be removed for the time being, but it's okay, you will get better, trust me."
Because staying in the dark for a long time, suddenly encountering strong light will hurt the eyes, so I can only take it step by step.
Xie He made a hoarse voice and said meekly: "I, believe you."
Liang Chengshan looked affectionately and said, "Get up and eat something."
He helped Xie He to sit up, and Xie He realized that the tube on his body had been removed. This feeling of missing something made him very unaccustomed, empty and uncomfortable, and he sat obediently against the soft pillow, There is no longer a cold metal seat under his body, but a soft mattress exuding the smell of sunshine. He is surrounded by the person he loves the most, and he is taking care of him patiently.
All this reassured him.
Liang Chengshan took the food specially prepared by the doctor for Xie He. Considering the fragility of his digestive system, although he no longer used a nasal feeding tube, it was still a pasty nutrient. He put it in his mouth and tasted it. The temperature was just right. , and then scooped it up with a spoon and handed it to Xie He's mouth.
Xie He hesitated for a moment before realizing that Liang Chengshan was feeding him. He hadn't eaten with his mouth for a long time, and he forgot how to chew. He just opened his mouth to hold the spoon and swallowed the food like swallowing saliva. go down.
The moment the food flowed down his throat, he suddenly felt extremely nauseous, and began to vomit uncontrollably. He didn't have anything to vomit, so he just spit out the mouthful of food just now.
Xie He didn't expect this to happen, with a painful expression: "Yes, I'm sorry, I... don't know, it will be like this..."
Liang Chengshan has already anticipated these possible sequelae, but he still feels very distressed when he sees them, but... he must sacrifice if he can get this person, otherwise Xie Heshi will never be his.
Compared with the ultimate goal, he can accept these sacrifices.
Liang Chengshan took out a handkerchief, wiped Xie He's mouth carefully, and said softly: "It's okay, you're just not used to it, just get used to it."
Xie He felt that Liang Chengshan handed the food to his mouth again. Although it was uncomfortable, he tried to swallow it, but the effect was not good. It felt too uncomfortable, and he kept gagging... Finally, all the tears came out, and the voice was difficult, "I, I can't eat, go..."
Liang Chengshan frowned slightly, his eyes filled with pity, he could continue to use the nasal feeding tube on Xie He, but that would make him dependent and it would be more difficult to overcome difficulties... If his heart softened, Xie He would never be able to pass this level .
Liang Chengshan held Xie He in his arms, stroked his body gently with one hand, and said, "You can do it, trust me, don't think too much, you just need to think about me."
Listening to Liang Chengshan's deep voice, Xie He tried hard to think about his appearance, but he found that he couldn't remember Liang Chengshan's appearance. There was only a vague and powerful man in his mind...
He tried his best to divert his attention, feeling the gentle touch of Liang Chengshan touching him, trying not to imagine the nausea in his throat, swallowing mouthful...
Xie He vomited many times, and he couldn't vomit anymore. Many bowls of food were wasted. His whole body was already exhausted and trembling slightly.
He had no strength, he couldn't even swallow the saliva, and the saliva flowed down the corner of his mouth, but he thought of Liang Chengshan's instructions, and still slowly opened his mouth to hold the food, and swallowed it bit by bit.
This time, I finally didn't spit it out.
Liang Chengshan hugged Xie He tightly, and his voice comforted: "You've done a good job, so that's all right, let's sleep for a while now."
Xie He heard that he could sleep, and a smile appeared on his lips. The pain just now seemed to disappear at once. Now he can fall asleep in his lover's arms to his heart's content. Compared with this, all other pains can torture him bear.
Liang Chengshan saw that Xie He was asleep, so he picked him up to have someone clean up the vomit-stained bed. He didn't let go of Xie He all night.
When he woke up the next day, Liang Chengshan felt a strange smell coming from his nose. He lifted the quilt and found that Xie He was incontinent. However, Xie He was still sleeping peacefully and didn't notice it at all.
Liang Chengshan silently asked people to clean up again, and did not wake up Xie He. Even when dealing with affairs, he communicated with the outside world through the computer, and everything was muted, so that Xie He would not be woken up.
When Xie He woke up, he didn't even know that he was incontinent. He ate a little bit with the help of Liang Chengshan as usual, and he vomited a lot today, but compared to yesterday, he has improved slightly.
Liang Chengshan said approvingly: "I just said it's okay, you can do it."
Xie He was very happy to hear the praise, which gave him a lot of confidence. Although eating was difficult, he felt that he could do it, and he would not disappoint Liang Chengshan. He would be fine.
Liang Chengshan waited for Xie He to finish eating, carried him into a wheelchair, and pushed him outside to bask in the sun.
Although Xie He couldn't see the sun with an eye mask, the warm light that fell on his skin made him feel very comfortable, as if dispelling the coldness of the dark basement, the breeze, the singing of birds, and the sound of people talking, seemed to make the whole world come alive at once. over here.
He is no longer just a dead man with an empty soul.
Xie He listened to Liang Chengshan's footsteps, even in such a noisy environment outside, he could distinguish it from the countless voices at once, like the only bright light in the dark night, he knew that he hadn't left for a moment, and had been following his side.
Liang Chengshan pushed Xie He around outside for a while, and then sat down to rest. Xie He leaned on the chair, and after a while he felt like urinating, but it seemed to be blocked, and he showed a somewhat uncomfortable expression on his face.
Liang Chengshan noticed it immediately, his eyes moved, and he asked gently: "Do you want to go to the bathroom?"
Xie He nodded, with a low voice, "But, it seems, I can't get out..."
Liang Chengshan smiled. He pushed Xie He back to the ward, looked at his watch, and after a few minutes, seeing that Xie Heren was a little uncomfortable, he said to him: "Can you bear it for a while?"
Xie He thought for a while, nodded and said: "Also, you can..."
Liang Chengshan touched his head, "Then bear with it for a while, and tell me immediately if you can't help it, you know?"
Although Xie He didn't understand why this was the case, as long as Liang Chengshan said it, he wouldn't have the slightest doubt. Even if no one knew whether he really couldn't help it, he was still trying his best to endure it. Later, he felt very uncomfortable and his face was suffocated. When she became red, she whispered, "I, I can't help it."
Liang Chengshan immediately picked up Xie He and went to the bathroom to take out his things.
Xie He's body tensed up, and the patience he had endured for so long just now was vented, which made him feel very relaxed and happy.
Liang Chengshan kissed the corner of his lips, and said with a smile: "It will be the same in the future, if you want to go to the bathroom, you can't help but tell me, do you understand?"
Xie He nodded meekly.
Liang Chengshan carried Xie He back to the bed again, held him in his arms with big hands, and said softly: "Sleep, you can sleep as much as you want now, no one will wake you up."
Xie He felt very relieved and fell asleep like this.
Xie He stayed in the hospital for a while, and then Liang Chengshan took him back home, invited the best doctors and nurses to continue to treat him, and every day someone massaged Xie He's hands and feet to help his muscles recover.
But the touch of those people made Xie He uncomfortable. He could feel that these people were not Liang Chengshan, which disgusted him, but these were arranged by Liang Chengshan... So he tried his best to endure the discomfort and let the nurse massage him. The massage process was very painful , as if to beat all the muscles in his body loose.
After a while, he was finally able to raise his hand for a while, but he still didn't have much strength.
The eye mask on Xie He's eyes is replaced every few days, and the light transmission is gradually enhanced.
He knew that he was getting closer to the light, that his health was improving, and that he would soon be able to see his beloved again, and he was so full of hope that he could bear all the pain for it.
Another morning, Xie He woke up in Liang Chengshan's arms. He trembled and reached out to hug him, looking up for Liang Chengshan's lips.
Liang Chengshan showed a doting and gentle smile, young people are always so cute, and he likes to be close to him very much.
Seeing that Xie He couldn't find it, he took the initiative to lower his head to hold his lips, and kissed him deeply. Xie He was breathless after being kissed, but he was reluctant to leave. He liked the taste of Liang Chengshan's mouth.
Liang Chengshan slowly let go of Xie He, and he untied Xie He's blindfold.
Xie He didn't open his eyes. He already knew that Liang Chengshan was changing the blindfold for him. He had to close his eyes at this time, but this time Liang Chengshan didn't put it on for him again, just when he was very confused , heard Liang Chengshan say: "Open your eyes and look at me."
Xie He was stunned, and then ecstasy emerged in his heart, can he finally see him? He kept fantasizing about Liang Chengshan's appearance in his heart... He had been waiting for this moment, as if he had been waiting for several lifetimes...
But when he could really watch it, he suddenly felt timid and afraid, as if he was dreaming...
After a long time, Xie He's eyelashes trembled, and he slowly opened his eyes. The vision in front of him was blurry at first, and then gradually became clear. He finally saw the man who had been with him all this time.
The man's appearance is elegant, his eyes are as deep as the sea, and there is a warm smile on his lips...
He is so good-looking and stable, just as he imagined, no, even better-looking than he imagined, as long as he sees him, he feels extremely at ease.
Liang Chengshan also looked at Xie He. He watched the feather fan-like eyelashes slowly unfold, finally revealing a pair of beautiful, dazzling, black eyes.
He didn't see those eyes again for almost a year.
After a long time, the beauty in those eyes has not diminished in the slightest, and it still arouses his mind like this, making him intoxicated, and the pious and focused admiration and love in those beautiful eyes makes his chest surge with affection , love filled his heart.
That's what he wanted.
Liang Chengshan stared deeply at Xie He, grabbed his hand, and gently kissed the back of his hand. He raised his eyes, and his eyes were as deep as the sea of love.
He opened his mouth slowly and said, "Your name is Yang Ling, my name is Liang Chengshan, and you are my lover."
[Ding, target Liang Chengshan favorability +5, current favorability 90]
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