After a joy, Ye Qingran clearly noticed that Chu Yan was different from usual. He said so much to her just now, and he looked the same as usual on the surface, but she still keenly felt that Chu Yan's heart was in a mess.
Chaos, worry, and fear.
Ye Qingran leaned in his arms, looking at him like water: "What are you afraid of?"
Chu Yan kept his eyes closed, but the hand on Ye Qingran's body was stiff.
After a long time, he said softly: "I'm afraid you will change back to that Ye Qingran." I am afraid that she will disappear and never be found again.
Ye Qingran leaned over to kiss his cold lips, and promised: "I never thought of leaving you."
Chu Yan: "..."
She doesn't want to leave, but it doesn't mean she won't leave.
Over the years, he felt as if he had been trapped in a misty dream, and the people and things around him were filled with a strange sense of disobedience.
Until she met Ye Qingran, this girl always liked to look down on the people around her and what happened around her from the perspective of a bystander, with an attitude of watching the show.
He was vaguely on her body, feeling the breath of the same kind.
She is casual, she doesn't seem to care, but she is not dull, she is smart enough to read people's hearts, looks easy to talk, and smiles at everyone, but in fact she is a cold person, not as good as the outside, but very lively.
That day, she broke into the box suddenly, smiling like she was protecting him under her wings, pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger, and posing to Qing Tian. She looked innocent and ignorant, but in fact she was cruel and wise. At that moment, he felt his heart was hit by something. up.
Maybe I was moved at that time, but I thought she was a boy at that time.
The closer he got, the more he couldn't control himself. He thought he was attracted to a boy. From childhood to adulthood, women were like murals on the wall to him, just a decoration.
Of course, as far as he is concerned, men have no other ideas.
He suspects that he is an asexual, but every asexual will have a 0.1% emotion, and she happens to be that 0.1%.
Whether it's a man or a woman, Ye Qingran is the only one.
It's just that he doesn't care about men, but it doesn't mean that the other party doesn't mind either.
But it never occurred to him that God told him jokingly that "he" was not him, but her.
God really loves him, they are not two men, so he has nothing to worry about.
Of course, what surprised him even more was that she was Ye Qingran, not Ye Qingran.
Everything was too unreal, and what was even more unexpected was that the world he lived in was actually just a book.
A book with Mu Qingxue as the center, everyone and all logic, are all born for her.
It's no wonder that he returned to Jiangcheng for no reason, and always appeared on the same occasion as her for no reason.
It's just that for some reason, he actually noticed something strange, so he didn't get involved in the plot, and became an inconspicuous background board.
As a backdrop, as cannon fodder, as a passer-by, he had no confidence in himself for the first time, and wondered if he could keep this different vicious female supporting role.
In the early morning, Ye Qingran was woken up by the heat.
In winter, she always likes to sleep with Chu Yan in her arms, because his body temperature is high, and it is very warm to lean against him, but now the temperature is too high, like a hot stove.
She opened her eyes in a daze, Chu Yan was still sleeping, and there was an imperceptible paleness on her face.
"elder brother?"
Ye Qingran called him, and then reached out to touch her forehead, and she was shocked when she touched it, "Oh my god, why is it so hot!!"
Is this a fever
Chu Yan's eyes slowly opened, different from the deep ones in the past, falling on Ye Qingran's face with confusion, "What's wrong?"
"You are very hot, you should have a fever," said he didn't find anything wrong last night.
"Where did you go yesterday, didn't you rest all night?" He was always in good health, which was obviously exhausted.
Chu Yan pursed her lips lightly and said nothing.
She was right, he was indeed tired, he didn't sleep for two days, and he was blown by the sea breeze all night, plus he felt uneasy.
Ye Qingran has already got out of bed, opened the drawer to get cold medicine, anti-fever medicine, and went to pour a glass of boiling water.
After feeding him the medicine, Ye Qingran was ready to wash up.
As a result, just as he was about to get up, Chu Yan grabbed her by the wrist, and he pulled her to lie on top of him, tying her body around her: "Come with me."
Chu Yan who is sick is a bit clingy. Also, when people are sick, they really need someone to accompany them the most. Even if they don't do anything, just sit by the side, they will feel very sweet.
Ye Qingran felt soft in her heart, "Okay, I won't go anywhere today, I will stay with you all the time, you should rest well."
She covered the quilt, "If you have a cold and a fever, you can't catch a cold anymore."
Chu Yan hooked his lips, leaned against Ye Qingran's arms and closed his eyes. He was really tired, lacked energy, and had a fever, but he couldn't sleep well, and was half asleep and half awake.
Ye Qingran was very worried about him, so she helped him answer the call from He Cizhou, and called the family doctor, and was relieved to make sure that he was not asleep.
Chu Yan didn't wake up until night, feeling that her body was fine.
Ye Qingran looked at him with concern on the side, asked him if he was better, and prepared porridge for him, and fed him the porridge thoughtfully in a childlike tone.
As far as I can remember, this is the first time I am sick. Someone takes care of me so intimately, and I feel an indescribable warmth and warmth in my heart.
After feeding the porridge, Ye Qingran took his temperature again, seeing that his body temperature had returned to normal, she breathed a sigh of relief.
"It's all right, it's all right, but just in case, you don't need to take a bath tonight, just cover yourself with the quilt and sleep well, and you'll be fine when you wake up tomorrow morning."
Chu Yan held her hand.
Ye Qingran understood his hint: "Don't worry, I won't leave, I will always be with you."
Although he didn't sleep well all day, but after laying down for a whole day, he couldn't fall asleep right now, so he just opened his eyes and stared at Ye Qingran.
Ye Qingran rested on the bed with her chin in her hands, and accompanied him beside her.
The room is warm.
The years are quiet.
"If you feel uncomfortable anywhere, remember to tell me."
"I'm already healed. If you're tired, just go to sleep. Don't look at me like that." Chu Yan saw the tired look on her face.
"I'm not sleepy," she made sure he was really all right, and she took another shower and went to sleep.
"By the way, tomorrow, I want to go see Mu Qingxue."
Mu Qingxue is the heroine of this book. Who knows what kind of luck and golden fingers she will have. Even if Chu Yan locks her up, she still has worries and scruples. After all, Chu Yan is not I didn't shut her down, but she came out miraculously and suddenly.
Chu Yan hesitated and nodded.
(end of this chapter)