Xie He raised his eyes slightly, "You are back."
"Yes, I came back this morning." Yi Ze remembered what Jian Zihan said last night, and felt a little nervous. Xie He...do you really love him? After hurting him like this, is he still willing to love him
Xie He said "Oh" and stopped talking. He lifted the quilt and tried to sit up. Yi Ze quickly reached out to help him. His eyes fell on the back of Xie He's pale and thin hands, which were densely covered with veins. eye of a needle.
Yi Ze's eyes dimmed. Although he could get detailed news about Xie He every day, nothing was more impactful and heartbreaking than seeing it with his own eyes.
Yi Ze rolled his eyes, he took the clothes next to him, and helped Xie He put them on, his voice was soft: "Do you want to go out?"
Xie He nodded meekly.
The weather was fine today, and the sun was warm on the person's body, but it couldn't warm Yi Ze's heart. He held Xie He's arm, and carefully helped him into the garden.
Xie He was exhausted and couldn't walk after a while. He was sitting on the promenade in the garden, and seeing Yi Ze busying himself, he suddenly said, "Brother Yi."
Yi Ze's heartbeat seemed to slow down a beat, he hadn't heard Xie He call him Brother Yi for a long time. Since that day, Xie He has always been silent, never asked or said, even when he has to be addressed, he always calls him Mr. Yi... No one knows, how much he hopes to hear this brother Yi again.
This reminded him of the boy who stood timidly in front of him back then. Year after year, he seemed to have no sense of existence when he was by his side, but in fact he was there all the time... every time he called him Brother Yi happily, timidly, calmly and affectionately. ... He actually remembered it all.
Those memories were silently imprinted in his mind, even he didn't realize it.
"I'm here." Yi Ze looked at Xie He, with a touch of tenderness in his eyes.
Xie He raised his eyes and looked at him. Those black eyes seemed to have a clear understanding of everything, and his smile was shallow. He said softly, "Don't be so nice to me."
This sentence immediately made Yi Ze's heart sink, and he forced a smile, "Why?"
Xie He did not answer this question directly, but hooked the corners of his lips and said: "I have been with you for so many years, many people say that you are cold and heartless, but I don't think so, I always think that you are actually a very Gentle person. You are fair to everyone around you, and you have always been good to me. As long as you don’t make you angry, you will never be angry with us... I don’t know how many people have envied me for being able to follow you You never gave me any hope, it was me who was greedy and thought about things I shouldn't think about, and like those people, I lost my duty in the end."
"If people lose their self-knowledge and expect things that shouldn't be expected, the result will definitely not be very good. I have always understood this truth. It is not your fault that I want to leave you, it is my fault... I just don't want to change in the end. It's even more embarrassing, so I want to leave, I didn't expect you to be so angry."
"You are kind to me, I know." Xie He's eyelashes trembled, his voice was trembling with depression, he looked deeply at Yi Ze, his smile was pale and helpless and sad, "but I said But, please don't pity me, let alone be kind to me... because... I will misunderstand. "
And he no longer wants to have hope.
Yi Ze listened quietly, his eyes were dark, and he didn't interrupt Xie He's words, but squatted down in front of him after he finished speaking, holding Xie He's face with both hands, and said in a deep voice: "What's the misunderstanding? "
Xie He looked at him fixedly, his pale lips trembled, but he didn't speak.
Yi Ze smiled, and with this smile, his originally cold and stern face became gentle, and he asked again: "What are you misunderstanding?"
"Misunderstanding, you also care about me a little bit." Xie He closed his eyes, as if breaking a pot and smashing it.
Because he didn't want to continue to indulge, so he would rather not see him, Yi Ze always reminded him of his kindness to him, that he was a pitiful wretch, and even though he tried his best, he couldn't get this person's love... only sympathy.
Yi Ze said, "You really misunderstood."
He looked into Xie He's eyes and said word by word: "I don't just care about you a little bit, I love you."
Xie He opened his eyes wide in disbelief, as if he never thought that in his lifetime, he could hear this sentence from Yi Ze's mouth, and the word "love" would come out of this person's mouth.
After Yi Ze finished speaking, he was actually very nervous. The phrase "I love you" had been brewing in his heart for a long time, but when he wanted to say it, Xie He didn't give him another chance to say it.
Until today, he was finally able to calmly face his own heart, finally able to express this heart... This was the first time he said love to someone, and only then did he realize that love is such a disturbing thing.
I can't help thinking nervously, what will Xie He's reaction be? Will it be happy or surprised? Or... dismiss it...
Love makes people worry about gains and losses.
After a while, Xie He seemed to have recovered from the shock. He suddenly smiled and said, "Brother Yi, thank you."
There is deep love in Yi Ze's eyes, and he can't help but want to kiss the person he loves deeply, but when he is about to touch the other person, Xie He said again: "Even if you are just lying to me, I am very happy." Happy, so... thank you very much."
Yi Ze's movements froze immediately, as if he was suddenly in an extremely cold place. All the joy and anxiety disappeared without a trace, leaving only sadness and powerlessness. He opened his mouth, "I didn't..."
However, before he finished speaking, he met Xie He's dark eyes, stared at the silence and sorrow in them, and suddenly couldn't say anything... probably at this moment, Xie He took his heart out, and Xie He just thought that he was lying to him.
Without the happiness, disappointment, and aversion to surprises that he thought, because Xie He never believed it, he just accepted this 'lie' very calmly.
He was the one who didn't believe that Xie He loved him at the beginning, but now Xie He doesn't believe that he loves him.
It couldn't be more fair.
How could anyone treat someone he loved so cruelly like him? How could such a mistake be forgiven
He doesn't deserve to be forgiven at all.
Yi Ze was silent for a moment, then laughed in a low voice: "Then just think I'm lying to you, I love you."
He picked up Xie He's face and kissed it tenderly.
Even if this is his punishment, it doesn't matter, this is what he deserved.
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Ever since Yi Ze said that I love you, he has really regarded himself as Xie He's lover. In fact, he has never talked about a true equal love, so sometimes he will make some childish mistakes. Also be in a hurry.
Xie He was not used to Yi Ze's behavior at first, but later he let it go.
At this time, it seems that it does not make much sense to distinguish between true and false.
Seeing Xie He's body getting weaker day by day, Yi Ze finally understood that money can't buy love, nor can he buy life. If he could use money to keep the one he loves, he would do everything he could, but unfortunately he couldn't.
He didn't discover such a simple truth until today, and finally regretted it too late.
Yi Ze almost never left the hospital. At night, he lay on Xie He's hospital bed, hugged this person in his arms, and weighed him with his palm. The person in his arms seemed to be getting thinner every day.
They don't have much time left.
Time is the cruelest thing, it will not stay for anyone.
The weather was fine that day, Yi Ze carried Xie He into the wheelchair, and pushed him for a walk in the garden.
Halfway through, Yi Ze showed a nervous expression on his face, and suddenly turned to face Xie He, knelt down on one knee, then took out a flannel box from his pocket, opened it carefully, and held it in front of Xie He with both hands .
Inside the box is a pair of simple men's rings.
After he finished all this, he was in his thirties, nervous like a young man in love, Yi Ze looked deeply into Xie He's eyes and said, "I love you, will you marry me?"
Xie He looked at Yi Ze without speaking for a long time, until cold sweat broke out on Yi Ze's forehead, and then he laughed uncontrollably: "I'm a man, how can I marry you?"
Without thinking, Yi Ze blurted out: "It's fine if I marry you."
Xie He: "..." Aren't you a man
After Yi Ze finished speaking, an embarrassed expression appeared on his face, he... never thought that he could say such a thing. Forget it... as long as you can have a daughter-in-law, what face do you need
Xie He said slowly: "But I can't afford to marry you..."
As long as Xie He didn't refuse, it would be great news for Yi Ze, this is a small problem! He said seriously: "It's okay, I bring my own dowry, you don't need to prepare anything."
Xie He finally let out a chuckle, and there was a gleam in his eyes that he hadn't seen for a long time: "Brother Yi... you look like you really fell in love with me."
A look of pain flashed across Yi Ze's eyes, "Just take it as real, okay?"
Xie He suddenly fell silent again.
Yi Ze didn't give Xie He a chance to repent, grabbed his hand, put the ring on him, stood up and kissed his forehead: "From today onwards, I'm yours, you have to be responsible for me .”
Xie He paused for a moment, but still slowly revealed a smile: "Brother Yi, why didn't I know you would still say such jokes before?"
Yi Ze said: "I didn't know I could love you like this before."
It's a pity that I found out too late. When I found out, I would lose you at the same time. The only thing I can do is to give you my love with all my strength in the limited time. Because I have no time to wait.
[Ding, target Yi Ze favorability +3, current favorability 98]
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The next morning, Yi Ze said to Xie He excitedly: "There is a press conference today, I hope you can join me."
Xie Hewenyan's expression changed slightly. Although Yi Ze took action to suppress the original incident, the media sites stopped hyping him up and started to whitewash him, but after all, people's words are scary, and there are inevitably whisperers behind them , his public image is not as good as before, and in this situation, he has no intention of appearing in front of the public again. He knew that he was running out of time, so why bother about such things behind him.
Xie He paused and said, "I'm afraid it's inconvenient for me to look like this."
Yi Ze said: "You are the protagonist, you must not be absent today! Don't worry, you don't need to say anything, I will do it."
When Yi Ze said this, Xie He didn't make a sound. He was not interested in the so-called press conference and had no intention of asking.
But Yi Ze was clearly interested.
He personally put on the custom-made suit for Xie He, but it was a pity that Xie He had lost too much weight, and it didn't look as good as before. It looked a little too thin and empty. Yi Ze stroked Xie He's cheek and helped him Put on the wig.
No one knew the torment he endured in his heart when he did all this. He could only face it with a smile when he watched the person he loved go to decline step by step.
Dressed like this, although he could still tell that he was sick, he finally regained some of his former demeanor, and he could vaguely see that he was once a superstar with outstanding demeanor.
Yi Ze carefully carried Xie He into the car. The media at the press conference had already arrived. The bustling crowd almost prevented them from getting in. It was Yi Ze's bodyguard who opened the way for them.
Xie He lowered his eyes and felt a little uncomfortable. He still remembers how those people on the Internet insulted him. Although he is already used to Internet violence as a celebrity, it will not make people feel happy after all. Passively accepting it is just because resistance is useless. , will only make people scold harder.
Yi Ze hugged Xie He into the venue under the watchful eyes of everyone, and carefully placed him on the sofa. This is a sofa specially prepared for Xie He. Yi Ze's movements were gentle and his eyes were loving, and his eyes never left Xie He. The media below suddenly It exploded!
Yi Ze only said that he would announce his marriage news today. As the most famous diamond king, Yi Ze's popularity is not inferior to Xie He who is a big star, and his marriage news is obviously more touching. Everyone Everyone is guessing which woman is capable of marrying Yi Ze! Saved the galaxy in your previous life, right? Who knew that Yi Ze didn't come out with his fiancée, but appeared with the notorious Xie He! And so gentle and affectionate!
The media is about to blow up, today is big news, big news!
Yi Ze always had a calm expression. He only showed gentle eyes when facing Si Minghui, and immediately returned to his usual calm and indifferent expression when he looked down.
He picked up the microphone, showing the ring on his ring finger without hesitation, and grabbed Xie He's hand with his right hand, saying: "Thank you for coming today, I have something to tell you here, Minghui and I have been in love for eight years." In 2010, I have always loved him very much, but because I did not want to affect his career, and Minghui also objected, so I have not announced our relationship to the public. However, some inappropriate remarks on the Internet have seriously damaged Minghui's reputation The image has discredited the relationship between us. I hereby declare that those rumors are all false. If there are similar slanderous remarks after today, I will choose legal channels to solve them."
"Finally, my wedding with Minghui is scheduled for a week later. I hope to get everyone's blessings, thank you."
From Yi Ze's first sentence, Xie He has been looking at him in shock, as if he has been completely stupid.
Yi Ze smiled at him, and then, amidst countless flashing spotlights, kissed his lips frankly, and said, "You won't blame me for making my own decisions, I don't want to be an underground lover anymore."
His voice was neither too loud nor too soft, he just spoke very calmly, and fell into the ears of those reporters without any surprise.
The reporters are boiling again! Big news big news! Any benefactor or support is nonsense! Is there such support? That's obviously love to the bone, Mr. Yi, who is as rich as a country, looks cautious in front of Xie He. It seems that his husband is weak when he is at home!
And why is Xie He so weak? Is it sick? Could it be that Yi Ze couldn't bear it because he was sick? These are all 818!
The reporters' minds are spinning fast, today's visit is too worthwhile and exciting!
Xie He looked at Yi Ze, tears gradually filled his eyes, he quickly lowered his head, not wanting to be found out about his gaffe.
Yi Ze noticed it and moved a little. His tall body blocked the sight of those probing, "Let's go back." He picked Xie He up again and returned to the car.
Along the way, Xie He buried his face on Yi Ze's shoulder, and seemed to be trembling slightly because of being too excited.
[Xie He: Zeze is a teachable talent. Dad, I am very pleased. Give me a sense of urgency and you will be enlightened immediately. Smile JPG]
[444: Oh! So did you get cancer on purpose? Not just for escape ( ⊙ o ⊙ )!]
[Xie He: Of course, it can accelerate the fermentation of feelings and increase the speed of gaining favorability, and by the way, get rid of the way to get rid of it. It's an efficient thing to kill two birds with one stone. If he doesn't get cancer, how could he think of these things so quickly? Maybe I'm still debating whether to confess or not right now, haha.]
[444:...]Suddenly felt a little sympathetic to Mr. Yi... _(:зゝ∠)_
[Xie He: It's far away now, he hasn't appeared recently, is he blocked by Yi Ze?]
[444: Yes! Yi Ze arranged a lot of people in the hospital and did not allow him to approach you.]
[Xie He: Ze Ze is really jealous:)]
[444: O(∩_∩)O~]Keep smiling and keep smiling!
[Xie He: It's time to brush up his favorability, find out the location where Zeze is going to get married, and send a copy to Yuanyuan anonymously. He will definitely not miss this last opportunity.]
Yi Ze took Xie He back to the hospital, and when there was no one there, he showed an uneasy expression and said, "Are you angry?"
Xie He fixedly looked at him for a long time, then shook his head.
Yi Ze was very happy immediately, and couldn't help kissing Xie He's lips. He kissed very gently, and his voice was low and full of love, "We are getting married soon."
Xie He moved his fingers slightly and looked at him, "You don't have to do this, marriage is not a child's play, I don't have much time..."
Yi Ze stared into his eyes, "I'm not kidding, you are the one I want, the only one."
Xie He's expression suddenly froze for a moment, and then showed a trace of indifference.
Yi Ze noticed it, suppressed the pain in his heart, and said, "Am I good at acting? The love story is not bad. It seems that it should be good to become an actor after going bankrupt."
Xie He pulled the corner of his mouth.
Yi Ze put Xie He on the bed, Xie He's body was getting worse day by day, he spent some effort today, and soon fell asleep as soon as he touched the bed. Yi Ze gently touched Xie He's face with his fingertips. Only when Xie He couldn't see him could he no longer suppress his pain and show his sadness.
Xie He doesn't believe that he loves him. He would rather treat all this as a lie based on sympathy than believe that he loves him.
Because he is no longer willing to have any expectations of him.
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Yi Ze quickly prepared everything for the wedding. Although the time was tight, everything was in order. He didn't invite many people, but only invited some close friends. Jian Zihan was also present on the wedding day.
Xie He took the medicine very early and regained some energy, but he could no longer walk and could only reach the auditorium in a wheelchair.
Xie He looked at the man in front of him, and felt that everything in front of him was like a dream. The person he loved also loved him. They announced their relationship to the world, received blessings, and finally entered the palace of marriage.
The host looked at the two with a gentle expression, and said, "Mr. Yi Ze, are you willing to be a partner with Mr. Si Minghui? Are you willing to be in good times or bad times, rich or poor, healthy or sick, happy or sad, You will love him without reservation and be faithful to him forever?"
Yi Ze said, "I would."
The host looked at Xie He again and asked, "Mr. Si Minghui, would you like to be a partner with Mr. Yi Ze? Are you willing to be in good times or bad times, rich or poor, healthy or sick, happy or sad? Love him unreservedly and be faithful to him forever?"
Xie He stared at Yi Ze, this is his dream all along, how could he not be willing, maybe God sees that he is going to die, so let him die in his dream... He suddenly showed a smile, this smile has no The burden, without any haze, seems to have returned to the time when he was still innocent and carefree many years ago. At that time, he firmly believed that he could obtain happiness, but he forgot it later.
Xie He slightly opened his lips and spit out a word: "I—"
However, before he could finish speaking, he was interrupted by a clear and loud voice! Fu Yuan strode over from the crowd and said sharply, "I object!"