Liang Chengshan walked over quickly and wanted to hug Xie He, but suddenly felt something soft and greasy under his feet, his movements stopped, as if some kind of icy cold current rose from the soles of his feet, freezing his body .
He knew... It was the flesh and blood on his lover's arm, bitten off by himself...
Liang Chengshan is used to seeing life and death, and any cruel scene can make his face not change. He has seen much more tragic than this, but this is the first time he feels painful and depressed, and it is difficult to breathe.
His heart was very heavy, but a gentle and comforting smile slowly appeared on his face, he looked at Xie He with eyes that were always tolerant like the ocean, gently held him in his arms, and whispered: "It's okay, I coming."
Xie He was held in Liang Chengshan's arms, and he calmed down instantly. He stretched out his hand and hugged Liang Chengshan vigorously, his voice hoarse: "I just came back there again, it's so dark and cold..."
It was dark here... There was no sound, and there was cold metal all around. The fear and pain rooted in the depths of his memory enveloped him again in an instant.
He couldn't help recalling the boundless loneliness in the dark and the exhaustion to the point of madness. He felt a splitting headache, so he kept hitting the wall with his head to relieve the pain, but it didn't work. Then he began to bite himself, trying to use his body The pain relieves the pain in the brain.
But that's tantamount to drinking poison to quench thirst... He knew that these were not what he wanted, they were useless, he only wanted Liang Chengshan.
Liang Chengshan gently wiped the blood on Xie He's face with his sleeve, and looked at his blood-stained face with a peaceful smile, and his blood-stained eyes looked at him eagerly and admiringly... Liang Chengshan's usual calm voice carried a little Trembling imperceptibly, he said, "Don't be afraid, this is not there."
Xie He showed a confused look, isn't this there? His memory was confused for a moment, and he couldn't tell where he was.
Liang Chengshan glanced at Xie He's bloody arm, heartbroken. He knew that he had to take Xie He away from here as soon as possible. He lowered his head and kissed his lips, which smelled of blood...
Liang Chengshan closed his eyes and said, "This is not there, and you can leave soon."
Liang Chengshan stood up holding Xie He, lifted him to the door with both hands, and wanted to send Xie He out from here first.
The bodyguard at the door has been watching the inside nervously. Seeing Liang Chengshan's movements, he was ready to reach out to pick up Xie He, but at this moment Xie He suddenly screamed, "No, don't!"
He held on to Liang Chengshan's arm and refused to leave, with a look of horror in his eyes again: "Don't leave me behind."
He doesn't want to leave Liang Chengshan, he just returned to his side...
Xie He yelled that sentence out of instinctive fear, but soon realized that he was actually questioning Liang Chengshan's decision, which might make Liang Chengshan unhappy. After all, Liang Chengshan was for his own good, and he shouldn't make trouble for no reason.
Xie He looked at Liang Chengshan pleadingly, his voice lowered, "I'm sorry, I, I just want to be with you..."
Liang Chengshan looked at Xie He's terrified eyes, and without hesitation, he withdrew his hand and hugged Xie He in his arms again, comfortingly said: "You are not wrong, it is because I didn't think carefully, I will not leave you behind."
He signaled his subordinates to repair the elevator quickly with his eyes, and then went back inside with Xie He in his arms.
The door of the elevator is stuck in the middle of the floor. If you want to leave at this time, you can only go out one by one. If you don't let go of Xie He, neither of you can get out. You can only wait for the elevator to be repaired. Liang Chengshan looked at Xie He's arm and forehead bleeding, and quickly ordered his subordinates to throw in emergency medicine and bandages, and briefly bandaged Xie He, then continued to hug him, stroked his back, and said: "Sleep In a while."
Xie He was held in Liang Chengshan's arms, and when he heard him say that he could sleep for a while, he felt very sleepy by reflex, and soon fell asleep in Liang Chengshan's arms.
Liang Chengshan saw that Xie He fell asleep, and a look of regret appeared in his eyes.
A trace of regret flashed in his heart. This was the first time he regretted his behavior and blamed himself for his carelessness. It was normal for Xie He to have such a reaction. Everything was within his expectations middle…
He promised that he would protect him from now on and never let him get hurt again, so that he could absolutely rely on him.
But he didn't protect him well, and let him have an accident...
The bloody scene in front of him reminded Liang Chengshan of the serious consequences of his actions, and he was the root cause of all this.
Even though all he really wanted was for him to love him...not make him suffer.
[Ding, target Liang Chengshan favorability +1, current favorability 92]
The staff outside saw the boss trapped in the elevator, so they were very anxious to find someone to repair the elevator. After a while, it was finally repaired. The elevator paused and began to move slowly. Finally, it stopped at the door of the seventh floor, and the elevator door reopened.
Xie He was still asleep, Liang Chengshan carried him directly to the hospital, and arranged for the doctor to disinfect and apply medicine to his wound.
Xie He woke up quickly, but he found that Liang Chengshan was still holding him, and he had come outside, which made him feel so relieved that the pain on his body was not so important.
He finally came out from there, and his lover was still by his side. He looked at Liang Chengshan affectionately, and said emotionally, "Fortunately, you are here."
Liang Chengshan stared at Xie He's eyes, looking at the sincere emotion in those eyes, he was so devoutly grateful for his existence in the world.
This is what Liang Chengshan wanted... But when he looked at the mottled wound on Xie He's arm, and thought of the flesh that he had bitten off alive, his heart sank slowly, depressed, and heavy.
You think this way only because you forget who brought this pain to you.
If you think about it, you won't think so...you'll hate me even more.
Liang Chengshan hugged Xie He tightly. He always thought that everything was under control, but now he couldn't help feeling anxious and uneasy. He was afraid that Xie He would be hurt in a place he didn't know, and that Xie He would think of everything... The human heart is the most difficult thing in the world to control.
Even if it is him, he dare not say that he can control it absolutely.
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Because of his injury, Xie He didn't go out for several days and has been recuperating at home. Although Liang Chengshan tried his best to accompany him at home, Xie He's mood was still a little depressed.
Liang Chengshan saw it, sighed, and asked, "Are you unhappy?"
Xie He showed a sad expression, and answered honestly, "I feel that I am useless, I can't do a little thing well, and I hurt myself to make you worry, I'm sorry..."
Liang Chengshan showed a gentle smile, "It's just a small injury, everyone will be hurt, and it will be fine when you get well. You don't have to blame yourself for this kind of thing at all."
Xie He murmured: "Really?"
But he still felt very uneasy that Liang Chengshan had to worry about him when something like this happened to him, as if he was his burden.
Xie He was gloomy, and after another day, Liang Chengshan came back a little late, Xie He was fidgeting at home, and ran over as soon as he heard the door opening, looking at Liang Chengshan nervously and expectantly.
Liang Chengshan smiled slightly and said, "Sorry, I went to the hospital and came back late."
Only then did Xie He discover that Liang Chengshan's arm was wrapped with gauze, and there were bloodstains oozing faintly. Suddenly, he couldn't even care about his loss and sadness, and looked at him worriedly, "You are injured."
Liang Chengshan said nonchalantly: "Yes, I was accidentally injured, do you want to take a look?"
Xie He nodded, he was particularly worried about Liang Chengshan and wanted to know everything about him and details.
Liang Chengshan untied the gauze, revealing the wound on his arm. It was a long knife wound. The wound was relatively flat. Although it didn't look terrible, it was a little deep.
Xie He felt distressed, "What's going on..."
Liang Chengshan didn't let Xie He look more, for fear that he would be sad. He rewrapped the wound, with a calm expression, "I accidentally scratched it, it's nothing, and it's not the first time I've been hurt."
Xie He is still a little nervous and worried.
Liang Chengshan smiled helplessly, and looked deeply at Xie He, "It's really okay, this kind of minor injury is nothing, you don't need to care at all... Or, you think I'm hurt, so you don't like me, think I'm not used?"
Xie He immediately defended anxiously: "Of course not! I'm just worried about you."
How could he dislike Liang Chengshan because of this, and think he is useless? Liang Chengshan is like his god, he is his whole world, he has always been so powerful for him to rely on... Liang Chengshan's words made him feel that his mind was seriously misinterpreted, and he was very sad.
Seeing that Xie He was so sad that he was about to cry, Liang Chengshan reached out and touched his head, and said in a doting tone: "I believe in you, you will definitely not despise me just because of such a trivial matter."
After hearing this, Xie He settled down again.
Liang Chengshan hugged Xie He in his arms, and kissed his lips affectionately, his tone was low and magnetic, like strings plucked in the bottom of a person's heart, "I have the same heart for you, and I won't suffer because of you." I despise you for a small injury or a mistake. I let you stay at home just because I care about you and want you to take a good rest. I don’t think you are useless. If you continue to question my intentions because of this, I will also be sad."
Xie He was taken aback.
Liang Chengshan looked at him patiently and smiled slightly, "Do you understand what I mean?"
Xie He looked at his gentle eyes, looked at the tranquility and deepness inside, and slowly calmed down, yes... His previous worries were too ridiculous, Liang Chengshan loved him so much, how could he dislike him because of such a trivial matter? ? He was completely delusional.
Actually that's not that important at all...
Xie He smiled, and he hugged Liang Chengshan emotionally: "I understand."
Liang Chengshan looked at Xie He approvingly, kissed him passionately again, then hugged him to the bed, and possessed him vigorously. Xie He hugged Liang Chengshan tightly. During this time, the haze in his heart gradually dissipated, and finally he was peacefully in Liang Chengshan fell asleep in his arms.
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[Xie He: Well...]
[444: (⊙v⊙) Huh?]
[Xie He: Uncle Liang's rank is slightly higher, I admire him very much. Smile JPG]
[444:? ? ?]I don't understand... _(:зゝ∠)_
[Xie He: But the more difficult he is, the more fun it is to challenge me. Don't tell me I won't be open to tricks? hehe.]
[444:...]
[Xie He: How can it be so easy to make up for your mistakes:)]
[444: O(∩_∩)O~]Well, anyway, what the host said is right!
The bruise on Xie He's forehead was just a bruise, not too serious. After a few days, it was basically healed. When the gauze was removed, there were only shallow marks left. The broken hair on the forehead was basically invisible, otherwise How long does it take to fully recover.
It's just that the wound on his hand is relatively deep, and the wound is not smooth. It is more difficult to recover. It is still wrapped in gauze, but it does not affect his daily activities.
Although Xie He knew that Liang Chengshan would not dislike him because he was at home, he still wanted to go out with Liang Chengshan, wanted to be with Liang Chengshan, and was unwilling to stay at home all day doing nothing.
Liang Chengshan readily agreed, and brought Xie He to the company again.
When he walked to the door of the elevator, Xie He hesitated suddenly, and a look of fear appeared in his eyes involuntarily. Because of that failure, he had a serious psychological shadow on the elevator. The cramped metal space, closing the door made him feel Suffocation, what if something happens again...
He thought of the despair of being alone in the elevator, and his face turned pale.
Liang Chengshan was keenly aware of Xie He's hesitation. He held Xie He's hand tightly and said softly, "It's okay, I'm with you."
Xie He held Liang Chengshan's hand tightly. He really didn't want to take the elevator, but this building has dozens of floors, so it is impossible to rely on the stairs all the time... If he dare not even take the elevator, how can he talk to Liang Chengshan normally in the future? Together
The world is full of tall buildings...
Xie He gritted his teeth and moved slowly, but when he was about to step in, he looked at the white metal wall inside, and suddenly his body trembled uncontrollably, and he couldn't take that step...
Liang Chengshan looked at Xie He's side face, and a look of pity flashed in his eyes. He suddenly stretched out his arms and hugged Xie He tightly in his arms, and then directly took him into the elevator before Xie He could react. Then close the door!
Xie He didn't expect to come in like this, his pupils dilated, his expression frightened, and he desperately wanted to escape from here, but Liang Chengshan hugged him tightly, and his deep voice rang in his ears: "I'm still here, look , it's all right."
Xie He's heart was beating violently, his legs were weak, he held onto Liang Chengshan's clothes tightly, listening to his heartbeat, feeling his warm embrace, and slowly calmed down, yes... Liang Chengshan is still there, As long as he is by your side, there is nothing to be afraid of.
He is still with him.
Xie He slowly raised his head, the look of fear on his face dissipated, and a slightly pale smile appeared, "Yeah."
Liang Chengshan smiled and looked at him with encouraging eyes, "That time was just an accident, and it will never happen in the future, so you don't have to be afraid, it's just an elevator, you won't go back there again."
Xie He nodded, his expression returned to calm, and he looked at Liang Chengshan with admiration.
Liang Chengshan didn't let go of Xie He's hand until he got out of the elevator. Xie He stepped on the stable ground, and he no longer felt that kind of panic. He felt that there would be no problem with him, he could overcome the past...he still wanted to be with Liang Chengshan.
Xie He's mood calmed down a bit, and he started to do things as usual again. He didn't have many things to do. He stayed in Liang Chengshan's office most of the time, and only went out occasionally, rarely leaving Liang Chengshan's sight.
Liang Chengshan's secretary is quite busy. He has gotten to know Xie He a little bit more recently. Knowing that he is the boss's lover, he treats him very kindly. He smiled and asked, "Do you have time? Send this document to me. The marketing department on the twenty-sixth floor."
Xie He stood up and smiled: "Okay."
He took the things and went out. Liang Chengshan's office is on the fifty-sixth floor, with thirty floors in between. After Xie He went out, he stood in front of the elevator door, showing a distressed look. The elevator is up...
He stood in front of the elevator door for a long time, watching the elevator door open and close, but he never had the courage to step in alone. The people who entered and exited looked at him suspiciously, Xie He looked a little embarrassed.
At this time, Connie came from the corridor and saw Xie He standing at the elevator door without moving for more than ten minutes. He finally couldn't help laughing: "You don't even dare to sit in the elevator, do you?"
Connie also saw Xie He's miserable situation in the elevator last time. Although he didn't know what Xie He had gone through to become like this, but thinking of this arrogant kid's current trash appearance, he felt happy and relieved. He even challenged him now. The fun is gone, only contempt.
Xie He looked at the ridicule in Kang Ni's eyes, embarrassment appeared in his eyes, he couldn't help lowering his eyes, he had no way to refute, he was really scared...
But if he resigned to his fate timidly, Liang Chengshan would be disappointed in him, right? He told him that it's okay, if he can't do it again, it's his problem. He can't let him down, doesn't want to be a waste...
Xie He tightly held the document in his hand, and when the elevator door opened again, he gritted his teeth and rushed in with his eyes closed!
He shook his body, slowly opened his eyes, and saw the elevator door in front of him slowly closing, and he was the only one in the elevator... Liang Chengshan was not by his side, and the door was about to close... His mind couldn't help but appear second scene.
It was the same that time, the door closed and turned into darkness and coldness...
Xie He's expression suddenly became extremely terrified. He lost his mind and desperately tapped the button to open the door, rushed out from inside, knelt on the ground and covered his chest and panted heavily. He felt it was difficult to breathe, it was terrible, and he dared not go in.
Documents were scattered all over the floor in front of him.
Xie He raised his head slowly, and saw Connie standing in front of him, looking down at him, and sneered silently. The contemptuous gaze shot into his heart like an arrow, reminding him that he was a waste, and he had no choice Proving himself, he was just like Connie said... Scared.
Xie He knelt on the ground and slowly picked up the documents. He couldn't take the elevator, but he still had feet to walk. He turned and walked towards the stairs.
The entire 30th floor, considering Xie He's current physical strength, going back and forth is very strenuous. When he came back, he couldn't walk anymore, so he could only sit on the stairs to rest, his clothes were wet with sweat...
Liang Chengshan saw that Xie He hadn't come back, went out to inquire, and learned from Kang Ni that Xie He had gone down the stairs. He immediately realized what might have happened in the middle, and looked at Kang Ni coldly, "I'll tell you again, Show him some respect, if you can't even obey this order, don't follow me in the future."
Connie has been by Liang Chengshan's side for many years, and it was the first time he heard such a serious warning. He was so scared that he broke out in a cold sweat, "I'm sorry, boss."
Liang Chengshan turned his head and left, looking anxiously down the stairs, and finally found Xie He who was sitting against the wall.
He felt distressed, and hurried over to hug him up, saying: "I told you, if you can't do it, tell me, don't force it."
Xie He raised his eyes to look at Liang Chengshan, looked at the worry and concern in his eyes, couldn't help but burst into tears, grabbed his arm, and said sadly, "I can't do it... I can't do it..."
He didn't dare to take the elevator. Without Liang Chengshan by his side, he wouldn't even dare to take the elevator.
He's a useless piece of shit.
Liang Chengshan knew that Xie He's current state was very wrong, he stroked him gently, comforted him, and then directly picked him up and left the company to go home.
Liang Chengshan said to Xie He: "No one is omnipotent. It is normal to have things that cannot be done. Don't be sad."
However, this time Xie He was not appeased, his eyes were gloomy, his lips moved and he didn't speak... He knew that Liang Chengshan was just comforting him, he knew that he was abnormal, he was not a normal person...
Liang Chengshan looked at the sadness in Xie He's eyes, and for the first time, an uncontrollable sense of powerlessness appeared in his heart.
For Xie He, the elevator is as terrifying as that dark world, and it is what he fears the most. He will never be able to step over it... Although he can temporarily comfort him, as long as he is not there, Xie He still has no way people finish.
From that day on, Xie He never mentioned going out with Liang Chengshan again, and his mood became increasingly depressed.
Because he knew that it was useless for him to go out, it was impossible for him to be with Liang Chengshan normally, he couldn't leave Liang Chengshan for a moment, but Liang Chengshan was very busy... It was impossible to hug him to comfort him every time he took the elevator, right? Even the stickiest couples wouldn't do this. Going out with Liang Chengshan would only be his burden and make him embarrassed.
He fell into endless self-blame and self-loathing, and even Liang Chengshan's consolation couldn't play an effective role.
He's not a normal guy, he's a useless piece of shit.
Liang Chengshan looked at Xie He's hard-won recovery and gradually became decadent, and became more and more sensitive, timid and inferior, but this time even he couldn't make Xie He better, which made him feel very heavy.
This day, Liang Chengshan held Xie He in his arms and lay on the bed, kissed his lips, and said with a smile: "Let's go on vacation, I want to take a rest."
Xie He gave an 'um' and forced a smile.
Liang Chengshan hugged Xie He tightly, and he suddenly began to question his heart, is this really what he wants
There is no doubt that he loves this person, so he will use all means to possess him and make him love him too, but the price of doing this is to make Xie He a person who is no longer normal.
He thought he could make him recover, and he was confident that he could control everything, but there were things he couldn't control. Although he still had this person now, he wouldn't be happy to see him sad.
Because he hopes that Xie He can happily accompany him by his side, instead of gradually becoming a poor wretch who hates himself and denies himself.
That's not what he wants.
And now, everything is spiraling out of control...
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Liang Chengshan arranged everything and brought Xie He to an island under his name. This season is a good time for vacation. He took Xie He's hand and got off the helicopter.
This island is not particularly big, but the scenery is very good. There are beautiful scallops on the soft golden sand, and there are groups of coconut groves in the distance. There are several townhouses in the middle of the island, and the highest is only three floors. Walking in the jungle, there are small animals running.
The tranquility here is like a paradise, there are no high-rise buildings, no steel jungle, and even the villas are wooden houses with a unique charm, which looks very warm.
Xie He followed Liang Chengshan very docilely, no matter where Liang Chengshan took him, he absolutely trusted him. He didn't care where he was, only whether he was by Liang Chengshan's side.
There is no one else on this island except Liang Chengshan's bodyguards, and most of those bodyguards are hidden elsewhere, and rarely appear directly in front of Xie He and Liang Chengshan. This place is like a two-person world with only the two of them.
There are no people here who despise him, no one laughs at him, and there are no terrible elevators and steel...
There are only people he loves, who accompany him tenderly and warmly.
Xie He's face gradually had some smiles.
In the evening, Liang Chengshan took Xie He's hand for a walk by the beach, with the salty sea breeze blowing on his face, Liang Chengshan turned his head to look at Xie He's profile.
The young man's face is calm, his handsome profile is well defined, and his beautiful phoenix eyes are peaceful... This is the person he loves deeply, he loves him so much, and he will do whatever it takes to get him.
For Liang Chengshan, what he wants is only real if he holds it in his hands.
As long as he wants... even if it is to make a person who hates him fall in love with him, he can do it.
But the price he paid was beyond his expectation, and he began to find it unbearable... If his regret and self-blame for hurting the person he loves far exceeds the happiness he has gained from this person... then he will Involuntarily to measure whether it is right and worthwhile to do so.
After all, he loves him and doesn't want to see him suffer.
[Ding, target Liang Chengshan favorability +1, current favorability 93]
Liang Chengshan stopped suddenly.
Xie He looked back at him suspiciously, "What's wrong?"
Liang Chengshan's eyes became deeper in the night. He reached out to caress Xie He's cheek, and pressed his thumb against his soft lips. The love in his eyes became deeper against the backdrop of the ocean behind him. He pushed Xie He down on the beach. superior.
Xie He was stunned for a moment, and immediately understood that Liang Chengshan wanted to hug him. The feeling of sitting in the open air made him a little shy and uncomfortable, but there is no one else on this island...it doesn't seem to matter...
He lay on the beach, the soft, fine sand rubbing against his skin, and felt his lover possess him.
He happily reached out and hugged him.
Although he is very useless, Liang Chengshan has never abandoned him, he is still willing to have him, he not only forgives and forgives his mistakes, but also never dislikes his incompetence, how lucky he is to have such a person.
Xie He raised his neck and whispered full of love: "I love you."
Liang Chengshan paused for a moment, kissed Xie He's neck and said in a low voice: "I know."
I know this is your sincere words, but this heart that loves me was crushed by my own hands and then glued together again. Although I was very careful and careful, it was still full of scars. There was nothing but love for me. None left.
I ruined you to make you love me - and I dare not let you know it, I was the one who was dishonest.
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[Xie He: I'm bored. I can only enjoy a vacation island for two weeks at most. If I live for more than a month, that's the life of the elderly. Smile JPG]
[444: O(∩_∩)O~]Congratulations to you husband and wife who have stepped into the life of the elderly ahead of schedule.
[Xie He: I miss little brother Liang a little bit, 8000 experience points can't be wasted, it's time for him to come out to brush up his sense of existence, and give Uncle Liang a sense of crisis by the way. How has he been this year?]
[444: Liang Chengshan took back everything he had and kicked him out of the house. He simply joined the Rodney family, because he is the son of Liang Chengshan, and he is quite capable. The Rodney family attaches great importance to him. Use it, but it's not as easy as it was when he was Liang Chengshan's son. Now everything depends on him.]
[Xie He: Uncle Liang didn't hide the news after he let me out. Liang Ze should have a half-knowledge of my situation and tell him our location. The Rodney family will be happy to support him in coming to snatch people. Everything is their common goal. Smile JPG]
[444: (⊙v⊙) Hmm!]
Xie He and Liang Chengshan lived in this paradise-like place. Liang Chengshan didn't mention the date of his return at all, as if he was planning to live here permanently. He gave instructions on most things that could be remotely controlled by phone, and someone came to report to him every week. But even so, Liang Chengshan still wanted to leave here occasionally, but he didn't bring Xie He with him anymore, but let Xie He stay here alone and try to come back at night.
Faced with pressure and other people's questioning eyes for a long time, Xie He becomes more sensitive and vulnerable. Liang Chengshan hopes that this place can make him recover a little bit.
Xie He was very obedient. Although he was very reluctant to leave Liang Chengshan, he never asked to be with Liang Chengshan again. He had to learn to get used to staying alone, and it was impossible to stay with Liang Chengshan forever and drag him down.
After all, he is useless.
That night, Liang Chengshan came back late again, and Xie He couldn't sleep alone. He turned on all the lights that could be turned on, and then washed it. He simply put on a shirt and sat in the room waiting for Liang Chengshan to come back.
He hoped that Liang Chengshan could hug him and sleep with him as soon as he came back. Anyway, he had so much time to wait.
After finishing the preparations, Xie He sat by the window and looked outside, motionless, listening to any possible sounds, waiting for his lover to come back...
[Xie He: There are too many monitors here. In fact, I am very sleepy now, and I can sleep alone. Smile JPG]
[444: You have worked hard O(∩_∩)O~]
[Xie He: Hehe.]
[444: Σ(° △°|||)︴Ah, I just detected that Liang Ze is coming!]
[Xie He: Very good, I've been waiting for him, I really can't live here any longer:)]
[444:...]
Xie He sat by the window for a long time, Liang Chengshan didn't come back, this made his expression slowly become restless and anxious, the night alone was so difficult.
At this moment, Xie He suddenly heard the sound of the door opening, and suddenly turned his head to look in surprise. The joy in his eyes faded instantly. The one standing at the door was not Liang Chengshan, but a handsome young man of mixed race. He was wearing Standing there wet in a black diving suit, she looked at him with complicated and affectionate eyes.
Liang Ze has been paying attention to Xie He's news. Xie He disappeared for a full eight months. He thought he was dead. Liang Chengshan would not let go of the traitor who wanted to kill him. This made Liang Ze suffer for a long time. Later, he simply took refuge in the Rodney family, and he hated the cruel Liang Chengshan in his heart.
It's a pity that his strength is still too shallow to fight against Liang Chengshan, so he can only plan slowly, and then...he suddenly learned about Xie He's news again.
Xie He is still alive!
No one knew Liang Ze's surprise at that time, his lover was still alive! It's just that the news he got very quickly made him very discouraged, because all the reports showed that Xie He loved Liang Chengshan, and Liang Chengshan protected him very well, and he had no chance to get close.
It wasn't until a week ago that Liang Ze accidentally learned that Liang Chengshan hid Xie He on this island. He took advantage of Liang Chengshan's time to go out to discuss business, and took the risk to come here in person, just to take Xie He away!
He never gave up on saving him.
[Ding, Liang Ze favorability +3, current favorability 93]
Xie He looked at Liang Ze in a daze, he didn't recognize this person, but this island is full of people from Liang Chengshan, is this person also from Liang Chengshan? But why is it so strange
Just when he lost his mind, Liang Ze had strode over and hugged Xie He tightly in his arms! Said excitedly: "I miss you very much."
Xie He was hugged by a strange man, this strange embrace and breath made him very uncomfortable, and he had never been so close to anyone other than Liang Chengshan, which made him feel angry and flustered.
Xie He pushed Liang Ze away violently, and looked at him vigilantly: "Who are you?"
Liang Ze didn't expect Xie He to push him away, he was stunned for a moment, he listened to Xie He's words, looked at Xie He's strange eyes, his heart sank, and he said slowly: "You don't know me anymore?"
Xie He frowned slightly. He knew that he didn't remember many things. Could it be that this person also knew him? He took a step back and looked at Liang Ze coldly: "I don't know you, please leave."
Even though he didn't remember Liang Ze, he also realized at this moment that he might not be a good person.
Looking at Xie He's alienated and indifferent attitude, Liang Ze felt cold all over his body. He rushed to save him with enthusiasm, Xie He was not only not happy at all, but was full of guard against him, but he knew it was not Xie He's fault...it must be Liang Chengshan Moving hands and feet, what did he do to make Xie He look like this? !
He looked at Xie He wearing only a shirt, with traces of love on his body, and a tracker on his ankle.
Did Liang Chengshan keep him here as a pet that could be taken at any time to vent his desire? And Xie He still refused to leave... Liang Ze was both angry and sad.
He lowered his voice and said, "I'm here to save you, you can trust me."
Xie He stared at him, and suddenly raised his voice and shouted: "I don't know you! I won't go with you!"
Liang Ze's face suddenly changed, he realized that Xie He was calling someone, luckily they had already dealt with the bodyguards here when they came up, otherwise Xie He shouting so loudly would have killed him! He never expected... Xie He not only didn't recognize him, but also so heartless and indifferent, Liang Ze gritted his teeth, and suddenly stepped forward and grabbed Xie He's arm: "No one will come here, come with me!"
Xie He was about to resist, he still remembered the action of fighting, he kicked Liang Ze instinctively! The action is merciless and very ruthless, but after all, he has been imprisoned for such a long time, and his skills are still a bit behind compared to before, and he has not fully recovered. Liang Ze was prepared, and suddenly pushed Xie He to the ground. Looking at Xie He who was struggling desperately with a headache, he could only take out a rope to tie Xie He's hands, and said in his ear: "I said I came to save you, I don't know what Liang Chengshan did to you, But I'll make sure you remember."
Xie He struggled desperately, he yelled just now and no one came over, no one here can save him... But he will not leave Liang Chengshan, and he cannot leave him!
"Let me go, I don't want you to save me, let me go!" Xie He shouted, his eyes resentful.
Xie He's lack of cooperation made Liang Ze very sad. He raised Xie He's face, looked at him deeply, and said in a sad tone, "Do you really not remember me at all? I am your lover, how can you forget me."
Xie He was taken aback for a moment, then became even more angry, raised eyebrows, "You are not! My lover is Liang Chengshan, I don't know you!"
Liang Zexin seemed to be bleeding, even if Xie He didn't listen to him and came to his side last time, he didn't feel so sad, and that time Xie He just assassinated him to confuse Liang Chengshan, but this time it was completely different...
Xie He doesn't remember him at all... Liang Ze looked into Xie He's eyes and understood that every word he said was true...
Not only did he not remember him, but he also fell in love with Liang Chengshan. How could this be possible? !
Liang Ze understood that now is not the time to talk too much. He had to take Xie He away first, so that he would have time to recall everything slowly. He picked up Xie He and was about to leave. After walking for two steps, he put him down again. The ring must be removed first.
Xie He kept struggling, and then he felt that Liang Ze put him down and touched his anklet, his expression became more panicked, "Stop!"
It was a gift from Liang Chengshan. He said that with this, others could not take him away. This was a sign that he belonged to Liang Chengshan! Never allow others to take it away! Sure enough, someone is coming to snatch him now, and take away what Liang Chengshan gave him!
Seeing that Xie He resisted too fiercely, Liang Ze had to tie his legs, and then pinched his ankle. The ankle ring was made of hard metal, and it was a very sophisticated electronic lock. It would not be possible to open it for a while. Liang Ze tried and had to give up. It was too late, so he took Xie He away first! He forced Xie He to put on a diving mask, then hugged him and went out.
Xie He was taken away from that room, he was tightly imprisoned by Liang Ze, the lights were getting further and further away, no...he don't want to leave here! But no matter how he struggled, he was still drifting away, which made him feel very desperate!
"You put me down... I don't want you to save me, you put me down!" Xie He shouted and begged, but Liang Ze was unmoved at all.
At this time, the sound of a helicopter suddenly sounded in the sky. When Xie He heard this sound, his excited body was trembling. He knew that it was the sound of Liang Chengshan's return. His lover came back, and he would definitely save him!
Liang Ze's eyes changed, and he quickly dived into the water with Xie He in his arms.
Xie He was soaked in the cold sea water, held hostage by a strange man... Cold, dark, despair hit again... Consciousness began to become chaotic again, fear overwhelming the sky.
he's going to die... is he going to die...
He struggled as hard as he could, to no avail, and then started screaming unconsciously, his eyes confused and frantic.
Let him go, let him go!
He wants to get out of here!
Xie He felt that his consciousness was becoming more and more blurred, and there were only messy things in his mind. He was so frightened that he wanted to suffocate, but because he was tied up and couldn't move, it seemed that he had returned to that desperate space, and he couldn't move like this. He was so painful... so painful...
Just when he was in so much pain that he was going crazy... he suddenly found himself coming out of the water, and then fell into a familiar embrace.
That embrace dispelled the cold and darkness all of a sudden, Xie He breathed quickly, and then he felt the mask on his face was taken off, he looked at the man in front of him clearly, looked at the handsome and gentle face, tears fell When he came down, his face was pale and panicked, "You're back, I'm so scared..."
He didn't know what happened just now, he only knew that Liang Chengshan came back and saved him...
He always appears to save him when he is most desperate.
Looking at Xie He's pale face, Liang Chengshan felt distressed. He quickly untied the rope on his body, held him in his arms, and comforted him: "It's all right."
Xie He's body was still trembling.
Liang Chengshan hugged Xie He reassuringly, then looked up at Liang Ze coldly.
Liang Ze was injured, and his leg was bleeding profusely. He had already been restrained, and other members of the Rodney family were also arrested.
Liang Chengshan didn't expect Liang Ze to find this place, and he almost took Xie He away! Thinking of the consequences of Xie He being taken away, Liang Chengshan was terrified, and looked at Liang Ze even more angrily and coldly!
And what disturbed him the most was that he was worried that Liang Ze's appearance would remind Xie He of the past, which is absolutely not allowed!
"Lock him up." Liang Chengshan ordered coldly, then carried Xie He back into the house.
Liang Chengshan put Xie He on the soft bed, caressing the traces of his wrists and ankles. Just now, Liang Ze's actions were a little urgent and rough, so that there were red marks on Xie He's wrists. Liang Chengshan's eyes were full of self-blame "I'm late, I'm sorry."
Xie He hugged Liang Chengshan hard, his lips trembling, "I'm afraid I won't see you again..."
Liang Chengshan raised his head and kissed Xie He's lips, and said softly: "No, I won't leave you behind."
Xie He listened to Liang Chengshan's gentle voice, felt the temperature of his body, his eyes finally calmed down, and the fear gradually dissipated. As long as Liang Chengshan was by his side, he would not be so afraid...
Seeing that Xie He finally calmed down, Liang Chengshan took clean clothes to help him change, and helped Xie He dry his hair.
Xie He sat there quietly and docilely. After a while, he suddenly raised his head and looked at Liang Chengshan suspiciously and asked, "Who is that person? Why did he say that he is my lover and that he came to save me?"
Liang Chengshan's heart sank, did Liang Ze say these words... He fixedly looked into Xie He's eyes, as if he wanted to see something in them, but there was only doubt in Xie He's eyes, as if he was just asking a question.
But Liang Chengshan still felt uneasy. Xie He was the one who snatched Xie He from Liang Ze by all means... Will Xie He think of Liang Ze
Liang Chengshan was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "You have betrayed me before."
As soon as Xie He heard this, his face turned pale. He grabbed Liang Chengshan's sleeve, his eyes frightened, "I, I won't do this again."
Liang Chengshan stroked his head, his eyes were tolerant, "I believe you, you have reformed yourself. I am just telling you the reason why you betrayed me... You betrayed me for that person, and you still want to be with him Come and kill me together."
Xie He stood up suddenly, showing an expression of disbelief, "I will kill you with him?"
Liang Chengshan nodded slowly, with pain in his eyes, "Yes, I have always trusted you, but you secretly colluded with him behind my back."
Xie He shook his body. Did he do such shameless and despicable things? He had been ambiguous with that man, and conspired with him to kill Liang Chengshan. He had done such a heinous thing. No wonder he had to be punished like that. No wonder...
He suddenly understood everything, he had committed such a serious crime, and Liang Chengshan not only forgave him, but also didn't tell him these things to make him feel sad, how tolerant he should be!
Xie He carefully stretched out his arms to hold Liang Chengshan, and said emotionally, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I don't remember, but I will never do that again, never again..."
Liang Chengshan patted him on the back, "I know, I didn't blame you."
Xie He had tears in his eyes, "Thank you."
Liang Chengshan comforted Xie He for a while, then took his hand and said, "You come with me."
Xie He meekly followed Liang Chengshan to the next room. As soon as he entered, he saw Liang Ze being tied to a chair. He saw Liang Chengshan showing hatred eyes, and then saw Xie He being so obediently being led by Liang Chengshan, angry "What the hell did you do to him!" he yelled.
Liang Chengshan looked at him coldly, his voice was cold, "I remember telling you, don't provoke me again."
Liang Ze snorted coldly, "You snatched Yang Ling and kicked me out, and you want me to be grateful? You're dreaming! Yang Ling is mine! Of course I want to save him!"
Xie He became a little flustered when he heard this. He grabbed Liang Chengshan's hand vigorously and did not let go, and looked at him timidly, lest Liang Chengshan would get angry because of this sentence, and he really had nothing to do with this person.
Liang Chengshan felt Xie He's nervousness, turned his head and looked at him gently, "Don't worry, I won't be provoked by him."
Xie He finally breathed a sigh of relief.
Liang Zeqi was about to burst into tears, he looked at Xie He and said in pain: "Are you crazy? You actually fell in love with him? Have you forgotten how he treated you?"
Xie He looked at him coldly, "He is very good to me, I have always loved him."
Liang Chengshan has been paying attention to their expressions and interactions, and slowly relaxes. It seems that Xie He has not remembered Liang Ze... Liang Chengshan's eyes moved, he took out a gun, and said to Xie He: "Take it."
Xie He obediently picked up the gun.
Liang Chengshan looked at him with a smile, and said slowly, "I know you have fully realized your mistake, I will give you a chance to redeem yourself, and kill him now."
Liang Ze looked at Liang Chengshan in disbelief, Liang Chengshan actually wanted to thank He for killing him himself!
But what made him even more shocked and unbelievable was that Xie He took the gun, walked in front of him without hesitation, and directly pressed the gun to his forehead. There was no emotion in those eyes, only disgust and indifference.
Liang Ze's heart turned cold little by little, his eyes were filled with sadness, and his voice was sad, "You really...don't remember me at all..."
If Xie He had the slightest sincerity towards him, even if he lost his memory, how could he be willing to kill him...
How can you not remember him at all, so cold
Could it be that from the very beginning, he was just using himself to get close to Liang Chengshan? After all, Liang Ze is not stupid, he can see Xie He's absolute hatred for assassinating Liang Chengshan... But Liang Ze always thinks that Xie He really loves him...
In the days when they were together, was there such a sweet fit, the countless feelings and words, and the lingering love, were they all fake
Because he is Liang Chengshan's son... so Xie Helian hates him too
Xie He looked at Liang Ze indifferently, and pulled the trigger without hesitation.
Hearing the sound, Liang Ze closed his eyes and waited to die, but unexpectedly, no bullets came out. Even so, Xie He's actions had completely broken his heart.
He betrayed his father for him, and he wanted to kill him.
Xie He also found that the shot was an empty gun, and he did not hesitate to pull it several times, but it was all empty. Xie He frowned, and when he opened the magazine, he found that there was no bullet in it. He turned his head to look at Liang Chengshan, and asked, "Do you still have any bullets?"
Liang Ze looked at Xie He, his eyes slowly turned red.
What can make a person not remember a person at all? Could this be Xie Hexin's disguise again? In order to stay by Liang Chengshan's side, he did not hesitate to kill him... That shot, one shot, another shot... Although it was empty, it left his heart full of holes, and his blood turned black... cold.
Xie He's ruthless actions without hesitation turned his love into a ridiculous joke.
Why did he come here to save him today
[Ding, Liang Ze's blackening value +80, current favorability degree 92, blackening value 80]
Liang Chengshan looked at Xie He with satisfaction, and let go of the last doubt in his heart. He gently hugged Xie He in his arms, "It's fine if there are no bullets, I believe you."
Xie Hewenyan was very happy, and looked at him with eyes full of love: "I love you."
Liang Ze looked at all this coldly, his eyes were filled with hatred that was as strong as real, heh... What a tender and sweet scene, it's just too ridiculous...
It makes people want to tear it all apart.
Liang Ze sneered: "You love him? You also said you love me before, your love is really cheap, but it's nothing, anyway, in Liang Chengshan's eyes, you are just a plaything that can be insulted and discarded at any time. Cheap love is just right."
Liang Chengshan frowned, he immediately realized that Xie He could not continue to listen to these words, he was about to go out holding Xie He's hand, anyway, his goal had been achieved, he was sure that Xie He had no nostalgia for Liang Ze, he You can even shoot him without hesitation.
Xie He followed Liang Chengshan out, and as soon as he went out, he heard Liang Ze's sneering voice coming from inside: "Liang Chengshan is a cold-blooded and heartless person, just watching you for fun, you really love him Haha, but I don’t think you really love him, you are just a liar, don’t forget how you wanted to kill him in the first place? Do you think that sacrificing me can make him really believe in you?! Don’t dream !"
Xie He's face finally changed, he suddenly covered his ears and ran out, no! He won't do that again, he won't betray Liang Chengshan again, he is not a liar!
Liang Chengshan regretted letting Xie He see Liang Ze again. Out of suspicion, he wanted to test Xie He, let him draw a line with the past, and let Liang Ze cut off his unreasonable thoughts.
But Liang Ze's words shouldn't be heard by Xie He, it will make him think wildly.
Xie He ran to the seaside, his feet stepped on the icy sea water, retreated in panic because of the cold, and saw Liang Chengshan chasing him, looking at him worriedly.
He looked at Liang Chengshan sadly, "I... I'm not what he said, I don't remember... I really love you, I didn't lie to you, I didn't lie to you..."
Liang Chengshan held Xie He in his arms and said softly: "I know, I love you."
Xie He was held in Liang Chengshan's arms, but Liang Ze's words still echoed in his ears. It turned out that these were all true. It turned out that he really had a relationship with that person before, and betrayed Liang Chengshan together with him...
He deserves to suffer, he deserves to be a waste...
Would Liang Chengshan really love him like this? Or is it just like that person said, just treating him as a plaything
Liang Chengshan caressed the trembling body of the young man in his arms, knowing that he had suffered too much today, and it might take some time to calm down, but he was sure of one thing, Xie He would not be shaken by Liang Ze again, he only belonged to him completely ... This point made the last stone in Liang Chengshan's heart fall to the ground.
Liang Chengshan said to Xie He: "Let's go home."
If something like this happens here, I can no longer give Xie He a sense of security. It is better to go home.
…………………
Xie He never saw Liang Ze again, as if Liang Ze had never appeared before. When he returned home with Liang Chengshan, the wound on his hand healed, but it left a scar.
[444: Ah, host, were you really planning to kill Liang Ze?]
[Xie He: Of course not. How could I be willing to kill 8000 experience points? Liang Chengshan is obviously just testing me. Tigers don’t eat their sons. Nothing really happened to me. He won’t kill his son for this matter. Moreover, Liang Ze is not qualified to be his opponent, so he can let go of it at will without any threat, just like a tiger doesn't care about the occasional provocation of ants, and the ants born by himself can be a little more tolerant.]
[444: (⊙o⊙) Oh]
[Xie He: But I'm about to find a chance to restore my memory, I can't let Uncle Liang keep deceiving himself and others:)]
[444:...]
Liang Chengshan took Xie He out to live for more than a month. Finally, Xie He's mentality was no longer so sensitive and inferior, and something happened to Liang Ze again, which caused him to almost waste all his previous efforts.
Unless he asked Xie He to be with him, Xie He never went out, sat at home all day in a daze, and then waited for his return, as if there was nothing else in life other than this.
Liang Chengshan felt a little distressed and powerless looking at Xie He like this. He hugged him at night and said, "Don't you want to go back to work?"
Xie He lowered his eyes, "I can't do anything..."
Liang Chengshan encouraged him gently again, "But I hope you can stand with me."
Xie He's eyes were still dim, not as bright as before, and he was not comforted. He whispered: "I... I don't deserve to stand by your side..." He was thinking every day, racking his brains, and finally But only one conclusion can be drawn.
He paid so much to stand by Liang Chengshan's side, but he still couldn't become a normal person.
He couldn't do it and wanted to give up...
Hearing this sentence, Liang Chengshan finally couldn't restrain the pain in his eyes. He closed his eyes, opened them after a while, looked at Xie He seriously, and said, "Don't say these words again in the future."
Seeing Liang Chengshan's seriousness, Xie He flinched in fright, Nuonuo said: "I know..."
Liang Chengshan looked at him deeply, and suddenly pressed him under him and fucked him hard. He has rarely treated Xie He so roughly, but today he didn't feel sorry for him at all... Xie He still patiently catered to him at the beginning , but later I couldn't stand it anymore, crying and begging: "I, I can't do it..."
Liang Chengshan pinched his chin, bit his lips hard, and said coldly: "You can obviously do it, so what's wrong? You just say you can't, it really disappoints me."
Xie He was a little scared when he heard Liang Chengshan's disappointment, so he gritted his teeth and insisted on bearing it.
He felt as if all the bones in his body had been crushed, and he lay dying on the bed. Liang Chengshan finally stopped, hugged him in his arms, and said slowly: "You must stand by my side, because only you are qualified Stand by me, so cheer me up."
Xie He was teary-eyed and didn't know how to answer.
The next morning Liang Chengshan got up and said to Xie He: "Put on your clothes and go to a place with me."
Xie He didn't dare to ask more, he always felt that Liang Chengshan was still angry.
Liang Chengshan drove Xie He to a cemetery, where there was a large grave where many of Liang Chengshan's dead brothers were buried. It was raining lightly today, Liang Chengshan held Xie He in his arms with a black umbrella.
He came to the tombstone and said lightly: "These are my former brothers who accompanied me to fight in the mountains and rivers. I will bring you to meet them."
Xie He leaned meekly in Liang Chengshan's arms, not understanding why Liang Chengshan suddenly brought him here.
Liang Chengshan looked down at Xie He, his eyes were full of tenderness and nostalgia, he held his shoulders tightly with his big hands, and slowly turned his head to the tombstone and said: "I am getting married now, and I will bring my wife to see my brother. If you still If you are alive, you must be happy for me."
Xie He opened his eyes wide and looked at Liang Chengshan in shock. What does this mean? He wants to marry him
Liang Chengshan smiled, kissed Xie He's forehead, led him forward, and introduced as he walked, "This is Chen Feng, who has the best drinking capacity, and this is Wang Jie, who is very accurate in marksmanship and ranks the smallest. Back then, the few of us Smuggled here together... This is... "
Liang Chengshan walked forward slowly, and suddenly stopped. In a slightly remote place, there was a separate tombstone.
Xie He saw that he was standing still and standing still, with a puzzled expression.
Liang Chengshan stared fixedly at the tombstone, with a look of struggle and pain in his eyes. He was silent for a long time, and finally walked over with Xie He. On the tombstone, there were four simple words: Tomb of Yang Jin. There is also a less clear photo.
Liang Chengshan lost his mind for a moment. In fact, there was no corpse here, and he burned the corpse.
After many years, he was under pressure to set up a tomb for Yang Jin here, but he didn't want him to be homeless in a foreign country, after all, they once said that they would live and die together.
Even though you betrayed us... But death is like a lamp being extinguished, and when you die, all those hatreds and grievances will be gone.
It's a pity that what I owe you can only be repaid in the next life.
Although you probably don't want to see me again... But I still want to show you my current lover. I think... you should like him.
Liang Chengshan supported Xie He's shoulder, his voice was low and hoarse, "This is my best brother, Yang Jin, let's get to know each other."
Xie He stared blankly at the words on the tombstone, and at the photo on the tombstone, he could vaguely see that he was a resolute man. His vision became blurred a little bit, and suddenly he felt a tingling pain in his head, as if Something that has been tightly sealed is about to move and break out of the ground.