Lu Ting was slightly taken aback, then smiled, "I will never leave you again."
No more fear, no more hesitation, no more scruples...
Never let go of your hand again.
Regardless of the outcome.
Lu Ting stretched out his arms, hugged Xie He, and pressed him firmly in his arms, touching each other's skin, feeling each other's heartbeat.
He lowered his eyes halfway, with deep love and pity in them.
Since a long time ago, I wanted to say this to you, to tell you that I would never leave you, but I couldn't do it then... This time, I will definitely keep my promise.
Accompany you to the last moment of my life.
The corners of Xie He's lips twitched. If this idiot dared to show a hesitant expression again, he might not be interested in giving him another chance. Fortunately... this time he didn't let him down.
Lu Ting hugged his loved one contentedly, and was reluctant to leave the bed. After a long time, he suddenly remembered that they had already missed the boarding time.
"Let's go back to China, I'll ask Henry to buy a ticket again." Lu Ting brought up the old story again, he hasn't forgotten to go back to China, and he can't stay here anymore!
This time Xie He did not object and nodded.
Lu Ting immediately got up happily and made a phone call.
Three hours later, the two boarded the return plane again.
It was completely different from when he went back. When he went back, Lu Ting always showed an inexplicable smile on his face from time to time. It could be seen that he was in a very good mood. He held Xie He's hand all the way, and he didn't think it would be embarrassing if it was too greasy. the meaning of.
Of course, Xie He is not that kind of hypocritical person, although he felt that Lu Ting's behavior was a bit, ahem... a bit too much, but let him go.
Who let this vinegar vat have been simmering for too long
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After returning to China, Lu Ting didn't plan to go back to his home. He followed Xie He to his house with a shameless face, as if he was going to live in this way. He visited Xie He's house with great interest, and directly put his luggage Throw it in Xie He's bedroom.
Xie He pressed his forehead, and suddenly felt that he was too indulgent to him, this guy's ability to climb along the pole is not bad...
Xie He raised his eyebrows, and suddenly said: "What did you do to Yu Shu? Why didn't he come that day?"
Lu Ting's expression froze for a moment, and he lowered his head and said, "I tied him up, but don't worry, I have arranged for someone to release him after I leave, he's fine."
Xie He snorted coldly: "He is my boyfriend."
Lu Ting was about to burst out with sourness, but he really couldn't refute his words, so he could only look at Xie He flatteringly, and asked, "When will you break up?"
Xie He sneered: "Did I say I want to break up?"
Lu Ting said solemnly: "You already have me, and it is a very irresponsible behavior to hang others. Teacher Yu is just a simple aborigine, not a raider, and you will not really play with his feelings. Isn't it?"
Xie He: "..."
The guy still knows a little bit about him.
Lu Ting walked over and hugged Xie He's waist, kissed him tenderly, and said with a smile: "I always know what kind of person you are, you are only cruel to your enemies, but never hurt the innocent."
So even if you also have a dark side, a cold-blooded and ruthless side, but back then... I was still so deeply attracted to you, because some people, he is neither cowardly nor stupid, he will rise up to resist, But will not lose conscience, has its own bottom line and principles.
Even in adversity, you will not give up, but you will not lose your humanity because of setbacks... Although many people say that you are not good, in my eyes, you have always been the best person.
That's why I want to help you, protect you... I don't want to see you working so hard.
Xie He snorted, "Go away."
Lu Ting immediately scrammed, and managed to get his wife back, so he must follow his hair, and never make him angry again!
Seeing Lu Ting leave, Xie He sighed softly, with a look of memory in his eyes.
The first time he met Lu Ting was twenty years ago, and he was just a child at that time... The reason why he tried so hard to protect himself was that no one else protected him and loved him.
As the son of Xie's parents, he has never been liked by his parents. There are not many people who are optimistic about him... Even if there are occasional people who try to approach him, most of them have ulterior motives. He also once hoped for the love of his parents, but that was something he couldn't ask for, and he also wanted others to treat each other sincerely, but he couldn't ask for it... Even if someone might really like him, but that kind of love is so superficial, That's not what he wanted...
He knew how to distinguish people's hearts since he was a child, and he was able to see whether others were kind or malicious... and the more he was like this, the more disappointed he was with this world.
Xie He still remembers the first time he met Lu Ting, this man who was not good at lying approached him under the guise of his classmate.
He could tell at the first glance that he had ulterior motives, but he pretended that he hadn't found anything, and just wanted to see why this person approached him...with a sarcasm on the sidelines.
The subsequent development was as he expected. He met Lu Ting more and more frequently, and Lu Ting appeared more and more frequently. It can be said that everyone knows Sima Zhaozhi's heart. I am afraid that only he... thinks that he is acting very naturally.
Xie He accepts Lu Ting's closeness on the surface, but there is no wave in his heart. In his opinion, there has never been love for no reason in this world. There must be a reason to love someone... And what is Lu Ting's reason? What does he want from himself
This is what he wants to know.
He just let Lu Ting approach, slowly probing... the final result was beyond his expectation.
Lu Ting never thought about getting anything from him, and with his status, he didn't covet Xie's family's money, he was like a person who fell from the sky inexplicably, only coming for you.
Most importantly, Xie He has never seen—maliciousness in his eyes.
It is very difficult for a person's eyes to deceive others.
Just like his performances in those worlds, if you want to deceive others, you must first deceive yourself. The so-called entering the play is to completely imagine yourself as the kind of person you want to express... When you enter the play deeply enough, you have already It's hard to tell the truth from the fake.
If Lu Ting is also acting, then his acting skills must be very good... and it is easy for a person to act for a while, but it is difficult to act for a lifetime. If he can act for a lifetime, it is not a kind of reality.
Lu Ting accompanied him for seven years, and Xie He watched him for seven years.
Time can make some hypocrisy invisible, seven years... is enough time for him to see through this sincere but slightly clumsy man.
Xie He came to his own conclusion: Maybe Lu Ting approached him for a purpose at the beginning, but his love for him was not half false.
This is also the reason why Lu Ting was able to increase his favorability back then.
It wasn't that Lu Ting deceived Xie He, but Lu Ting moved Xie He.
In this world, who can say that he does not want to be loved? If so, it is probably just a last resort.
For Xie He at that time, the seven years of companionship and care, the moist and silent love... was different after all.
Maybe his parents don't love him, maybe his friends don't really like him, maybe there are people who loved him and then left, he has seen the ugly side of this world... But at least there is someone who is silently from the beginning to the end Love him, even if you never say it, let alone ask him in return, stupid...but touching.
Later, Xie He met one after another raider, met one after another who said he loved him, each of them knew how to please people better than Lu Ting, but Xie He often recalled the man who left without saying goodbye... Recall raised his eyes.
Lu Ting's eyes were different from those of those people.
He never met a person who loved him more than him.
And that's the only one... willing to do whatever it takes to come back and see him.
Xie He came to his study room, took out the little yellow book that was locked in the drawer, flipped through it slowly, and looked at it with a smile on his lips.
According to his personality, he is a vicious, domineering, cold-blooded and selfish president. If it weren't for Lu Ting... maybe he would really become such a person.
It was him who gave him a softer side in his heart.
It's just that, making me fall in love with you, but leaving me, this kind of thing... Of course, there is a price to pay, otherwise how would you know how sad and disappointed I was back then.
After all, according to my personality, I am really selfish and vengeful, well, this has not changed.
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Waking up the next morning, Xie He got dressed and said to Lu Ting, "I have an appointment with Yu Shu today."
Lu Ting looked at him nervously, "Oh."
Xie He said: "You come with me."
Lu Ting had no choice but to follow Xie He. He remembered his rude behavior towards Yu Shu before, and felt a little ashamed. After all, he was just an ignorant aborigine... and he was even more afraid of Xie He's anger, so his face was tense all the way .
[Lu Ting: What should I do? Was I impulsive? I should have taken milder measures...]
[666: Hehe, I seem to have reminded you, but you still did that, ah... Teacher Yu was so shocked, scared and angry at that time, I must have hated you to death.]
[Lu Ting: ... Do you think apologizing is still useful?]
[666: I don't know, why don't you try?]
Yu Shu sat waiting in the hotel. After he was stopped by Lu Ting that day, he never saw Xie He again. He was very worried. He was finally relieved when he heard that Xie He had returned to China.
After waiting for a long time, I saw Xie He coming, but I didn't expect Lu Ting to follow him!
Yu Shu remembered Lu Ting's viciousness at that time, his face turned pale, and he took a step back.
[Lu Ting: I don't think an apology is necessarily useful...]
[666: Hey, my condolences are changing.]
The author has something to say: I'm sorry that Kavin has been so good lately, and when it comes to the end, Kawen is wailing _(:зゝ∠)_
Sure enough, it's more refreshing when you let yourself go...