At the end of June, the summer heat was in full swing at noon. In the past, the members of Shanzui Village were taking a nap, but today they are all surrounded by the yard of the brigade headquarters.
There was a shrill roar from the crowd, "Tell him, if he doesn't come back, I'll drink pesticides and wait for my body to be collected!"
"My God, did she really drink?"
"That's 1605 poisonous!"
"Oh mother, it's dead, it's dead!"
The crowd shouted in vain, and the crowd became chaotic.
The captain roared, "They're all fucking dead, Doctor Barefoot!"
The secretary glared at him and said in a muffled voice, "Go send the telegram again, hurry up!"
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Headache, dizziness and thirst, this is what Lin Lan feels the most about a hangover.
Last night, she was in a bad mood and drank two more glasses. She went back to the apartment and fell asleep. The nightmares continued all night, and the phone calls and door knocks always pierced her ears.
Unexpectedly, when I woke up, the buzzing sound in my ears disturbed my sleep again.
"Second brother, you said mother... Did you really die from drinking pesticides?"
"Shh-, be quiet, mother is acting to scare them, and wants Dad to go home. Let's go mow the grass."
Lin Lan tried her best to open her eyes, but her eyelids seemed to be stuck by something, so she couldn't open them.
After a while, a harsh voice came again, "The third child is in the army. I see that she is busy with her five children and can't help her. She is good, she works brilliantly all day. People hate her! Either hang or drink pesticides. This is because my old wife wants me to die first. God has never seen such a vicious daughter-in-law! Want to split up? Why don't you strangle me with a rope? ... don't stick with it, it's time to work, don't be lazy and slippery!"
Then came the sound of slamming the door.
What to drink pesticides, what to split up
very messy.
Lin Lan had a splitting headache, and she almost used all her strength to lift her eyelids.
As far as I can see, the narrow and cramped room has no windows, only a broken grass curtain hanging, the walls and roof are smoldering, and there are long black ash hanging in the corners, and the nose is also filled with smoke. The unpleasant smell mixed with all kinds of smells, Lin Lan couldn't tell whether it was animal manure or child's pee, moldy or some strange smell.
Just downright annoying.
Lin Lan's head rumbled, and a thunderbolt struck from the blue—could it be that he had passed through
Lin Lan closed her eyes and waited for a long time. When she opened her eyes again, it was still a smokey yellow mud wall.
This time she was sure that she had really crossed over.
The reason why she was so certain was because some information that did not belong to her had already appeared in her mind, as if she had read a book or a movie, and was deeply impressed.
In the 1970s, the Huaxia Kingdom, D Province, a small village in the north - Shanzui Village.
The original owner has the same name as her. Her natal family is Linjiatun, her husband's family name is Han, and her husband Han Qingsong is a soldier. The two have five children.
The original owner never went to school, only attended a literacy class for a few days, and knew no more than fifty characters. Since he was a child, he has been aggressive, has a bad temper, is uneducated and uninformed, and will not calmly think of ways to solve problems.
She married Han Qingsong at the age of 16. He was away from home all the year round. She was suppressed by her mother-in-law and sister-in-law. She couldn't think of a way to resolve conflicts and ease the relationship.
And Han Qingsong joined the army at the age of 17. After more than ten years of hard work, he is now a company commander.
The future looks bright.
That's why the original owner was uneasy, always suspecting that he didn't look down on him, and wanted to climb up the branches when he was promising.
So she kept making a fuss to let him go home to live, so as not to be hooked by those cultured, young and beautiful vixen outside.
The reason why the scene of drinking pesticides was staged this time was because the original owner listened to someone talking about the conclusive news that a demobilized soldier had brought back—Han Qingsong had someone outside, and she was the daughter of a certain commander!
Han Qingsong's thought of divorcing her for sure became the last straw that broke the camel's back. The original owner ran to the commune again and again to telegraph the troops, saying that the man must change jobs and go home, or she would die if she didn't go home! And to die with five children!
The mother-in-law knew about this, and Mrs. Han naturally disagreed. The bright future of her son is the glory and financial support of the old Han family. If you get your son back, won't you have to return to the pre-liberation overnight
Absolutely not!
Then the original owner asked her mother-in-law to give her her man's allowance, otherwise she would force the man to go home and no one would be able to settle down. If she didn't agree, she would drink medicine!
She asked her second son, Han Wangjun, to quietly pick up an empty bottle of 1605, thinking that there was no pesticide left, and he couldn't tell if it was mixed with water, pretending to drink pesticide to scare people.
Of course, there is also the meaning of showing greatness to the family.
How do you know that this 1605 is highly poisonous, and the liquid will be poisoned if it falls on the skin if you are not careful when spraying the medicine, let alone drink it directly with water
Although she pretended to take a sip, it was enough to attract a woman who had been unhealthy for many years.
So Lin Lan walked through.
It's just that in the original story, this time the original owner really succeeded.
Her husband, Han Qingsong, was disheartened by the trouble and had no intention of pursuing a career. He finally applied for a career change with the army and would go home in a few days.
But his return home did not make the family harmonious, but opened the prelude to the tragedy.
The original owner originally swore that as long as the man came home, she would live in peace, but when the man came back, she doubted that the man looked down on her and that he had an affair with other women. As long as he was away from her sight for a meal, she wondered if he was dating someone.
The eldest girl and the little daughter-in-law in the village, even widows, are her suspects.
As long as a man disagrees with her, he will make a fuss and find life.
After changing jobs, Han Qingsong became the director of the public security bureau of the commune, and was later promoted to the deputy director of the county public security bureau. At that time, when the Cultural Revolution was coming to an end, the control was relaxed, and some cadres did not act, and the security of the county became more and more chaotic.
He was busy with official duties and was in trouble both at home and abroad. Finally, after she made a scene, he was physically and mentally exhausted and was stabbed to death in the process of performing official duties.
After his death, she became even more distorted, complaining to herself that Ai took the children out of anger, and at the same time caring and doting on her children, raising all the children, and in the end, none of them died peacefully.
etc!
Lin Lan suddenly realized that this familiar plot was like a novel she had read a long time ago. The male and female protagonists in the book are a pair of childhood sweethearts, busy making a fortune and going to a well-off life. The female supporting characters are impressive because of their natural style. She is the daughter of the original owner, Han Maisui. She is young and pretty and has a lively personality. She has been raised by the original owner since she was a child. The original owner helped her daughter to entangle the male protagonist, and her sons were all crooked, and they could not end well in the end.
The root cause is inseparable from the distorted family.
She actually walked into such a home...
What should she do
go back? Impossible.
runaway? divorce
No one gets divorced these days. If she gets divorced and only cares about herself, I'm afraid that Linjiatun will not be able to tolerate her. It is impossible for a divorced woman to return to her parents' home in this era, it is just so feudal.
Moreover, at this time, without household registration, work points, and letters of introduction, I can’t go anywhere, I can’t find a job, I can’t make money, I can’t even eat, and I can’t survive at all. It seems that she can only live as the original owner.
It's just that she suddenly changed her mind and returned to the righteous. I don't know if others will doubt it. Even if it does cause suspicion, she really can't live in the way of the original owner.
She suddenly had an idea, she could use the hardship to not give up and be disheartened, and suddenly figured out that she should stop worrying about the past and live her life in a down-to-earth way as an excuse!
Yes, Not Bad!
It's just that her mother-in-law suppressed her husband's lack of affection for her, and it's not a terrible thing. She still has many ways to live.
The scariest thing for her is—