When Deng Jingwen said that sentence, every word he said seemed to be bleeding from his heart, but compared with watching the boy's pain, everything else became insignificant. For this reason, he is willing to guard silently and never appear again.
"I will let you go, you bandage the wound first." Deng Jingwen said.
Since getting his answer, the boy suddenly became quiet and calm, but his expression was still a little dazed, as if he couldn't believe that the surprise came so suddenly, and he was in a daze.
Deng Jingwen let go of his hand and called for the doctor, but he didn't look back.
During this time, because of Xie He's condition, the doctor has been living in Deng's house, so he arrived soon. Because of the timely stop, the wound on Xie He's wrist was not deep, and the bleeding soon stopped, and a layer of white gauze was wrapped around it.
Only then did Deng Jingwen pick up the boy. He was silent for a moment, then turned around and put him in the guest room, with an indifferent expression: "You can stay here until you recover from your injury."
The guest room was completely incomparable with Deng Jingwen's master bedroom, but the boy seemed to be relieved at last, nodded obediently, and looked at him cautiously.
Deng Jingwen turned around, the pain in his eyes could no longer be concealed... Is his boy so eager to leave him, lest he go back on his word...
Ever since Deng Jingwen said the phrase 'I don't like you, let you go', he really didn't appear in front of Xie He again.
Xie He locked himself in a small room every day, and he didn't know how comfortable he was.
[Xie He: I finally left my father's sight, so sometimes it is a sweet burden for parents to care too much about their children. ] He said with emotion, while watching a movie, he ate delicious food and poured himself a glass of red wine.
[444: (⊙⊙) Oh, is that so?]
[Xie He: Baby, has no one ever cared about you like this? smile jpg]
[444: I'm just a system...]
[Xie He: Call Dad, I'll love you:)]
[444: ╭(╯^╰)╮]Although he is a system, he also knows that the host wants to take advantage of him! He will not be fooled!
[Xie He: It's a pity to think that I will leave my father's arms for a short time. Smile jpg.]
[444: By the way...why are you unwilling to heal your face?]The host loves this face so much, he never forgets to take selfies at every moment of life and death... He can bear a scar every day_(:3ゝ∠)_
[Xie He: Honey, men are forgetful. No matter how many wrong things you have done, there will always be a day when you will forget or even forget. Any apology and guilt will fade with the passage of time. This is inevitable, but I can delay the process of fading.]
[Xie He: This scar will remind him of the mistakes he made to me every minute and every second, so that he can't let go of his guilt towards me for a moment, blames himself and suffers all the time, and constantly condenses his love for me . I left it with great difficulty, how could I remove it :)]
[444:...]
A week later, after the doctor changed Xie He's dressing again, Deng Jingwen came to see him.
Deng Jingwen glanced at Xie He, pain flashed in his eyes, he handed him the document bag in his hand, and said, "You can go."
Xie He showed a puzzled look, took out the bag and opened it, and inside was the real estate certificate, car keys, and checks... His face suddenly became a little panicked, as if he was holding a hot potato in his hand.
Deng Jingwen noticed it, and he tried his best to make his voice look cold and calm, and said: "I never treat people who have been with me badly, and you have been with me for a long time. This is the breakup fee, you just take it. Don't think too much , even if it is someone else, I will give it the same, you are no different."
These words made Xie He calm down a little, and he was not so excited anymore. His drooping eyelashes trembled, thinking that he was about to leave this house, and when he was relieved, he suddenly felt a sense of sadness.
This is the home he grew up in, and he is finally leaving now, not as a son, but as a discarded plaything.
Xie He was silent for a moment, and said: "Sir... can I not want these things, can I take something away instead?"
Deng Jingwen's fingers curled slightly, he really wanted to ask, what do you do if you don't want to go out, where do you live, what do you eat, do you have money... But he didn't even dare to show the slightest emotion of concern, he could only use An extremely depressed voice said, "Are you sure?"
Xie He nodded without hesitation.
Deng Jingwen looked at him fixedly and said, "Okay, what do you want to take away?"
Xie He went to the warehouse in the back garden. The warehouse in the corner hadn't been used for a long time, and the iron lock was mottled with rust... The last time it was opened was when Xie He's bedroom was emptied. The things in his original room They were all thrown here, in a mess, like a pile of garbage.
He was very glad that this pile of garbage hadn't been cleaned up. Xie He was not afraid of getting dirty, so he went in and rummaged through it, and quickly found a model with a corner that was crushed inside.
It was a small house with three bedrooms and two living rooms, and a garden in front, on which stood two little people, one big and one small. This is not a very unusual thing, but it is very special to him... He was very stupid when he was a child, and he couldn't even put together a model. Once Deng Jingwen saw it when he came home, so he helped him spell it casually stand up. He was very happy at the time, saying that this is Dad, this is me, we are a family...
In his memory, apart from cold money, cars, luxury goods... Deng Jingwen helped him build the only home.
He changed a lot of cars, but this small model has been carefully treasured by him.
Now he's leaving here... it's the only thing he wants to take with him.
Xie He's eyes showed nostalgia, calm and distant, he said to Deng Jingwen: "Sir, I just take this away."
Deng Jingwen looked at the model that the boy was holding in his arms like a baby. The model had been partially crushed, looked dirty, and worthless at all, but the boy was so careful. In his eyes, a car, a house, a check It is not as precious as this, and it is not as good as this can bring him happiness. If this is the case, what else can he force
Deng Jingwen couldn't remember why the boy cared so much about this thing. He thought it looked familiar, but he couldn't think of anything at the moment, so it wasn't important. Anyway, as long as the boy likes it, he said, "Okay, you can take it."
The boy left, and when he was about to go far away, he suddenly looked back at Deng Jingwen. After so long, the boy finally smiled again. Although his face was no longer beautiful, that smile still made Deng Jingwen's heart flutter.
The boy smiled slightly: "Thank you."
Deng Jingwen didn't move, he just stood there, watching the boy walk out of his sight little by little, he was afraid that as long as he moved, he couldn't help rushing over, hugging him, kissing him, telling him... He actually loves him very much , I really hope he can stay.
But if he does that, he will once again base his happiness on the other's pain.
Deng Jingwen stood there for a long time before he started calling to arrange the next thing. The boy didn't ask for his money, and he didn't have the skills to survive, so it would be difficult for him to go out. Although he let him go, he couldn't see how poor he was, so he could only find another way to take care of him, and he had to hide his traces.
Xie He walked out of Deng's house holding his model.
[444: The host, what should we do now~] He is not as impatient as before. Although he left, the host must have a way to make Deng Jingwen come back to chase him. It is really reassuring to follow such a host! (≧▽≦)/
[Xie He: cold salad.]
[444: Hey hey hey (⊙⊙)! ] Could it be that the host has no idea this time? !
[Xie He: Even if I am mentally retarded, Deng Jingwen can make me live a good life. Let him calm down for a while, and I will teach him how to be a qualified and good father:)]
Xie Heman walked out aimlessly.
Deng Zhuo, who has left the Deng family and has no identity, is like a person without a past in this world.
About, there is no future.
Because of the scars on his face, it is inevitable that passers-by would point to him. Xie He showed a evasive expression, his eyes were inferior, and he kept walking with his head down. As a result, he walked too fast and bumped into a middle-aged woman. Spilled coffee on himself.
Xie He looked at her in panic, "Yes, I'm sorry..."
The woman was going to be angry, but when she saw Xie He's face and the expression like a frightened little animal, she suddenly showed sympathy, "Forget it, I'm fine."
"Oh, thank you." Xie He said gratefully.
However, the woman looked at Xie He, and suddenly shouted when he was about to leave, "Hey, you child, where are you going?"
Xie He stared at her blankly, without saying a word, with a muddled expression.
The woman's expression softened, and she sighed, "Do you have nowhere to go?"
Xie He pursed his lips, his eyes were slightly red.
Then Xie He was taken back by the woman. She had been divorced for many years, opened a coffee shop by herself, and her only child was not around. She said to Xie He: "My name is Yu Yu. My business here is not very good, and I am not very busy at ordinary times. You can help me with things here. I will give you a place to live and three meals a day. That's fine." no?"
Xie He looked at her gratefully: "OK."
Yu Yu nodded, didn't say much, took Xie He directly to the place where he lived, it was just a simple single room, even the bathroom was in the corridor outside, there was nothing in the room, just a bed and a table, she explained After a while, I told Xie He to go to work at nine in the morning, then turned and left.
As soon as Yu Yugang went out, he answered a phone call, and Liu Yan's voice came from inside, "Is it done? Did he agree to stay?"
"He stayed, a very good child." Yu Yu paused after speaking, his voice slightly hesitant, "You...why do you want me to do this? He is already very pitiful." Although it was arranged to approach Xie He Yes, but looking at the child's quiet and timid look... how beautiful that face would be if there were no scars... I really can't bear to let him be hurt again.
Liu Yan said: "Don't worry, we won't hurt him, you just need to take good care of him and don't let him notice that something is wrong."
Xie He sat on that wooden bed with a slightly sad expression. He was really a little sad because he couldn't hide and watch movies and eat food secretly. What a cruel and inhumane behavior without private space.
[Xie He: Baby, how many monitors are there here?]
[444: There are two monitors, one is on the ceiling lamp and the other is at the door. Five bugs... Well, in such a small house, the effect of five and one is almost the same_(:3ゝ∠)_]
[Xie He: I know, Dad is really a control freak:)]
Xie He put the model in his arms on the only small table, stared at it steadily, his eyes gradually showed a gentle smile of nostalgia, as if immersed in some beautiful dream, even his expression became happy and sweet .
His voice was soft: "Dad..."
He straightened the two crooked figures on the model and stood facing each other.
"Dad, you said it was you and me, do you remember?"
"This is our home, this house is yours, this house is mine, we also have a garden, you can play with me in the garden. This is us..."
Xie He said, tears flowed down.
"Dad... Fortunately, you are with me, I know you will always be by my side..."