Seeing Lin Lan wake up, Xiao Wang looked at her in surprise, "Mother, are you awake?" He cautiously reached out and hugged Lin Lan, "Mother, you are sick, rest well, and I'll bring you some food."
After he finished speaking, he climbed down to the ground and ran to the main room to serve Lin Lan a meal.
Others don't have so many small dishes, so they bring them over in the same way, a bowl of stewed egg custard, a two-height noodle pancake, and a bowl of stewed eggplant with farmhouse sauce.
Lin Lan: … It feels like a child is being squeezed. So shameless.
She reached out and touched Xiaowang's head, "Xiaowang, mother is fine, you can play."
Xiaowang refused, so she must accompany her, "Mother is ill, I won't make a noise."
Lin Lan: "... Mother, mother is not sick, but... just tired."
Xiaowang nodded, "Mother is tired and sick, take care of Xiaowang, go to work in the field, cook, move house, tired and sick." He put his small face in Lin Lan's palm and rubbed it.
Lin Lan's heart melted in an instant.
Seeing that the food was getting cold, she quickly picked up her watch to check the time, oh my god, it's past ten o'clock, you can do it, Lin Lan.
She didn't even hear the children getting up to cook. Han Qingsong also covered the window with straw curtains, and the light was not too bright, so she fell asleep until almost noon.
If this is spread out, the women in the village will have something to say, and her lazy wife's hat will be more stable.
She hurriedly took Xiaowang aside to get her a towel, and she quickly dressed.
Her back was sore and her legs hurt. I really wonder if Han Qingsong abused her. It must be more sour than not stepping on her legs after being drilled.
She was neatly dressed, and Xiaowang took a towel to wipe her face and brushed her hair with a wooden comb.
Lin Lan: ... the sweet little padded jacket, kiss and hold it up high.
Xiaowang Kanniang started talking and laughing again, except for the occasional twitch at the corner of his mouth, his movements were a bit strange, and there seemed to be nothing wrong.
He said happily: "Mother is healed, she's not sick anymore. Mother is awesome~~"
He also imitated the way Lin Lan kissed him. He kissed Lin Lan on the cheek, then touched Lin Lan's head, hugged Lin Lan's neck, shook Lin Lan's arms, and completed a series of kisses and hugs. High intimacy.
"Good baby, let's go and play. Mother get up and cook dinner."
When she got off the ground, she had a feeling of being driven to sprint a few hundred meters without warming up after not exercising for a long time. Her legs were like the teeth that were thrown out from eating grapefruit, not her own.
Cooking, washing clothes, and tidying up the house were originally easy things, but today Lin Lan felt that life was so difficult.
She cooked the food first, and was about to do the laundry when Han Qingsong strode in from outside.
Why did he come back before he got off work? Lin Lan subconsciously wanted to find a place to hide.
Han Qingsong didn't understand what she was doing, so he immediately stepped forward and hugged her, "Is it better?"
At first last night he thought about controlling himself, not to scare her, but then he lost control. While he regretted being too intemperate, he wanted more uncontrollably. As a result, he was also a little confused, probably hurting her.
She was afraid of him again.
Lin Lan's face was hot, can you stop talking? If you ask this question, isn't it just a reminder of what happened last night? Can you pay more attention in the daytime
Fortunately, Xiaowang has already led Wangwang out to play and is not at home.
She pretended not to know what he was saying, "I've cooked and washed my clothes, why are you coming back at this time?"
"Someone from the commune came to me to tell me something." Han Qingsong clasped her waist and hugged her horizontally, "I told the child that you are tired and sick, so take a rest for two days."
Lin Lan exclaimed, "Put me down."
Han Qingsong: "You don't sink."
Lin Lan: ... I'm asking you whether you are sinking or not
He put her on the kang, put his hands on her sides, and leaned forward almost against her.
Lin Lan instinctively leaned back, his eyes were deep and dark, and he looked very serious, but if you look closely, it was clearly burning with deep desire.
"You, you... During the day, be careful."
Several children are more poisonous than each other. She doesn't want to fall into that embarrassing situation, and she has to explain this and that to the children.
Almost every pair of parents is inevitably asked this question by their children, and the embarrassment must be given a reasonable explanation, otherwise there will be a lot of crazy dancing in their little brains.
Han Qingsong suddenly smiled and touched the corner of her lips, "I can't help looking at you."
Lin Lan was so frightened that he immediately stepped back and kicked him in the chest with his feet, beast! You think you're just a kid with a first taste of human affairs.
"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid." He grabbed the kicked foot and patted her calf soothingly, "You rest."
He went to the yard to help him wash his clothes. "There's not much carpentry work left. I asked Carpenter Wang to pull the wood back and make it."
Lin Lan breathed a sigh of relief. She also said that she had slept until this point, and why didn't she see Carpenter Wang.
Lin Lan was lying on the windowsill, watching him squatting in the yard washing clothes, with wide shoulders, narrow waist and an inverted triangle, his figure was really seductive.
Thinking like this, a burst of heat surged in her heart, and she felt a little ashamed. When she accidentally thought of the fierce battle last night, she felt sore all over. Whether she could bear it or not, it was her.
She suddenly thought of a problem, she didn't have contraception last night!
She didn't want to get pregnant again. She had no experience with pregnancy, no experience with a newborn, and no psychological preparation for that kind of ordeal.
But this physique, wouldn't she be pregnant, right
She quickly counted the menstrual period with her fingers, and breathed a sigh of relief, the safe period.
But with her fertile physique, it's not safe, and even if it's okay this time, what about in the future? Going to bed at eight or nine o'clock, it's no wonder he can hold back.
Still trying to get a contraceptive.
Soon the children came back one after another, and Mai Sui and Erwang ran home first, "Mother, are you okay?"
Han Qingsong told them that her mother had been working, building a house, and moving in the past few days, and she was very tired.
Lin Lan smiled and hurriedly got off the ground, "It's much better, just get some sleep."
Mai Sui looked at her suspiciously, took her hand, and whispered, "Mother, did my father beat you?"
Lin Lan: ... !
"Why do you say that, who is talking nonsense?"
Mai Sui glanced at Lin Lan, and found a suspicious dark red mark on his neck, as if he had been pinched, and immediately frowned, "San Wang said that Dad must have beaten you, or you wouldn't get sick if you were tired before. , how can I fall ill after sleeping on the kang with my father? Who is it that he beat?"
Lin Lan: !
She really couldn't be better, and it was also a problem for her children to have a lot of heart.
Does anyone else do this too
Those couples took their children to sleep on a kang, and even the elder brother Han and the second elder brother took their children to sleep in the same room, without delaying the birth of children one by one. How did they cope with such a thing
This is because Lin Lan lacks on-the-spot experience. Older children in other families will definitely hear something. The sensible ones are shy and pretend they don't know anything, and the ignorant ones don't understand what happened.
Only boys, the ones who aren't ashamed or neurotic, show off what they know.
These children in her family have basically not undergone this kind of frivolous baptism, and their mental journey is also different from other children.
She could only reassure Mai Sui that her father didn't beat her.
"Your father takes good care of his mother and doesn't beat her. You see, he is different from other men. Other men never do housework. He not only does housework, but also does it willingly."
Mai Sui laughed, "Yes, my father is the best."
Lin Lan immediately educated her, "In the future, when you're older and looking for a partner, you'll also want to find someone who will hurt people and have a manly spirit, but you can't find those..."
"Mother!" Mai Sui was anxious, "How old am I, tell me this."
Lin Lan smiled, you are precocious, if I didn't tell you, if I fell in love with the male protagonist in the original plot at a very young age, and specialized in robbing men from other female protagonists, I would end up being cannon fodder in the end.
"Didn't I tell you this for nothing? My wheat ears are handsome and I study well. I will go to college in the future, but I can't look at these useless fools. Be a educated and high-quality woman, and when you grow up, , well-informed, pick what kind of man you want."
Mai Sui blushed, "Stop talking, I'll help you cook."
Lin Lan whispered again: "Daughter, if you believe in your mother, you will definitely be able to go to university in the future."
Mai Sui blushed, "Mother, I listen to you."
Lin Lan was overjoyed.
Has Mai Sui explained that the other children no longer doubted anything. After all, Han Qingsong was much gentler to her mother than them, and they would not touch her mother's finger if they were killed.
After lunch, the children all ran away, and now the teacher takes them to peel the corn.
Lin Lan asked Erwang and Mai Sui to take Xiaowang again because she had something to do. Anyway, they all went to work with the teacher, and Xiaowang didn't run around and would not cause trouble.
When the children were gone, Han Qingsong said to Lin Lan, "I asked for a leave of absence for you, so you can rest at home."
Lin Lan: "I'll go to the supply and marketing agency this afternoon."
Han Qingsong: "I will send you."
"No, no, you can go to work." Lin Lan didn't want to go out with him. Although others didn't know that they slept together last night, she had a guilty conscience. Have to watch her lively.
Han Qingsong reached out and hugged her.
Lin Lan resisted a little and let him hold her.
She found that Han Qingsong actually liked physical contact very much, but his expression was too serious, his heart was beating fast, and his expression was not too different.
Of course the eyes will be much softer.
This is not Lin Lan's illusion. After the uncontrolled negative distance communication last night, the magnetic field between them has undergone subtle changes.
She was more casual in front of him, and would involuntarily show a coquettish expression, which seemed more delicate and delicious to him. And he will be more gentle in front of her, even if his expression is serious, his movements and eyes can't hide the affection.
It's a very strange feeling, it's obviously an old husband and wife, why is this happening
He lowered his head and kissed her again, and didn't let go until Lin Lan was almost out of breath and pushed him.
Lin Lan glanced at him angrily, "We want to make three chapters of the law. During the day, we are not allowed to be intimate so that the children will not see it, and we must not be unrestrained at night."
She pretended to be relaxed and didn't dare to look at him, for fear of being sucked in by his deep eyes.
His eyes became deeper and deeper, and a smile appeared on the corner of his lips, "Listen to you."
Lin Lan felt more at ease.
Han Qingsong reluctantly said, "I'm leaving."
Lin Lan: It's not that I haven't seen you for many years, and I'm not guarding the cold kiln Wang Baochuan, you can rest assured, don't act like a child who tastes forbidden fruit for the first time.
As soon as Han Qingsong left, Lin Lan told Xiaowang to play at home, and she took the money and put on a watch to ride a bicycle to the commune.
She first went to the Commune Health Center and found Zhou Lingling, the female doctor in charge of the obstetrics and gynecology department, to explain her situation.
During intercourse, it will hurt, she always feels abnormal, is there any gynecological inflammation
Why does it hurt if you don't have five children? She is not at ease, so she should check it first, in case there is any illness, it will be troublesome.
Doctor Zhou asked a few questions, Lin Lan shook her head, she pays more attention to hygiene, which is not the case.
After Dr. Zhou helped her check, she said that everything was normal, the size of the uterus was normal, the cervix was smooth and there was no erosion.
Lin Lan asked why she felt pain.
Doctor Zhou sees no problem, but it still hurts, so it's not a pathological problem.
After explaining it to her, he looked at Lin Lan with a teasing smile.
Lin Lan: …
She quickly changed the subject, "Doctor Zhou, is there any way to prevent birth control?"
Zhou Lingling was originally a barefoot doctor in a rural village, but she was transferred to the commune health center because she was rated as advanced, and went to the county hospital for training regularly. With the experience of many trainings in regular hospitals, I have more knowledge and better medical skills than ordinary barefoot doctors.
She saw that Lin Lan was a married woman and a country woman who had given birth to five children, and suddenly asked about contraception and felt fresh. A country woman can't even say the word contraception, where did she hear it
It was the first time I met a woman in the countryside who asked for contraception. Even in the county, most people didn’t understand or didn’t ask. Only some female cadres who wanted to make progress and didn’t want to be tied down by their children would ask.
Seeing Doctor Zhou's expression, Lin Lan asked, "Doctor Zhou, is there myrrh?"
Zhou Lingling shook her head: "The commune has no medicine at the moment, I warn you, don't take medicine indiscriminately."
How many people killed themselves by taking drugs indiscriminately.
Some educated youths who went to the countryside to cut the queue, as well as between educated youths and commune members, secretly feared pregnancy, so they would ask barefoot doctors about contraceptive remedies.
What to eat raw soybeans, use sheep intestines, eat geckos... It's just nonsense.
Lin Lan just asked about that trick
When Zhou Lingling saw Lin Lan say this, she was calm, not shy at all, but also very curious.
"There are those condoms, but our commune doesn't have them. You can go to the county hospital and ask."
Lin Lan thanked him and said goodbye without further delay.
It was less than three o'clock when she left the commune and returned home to check her watch. If she went to the county and came back to specify that it would be dark, and her waist and legs were sore, she wouldn't be able to last that long.
She packed up and took Xiaowang back to her mother's house.
On the road, it is inevitable that other women will roll their eyes again, "Isn't it because I am sick and ask for leave, why are you still riding a car to go out?"
Now some women in the village have opinions on her boss, feeling that she has ruined the atmosphere of the village. Especially when Han Qingsong worked for her, asked for leave, and did housework for her, they didn't think it was Han Qingsong who felt sorry for his daughter-in-law.
When Lin Lan heard them, she just thought they were talking sour, and if you have the ability to pinch your own men, what is the ability to be jealous of her
It took ten minutes to arrive at Linjiatun. Everyone in the family was at work. Mrs. Lin led the children to clean up the housework and cook at home.
Seeing Lin Lan's return, Mrs. Lin habitually made a face, "What about the autumn harvest, why did you suddenly return to her parents' house?"
Lin Lan smiled and said, "Yesterday, during the Mid-Autumn Festival, I was busy moving and didn't come back. I took a leave today..."
"What kind of leave do you want for the autumn harvest?" Mrs. Lin was anxious. "You ask for leave all day long. She asks for leave. Who does the work? Who earns work points? A bunch of children are waiting for food."
At this time, every household relied on going to work and earning work points to make a living, unless they were too ill and almost never asked for leave.
She saw that her daughter was doing well and even asked for leave, and the old lady couldn't stand it anymore, and she started talking about telling her not to be lazy, and to live a better life after splitting up the family, but she didn't dare to be lazy.
Xiaowang: "Grandma, my mother is tired and sick, so I'm not lazy."
Lin Lan took out the moon cake and a few apples: "This is a boxing ceremony."
Although she is poor, she still wants to live a normal life. The best way is to bring a sense of ceremony.
Then Mrs. Lin gave her daughter a suspicious look, "Is it sick? Does it matter?"
Lin Lan smiled, "It doesn't matter, just take a break."
Mrs. Lin asked her to sit down to drink water again, and brought out pomegranates for Xiaowang to eat, "Your elder sister-in-law's family gave it."
Lin Lan asked Xiaowang to play with the child. She took out some money and put it on the table, "Mother, this is what you lent me last time, and the other one is for us to honor you and your father."
Mrs. Lin only took her own money, "Okay, you just split up and built a house, so you're tight." She felt that her son-in-law could make money, and it was not bad for her to help, but she was unwilling to ask for another dollar.
Next, it entered the stage of repeated concessions, which made Lin Lan feel powerless.
She really got used to the habit of people here to tear up. Obviously everyone is poor and in short supply, but when they visit during the festivals, they get something, and they often push around, tearing and tearing endlessly.
It looks like a war!
The key point is that she is not sincere. Looking back, she has to count how much she has given her, and who is the most stingy.
Therefore, Lin Lan felt a big head.
"Mother, don't be like this with me, I'm your daughter, not a sister."
Seeing that her daughter was very serious, Mrs. Lin took it as her private money. Thinking that the little girl doesn't have to wait for the third sister to come back to compare with each other, it is comforting to think that the girl has really changed.
She also asked Lin Lan if there was enough cotton and cloth at home, whether her son-in-law treated her well after the separation, whether her parents-in-law were finding fault, whether the children were obedient, and so on.
Lin Lan answered one by one, "Mother, it's getting late, I have to cook at home."
Mrs. Lin hurriedly filled her with three large pomegranates, "Go back and feed the children."
She sent Lin Lan and Xiao Wang out of the door, and repeatedly warned: "Have a good life with your son-in-law, don't bother." She was worried at home all day, for fear that there would be news that the four daughters had hanged themselves and drank medicine.
"Mother, I know, let's go!" Lin Lan took Xiaowang home.
…
Shanshui Laogai Farm is one of the three major Laogai farms in this area. Except for the prisoners from the three neighboring counties in this county, they are also sent here.
Their garrison is built in the col of Pingdingshan, the environment is harsh, and there are troops guarding them with guns on a daily basis.
The main task of the prisoners who come here is to take charge of the hundreds of acres of farmland around Pingdingshan and the other hundreds of acres of mountain and wasteland.
During the slack season, they are also responsible for quarrying stones, building roads, repairing canals, etc., and the life is not difficult.
Since Han Qinghua was locked in, he felt that a sword was hanging over his head from time to time, and that sword would fall and kill him at any time.
Tired!
I got up at five in the morning to take a shower, and then I was escorted to run and exercise, and I had dinner half an hour later.
Eating here is like fighting a war. You have to grab it, and you will be hungry if you are late.
After eating, they have to go to work. Now that the autumn harvest is happening, these young people are arranged to shave corn stalks.
Where is the job done by humans, he had blood blisters on his hands within two days.
The damn captain also let them compete, a few people in a row, if they can't finish digging at the point, they have to continue, and they can eat after digging.
As a result, every time Han Qinghua was last, she could only eat cold leftovers every day.
Dinner is like this, dinner like this.
Going to the kang hungry and having to endure the smell of stinky feet on the pavement, it is difficult to fall asleep.
Just like that, I would wake up hungry in the middle of the night.
When he woke up in the middle of the night, the Datongpu was a terrifying hell. Those who were grinding their teeth, snoring, talking in their sleep, and even sleepwalking, Han Qinghua was so frightened that his nerves were weakened.
On the first day, Han Qinghua woke up at night with fright and couldn't sleep at all.
When I was driven to exercise the next day, I was half exhausted, and I went to work when I was not full...
Not only that, but he also has to bear the threat from the spirit.
Zhao Jianshe vented all his anger towards Han Qingsong on him, threatening him all day long to kill him, putting needles in his shoes, and hiding dry feces on his bunk...
Han Qinghua used to be so rambunctious and arrogant, but now she is so useless and sluggish, she can't wait to dig a hole to escape.
It's a pity that the soldiers here are all armed with live ammunition and their eyes are like searchlights. Anyone who falls behind can be seen, let alone fleeing.
As long as anyone dares to escape, they can directly shoot and kill.
Oh my god... Han Qinghua felt like she was stuck in an endless hell and could never go home again.
"Dudu" the whistle for getting up rang again.
Like a conditioned reflex, Han Qinghua got up and put on the quilt, and quickly got down to put on her shoes.
"Behave well and strive for commutation!" The squad leader in charge of escorting them has repeatedly emphasized this sentence, "Don't use your brains!"
Han Qinghua's expression was numb, and his heart was in pain. He had been here for so many days. The short and thin people who came in with him had already adapted to the life here, but he was still miserable.
He imagined that the third brother just punished him, and he would definitely bring him back soon.
He has been looking forward to the Mid-Autumn Festival, which is the reunion festival, and the third brother will definitely come to pick him up.
If he doesn't pick it up, his parents will let him pick it up!
He confidently looked forward to it, and as a result, he got up early in the morning on the Mid-Autumn Festival to run exercises, grab meals, and harvest the autumn harvest... Until after dinner, he was locked in the firewood by a few people from Zhao Jianshe, and he did not wait for Han Qingsong to pick him up.
He finally broke down and couldn't take it anymore.
I can still remember what happened last night.
"Han Qinghua, don't think that your third brother is the director of the Public Security Bureau, it's actually a piece of shit. It's not as good as my second uncle. Look, my second uncle has a relationship with me, let me come here to eat and drink spicy food, and I don't have to do heavy work. You can still bully you if you say bullying, but you have nothing to do with it."
"You, you don't dare to hit me..." Han Qinghua was shaking like a sieve, but she still maintained a sense of reason.
Although Zhao Jianshe was related and always bullied him behind his back, they dared not hit him.
Fighting is strictly prohibited here. Whoever beats someone will be imprisoned or even punished.
"Hehe, you're so naive. Didn't we catch you and didn't move? You don't understand?"
Han Qinghua suddenly understood that Zhao Jianshe was so talented, he, he bribed the guards, so no one cared.
"Let's put it this way." Zhao Jianshe looked at him sternly, "If we want to kill you, it will be as easy as pinching an ant!"
"What are you, what are you doing? Let me go, I am also a victim, and I hate Han Qingsong!" Han Qinghua was scared to death.
"Of course, if you listen to me, not only will I not let you do heavy work, but I will also let you go home as soon as possible." Zhao Jianshe patted his face with the knife in his hand, "It depends on whether you want to leave here or not."
"Think, think, I think! As long as you can let me go back, let me do anything!" Han Qinghua couldn't wait to express her position.
But Han Qinghua couldn't bear it anymore. He hated the third brother's family. They were all of them. If it wasn't for them, they wouldn't have come to the forced labor farm.
As long as he can get out of here and make Han Qingsong unlucky, he is happy to do anything!
Zhao Jianshe has already arranged for him, and he can escape at noon today while everyone is going to eat.
When digging corn stalks in the morning, Han Qinghua didn't feel tired for the first time, and felt that she had endless energy.
As a result, when the whistle blew, he still hadn't digged his head. Others had already lined up to eat, but he had to continue.
Zhao Jianshe passed by him and patted him on the shoulder, "I'll cover you up, run."
Han Qinghua immediately handed over the small head to Zhao Jianshe, and got into the cornfield with a cat on his waist. The soldier next to him in charge of guarding didn't seem to see him.
His heart was beating fast, and he ran away without hesitation... He thought he was running towards freedom, towards the light...
…
Lin Lan brought Xiaowang home and it was already dark. She cooked first. The meat and broth left over yesterday happened to be stewed again today, and it was still fragrant.
In the evening, when the children came back one after another, Lin Lan took out the pomegranate for them to eat, saying that it was given by her grandmother.
They saw that Lin Lan was fine, and they all believed that she was just too tired, and they told her to continue resting at home tomorrow.
After eating, the children hurried to the production team to peel the corn to earn work points. Xiaowang went to pick up the corn husks and asked Han Qingsong to make a small futon.
Lin Lan asked them to put on their padded jackets. At this time, they would wear a single jacket in the heat of the day, and a padded jacket in the cold night.
When the children were gone, there were only two people left in the room, and the ambiguous atmosphere began to surge.
Lin Lan couldn't stand his expression of abstinence, and looked at her with hot and hot eyes.
He stretched his arms around her naturally, "Still uncomfortable?"
He asked Huanhao in a serious tone. She felt her face get hot, and she hurriedly urged him to peel corn to earn work points.
Han Qingsong kissed her, "You rest, I'll go."
Lin Lan packed up at home, and after eight o'clock, Han Qingsong led the children back.
As soon as they entered the door, a few children were about to run to the kang while talking and laughing, but Lin Lan shouted to wash their faces and feet.
Dawang wanted to wash with cold water in the yard, but Lin Lan stopped him: "There is hot water in the pot, don't use cold water."
The weather was getting colder, so Lin Lan didn't allow the boys to take cold showers to avoid getting sick.
Sanwang wanted to run, but Han Qingsong grabbed his ear and threw it to Lin Lan. Sanwang seems to be rolling around in the mud all day long, his face is covered in mud, and his whole body is dirty. Although he likes swimming, he does not like bathing.
Lin Lan stripped him off a few times, let him stand in the pot, and laughed at him, "Where is this mud monkey, it's dirty!"
Sanwang was ticklish and laughed, Lin Lan let him wash it himself, and she washed Xiaowang again.
Although Xiaowang is well-mannered, he is often dressed in dog hair.
She sat on the small bench to help Xiaowang and Sanwang take a bath, while Han Qingsong scooped water silently, and quietly looked at his daughter-in-law by the way. She has a slender waist and round buttocks, she speaks softly, and the expression on her face is so gentle that she can't take her eyes away from his hot body.
As he watched, he had to pour a spoonful of this one and rub that one twice according to her request.
Sanwang was screamed and screamed by Han Qingsong. It was too painful. Dad's big hand hurts, and he also slapped his hands hard when he took a bath.
Lin Lan said with a smile: "Who made you so dirty, and the water can't be rinsed cleanly, you have to wash your hands in the invincible bath. Most people don't have a chance to use it."
After washing and drying, she asked Han Qingsong to put him on the kang.
Xiaowang is full of envy when he sees the third brother playing on the swing.
Lin Lan hurriedly finished washing him, patted his ass, and asked Han Qingsong to carry him up.
Han Qingsong picked up Xiaowang, he giggled, his little feet kicked and kicked, and he had a good time.
Xiao Wang whispered in a soft voice, "Father... Westinghouse."
He wanted to sleep in the Westinghouse, where there was a mother.
Han Qingsong didn't reject him, but carried him directly to the bed on the other side of the kang cabinet.
Lin Lan was relieved to see that Xiaowang was not so afraid of Han Qingsong. Although he was serious, he was still good to children.
Xiaowang obediently got into the bed, "Mother, Juejue," and then glanced at Han Qingsong, "Father, Juejue." This was the first time he took the initiative to say goodnight to Han Qingsong.
Lin Lan came over and kissed his forehead, "Children, have a good night's sleep."
Xiaowang closed his eyes happily, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and soon fell asleep.
Lin Lan saw that he didn't even hold the torn handkerchief in his arms. This was the first time. She whispered to Han Qingsong with a smile: "Xiaowang likes you a little bit."
Before, Xiaowang was wary and afraid of Han Qingsong, and resisted being alone with Han Qingsong. Today is the first time that he took the initiative to ask Han Qingsong.
Although it is also to be able to share a house with my mother, it is also progress.
She was very happy.
Han Qingsong's eyes also softened. He went to the main room to get Xiaowang's clothes and put them on the kang cabinet.
Lin Lan saw that the elastic band of Xiaowang's trousers was open, so she took two stitches with needle and thread.
Han Qingsong has already brought hot water for her, "It's getting late."
Lin Lan looked at her watch. It was only nine o'clock and it was still early. It was a long night. You didn't sleep when you lay down. It would be better to go to the kang later after tossing for the night.
He took such initiative, in Lin Lan's view, there was a hint of something else.
Before going to the ground today, she wiped it with a towel dipped in water.
She thought that Han Qingsong was staring at her, so she put the basin behind the door to block the washing, lest his eyes could burn her like fire.
Although your daughter-in-law does not break the law, you have to control it, right? She figured out that the colder the person on the surface, the more unbearable it was when they heated up.
After she had washed and dried and climbed onto the kang, Han Qingsong brought the water out, and she still washed in the lee outside before coming back.
Soon Xiaowang was sleeping soundly, because the kang was burning hot, he pushed the quilt aside with a kick of his calf, sweating profusely.
Lin Lan asked Han Qingsong to wipe Xiao Wang with a towel, and prop up the quilt a little, so that he should not be wrapped too tightly.
Han Qingsong also did as he asked.
Lin Lan whispered: "Xiaowang is different from other children. He has no sense of security. He is a little timid and afraid that he will easily become withdrawn and autistic. We should be more caring and patient as parents." Quickly add, "What the doctor said."
When she didn't ask much of Han Qingsong before, she didn't say this, obviously she didn't expect him to do anything. When I said it now, it is to have a request for him, and hope that he can care for and educate the children together.
Han Qingsong rubbed Xiaowang's forehead with his big hand, and stuffed Xiaowang's towel against the pillow.
"Are you okay?" He stared at her.
Lin Lan shook her head, "As long as you care more about him so that he doesn't feel abandoned, it will be fine."
Han Qingsong nodded, not showing anyone to blame, "Okay, I'll pay attention."
Seeing her lying on the kang cabinet in thin clothes, she motioned for her to hurry into the bed.
Lin Lan met his deep eyes, her heart trembled, and she quickly got into the bed and wrapped herself with a quilt.
As soon as Han Qingsong stepped onto the kang with his long legs, he lifted the quilt and lay down next to her, wrapping his arms around her and hooking her into his arms.
First, the feeling of cool silk, followed by the warmth of the hot body, Lin Lan felt very comfortable, and involuntarily leaned into his arms.
"Will it numb your arm?" Lin Lan found him very strange. There were two pillows. He had to put her on his arm. Is this the case for husbands and wives
He said, "No."
Gently touched Lin Lan's wet hair, "It's not as heavy as a firearm."
Hearing him talk about firearms, Lin Lan worried whether he would resent the report, or whether he missed the troops more, but he didn't ask.
"Can we get someone to order a large wooden barrel? This way, it will be warm and clean in winter." Thinking of getting colder and unable to take a bath, Lin Lan felt a little uncomfortable.
Han Qingsong gently squeezed her back with big hands, and finally kneaded and relaxed on her shoulders, "I'll do it."
The voice is not as cold as the daytime, and there is a hint of hoarseness in the deep.
He could feel that she was not as alienated from him as she was a while ago, and she was no longer afraid of him. She was getting closer and closer to him, and she would tell him about Xiaowang.
It felt so good that he couldn't help wanting more, so he lowered his head and kissed her.
After a while, Lin Lan tentatively said in a soft voice, "You haven't slept much, and you are tired again during the day. Go to bed earlier tonight."
He hummed, but pushed up her vest, "I'll try my best."
Lin Lan: "..."
"Well, I'm a little bit hurt... Can we... no... "
"I'll take it easy." His voice was low, rubbing against the bottom of her ear, bringing a numb feeling like an electric current.
Facts have proved that when a man says he is gentle, it is as unreliable as saying that a sow can climb a tree. Once he eats the marrow and knows the flavor, even Han Qingsong, who has strong self-control, cannot control it.
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In the middle of the moon, there was a sudden noise tearing the quiet night, and someone on the street shouted: "Quick, grab him, don't let him run away!"
Soon, the door of Lin Lan's house was banged, "Open the door, open the door!"
Lin Lan was awakened, "Who is it?"
Han Qingsong kept holding her on his chest, touched her shoulder, and said softly, "It's alright, just sleep."
The knocking on the door disappeared again. Lin Lan thought she was dreaming, and mumbled, she was too tired and sleepy, and soon fell asleep again.
Only then did Han Qingsong get up, tuck the quilt tightly, then get up and get dressed and go down to the ground.
Outside the moon is bright and the stars are sparse, and the mercury turns to the ground.
A man protruded from the west wall and whistled at him twice.
Han Qingsong beckoned, the man jumped off the wall like a civet cat, and ran forward in three or two steps, "Han Ju, everything is as you expected."