The author has something to say: I can’t finish writing, so I’ll start with two thousand words.
Xu Jingxin heard the sound of the door opening and waited for a moment of silence in the living room before walking out.
A pair of shoes was missing from the blanket in front of the door, and the house was empty.
She hesitated for a long time, and finally made up her mind, went back to the room, randomly picked out a hoodie, put it on, lowered her head and walked out.
There were a few whimpering sounds in the dark night, and the square as far as the eye could see was still brightly lit, with advertising models from well-known magazines projected high in the sky.
Xu Jingxin walked along the long street. The shadow in front of him changed in depth from front to back, and then from back to front in the changing light.
Suddenly some drizzle came from the sky and fell on the glass windows of the store, emitting bright and colorful light.
Xu Jingxin didn't look away and let the cold raindrops hit his face.
A bookstore on the roadside was playing books for reading as usual.
The gentle male voice floated into the air word by word.
"At the end of the day, when I come before you, you will see my scars. You will know that I have been injured and I have been healed...
Xu Ling arrived at the military hospital and was led to the door of a quiet office. There were several comrades in military uniforms inside.
"What on earth did you come to find me for?" Xu Ling said, "It's already late at night. I think you should want to go back and rest after working overtime."
One person whispered: "Don't mention it..."
Catherine closed the door, and Xu Ling turned her head.
"We think you have the right to know... We hope you can stay calm." Catherine hesitated for a moment, but still could not say: "Although it is difficult for you to accept this matter, I still have to tell you the truth with great regret... "
The soldier next to him covered his eyes.
Oh my God, you are so sorry. You should say it first.
Catherine took a deep breath, and the last words that came out were: "It's ridiculous to say that this idea came up just because of a piece of gossip and the ridiculous speculation of netizens. Well, I know you haven't watched the news for a long time."
Xu Ling: "Just tell me. I just finished reading today's news."
"Really?" Catherine said, "The DNA sequence in your file has been exchanged. It also includes your parents... The other party did it very covertly and carefully, and they also escaped the annual review, so it was never discovered."
Xu Ling was stunned for a moment.
He's not dead, so what's the point of changing this? Or did he do it when he was in trouble before, and now he was discovered
Catherine continued: "Because I couldn't find you at the moment, I collected DNA from your office for comparison. If there are no mistakes, you and Xu Jingxin, uh, I mean Xu Jingxin now, have no parent-child relationship. "
Xu Ling's expression was astonished and he didn't say anything for a while.
Catherine continued: "I compared Changfeng, the girl I told you about, who escaped from the illegal mining area, with the files she had left in the military hospital... It is a pity that your daughter was It’s not like Chu Hongwu said she was given to others for foster care, nor like what was announced to the public that she was lost...she was sold to a miser by them. Now she is really back..."
Xu Ling's eyes were filled with only horror, and his fingers twitched.
A soldier, a warrior who has wandered on the line of life and death countless times in order to defend the alliance, his only belief and involvement is his family. No one can accept it if they know that their family members are being treated like this.
The comrade next to him was even prepared for him to go crazy and give him a beating, and even had his protection system turned on.
Xu Ling's Adam's apple moved, but he never made a sound. Everyone saw his shoulders shaking slightly.
He covered his mouth, waved away his approaching companion, and walked to the window. Raising one arm to support the glass, he looked through the gap in the curtains into the endless night.
Silence, a suffocating silence filled the room.
Catherine looked at the people next to her, and no one was willing to speak at this time.
"Xu Ling. The alliance thanks you for your contribution to the country... I'm really sorry."
Seeing that he was silent, Catherine could only bite the bullet and continue: "But I don't recommend that you contact Changfeng now or expose this matter. Because the person who can modify your DNA sequence code should have a high reputation in the alliance. Status. Considering the other party's motives and purposes, I think it has something to do with the miser Xie Han. We are now investigating secretly, hoping to find his whereabouts along this line. Now that Changfeng has provoked Chu Hongwu, and against Chu There is still hope for Hongwu to fight to the death. Maybe they will take risks to eliminate future troubles and expose a flaw. Of course, we will do our best to ensure her safety."
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After saying this, she felt that she was too cruel, but there was nothing she could do about it.
"I'm sorry. You have to cooperate."
Xu Ling took a few deep breaths and pinched the bridge of her nose with her hands.
Everyone in the room heard his hoarse voice.
“When I was young, the instructors asked us what we would gain by becoming soldiers.”
"It's an honor."
"Glory is incomparably brilliant, it is flowing and boiling blood. It is the proof of the existence of life."
"And what do we have to pay?"
"I didn't know it at the time. I thought it was youth and enthusiasm, but it wasn't."
"It is the injuries and serious sequelae that cannot be cured until now. I endure pain and insomnia all the time, hospitals and injections. I use all kinds of despicable methods to survive in anonymity, stay away from my family and loved ones, and cannot even watch them leave. It’s a pity to go. It’s…”
He took another deep breath, his trembling voice unable to contain his crying.
"It's a debt..."
"I gave everything, including my life and health. I did everything I could, saved countless people, and accepted their gratitude. But I still feel indebted, guilty, and empty."
"Why?"
His forehead was leaning against the cold window, and the blurry outline of his face reflected in the glass overlapped with the bustling lights outside.
He asked: "Why is this?"
No one can answer this question.
From the moment they choose to embark on the path of being a soldier, they are destined to pay.
The comrade next to him took off his hat, saluted him, and then said stiffly: "From now on, we will monitor Xu Jingxin. We need your cooperation."
Catherine: "I know it's hard for you to accept. After all, you get along... um..."
She wanted to say that they had been together for more than ten years, but Xu Ling's more than ten years were really discounted compared to an ordinary father. It's only in the past few years that he has switched to a civilian job, and the opportunities to get along with him have increased.
Catherine took the initiative to avoid the topic: "I know she is a good child. Hard-working, down-to-earth, kind... I think things may not be as bad as we think. If she doesn't know, I will try my best to keep her."