Lu Ting opened his eyes and looked at his unfamiliar body. In all his previous missions, he used body time travel. This was the first time he used the method of soul penetration, so he was a little unaccustomed to it.
He has the complete memory of another person in his mind, which is the character he needs to play this time—Zhou Yizhe, and 666 also gave him the plot brief.
The world chosen by the main god is based on the original novel as a template, and he must play his own role strictly, absolutely without the slightest OOC, that is to say, even when he is alone, he cannot relax, because As the target of the raid, he may be monitored by the host at any time, and he cannot be aware of his identity by Xie He, nor can he be aware of his true purpose by the main god.
In this world, he is an NPC with subjective consciousness.
It is equivalent to the role of Xie He before, except that this time it is completely reversed, he has become the target of the attack, and Xie He is the host of the attack. Xie He can still reveal the truth when no one is around, but he needs to maintain the illusion every minute and every second to be a qualified strategy target.
His task is to be stingy with his favorability and not let Xie He pass the level easily. As long as Xie He falls into any world and is tempted by anyone, the main god will win.
Lu Ting carefully read the novel titled "I Heard My Boyfriend's Brother Has a Secret Love for Me" and kept the plot in mind. The more he read it, the more embarrassing his expression became... 666 is used to it. Little yellow book, this level is nothing at all.
Although Lu Ting felt that the plot was a bit embarrassing, according to the direction of the plot, Zhao Qing would also go to the evening reception and would be harassed. He could stand up and be a hero to save the beauty, and felt flattered. My heart is full of expectations.
The most important thing is that this novel is full of meat... If it is really possible... Lu Ting suddenly woke up when he was thinking about something, he gave himself a bah, he couldn't think too much, if Xie He didn't want to, of course he couldn't really treat him like that , it will be better to adapt to the situation at that time.
Having said that, Lu Ting was still nervous and looking forward to it, but 666 told him in the afternoon that Xie He didn't plan to go at all... Lu Ting was a little disappointed, then he had to find another opportunity to meet Xie He. I heard that Xie He still went...
No matter what, Xie He went. Lu Ting also attended the reception on time. He played his role seriously and pretended not to care about Xie He.
But the moment Xie He came in, he still noticed him immediately... His eyes passed over the figures, as if they had crossed time and space... and finally fell on the person he loved for thousands of years. Although his face was completely different, he Knowing that that body contained the soul of the one he loved.
Nothing... can stop them from seeing each other again.
He spared no expense, just for today.
At this moment, Lu Ting heard a reminder from 666 that Xie He was checking his favorability.
Lu Ting wanted to say 100 favorability, but then both of them would have to finish the game, so he could only say: 0 favorability.
The system immediately fed back the favorability reminder.
[Ding, target Zhou Yizhe's current favorability is 0.]
Everything after that was developing just like the plot. Lu Ting saw the two dudes bullying Xie He, and even drugged him to force him to drink. He gritted his teeth and wanted to crush the two ants to death, but he did not forget the role he played. , can only force himself to remain calm, and 666 has been warning him to calm down in his ear!
Lu Ting endured and endured, and when Ding Ming and the others took Xie He out, he quietly followed them out, pretended not to care, stopped them, and carried Xie He back to the hotel room.
He looked at Xie He's charming appearance, although his appearance was different from before, and he showed a completely different personality, but Lu Ting was still emotional, and he had never had such a strong desire... He missed it so much he.
However, Lu Ting still hesitated, feeling that he was taking advantage of others, so he went out and brought in a basin of cold water.
But the effect is not very obvious.
At this moment, 666 sensed that something was wrong, and he told Lu Ting that Xie He had used the system's advanced spring medicine on him. At this moment, Lu Ting's mood was a little complicated...
666's mood was also a bit complicated, he said embarrassingly, why don't I go out for a walk, and then disappeared.
Lu Ting stared at Xie He, gently hugged him in his arms, and suddenly... couldn't let go.
How much he misses him, how much he longs for him, only he knows this in his heart, Lu Ting looked at Xie He, and finally no longer restrained himself, bowed his head and kissed.
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Afterwards, Lu Ting sat on the sofa and wanted to light a cigarette. Although both of them had a good time, Xie He didn't know his identity at all, right? In other words, even if it is any man, Xie He can seduce others without hesitation in order to achieve his goal. He is really flexible. Lu Ting suddenly remembered those hosts that Xie He had slept with...
At this moment, his mood was very depressed, and he felt that even without the monitoring of the main god, he didn't want to give favorability points...
But this doesn’t work, what should be given must be given, and there is nothing wrong with the logic. He must let Xie He pass the level smoothly. Such a good opportunity to increase favorability, even if given to the main god, he can’t pick any problems.
So Lu Ting gave 30 favorability points with a sour air.
Lu Ting just sat there looking at Xie He, and seeing Xie He wake up with an expression of shame and indignation, he felt very uneasy again, feeling guilty and painful, and doubted his previous thoughts... He felt that he must have blamed Xie He wrongly.
Xie He also had to complete the task, so he was forced to seduce him in this way, otherwise why would he sell his body? It was the cruel reality that turned his beloved boy into this.
Although Lu Ting showed indifference on his face, he said ruthless and cold words according to the person's design... But his heart kept sinking, and Xie He's reaction made him very sad.
But at this moment... He heard Xie He's favorability reminder, and Xie He generously gave him 60 favorability points.
Lu Ting: ...
666 also heard it, he was also deceived by Xie He's superb acting skills, and was feeling sorry for his host, because he knew that Lu Ting would never want to hurt Xie He...
But Chi Guoguo's favorability reminder is like a slap in the face of him and Lu Ting. Facts have proved that Xie He is really cool, and he is innocent.
666 comforted Lu Ting and said: That's fine, you see he didn't blame you.
Lu Ting's mood suddenly became more complicated, Xie He blamed him for being sad, Xie He didn't blame him for being jealous... forget it or don't want to.
Lu Ting decided to leave here. According to the setting of the plot, he asked Xie He a word before leaving, but Xie He said without hesitation that he didn't want to know his name.
Lu Ting gave him another 10 favorability points.
666 had to remind Lu Ting that your favorability was given too quickly, and Lu Ting said it's okay, and it's not that he can't explain it.
He just left like this, and then used thunderous means to deal with Ding Ming. Although Ding Ming failed, Lu Ting just didn't like him, and no one could bully him casually.
666 was very helpless, but he didn't try to persuade him anymore. He knew that Lu Ting had always protected his weaknesses, and although these behaviors didn't fit the plot, it wasn't unreasonable according to the character design... The main god shouldn't find the problem.
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After Lu Ting went back, he never forgot about Xie He. When he remembered that Xie He is now his brother's boyfriend, the two get along day and night, and he didn't know what would happen... After a few days, he finally couldn't help asking Zhou Yian and Xie He out to eat.
Then blocked Xie He in the bathroom again, and continued to give favorability after some verbal teasing.
In fact, Lu Ting has been very uneasy when performing, because Xie He's acting skills are so good, he can't see the slightest real thoughts from Xie He's face, everything is so realistic, as if Xie He is real Thinking like this... This once made Lu Ting almost unable to continue acting.
But 666 has been encouraging him, telling him not to fall short.
666 knew that his host was a determined person, and he would only be so soft-hearted when facing Xie He, but he knew that Lu Ting would definitely persevere, if he gave up, everything before would be in vain.
As expected, Lu Ting did not give up, strictly played his own role, said ruthless words, and did things like robbery.
Only... the favorability given by Xie He during the occasional sex life can make Lu Ting break away from the suffocating plot for a short time, let him know that Xie He is not really sad, he has been living a very relaxed and comfortable life , and never wronged myself.
These are the motivations that support Lu Ting to persevere, otherwise he may not be able to continue...
666 felt that the situation was not very good, and Lu Ting was obviously a little too involved in the drama.
Lu Ting is not a person who likes to act in the first place, but he can't say he loves the person he loves deeply. Even if he has a relationship with him, it seems to be forcing... He must endure love and stage scenes of sadomasochism. Looking at the person he loves with a painful expression, this put a lot of pressure on Lu Ting's already overburdened spirit.
Although he knew that Xie He didn't care, Lu Ting would still get hurt watching Xie He's performance.
Because caring about a person to the extreme, it is impossible not to care about his performance.
It is impossible not to care about what you see in front of you.
666 didn't know what to do, he could only watch Lu Ting's painful performance... And what made 666 speechless the most was that Lu Ting's ability to be jealous was also increasing day by day. It's his soul, still jealous to the point of flying, one time he was so jealous that he lost his mind, and was affected by the memory of the character, his sex life was a little rough, Xie He resolutely fought back against him...
Lu Ting regretted the pain, and finally couldn't help but tell 666 that he didn't know if he was right, he wanted to be with Xie He properly, but now they are hurting each other.
666 has no choice but to comfort him, saying that this is not hurting each other, this is one-sided hurting, all of this was designed by Xie He, he had a good time, all he wants is your favorability... You don't need to think too much , as long as you give him favorability as he wishes, this is what you should do for him.
Lu Ting can only think this way, he plays his role day by day, looking desperately at the person he loves not loving him, he can only keep him by his side.
Every day is a torture... the joyful anticipation of the beginning has long since disappeared.
Finally, when the world was about to end, Lu Ting came to the boat alone to rescue the kidnapped Xie He. He was seriously injured and drifted at sea with Xie He. At that time, he heard Xie He say for the first time: Maybe love him.
Lu Tingming knew that this was not Xie He's sincere words, and also knew that Xie He didn't say it to him, but to the character he played... But he still felt very happy, because he waited for so long, didn't he just want to be able to return to himself one day By the side of your lover, do you listen to him say that you love him
With this sentence, no matter how much he pays, he no longer feels pain and suffering. He is very happy.
I am happy to give the last 1 point of favorability.
He loves him too.
Lu Ting closed his eyes and prepared to wait for death. These worlds are built with him as the main character. As long as he gives full favorability and dies, the Lord God will be able to reclaim this world. This is what he promised to pay at the beginning remuneration.
But what shocked him was that Xie He actually saved him, Xie He bit his wrist, quenched his thirst with blood, and let him live.
For a moment, in Xie He's eyes, he saw a look that was so bright and dazzling that it was completely different from the character design.
This is the first time after he came back, through Xie He's eyes, he seemed to see the person from a long time ago... Lu Ting finally understood that the person he loves has not changed, and is so attractive to him as always... Lu Ting thought To stop Xie He, he knew that Xie He would die, but he had no strength to stop it.
In the end, he could only watch Xie He die by his side.
Lu Ting has seen too many lives and deaths in his life, but he has never been so sad and painful as he is now... He hugged Xie He's body and drifted in this sea of despair.
This scene inspired the deepest fear in his heart all the time, he was afraid that Xie He would die...
This time it's fake, but maybe one time, it's true.
Maybe one day, Xie He will suddenly disappear.
They are just ants walking on the edge of life and death, they are still too small in front of the main god, fate, and this reincarnation world.
666 watched all this without saying a word, he knew that any comfort would be useless at this time, he knew what his host cared most about.
Even if Xie He didn't really die, he just went to the next world, but Lu Ting loved him, so even if he knew it was an illusion, he couldn't be indifferent. Seeing his lover die with his own eyes was a terrible torment for him.
He is afraid of losing, but he has to face loss again and again, and this is only the first time...
Lu Ting persisted in this world for another five years, and then went to sea. He had no way to stay in this world without Xie He. Every moment before his eyes was the scene of Xie He dying in his arms... Later, he almost couldn't tell the truth from the fake, the one he loved was the one whom he had carefully guarded for ten years, but the one who was with him was also Xie He himself
Isn't the experience between them true
All of this happened for real... Lu Ting was very sad, but he couldn't just die. Such a completely OOC behavior would make the main god feel strange. Now that the game has started, he must abide by the rules.
So he has been waiting for so long.
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The second world is the campus world. Lu Ting's identity is a student named Li Hongxuan. According to the plot of the original novel, he will have emotional entanglements with a teacher named Su Yan, and finally overcome all obstacles and get together.
Lu Ting opened his eyes and found himself sitting in the classroom, and 666 told him that Xie He was coming soon.
He waited alone in the last world for five years. He couldn't wait to see Xie He again. Seeing that Xie He was still alive and well... was the only thing that could comfort him.
Xie He really came, but he knew that there was a trap at the door, so he walked in without hesitation, was drenched, and quickly swiped a wave of favorability.
Lu Ting was in a complicated mood. On the one hand, he was very happy to see Xie He again, but when he thought of his attractive appearance being seen by so many people! He looked at those people looking at Xie He's eyes full of desire, wishing to dig out their eyes!
And the supporting actors in this world are obviously not fuel-efficient lamps.
The facts really developed as Lu Ting expected, Alan and the others fell in love with Xie He, they are all typical unscrupulous wealthy children. Lu Ting was very anxious and kept asking 666 about Xie He's situation.
666 told Lu Ting not to worry, Xie He knew everything in his heart, he already knew the true colors of those students, and with Xie He's paragraphs, your character design is no match for Alan and the others! You don't have to do anything, Xie Hezhun can increase your favorability!
This is also the reason Lu Ting thought, Xie He will not be fooled by such a shallow scheme, but before he can feel relieved... Xie He has thrown himself into the trap.
666 felt that his face had been slapped again.
Lu Ting asked angrily, didn't you say that Xie He knew everything
666 said that Xie He really knew, probably because he thought it would be faster to increase his favorability
Lu Ting: ...
what can he do Only with him.
Xie He sent himself to Allen and the others, and was photographed. Lu Ting was so angry that he couldn't stand it anymore! It was the same in the last world, Xie He didn't care about himself at all, is customs clearance so important to him... Well, it is indeed important, but why not choose a gentler way, must be so messy? !
It was the first time that Lu Ting lowered Xie He's favorability, and 666 knew that he was really angry.
But Lu Ting had no choice but to ignore Xie He. In the dormitory, when Allen forced Xie He, he lay on the bed and watched coldly. His hands under the quilt were tightly clenched into fists. He was waiting for Xie He to ask him for help. If Xie He doesn't ask him for help, he... can't ignore it!
Fortunately, Xie He hasn't forgotten that he is the target of the attack. He didn't patronize Alan, but asked him for help.
Lu Ting finally breathed a sigh of relief, and without hesitation stepped forward to protect Xie He, and proposed to let Xie He sell himself to him. After all, according to his personality, he is not a good lady.
Xie He's target is also Lu Ting. Lu Tingming knows that he is being calculated, but he is willing to do so. He thinks that instead of letting Xie He calculate others, it is better to let him calculate himself.
In this way, he pretended to be indifferent, and at the same time, together with Xie He, he slowly gave his favorability.
Bind Xie He with the so-called debt.
For a moment, Lu Ting felt that the world was okay... Although they couldn't reveal their true selves, at least he finally had Xie He, and Xie He didn't hate him. Lu Ting knew that Xie He was always waiting for him in the cafeteria. Xie He's little thought made Lu Ting laugh a little bit, so he was willing to approach him as he wished... He knew that Xie He had eaten in the morning, so let him eat again Once, seeing his eyes filled with tears... During those days together, Lu Ting actually felt a little happy.
But later Lu Ting knew that he was too happy...
How could Xie He be with him at ease? He is holding a grudge.
In the dormitory that day, Lu Ting argued with Allen again. He was indeed jealous and didn't want anyone to covet him, but Xie He was very afraid of him. The fearful eyes made him stiff and made him I have to think that my behavior is really despicable, and it has always been forced... Does Xie He really like it? Not necessarily? who likes something like this...
This scene ruthlessly shattered the beautiful illusion, and Lu Ting was heartbroken.
666 had to stand up and remind Lu Ting that Xie He was just pretending, but Lu Ting was still in a trance for a moment, which side should he believe? Should he believe the cold hint of favorability, or should he believe everything he saw
What kind of performance can be as real as it is? Is it all just acting
He's not sure.
Lu Ting felt that all this was not what he wanted, he wanted to be with Xie He well, with his true colors, with his true self, not in this game designed by the Lord God... involuntarily hurting the one he loves.
He desperately wanted to end all this as soon as possible, so he followed Xie He's plan and did everything he wanted him to do... even if it would make him painful.
Xie He is not wrong, Xie He has been calm and decisive step by step, the one who is indecisive and unable to start is him.
He can't go on like this...
But the accident happened suddenly.
The photos taken by Allen were leaked, which was not in the plot of the original novel. During that time, Lu Ting was also in a very bad state, so he was careless... He hurriedly looked for it, and saw Xie He passing by alone At the traffic light, he walked onto the road with blank eyes. That scene grabbed Lu Ting's heart and made him almost suffocate.
666 was very anxious, and kept reminding Lu Ting that Xie He was pretending, it was fake! He's all right!
But Lu Ting couldn't listen at all. How could there be nothing wrong with such an accident? Who can face all this indifferently
Lu Ting regretted and blamed himself. He always knew that Xie He was a strong person. He never showed weakness since he was a child, and he could face all difficulties with a smile... But who would like this kind of thing
Just like back then, when Xie He was still young, he was always indifferent to everything, but Lu Ting knew that there was no one to rely on.
So slowly learn to be strong.
I had made up my mind to protect him for the rest of my life, but he failed to do so and left anyway. Xie He can only rely on himself... Now that he finally came back, he still failed to protect him. Instead, he had to act as a hurt The role of the author, all this is tormenting him all the time.
Lu Ting knew that he shouldn't give favorability too easily, but he still gave it. He couldn't bear to see Xie He continue to act like this. He wanted to end all this early, even if he knew the consequences of giving favorability... Witnessing Xie He's death once, and he must continue to stay in this world and play his own role alone, suffering for a lifetime.
He will still give Xie He everything he wants.
Xie He was rescued, but his condition was very bad, and he became very afraid of them.
That night Lu Ting went to see Xie He quietly again. Only when he was asleep, Xie He didn't have to act on him, and showed him a fearful expression, which would make him a little relieved.
Because such a performance was like a knife stabbing his heart... He almost couldn't hold on anymore.
That night, Xie He didn't pretend to be asleep anymore, and he didn't yell at him hysterically when he woke up, but calmly said to forgive him and not blame him.
Lu Ting suddenly felt relieved, and he gave the last 2 points of favorability.
He knew he couldn't hope for more, and that the world was about to end.
Xie He left, and within a few days, the news of his death came.
This is the second time that Lu Ting faced Xie He's death. He seemed calmer. Despite the grief, the road still has to go on.
Xie He's experience points are far from enough, this game can't end yet, he has to get used to all this, and continue to disguise himself with indifference, he can't control Xie He, and he can't control the winning or losing... But the only thing he can do is Don't let your own wavering make all your achievements fall short.
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Lu Ting stayed alone in that world for many years, and then came the third world. As soon as he accepted the memory of this world and watched the plot, he knew that this world would not be easy for them.
Facts have proved that the result is much worse than Lu Ting expected.
As soon as Lu Ting woke up, he found himself sitting in the office, and a young boy with a naked fruit was about to serve him, which made him feel very embarrassed. According to the human setting, he couldn't drive him away, but he didn't want to fight with this world. Fortunately, Xie He rushed over in time, and he kicked the boy away as soon as he came in.
Lu Ting suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.
Xie He played Deng Zhuo's dandy so vividly that Lu Ting sometimes wondered if he was looking at the same person, but when he saw Xie He's sly eyes flashing away, he felt that it should be him.
Lu Ting really wants to be a good father, because he knows that Xie He has never had a qualified father. This is the thing he regrets the most... and an indifferent father is undoubtedly a wound on Xie He's heart. It's too cruel.
But according to the character design and plot, I am destined not to be a qualified father.
This once made Lu Ting feel desperate.
He didn't even want to do anything, he just wanted to maintain a hypocritical appearance. Although he was not a qualified father, at least Deng Jingwen would not treat Deng Zhuo badly... He just responded to Xie He's request and continued to be a man who didn't love him but A good father to him.
But this is not the solution after all, and what Xie He wants is not these... He no longer needs a father, nor does he need a false world, all he wants is favorability.
But Xie He's information is limited. This is a trick of the Lord God. I have a complete plot here, but Xie He only has human memories and a few brief introductions. The Lord God conceals information as much as possible to make Xie He's strategy difficult. .
So Xie He didn't investigate the reason for a long time.
Lu Ting decided to help Xie He, even though he knew that the result of doing so would put him in a painful and embarrassing situation again, because he had to play a bad person, and he couldn't even be a good father on the surface... But if he doesn't act, It is difficult for Xie He to find out the truth.
Everything will come to a standstill.
Xie He is more calm and rational than him, this world is not real, and being weak will only make them both lose.
Lu Ting found out the woman who dropped the child back then, and he knew that Xie He had been monitoring him, and he would not let go of such a good opportunity.
Sure enough, everything developed logically, they were no longer a relationship between father and son, but a relationship between lovers, Lu Ting pressed on step by step, and then slowly gave him a good impression, and fell in love with him again willingly.
He is not a person who is very good at acting, but falling in love with Xie He doesn't need acting at all, it's something he already knows.
Lu Ting will do whatever Xie He wants him to do, be a man who will do anything for love, and he will give Xie He the sex life he wants, but every time he feels pain, because Xie He will call him dad... and he is Doing what a beast would do.
How can Xie He give him favorability under such circumstances
What did he go through to become such a person? It doesn't matter to everything, the game life... Is there really nothing in this world that Xie He cares about
Lu Ting couldn't bear to think about it.
Xie He is very disobedient, always making troubles, Lu Ting gave the ointment, Xie He himself refused to use it, and deliberately violated it, Lu Ting knew that he had to punish him, but he was reluctant to do it, just took him out Scared around, Xie He really pretended to be obedient.
Although Lu Ting was with his lover, he also knew that he was not sad, he was just performing, but his mood was still very depressed, because he couldn't regard everything he saw in front of his eyes as fake, let alone thank him He's strength is taken for granted... He doesn't think this is what Xie He should do, he even thinks, if Xie He can be weak once in a while...
He hoped that Xie He could also be protected.
666 saw that Lu Ting became more and more silent. He no longer had the excitement and anticipation he had when he first came back, and he felt very sad.
He thought that seeing Xie He would make Lu Ting happy and relaxed, but the development of the facts ran counter to their expectations.
Lu Ting was dumb...doing what Xie He expected him to do, and doing the ruthless things that his character set should do...he also brought Bai Xiaorui back, just to announce their relationship in a fair way.
But the accident happened again, Xie He was kidnapped, and Lu Ting was going crazy at that moment.
666 told Lu Ting that if you go directly to him now, it is a serious OOC behavior, all previous efforts will be wasted, the Lord God will definitely find something strange, and Xie He will also doubt you.
But Lu Ting still couldn't remain indifferent.
666 emphasizes again that nothing will happen to Xie He with system protection, and his purpose is to make you worry and feel guilty about him, so as to gain your favorability... If you go, you will not only reveal your identity, but also disrupt Xie He. He's plan, do you want Xie He's efforts to fall short
Lu Ting stopped his movements, if he passed now, it would make Xie He's plan all fail... Lu Ting finally endured it.
He mobilized all his strength to find it according to his personality.
Finally, when Lu Ting rushed over, Xie He fell in a pool of blood alone. There was a long wound on his face, and his beautiful face was extremely hideous. At that moment, Lu Ting felt that he could hardly move.
His beautiful, beloved, is still ruined...
Xie He hurts like this... I can obviously stop it, but I can't do anything. All this is like hurting him with my own hands, which makes him want to die.
Xie He wants him to feel pain and guilt, Lu Ting knows what pain and guilt is, he can't be more clear.
Lu Ting took Xie He back and took care of him with all his heart. He decided not to let others hurt him at all, but Xie He was very indifferent. Once Lu Ting came back, he happened to see Xie He holding the fragment Cutting his wrist, he frantically snatched back the fragments.
He looked at Xie He's face, looked at those eyes, felt the blood flowing backwards all over his body, and couldn't speak.
He left the suffocating room alone, clutching the shards, blood dripping from his hands. 666 reminded him to shield him from pain, but Lu Ting refused.
He just needs a little pain to remind himself to keep going.
And this little pain is nothing at all, he has long been used to all kinds of pain that are a hundred times more cruel than this, this level of pain is not worth mentioning at all, and it can't relieve the sadness in his heart at all.
But if even this bit of pain was gone, he might doubt everything.
Lu Ting still let Xie He go. Xie He didn't bring anything, but took a model. He watched Xie He tell his model that Dad and we are together. Lu Ting suddenly felt hot in his eyes, and even knocked over the drinking glass.
Why can't he be a qualified father? He wants to give Xie He what he doesn't have...
But Xie He is not rare, his purpose is very clear from the beginning to the end, that is - favorability, nothing can stop him.
Lu Ting said to 666, he always felt that Xie He had discovered something? Is he... hating him...
666 said no, how could Xie He guess this
Lu Ting didn't know, he always felt that Xie He actually hated him a little bit, whether it was him he hated, or the role he played, Lu Ting couldn't tell the difference.
Xie He is still dead, this time he chose a very tragic way, jumped off the bridge in front of him, was crushed by the train, Lu Ting looked at the fragmented and blood-splattered corpse, and wanted to collapse He also jumped down, but was stopped.
Lu Ting woke up from the hospital and suddenly hated his assistant very much, why did he stop him? ! Why let him live! He should have followed Xie He to die at that time, and went to the next world to find him, instead of staying in this world in pain, he didn't want to survive at all!
But everything is a foregone conclusion. Since he survived, he must bear everything and continue to live.
666 felt powerless. At this time, he found that Xie He would let 444 go to the system space to play, so in order to relieve Lu Ting's worries, he kept approaching 444 sets to get information, trying to use these information to comfort Lu Ting.
But little success.
Lu Ting couldn't forget the appearance of Xie He dying in front of his eyes for a moment. He would be awakened by nightmares every night, as if one day, Xie He would come back from that door... At that time, he swore that he would protect Xie He well next time , won't hurt him again.
He didn't want Xie He to hate him anymore, but he didn't know at this time that he had no next chance.
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Three consecutive failures made the main god notice the abnormality, thinking that Lu Ting's favorability was too easy, and always followed Xie He's idea, obviously he had the opportunity to make the strategy more difficult, but he didn't do that, the main god judged Lu Ting is suspected of releasing water.
So in the fourth world, the main god sealed Lu Ting's memory, blocked 666, and increased the difficulty of the strategy.
Lu Ting, whose memory has been sealed, can no longer cooperate with Xie He. He is just a target waiting to be attacked in that world, an NPC, and the difficulty is getting higher and higher every time. Lu Ting can only recall everything at the end of each world.
Every time he recalled all that, he revisited the harm he did to his beloved one time, and witnessed the death of his beloved one time...every time would make him doubt whether what he did was right, and bring Xie He into the world. Is all this correct.
He'd come to save him...but ended up hurting him all the time.
666 really couldn't stand it anymore, but he couldn't do anything, he could only tell Lu Ting the information he got from 444, and told him that Xie He didn't care at all, he wasn't really hurt at all, everything was just a show That's all.
He even exchanged the hearts he dug out! He used exaggerated words to tell Lu Ting Xie He's news... But the one-sided language is too pale, far inferior to what Lu Ting has personally experienced.
Those times of life and death, as well as the pain of splitting his soul, made him always on the verge of collapse.
His injury to his lover was like a sharp knife growing from the inside out of his heart, ignoring his hard outer shell and smashing his internal organs to pieces.
The only thing that can make Lu Ting feel gratified is that Xie He has been winning. He chose this path, and nothing can shake him. He is as strong, calm, rational, and strategizing as ever.
They have all paid so much, so at least one person must win—he hopes that person is Xie He.
Lu Ting lost to Xie He again and again, and his experience value was getting less and less. In the penultimate world, the Lord God knew that if this continued, Xie He would win, so he set up a very difficult dungeon, trying to Trapped Xie He.
But Xie He still won.
Lu Ting has no remaining experience points, and he was finally thrown back into Xie He's world, using his original body.
This is the meeting he longed for for a lifetime. For this meeting, he gave everything... He imagined the scene of reunion many times, thinking that if he could come back, he must tell Xie He his heart and stop escaping. No more hiding.
This is the obsession he has kept in his heart countless years ago...
But when I really came back, when I really came to this moment, I realized that I couldn't speak, and I didn't have the qualifications.
So I can only continue to pretend that I don't care, pretend that I don't love him, and make Xie He hate him.
He has done so many things that hurt him, there is no reason to beg for forgiveness, those words that he once wanted to say, those words that have been brewing for a thousand years... seem to be covered with dust that cannot be washed away.
666 said to Lu Ting, you shouldn't do this, you should confess to Xie He in time! Xie He doesn't really care, he is protected by the system, and he has been having a good time... He has a great chance to forgive you. Only if you get Xie He's forgiveness, can you have a chance to survive! If you continue to be stubborn like this, when Xie He wins the game, you will never be revived! Don't lose your last life just because of your stubbornness!
666 is putting himself in Lu Ting's shoes, hoping that both of them can survive.
But he doesn't really understand human emotions.
Lu Ting didn't have the face to beg for forgiveness, and he didn't want to be embarrassed... So when we reunited after a long absence, all he said to him was: I didn't miss it, how should I express it
The author has something to say: Mr. Lu: Why do my characters look like this? ah? Flip the table!
Author Bacteria: That’s why it’s called a scumbag, and everyone said that you have to be a scumbag to be easy to abuse┑(￣Д ￣)┍
President Lu: I'll beat you to death! ! !
Author bacteria: ... QAQ